aight so today was kinda blehh haha and i will tell you why

 

okay for the most part of the day it was amazing right but then after school 5 guys come and corner me and they usually come over just to make fun of me or some kinda crap like that so i was like oh great.  then they said so how was your first time? what was it like? and i said what are you guys talking about? then they were all ohh SO your a virgin???? then they started yelling hey everybody did you know that Tyler Lowery is a virgin?? and so yeah it kinda pissed me off.... alot especially since the majority of the guys themselves were virgins...

 

then later i was given some racial remarks about yeah me being white and stuff... another thing that pisses me off. 

so i said hey man why do you like to put me down just because im white? then his genious remark was "idk its just kinda fun i guess" (in a major chinese accent)  so i said huh wow i didnt know people found it fun to put other people down just because of your color.  ... funny thing is i am darker than him lol... well yeah that was my day i just left out some of the things i talked to the guy about

 

 

thats my day at HBA Hawaii Baptist Academy... sure sounds christian huh? lol

I just thought i would let you know that i absolutly hate it when people post thoughts and the people who are reading them have no idea what you are trying to say. 

like when people are writing to others and they dont even have a phusebox.  what is the point in even writing?  Are you just looking for attention.  really i dont understand.  or if you say oh my

life sucks so much at the moment

sure people can be there for you but most of the time guarenteed others dont want to hear about your problems.  If the reader is having good day they dont want to hear about someones crappy life.  but if you do decide to go ahead and say oh my life sucks please tell us why

dont just say oh i cant stand every thing that is going on.... okay there has to at least be one good thing going on

 

thats about all i have to say

and please feel free to give me crap about this haha

okay i dont know how many of you have heard this song

but it is quite possibly the best song i have heard in a very long time.  i mean sure im not in love at the moment but this song makes me feel great

ho ho braddah how da keiki stay be

i taut to maself da odda day

ho i like add one taut tomorrow

so here i stay put one up

i been good yo

livin da hawaiian life 

skoos fo scrubs i no like fail brah so i like

study hard try get gud grades  brah da teachas no like

give me good grades though

i like you pray fo me in dat area chee hee

 

shoots den brah i like go sleep now

hey sup everyone. 

Life has been going pretty good lately.  I'm actually not stressing about stuff.  School is out and im going to the beach like everyday, my life is peaceful.  It seems like its been so long since i have felt this way... probably since Tennessee but still yet it is great.  Well i guess I will talk to you people later.... it seems like its been a long time since anyone has posted anything, its getting kinda boring here. 

Shoots

ah frick today was such a good day :) :) :)

 

last year today what were you doing?

well some of you were totally stoked about going to Hawaii with the mime team.  Yes, that is right tomorrow will be one year since we went here the first time.  Its kinda crazy how everything has changed since then and its only been 1 year. 

well just thought i would remind you guys

uhm basically you aint gonna like how this guy talks but

its what i hear a lot so deal with it

i got a new girl

nuff said

 

 

my girlfriends super cool :)

even if she teases me about my country accent.

 

What happened to that kid 8 months ago? 

The kid name Tyler. 

Why has he changed so much? 

Why does he swear every other sentence now? 

Why does he enjoy hurting other people? 

Why does he not think things through any more? 

Why does he go by a different name? 

Why does James want to forget his past even though it was so great? 

Why does he not consder what other people have to think and what their feelings are? 

Where the hell did i go wrong?

 

Why am I not like this any more????

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why do i have to be like this????

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Why do i have to be so stern and upright?  not relaxing a little while and just taking up the joys in life

WHAT HAPPENED

Well I have been thinking a lot lately...I know thats not very common but indeed it is true.  I have been thinking about college and what I am going to do with my life.  Its quite scarry,  I'm not sure I'm ready to go ou into the world all by myself and take on a man's responsibilities.  A couple days ago we had to talk about what we were going to do in school.  I thought off all the times that People have come to me for their problems and asking what should i do.  I thought man I might like going into Psychology.  I know that could be hard but it makes a good pay and I need to go to college so maybe it will be a good idea.  I'm kinda nervous but ohh well I guess I have 2 more years to think about that.  Well maybe less...

anyway I guess I am done but i just thought I would tell you guys what has been on my mind.

 

 

I know it has been a while and all since I have posted a thought.  I know you guys are dieing to know how I have been...actually you probably dont care and will not take the time of day to read this. 

Well i have been pretty good.  Disapointed in somethings and then exited about others.  :) :) 

  Schooling is going alright...not the best but hey im not even half way through the quarter.  

