well 2morrow im off to NYC!!! i will miss you all but will return on Friday! who wants souvenirs???

umm yeah i am a magnificent procrastinator... i should really hold a contest cuz i know i would be reining champion for all eternity.... maybe i should work on that... hmmm in other breaking news, Ashley got her midterm back for Theatre and she gotsta 94 *does snoopy dance* but anyway... maybe i wont kill my GPA with A&P DEUX!!! but oh well life presses onward, work is a pain. no time to study because of work on weekends so late nights are where its at baby! yay for sleep deprivation!! woohoo! but alas i have stalled enough im off to write an english paper, at the speed of a thousand typists! whooosh! *scampers to home computer furiously typing away......*

The End

wow, i feel loved i have the most remarked entry in the past 24 hours! i would like to thank the academy, and for mr. spielberg for allowing me this opportunity..... anyways no more dramatics. i love you guys, i really needed that right now...

i have the strangest urge to walk about in a tank top, mini skirt, and flippie flops... whose with me???

i hate myself sometimes. im sorry you guys that i am not very intelligent sometimes. i love you all!

so on a lighter note my schedule is as follows:

MWF done at 12:25
TR done at 12:45
in case someone wants to eat some lunch i have a big gap on W for a couple hours. but anyway let me know. hope to see more of you guys this semester. maybe my job wont kill me again along with Bio 2020. yeah so talk to you all soon i love you!

OH YEAH WHO GOT A 'B' IN A & P??? THATD BE ME BABY!!!!

i went from expectin to get a low C to somehow pullin a B, i am ecstatic, hopefully my other classes will follow suit! lol we shall see........

Love you all! Guess who comes home tomorrow!!! YAYYYYYY!!! lol but anyway im gonna go sleep, went to bed at 1 then got up at 6 to take 2 finals lol so i am exhausted... byenesss

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
Your caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When Hopes n dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
Your not alone

Because there has always been heartache and pain
and when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breathe again

well today has been pretty good, i found out i have an 86 in my lab so that should bring my grade up to a C if i did ok on the hardest test of my life i took today in the Bio lol. and my Psy test, forget about it, blew it lol. oh well life goes on. have a Stats final on Friday BUT i get to bring in 4 note cards as cheat sheets lol. so i hope i can get 10 chapters of formulas on them. and i have to be at work at 6 2morrow soooo i will be up by 5 lol. but anyway life is good! oh and lookie what we got today!!!!

why do we hurt the people we love most in the entire world? is it because we are afraid of the commitment and are brains say AHHH DANGER llets see how we can screw it all up? well i must say that i think i had one of those moments today. letting satan in the form of stress get to me. wow you dont even realize its him til its too late. im soooooo sorry to the one i hurt!!! i pray he will forgive me. i love you!

friends can let u down sometimes, just goes to show ya that the only one you can really count on is God. and of course one other person who has and will always be there for me even though he is 3 hours away. then i try and rely on the friends i have here and like i said, they let u down, well you know what!!! GOD got me through it, i didnt mess it up that terribly and i did it without your help people!! goodness people annoy me sometimes... oh well, countdown is now: 8 months and 27 days....

someone please kill me now...

i really need some prayer guys, im beggiin u!

i love you all

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Well this week has certainly turned around. i got my english mid-term back today and i got a B yay! at least im passin one of my classes. i hope i find out how i did on my Psy test sometime soon. i think i did ok, but everytime i think i did well i end up doin mediocre. but anyway i love college, at least for most days. lol, random fact for the people to know. but i will be workin the next 2 days but i hope everyone comes to the homecoming game on saturday, maybe it will be a good game. so i hope everyone has a great weekend and i will talk to you guys later! bye!

well today was incredibly bittersweet. yeah i went to church, heard awesome preachin, saw my boyfriend, my friends, and stuff. came home and found that my parents bought me a laptop on account of how proud they were of me for studyin so hard for my classes. then i get online to check my grade for fridays test to see that i only improved 4 points from my last test which was a 63. so my average for the class is now 65. so i am thoroughly depressed. i was sooo ready for that test, only to get slapped in the face. life is soo bittersweet...

so yeah got my 1st english paper back today. i wasnt disappointed. i was freakin myself out a lot though. she talked for like an hour and what we all needed to improve on so i was in high anticipation of getting my paper back and it be ripped to shreds. but surprisingly enough it wasnt. i needed a few more commas and to change a couple pronouns and that was about it. she even commented that she thought it was well put together. how do u like them apples from a homeschooler lol. j/m. but anyway so yeah i made and A lol case u didnt guess. but anyway, i have my mid-term in english on thursday, a Stats test 2morrow and Bio and Psy tests on friday, so please pray for me for the next few days. the break is long overdue. in more ways than one. well hope to receive some comments, i love you all! ttyl!

ok people, i went to the doctor today and apparently i am suffering from what 1 in 5 women in america suffer from... migraine headaches brought on by stress, change in routine, and other stuff like that. soo he said that alieve should work but i should go back for a prescription if that doesnt help them. so heres hoping that it will go away. he said that it could last the rest of my life or go away 2morrow. so heres prayin... but anyway i got on the bandwagon:

