SATURDAY JULY 2ND = MATT AND I'S 6 MONTHS

well i randomly went around asking random people to be my friend..i'd just like to make new friends thats all..

Well Matt is still in Florida til about Friday..

Only 1 month and a day til my 16th birthday..

Only 10 more days til Matt's 18th birthday..

here are just some more random things about me

1.im in love with the most wonderful guy in the world.
2.Matt is the first person i ever let get close to me.
3.its only been a year since my grandpa died.
4.and im still hurting.
5.i miss playing softball already.
6. i ride my bike everyday for about 4 miles
7.i don't want to go to college.
8.i want to be a pediatrician
9.i still have something Katie Sanders gave me in 7th grade
10.i want to get married..soon.
11.when im alone i tend to get depressed.
12.i miss matt..a lot
13.i just got a new cd.
14.i love my black flip-flops from Old Navy
15.i don't think i want to leave high school.
16.it scares me to think im becoming independent, but yet, it doesn't.
17.i don't have a job.
18.my life is fully based on my happiness..not the happiness of anyone else.
19.i've never been cheated on.
20.but, i've never cheated on anyone either.
21.i want to move out..soon.
22.i want to live with Matt.
23.i want to parachute..but you have to be 18.
24.i've never smoked anything in my life.
25.after my grandpa died from smoking, i swore i would never do that.
26.i have a bunch of Justin Timberlake and Josh Harnett pictues all over my walls.
27.Matt's picture and our first date movie ticket is on my touch-lamp.
28.i kiss his picture and tell him i love him everynight.
29.i can no longer play softball
30.The Amityville Horror actually scared me..so bad.
31.my room is dark blue.
32.i have two beds in my room, with double-windows and roof outside my windows.
33.i don't wear earrings a lot.
34.my favorite sport to watch is football.
35.Riverdale football kicks ass.
36.the band isn't so hot..
37.but we have a lot of fun.
38.band camp is actually pretty cool, if you think about it.
39.i don't want a big wedding.
40.matt is my first true love.
41.and hopefully my last.
42.i love him...a lot
43.i used to want to work for NASA..lol
44. now i want to work for Vanderbilt Hospital.
45.i love to watch disney shows.
46.my favorite is Lizzie McGuire
47. i don't miss Cason Lane.
48.I miss the people though.
49.I miss all the friends i had that go to OHS now, that never talk to me..
50.Katie Sanders was the first friend i made at Central.
51.i met my best friend Morgan on a softball team.
52.next summer, we are goin cross-country for vacation.
53.up until last summer, i hadn't seen my aunt in almost 10 years.
54. she had lived out of the country for 20 or so.
55.She just moved to Utah Monday.
56.She came form Japan.
57.Her daughter can speak 5 languages.....and she's only 5.
58.Fall is my favorite season because of the colors.
59. i don't know who i am sometimes.
60.I can be a real bitch sometimes..and not mean to be.
61.Im sorry.
62.i've been out of the country before.
63.it was weird.
64.im one of the youngest people in my class.
65.i have finaly found someone that i can truly connect with and be myself without worrying about what he will think of me..
66.I am who i am..no one else.
67.And he loves me for me..not something im not.
68.Matt is the sweetest, most romantic guy i've ever and will ever meet.
69.He tells me the only thing he can compare with my beauty is the stars.
70.HE IS MY LOVE..