   I guess I am about done

welll actually no

here are a few songs i have recently discovered and I think that you  should look them up ;)

 

"Teasing to Please" by Cute is What We Aim For

 

"All the Same"  by Sick Puppies(I think)

 

"Letter to Me" by Brad Paisley

 

I really thought there was going to be more but the ones that i was going to put up were a little older but i realized that i liked them a lot. 

  

2008: In The Beginning

Where did you bring in the New Year?: Austins house

Who were you with?  a lot of people

Did you kiss anyone at midnight?: not this year

Did you make any resolutions?: no sir

 

2007: Your Love Life

Did you break up with anyone?: got dumped

Did you get anything for Valentines day?: no 

Did you meet anyone special?:no

Did you fall in love?: i was in love :)

 

2007: Friends and Enemies

Did you meet any new friends last year?: yeah
Did any of your friendships end?: people that i wont see again i guess

Did you make any new enemies?: idk man

Did you resolve any fights?: i dont know

Who was your closest friend?: i would have to sayGrace

Who did you grow apart from?: too many people

Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?: a few at school

 

2007: Your BIRTHDAY!!!

How old did you turn?: 14
Did you have a cake?: no my neive had er party on mine

What did you do for your birthday?: nothing

Did you get any presents?: yeah

Your favorite gift: my iPod

 

2007: All about YOU

Did you change at all last year?: yeah a lot

Did you dye your hair?: yeah

Did you get your hair cut?: sure did

Did you change your style? every year

Were you in school?: mhm

Did you get good grades?: nope

Did you have a job?: yeah a couple small jobs

Did you drive?: no

Did you own a car?: no stupid

Did anyone close to you give birth?: no

Did you move at all?: lol just down the street :)

Did you go on any vacations?: yeah im on one

Did you leave the country at all?: no

Would you change anything about yourself now?: yeah small things

2007: Wrap Up.

was 2007 a good year?: yeah pretty much

Did 2007 bring any new insights?: i guess so

Do you think 2008 will top 2007?: that would be great

Do you have any goals for 2008?: a few

If you could relive any moment which would you choose?:i dont know man

You can litterally cure rascism and hate by injecting love and happy music into a persons life

 

every little thing is gonna be alright 

1. Is there someone you wanna date right now?
i dont know how to answer that
2. Why did you stop liking the last person you liked?
their a dick head
3. Are you usually the heart breaker or the heart broken?
idk man
4. What is your name?
if your my friend you should know
5. Name a quote from the song you are listening to:
no song
6. What are you doing right now?
dumb question
7. Do you miss your ex girlfriend/boyfriend?
jjfkslsjf
8. Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?
nah i dont think so
10.Regret(s)?
yeah
11. What was the reason you last cried?
i dont wanna go back
12. What was the first thing you said when you woke up today?
no i dont want to cuddle
13. Is there a meaning behind your profile song?
uh i like it
14. Do you have a best friend?
more than one
16. Have you ever hated someone, but ended up being friends with them?
yeah probably
17. What do you think of people who don't have sex before marriage?
smart
18. Do you own a pair of green pants?
no sir
19. Are you more independent or dependent?
i dont know
20. Ever had the opposite sex over when no one was home?
yeah but were just friends
21. Do you believe that what comes around goes around?
nope
22. What is your favorite fruit?
pineapples or cantalope
25. What is the most important thing in any relationship?
love
26. What is the last song to make you cry?
there was none
27. Does anyone love you?
yeah man
28. Do you love someone?
fo sho
29. Are your best friends pretty?
sure why not
30. Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
yeah pretty much
32. Whats the one thing thats getting you through this week?
jesus
33. Who do you miss?
right now....Dalton and thats about it
34. Do you give out second chances too easily?
i dont think so...
i dont give them very often
35. Where was your last car ride to and from?
Ian's
36. Where is one place you want to visit?
idk
39. Ever felt that no one relates to you?
once
40. Had plans and broke them?
some one else did
41. Done anything illegal?
yeah...
43. Are you a vegetarian?
nope
44. Are you a tease?
i dont know
45. Who are you jealous of?
nobody
46. Are you a lover or hater?
lover
47. Do you think your ex's new love is a player/slut?
i dont know man
49. What/who can always make you laugh?
you can
50. Who's your top 12 on myspace?
too lazy

ok i dont care id you make fun of me but this crap is hilarious

   

SEVEN THINGS YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR ROOM:
1. idk man im not home

2. bed

3. 2 radios

4. clothes

5. thats about it

6.

7.

