last 2 finals are tomorrow. pray to God that i get a passing grade in Bio since now i dont need it and would HATE to have to take it again for no reason cept to better my grade. but yes that and history but history should be easy think i have an A or B+ in there and hey jus got my Eng grade for 1020 and who made an A? thatd be me! good thing thats my major now huh... ah the irony but anyway i love you all then im off to FL til the 9th. i know you will all go crazy witout me but u shall live. now im off to bed so i can get up and be done with my freshman year in college. man thats a scary statement. i will no longer be a freshman and i am only 17 years of age as of this moment. *shakes head, snaps out of it* life presses onward so yeah seems i have to call the theatre department to get them to put on my records that im a theatre minor. but anyway life is great other than i twisted my ankle like no other today and i have worked over 80 hours in the last 2 weeks along with my 17 hours of school and studyin for my finals if u can call what i did studying lol. but oh well tis nearly over now and i could care less. but i hope it went well for the rest of you and i will c ya this summer cuz i will have time now yay!! ttyl

mine jus came in the mail.

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well today be bittersweet, i didnt fail my bio test! yay for a 61. one time in my whole life i was ecstatic with a D lol. but anyway, i have been banished from AIM because of long story ending in my dad sayin that i cant balance study, computer, work, and school so it went byebye. he said next time hes goin after my car which in my oppinion makes no sense. i mean c'mon, i drive to school or work, thas it! i would LOVE to see him shuttle me around, it would make me laugh lol! but oh well, tis only til April. but anyway hope the world is better for the rest of u! i love you all!

yeah im back, really sleepy more details to come...

well 2morrow im off to NYC!!! i will miss you all but will return on Friday! who wants souvenirs???

umm yeah i am a magnificent procrastinator... i should really hold a contest cuz i know i would be reining champion for all eternity.... maybe i should work on that... hmmm in other breaking news, Ashley got her midterm back for Theatre and she gotsta 94 *does snoopy dance* but anyway... maybe i wont kill my GPA with A&P DEUX!!! but oh well life presses onward, work is a pain. no time to study because of work on weekends so late nights are where its at baby! yay for sleep deprivation!! woohoo! but alas i have stalled enough im off to write an english paper, at the speed of a thousand typists! whooosh! *scampers to home computer furiously typing away......*

The End

wow, i feel loved i have the most remarked entry in the past 24 hours! i would like to thank the academy, and for mr. spielberg for allowing me this opportunity..... anyways no more dramatics. i love you guys, i really needed that right now...

i have the strangest urge to walk about in a tank top, mini skirt, and flippie flops... whose with me???

i hate myself sometimes. im sorry you guys that i am not very intelligent sometimes. i love you all!

so on a lighter note my schedule is as follows:

MWF done at 12:25
TR done at 12:45
in case someone wants to eat some lunch i have a big gap on W for a couple hours. but anyway let me know. hope to see more of you guys this semester. maybe my job wont kill me again along with Bio 2020. yeah so talk to you all soon i love you!

OH YEAH WHO GOT A 'B' IN A & P??? THATD BE ME BABY!!!!

i went from expectin to get a low C to somehow pullin a B, i am ecstatic, hopefully my other classes will follow suit! lol we shall see........

Love you all! Guess who comes home tomorrow!!! YAYYYYYY!!! lol but anyway im gonna go sleep, went to bed at 1 then got up at 6 to take 2 finals lol so i am exhausted... byenesss

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
Your caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When Hopes n dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
Your not alone

Because there has always been heartache and pain
and when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breathe again

well today has been pretty good, i found out i have an 86 in my lab so that should bring my grade up to a C if i did ok on the hardest test of my life i took today in the Bio lol. and my Psy test, forget about it, blew it lol. oh well life goes on. have a Stats final on Friday BUT i get to bring in 4 note cards as cheat sheets lol. so i hope i can get 10 chapters of formulas on them. and i have to be at work at 6 2morrow soooo i will be up by 5 lol. but anyway life is good! oh and lookie what we got today!!!!

why do we hurt the people we love most in the entire world? is it because we are afraid of the commitment and are brains say AHHH DANGER llets see how we can screw it all up? well i must say that i think i had one of those moments today. letting satan in the form of stress get to me. wow you dont even realize its him til its too late. im soooooo sorry to the one i hurt!!! i pray he will forgive me. i love you!

friends can let u down sometimes, just goes to show ya that the only one you can really count on is God. and of course one other person who has and will always be there for me even though he is 3 hours away. then i try and rely on the friends i have here and like i said, they let u down, well you know what!!! GOD got me through it, i didnt mess it up that terribly and i did it without your help people!! goodness people annoy me sometimes... oh well, countdown is now: 8 months and 27 days....

someone please kill me now...

i really need some prayer guys, im beggiin u!

i love you all

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Well this week has certainly turned around. i got my english mid-term back today and i got a B yay! at least im passin one of my classes. i hope i find out how i did on my Psy test sometime soon. i think i did ok, but everytime i think i did well i end up doin mediocre. but anyway i love college, at least for most days. lol, random fact for the people to know. but i will be workin the next 2 days but i hope everyone comes to the homecoming game on saturday, maybe it will be a good game. so i hope everyone has a great weekend and i will talk to you guys later! bye!

well today was incredibly bittersweet. yeah i went to church, heard awesome preachin, saw my boyfriend, my friends, and stuff. came home and found that my parents bought me a laptop on account of how proud they were of me for studyin so hard for my classes. then i get online to check my grade for fridays test to see that i only improved 4 points from my last test which was a 63. so my average for the class is now 65. so i am thoroughly depressed. i was sooo ready for that test, only to get slapped in the face. life is soo bittersweet...

so yeah got my 1st english paper back today. i wasnt disappointed. i was freakin myself out a lot though. she talked for like an hour and what we all needed to improve on so i was in high anticipation of getting my paper back and it be ripped to shreds. but surprisingly enough it wasnt. i needed a few more commas and to change a couple pronouns and that was about it. she even commented that she thought it was well put together. how do u like them apples from a homeschooler lol. j/m. but anyway so yeah i made and A lol case u didnt guess. but anyway, i have my mid-term in english on thursday, a Stats test 2morrow and Bio and Psy tests on friday, so please pray for me for the next few days. the break is long overdue. in more ways than one. well hope to receive some comments, i love you all! ttyl!