i hada good day. a really good day. do you want to hear about it? good. and if you said no...get over it.

i got up and went to my sectional which you already read about if you read my entry from earlier...if not...uhh...read it now.
then i came home and got online and talked to alyssa. much fun.
then grace called and came and got me.
then me and her went to get icees...we kidnapped brian on the way.
so we went to walmart. their coke icee machine was on defrost...bad machine...so brian whined and complained and got a cd. so i was looking at the cds and i found the train cd with the song drops of jupiter...so of course i got it! yay!!!
so we get back in graces truck and brian was all "where are we going...blah blah blah...whine whine whine" so we took him home...but not before he broke grace's mirror with his bad attitude and his oh so ugly face (haha)
so me and grace went to 3 more places searching for icees. we finally found one. and i am officially am the messiest icee maker ever. lol.
so then me and grace met alex p. at the library and me and grace read for like 3 hours...alex left after about an hour.
so we talked to jordan who said he and donald would be walking to fazolis tonight...we were like...no. thats too far...blah blah blah. so eventually they call and are like "come get us" so grace had to call alex to take me so she could take jordan and donald. then they call and say they dont know if they are gonna come, but grace made them. ha.
so we went to fazolis and had fun.
then we went to my house for a minute.
then we went to the library and played with the fountain...i got all wet. haha. then we played tag. at one point michael was chasing me and grace and she jumped over the bushes...so i decided to go through the bushes...i wasnt about to try and jump over them...nope...so this branch decides to get in the way and i tripped and landed on my face...i laid there for a few minutes before i caught my breath again...it was funny. so then i learned to make the noise with grass...you know...when you put it between your thumbs and blow...i couldnt do it for the longest time and donald kept making fun of me, but i eventually got it. very exciting. so then everyone decides to leave but grace and jane decided to stay a little longer, and i was goin home with grace so i stayed a little longer. so we were supposed to take jordan and donald home but they didnt know that and went to the underground so we went and got them and took them home. now we are back at grace's. mmm...i had a marvelous day.

so the sectional today was fun. it went better than i expected...i still cant play mello and i still want it to die, but its getting better...i think. im just gonna practice...alot, and hopefully be able to play the music by band camp...yeah. this should be interesting.

so i think the teal is gone. you couldnt see it very well, anyway...but now i cant find it at all...o well.


Drops of Jupiter

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there's time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there

Now that she's back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there's time to grow, hey, hey

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
I'm afraid that she might think of me as plain ol' Jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the Milky Way
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you're wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the Milky Way

Repeat 1st Chorus

i have pink and a little teal hair!!! its sooo exiting!!! and if you see me in the next 8-10 washes you will probably get to see it! i love you all!!! especially gracie because she did it for me!

sometimes it's embarrassing to talk to you
to hold a conversation with the only one who sees right through
this version of myself
i try to hide behind
i'll bury my face because my disgrace will leave me terrified

and sometimes i'm so thankful for your loyalty
your love regardless of the mistakes i make will spoil me
my confidence is, in a sense, a gift you've given me
and i'm satisfied to realize you're all i'll ever need

you looked into my life
and never stopped
and you're thinking all my thoughts
are so simple but so beautiful
and you recite my words right back to me
before i even speak
you let me know, i am understood

and sometimes i spend my time
just trying to escape
i work so hard, so desperately, in an attempt to create space
cause i want distance from the most important thing i know
i see your love, then turn my back, and beg for you to go

you looked into my life
and never stopped
and you're thinking all my thoughts
are so simple but so beautiful
and you recite my words right back to me
before i even speak
you let me know, i am understood

you're the only one who understands
completely
you're the only one who knows me yet still loves completely

and sometimes the place i'm at is at a loss for words
if i think of something worthy, i know that it's already yours
and through the times i've faded and you've outlined me again
you've just patiently waited, to bring me back and then

you looked into my life
and never stopped
and you're thinking all my thoughts
are so simple but so beautiful
and you recite my words right back to me
before i even speak
you let me know, i am understood

the noise has broken my defense
let me embrace salvaction
your voice has broken my defense
let me embrace salvation

the noise has broken my defense
let me embrace salvaction
your voice has broken my defense
let me embrace salvation

the noise has broken my defense
let me embrace salvaction
your voice has broken my defense
let me embrace salvation

your voice has broken my defense
let me embrace salvation
let me embrace
let me embrace salvation


mmm...i love that song

photo from Janie_pants

mmm...thats me foot. in a really big shoe. hehe.

someone please explain to me why i always feel bad for things that aren't my fault.

i want to go somewhere...NOW!!! and i really wish people in my family would randomly scream really really loud for no reason!!! someone save me please.

today...or yesterday, rather...was so much fun! nathan's party was fun! and now chelsey's spendin the night! yay!

yesterday was sooooo much fun. thankyou grace and sarah! adventures in grace's truck with milkshakes, la siesta, ICEES, and being just a little tinsy tiny bit late to french horn lessons...funfun. i love chocolate milkshakes. especially from reeves sain. mmm.

someone should take me to get a milkshake...

will someone please bring me some ice cream or a milkshake??? please??? i cant eat anything else...please. i will love you forever if you do. please?

so the palate expander doenst hurt as badly as i thought it would...but it annoys the crap out of me...and prolly everyone around me...i cant eat...again...and i keep making smaking and slurpy sounds...i cant help it...i hate this!!! and now even milkshakes arent as fun to eat...they make the thing cold...really cold...and then my teeth freeze. arggg.

today im getting my palate expander(sp?) on today...AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so ive recently been informed that i can only use my cell pone in case of emergency because my parents think we are out or almost out of minutes. so if you call my cell phone, i will probably not answer...but i will call you back as soon as i can get to a phone that isnt...my cell phone. this sticks...i really do love my cell phone. *tear*

life really has a way of making you think everything is finally great and then throwing you off a cliff...now i just have to climb back up...

*excitement!!!!!*



i love this weekend! it rocks!!!

hey,this is stephy. silly mady left this up so i HAD to write in it.

Who all thinks mady is awesome? I know I do.

umm...so we are about to go roll someone's house. Beware people. Whoever that has been mean to me/us in the past will get it sometime this week or next.



...like...........CAMERON WEST!!!!! because stephy does NOT lose. he does. haha.


*edit*
i love tonight. it is fun. i love people. especially stephy. and grace. and jane. and sarah. and cameron. hehe. fun...
*edit* and sean. and i really really love songs being written for me and stephy and even more the people who wite them for us...*mady is happy*
*edit* and cameron gets soooooo many cool points its just crazy...hehehe
*yes...my 4th edit tonight...*
moulin rouge is awesome! and so is 3 am!!!

Head Over Feet


I had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it

You treat me like I'm a princess
I'm not used to liking that
You ask how my day was

You've already won me over in spite of me
Don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for
That's not lip service

You've already won me over in spite of me
Don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience

You're the best listener that I've ever met
You're my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long

I've never felt this healthy before
I've never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now

You've already won me over in spite of me
Don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

mmm....i love that song.

*edit*
cameron...we (me and stephy) know your seceret...dun dun dun.....

*edit*
don't you just love staying up all night just to watch the sunrise the next morning only to see just a little bit of it because it was cold outside at 5 in the morning? mmmm...fun fun fun times!!!!

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