SEVEN RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1. Do you like anyone? uh yeah

2. Does someone like you? idk she said she hated me tonight

3. Last kiss? i kissed my neice4. Been lead on? yeah its been a while though

5. Been cheated on? dont think so

6. Want a relationship? yeah

7. Wanna get married? Someday

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN’T LIVE WITHOUT:
1. God.
2. Friends (even though im running kinda low)

3. Family

4. Water

5. Food

6. more food

7. youuu

SEVEN THINGS ON YOUR MIND:
1. TOMORROW

2. The movie

3. YOUUU

4. Tennessee

5. Hawaii

6. chicken????

7. Sleep

SEVEN OTHER THINGS - DO YOU:
1. Believe in God? Yes sir

2. Had a dream come true? uhm prob. but i cant think

3. Read the newspaper? i glance

4. Get enough sleep everyday? No
5. Have a best friend? not just one

6. Take a shower daily? Yes

7. Wish on stars? yeah its fun to

SEVEN HAVE YOU EVERS:
1. Fallen in love? mhm

2. Kissed someone of the same sex? Frick that is so nastey

3. Hooked up with someone who had a gf/bf? nope

4. Been to a Bonfire? Yeah those are fun

5. Ran away from home? nope

6. Snuck out of the house? Not mine but me and a friend

7. Pulled an all nighter? Yeah.

SEVEN THINGS IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU:
1. Cried? Nope.
2. Had fun? Yeah.
3. Been kissed? no sir lol
4. Felt stupid? yes
5. Talked to an ex? Nope.
6. Missed someone? Yeah
7. Listened to music? That is like asking if I breath air. Yes.

ok so I havent been on here in a really long time.  I have indeed been grounded.  I guess we can just leave it at that.  So some new things that have happened to me is... i got braces :) and i am coming back to TN in like 6 days :)

i miss you guys a lot so leave me messages and stuff.  K well i guess i will talk to you later 

EIGHT Last's:
1. Last drink: Sweet tea

3. Last phone call: Dalton

4. Last text message: 5. Iz (A Hwaiian CD)

6. Last bubble bath: i dont even remember

7. Last time you cried: idk

8. Last meal: like an hour and a half ago

SEVEN Have You’s:
1. Have you ever dated someone twice? No sir

2. Have you ever been cheated on? no and to grace no
4. Have you ever kissed someone & regretted it? nope

5. Have you ever lost someone? uhm I have lost grandparents and family but not friends, well exept for the friends i might not ever see again

6. Have you ever been depressed? Yeah
7. Have you ever been drunk and thrown up? nope

Name SIX things you did in the past three days:
1. Sleep

2. Ate food

3. got on the computer

5. Went to the mall

6. Talked on the phone

List FIVE people you can tell pretty much anything to
1. Grace

2. Austin

3. My brother

4. Amber

5. Caitlin

 

List THREE favorite colors
1. Blue.
2. Black

3. Orange

 

List TWO things you want to do before you die
1. idk

2. idk

 

SO FAR IN 07…
Been to school - yeah

Made a new friend - sure have

Fallen out of love - no sir

Done something you swore never to do- probably

Laughed until you cried - yeah

Went behind your friends back - i dont think so

Met someone who changed your life - yeah

Gotten close to someone - no not really

Found out who your true friends are- nope

 

5. Do you have a crush? no

6. Who is the best hugger that you know? idk

7. Do you believe in love at first sight? nope, i have to look at least twice ;)

 

8. Is there something you want to tell someone? yeah, Carmen your a hoe

9. What brand of shirt are you wearing? Quicksilver

10. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends?number 4 and thats it

11. Do you have “A thing” for anyone on your top friends? lol

12. How many people on your top friends? 8

 

13. How many kids do you want to have? idk.

14. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? uhm sometimes

 

15. Do you wanna change your name? I want to start to go by james

16. What did you do for your last birthday? nothing

17. What time did you wake up today? idk

18. What were you doing at midnight last night? watching tv

 

19. Name something you CANNOT wait to do: come back to TN, only 3 and a half weeks

 

20. Last time you saw your dad? hour ago

21. What is one thing you wish you could change about yourself? the way i live

 

22. Which hand do you like better? i dont care

23. What are you listening to right now? nothing

24. Have you ever talked to Tom? No i tryed but he doesnt talk back

 

25. Have you ever donated money to a good cause? yeah

 

26. Have you ever talked about someone behind their back?  yes

27. Least favorite month? I don't know.

28. What’s the last piece of clothing you borrowed from anyone? idk probably something from Austin

 

29. Who’s getting on your nerves right now? no one really

30. Most visited webpage? myspace

31. Would you help one of your best friends fight if he/she was losing? yeah who do you think i am someone who doenst help a friend if he/she is in a fight, idiots lol

32. Coke or Pepsi? Neither.

33. What’s the worst day of your life? the day i lost you.  lol not really

34. Have you kissed or been kissed by anyone in the past week? ch no who do you think i am, someone who gets kissed by someone in the past week. no because no one loves me like that.

