i'm extremely ticked right now.  i have not been this mad in a while, let me tell you.  Last year, I had my birthday party hoping that it would be fun and everyone could come.  BUT there was a stupid retarded paintball war on the same day, 'coincedentally'.  Well, HOW IS IT ON MY DANG PARTY DAY AGAIN???  I don't know if any of you will really care about this thought since I don't think I'm inviting anyone on here that's going to the war anyway...but...I'm mad.  (Well, If grace goes, that's someone...)  BUT I don't think It's fair that I have had to work around everyone else's schedules for stupid paintball when there is a whole year that you can play (except when it's freezing.) BUT a birthday comes once a year.  It's not cool with me and I am sick of that!  CHANGE THE STUPID WAR.  I have no other options, and it's making me really mad.  It's a very frustrating thing when there is a month (less than, actually) until your bday and you have to re arrange your schedule because SOMEONE ELSE'S plan interferes with your own.  GRR.  okay i'm done.  not really but o well.