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Well people, college life rolls onward. and according to my English Prof. i should change my major to English. nice to know i got options to fall back on if this whole nurse thing doesnt work out lol. but anyway i made a B on my Psy test which makes me happy. so we shall see what happens from there. but anyway hey guys please pray for me cuz i been getting these really killer migraines the past 4 days, they happen at the same time and are always in the same place its like my forehead even swells and it hurts when i poke it. mom says if it happens again 2morow then im goin to the doctor. so please pray that if it happens its nothin serious. u know me always thinkin the worst of things... im scared about it though....

well today started out well enough. got up went to english. was told about a new assignment that im really excited about. got done at like 9:25, hit the library to study for my huge Bio Lab test today right. i studied for about 2 1/2 hours. SOLID! ok we were told to know the functions of the cell and the junk in it, know the different kinds of tissues, and where each type could be located. all that great stuff oh and the anatomical positions and junk, and and the steps of mitosis. ok maybe some microscope parts too. so he told us to know all this so i study this. i get to class today, feeling amazingly confident only to be told that the test is all with microscopes. as is there is a type os tissue in it u have to identify when there is nothin in the book that tells u these things. and i do not recall him sayin anythin about this in class. so needless to say i failed it miserably. so now i am in a very depressed mood. i hope i can get some extra credit or something. guys please pray for me, Bio is going to be the death of me. i miss u all. i have to work 2morrow which stinks. from 1-8 so i probably wont be at church. and i have a Bio test 2morrow and a Psy test on Friday. guys again i beg u to pray for me. now i am gonna go study like no other. i love you all!

my goodness, life has been crazy these past couple weeks. i am sorry i havent updated, everyone! im sure everyone is on the edge of their seat wonderin what happened to me lol. but anyway, i worked the football game last weekend, first payday is friday yay! i think i have almost 50 hours banked so go me! but anyway, school is good. i think history and psychology is awesome! *winces awaiting verbal jabs* again anyway, i have to work again this weekend and i wont be as fortunate to get out at 8:30 this time, i have to help clean up, some people say they dont leave until after 12. but thas illegal for me at the moment so i have an excuse. yay lol. hmm lets see, stats test friday, the first 2 chapters arent THAT bad but they still arent easy. im doin pretty well in hist, i like the professor though most say they dont. oh well, i am sick but its gettin better. i found out im gettin a new guitar for christmas, the deal is i have to pay half of it, but its sooo worth it. *drools* brand new fender telecaster in sunburst! oh the sexiness lol. but yeah, hmmmmmm not much else to say really. i love you all so much! ttyl! adios!

got called into work today after being told yesterday that i wouldnt have to work this week or weekend but now i am workin 4-9 today and 4-9 2morrow, but hey its money, im free so why not. lol but im sure i wont have to work the whole time, i think only once have i actually had to stay the full time i was supposed to. but anyway, guess people all went home for the weekend. oh well ttyl mucho luvies!

I am at college right now lol! i still cant get over the fact that i am in the Library and making a post yeah i know im odd. but my honors English class went well today so thas good. right now im killin time with amy powers, we both dont have another class until 11:20. i saw clint today which was cool. i dont have anyone in any of my classes that i know. but its ok cuz my teachers seem pretty cool. i think psychology is goin to be my favorite class. but only time will tell. sooo hope everyone has a good day, and to those who dont have school, lucky you lol! but anyways talk to all later! mucho luvies!

have you ever had your heart ripped out of your chest?

i have, last night was the toughest thing i have ever had to do. having the one you love taken three hours away.

i hope i get to see him soon.

i love you guys! please keep me busy in the meantime...


When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below
When you too in love to let it go
If you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

well i went to MTSU today to fill out yet more forms for my new 'job', and i found out that my first day is this thursday and i get to work 9 whole hours. oh the excitement, lol. but hey its good money and im not doin anythin else so why not right? but anyway, i also got my books think they came out around $475.00 or something like that. but i walked my classes and stuff, so i wont get lost on my first day. but anyway, need to go hope to see everyone for one last wednesday before i move up. but anyway mucho luvies to all! and here is my schedule for anybody who has free time same as me jus give me a call!

Bio: MWF 8:00-8:55
Hist: MWF 9:10-10:05
Psy: MWF 10:20-11:15
Math: MWF 11:30-12:25
Eng(Honors): TTR 8:00-9:25
Lab: T 11:20-2:05

happy new school year to all and to all a good night!

So yeah who got a job yesterday? Yeah thatd be me! Im so excited it sounds really fun. I get to be a server person for a catering company that does all the events and stuff for MTSU! i get a spiffy uniform and everything, even have to wear a tie! mwahaha! so i go in today to turn in the paperwork and i think i get my uniform today but again im not sure about that. but anyways wish me luck, hope it all works out! ttyl mucho luvies

and the word youre looking for is..... anyway.

mwahaha im extremely hyper at the moment and there is no reason that i can think of as to why. college startin still has me kinda freaked out, but other than that life is good. fixin to start to job hunt yet again, but eh i want a job i need money lol. gas is crazy expensive as im sure that all of you know by now lolol. finally got the class i wanted dropped without having to call and 'talk to an advisor' as it said i had to before i could get it dropped oh yeah who beat the system! thatd be me! *takes dramatic bow* im envious of amy powers for taking a drama class, no fair. i wish i could but then it would take me like 6 years to finish school lol. but oh well i will just cope. man, life seems to be wonderful at the moment, yet i cant help but feel somethin may be up with it. you know how you feel like everythings perfect so there must be something either wrong with it or something bad is about to happen? oh well im not goin to let it get me down, tis just a feeling at the moment....