35. Do you disagree with a lot of things going on in the world? somethings

36. Do you think there’s some models/people out there, that should lose a few pounds? I don't care.

Click here to create your own painting.

 ha grace i will repost this

 

Girls - pick the first guy on your top friends.
Unless their family than pick the next one.
Guys - do the same, but the first girl .
- Don't change it
- Enter their name
- Be honest


1. Who is it?
it'd be Grace

 

2. How did you meet?
At BHSE

3. If you were crying would this person cheer you up?
chea :)

4. Where is this person?
Dickson i guess

 

5. Have you ever spent the night with this person?
nah, but i remember one time i was supposed to spend the night with her brother, but i couldnt because i had a game or somehtign  like that

 

6. Will this person repost this?

probably not because i reposted it anyway so why would she re-repost it  

 

7. Is this person family?
not yet, she'll be mine mine one day, or not

8. Do you trust this person?
yep

9. If you could change something about this person would you?
nope i dont think so

10. How much does this person know about you?

everything i have told her about duh 

11. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with this person?
well, i would just talk and have fun...

 

12. do you argue with this person?
yeah sometimes

14. Is this person nice to you?
yeah sometimes...

15. Has this person ever kissed you?
no...dang

16. Do you tell this person secrets?
uh yeah who do you think i am a non secret teller

17. Older or Younger?
younger :)

18. Does this person make you smile?
yeah caus it startsin my toes and i crinkle my noes where ever it goes i'll always no...there you go

19. Is this person your boyfriend or girlfriend?
no she is not my boyfriend. and no she is not my girlfriend either. dang

because i cant get this song out of my head

i put it up 

so today is my brothers birthday... happy birthday little charley

 

other than that. i found out that my dog (the one that we lost in TN)

showed up at my neighbors house. so he has been feeding her and maybe her new owner.

im exited about getting to see her :) 

1. What is in the back seat of your car right now? sand

2. When was the last time you threw up?  5 years ago

3. What's your favorite curse word? I dont have a favorite

4. Name 3 people who made you smile today? Carmen, Dalton, Dillon

5. What were you doing at 8AM this morning? Sleeping

6. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? uhm idk

8. Have you ever been to a strip club?uh no

9. What is the last thing you said out loud? "thats when she's more than a memory"

10. What is the best ice cream flavor? idk my bff jill

11. What was the last thing you had to drink? Water

12. What are you wearing right now? Billabong shirt and blue jeans

13. What was the last thing you ate? idk uh popcorn

14. Have you bought any new clothing items this week? no

15. When was the last time you ran? today at church

16. What's the last sporting event you watched?Cowboys vs. Jets

18. Who is the last person you sent a comment/message on myspace? Elizabeth

19. Ever go camping? Yeah

24. Do you drink your soda from a straw? I dont drink soda

25. What did your last text message say? k tell me if you want anything else from my sister

26. Are you someone's best friend? yeah

27. What are you doing tomorrow? playing basketball with my friend

28. Where is your mom right now? yelling at me right beside me

29. Look to your left, what do you see? cereal

30. What color is your watch? i dont have a watch

31. What do you think of when you think of Australia? i dont think

32. Ever ridden on a roller coaster? yeah

33. What is your birthstone? who cares

34. Do you go in at a fast food place or just hit the drive through? i dont drive  

35. What is your favorite number? 10

36. Do you have a dog? yeah

37. who was the last person that you talked to on the phone? Carmen

38. Have you met anyone famous? Craig Morgan

39. Any plans today? gosh im about to go to bed its like 12:30

40. How many states have you lived in? 3

41. Ever go to college? im probably going to

42. Where are you right now? dining room

43. Biggest annoyance in your life right now? if i say anything someone is going to end up doing it so im gonna keep my mouth shut

44. Last song listened to? more than a memory

46. Are you allergic to anything? not that i know of

47. Favorite pair of shoes you wear all the time? i have three : Volcom slippers, Indoor addidas, and my pumas

49. Are you jealous of anyone? no

50. Is anyone jealous of you? No i am white

51. Do you love anyone? yeah

52. Do any of your friends have children? no

53. Do you eat healthy? not as much as i should

54. What do you usually do during the day?

55. Do you hate anyone right now? no

56. Do you use the word 'hello' daily? sure

58. How old will you be turning on your next birthday? 15 

59. Have you ever been to Six Flags? no

60. How did you get one of your scars? uh i had this disease