Wow....

October 06 2005
So I definitely had one of the best nights of my life...(I know that sounds wierd, but I did)...I went to Dance Marathon at the Panhellic Building for a Morale meeting, then went and hung out with Lisa for a while. We went to the Smoothie King and just talked for a long time, while walking around campus and in her dorm. I am so blessed to have her in my life, she is so strong in her faith and is an great example for me. But there is just something about her that I just can't get over.....I dont know, but I know that God does!

Other than that and studying for my classes and all of those exams, I dont get to do much else. So keep it real, I hope yall are doing freakishly awesome, just as I am...


Later
Jason



Unreached Peoples Fact
Four countries have more than 500 people group: 86% of Papua New Guinea's groups are primarily Christian, followed by 47% for Indonesia, 33% for Nigeria and 5% for India.


Missions Scripture
"This gospel of the Kingdom shall be preached in the whole world as a testimony to all the nations and then the end will come."
Matt 24:14

Catalyst: Day 1

October 06 2005
He is holy, and the whole earth is full of His glory!

- Our goal then is not to steal his glory but to magnify it!

So I come to you tonight from a really comfortable bed, in georgia, after a really long day. Last night we left after AO and got into Atl. at around 4:15 here. Then we got up at 7 to head to the first session. It's been a long day, but very very eventful...

Events of the day:

- Singing praise with 9000 college leaders. it occurs to me at this point that this is a little like heaven. We just sit around and adore him all day long, but this should be our goal in day-to-day living. To adore Him by the way we live. Why does worship feal so natural... almost instinct? BECAUSE IT'S WHAT WE WERE CREATED TO DO!
- I'm NOW officially in the Guiness(sp?) book of world records!
- Louie G rocked my world.
- Donald Miller is absolutely amazing... he speaks just like he writes...
- Brought to tears when God answers a prayer and shows me just how needy i really am!
Oh Praise the One

Who paid my debt

And raised this life

Up from the dead


At one point in my life I had a crimson stain that covered my life becuase of my sin. Then Jesus, in His grace, washed it as white as snow!



- I was in the world debut of a 10 minute preview of footage of "Narnia". No one else in the world has ever seen the movie and they showed us an unfinished clip at the end tonight. It was awesome... yeah. The effects are amazing.
- I slept 2 hours in the last 40...
- We got drenched on the way in today, then froze through two sessions.
- Christian Stanfill lead worship... good stuff!
- The dude played the fiddle again... they did "Come Thou Fount"
- I lost my voice
- had a 3 hour debate on Arminanism vs. Calvanism

this is a little different than my usual blog, maybe b/c im dillerious at the moment, so im gonna end this here and probably delete it later...

Catalyst has been awesome so far.... tomorrow is Erwin McManus... lookin forward to that...

I'm lookin for direction on some things at the moment, so next time you have a conversation with our maker, if you wanna remember that, I'd appreciate it.

All In,
justin

"Word to your mother"

October 06 2005
Good week so far...

Here is a song about bush. I hope you enjoy it as much as me!

"Mosh"
Eminem

I pleadge allgence to the flag of the United States of America,
and the to the republic ( People!! It feels so good to be back)for which it stands,
one nation under God indevisable...(Mosh with me now)


You scrutinize every word, memorize every line
I spit it once, refuel, re-energize and rewind.
I give sight to the blind, my insight's through the mind,
I exercise my right to express when I feel it's time.
It's just all in your mind - what you interpret it as?
I say to fight, you take it as I'ma whip someone’s ass.
If you don’t understand, don’t even bother to ask.
A father who has grown up with a father-less past,
who has blown up now to rap phenomenon
that has, or at least shows, no difficulty multi-taskin' and juggling both.
Perhaps mastered-his-craft slash entrepreneur
who has helped launch a few more rap acts
who’s had a few obstacles thrown his way
through the last half of his career.
Typical manure, moving past that
mister kiss-his-ass-crack, he’s a class-act,
rubber-band man, yeah, he just snaps back.



Come along, follow me, as I lead through the darkness,
as I provide just enough spark that we need to proceed,
carry on, give me hope, give me strength,
come with me, and I wont steer you wrong,
put your faith in your trust, as I guide us through the fog,
to the light at the end of the tunnel we gon’ fight,
we gon’ charge, we gon’ stomp,
we gon’ march through the swamp,
we gon’ mosh through the marsh,
take us right through the doors.
Come on..


All the people up top, on the side and the middle,
come together, let's all form this stomp just a little.
Just let it gradually build, from the front to the back.
All you can see is a sea of people, some white and some black,
no matter what color, all that matters we're gathered together,
to celebrate for the same cause, no matter the weather.
If it rains, let it rain.
Yeah, the wetter the better.
They ain’t gon’ stop us - they can't,
we're stronger now, more then ever.
They tell us "No", we say "Yeah".
They tell us "Stop", we say "Go".
Rebel with a rebel yell,
Raise hell - we gon’ let em know.
Stomp, push, shove, mush..
Fuck Bush!
Until they bring our troops home, c'mon, just..



Come along, follow me, as I lead through the darkness,
as I provide just enough spark that we need to proceed,
carry on, give me hope, give me strength,
come with me, and I wont steer you wrong,
put your faith in your trust, as I guide us through the fog,
to the light at the end of the tunnel we gon’ fight,
we gon’ charge, we gon’ stomp,
we gon’ march through the swamp,
we gon’ mosh through the marsh,
take us right through the doors.
Come on..



Imagine it pourin’, it's rainin’ down on us.
Mosh pits outside the oval office...
Someone’s tryin to tell us something.
Maybe this is God just sayin' we're responsible
for this monster - this coward that we have empowered.
This is Bin Laden...
look at his head noddin’.
How could we allow something like this without pumpin' our fists?
Now, this is our final hour,
let me be the voice, and your strength and your choice...
let me simplify the rhyme just to amplify the noise.
Try to amplify it, times it, and multiply it by sixteen million
people are equal at this high pitch.
Maybe we can reach Al Qaeda through my speech.
Let the president answer a high anarchy...
strap him with a AK-47, let him go fight his own war,
let him impress daddy that way.
No more blood for oil, we got our own battles to fight on our own soil.
No more psychological warfare to trick us to thinking that we ain’t loyal.
If we don’t serve our own country, we’re patronizing a hero.
Look in his eyes, its all lies.
The stars and stripes have been swiped,
washed out, and wiped; and replaced with his own face.
Mosh now or die!
If I get sniped tonight, you’ll know why
‘cuz I told you to fight...



Come along, follow me, as I lead through the darkness,
as I provide just enough spark that we need to proceed,
carry on, give me hope, give me strength,
come with me, and I wont steer you wrong,
put your faith in your trust, as I guide us through the fog,
to the light at the end of the tunnel we gon’ fight,
we gon’ charge, we gon’ stomp,
we gon’ march through the swamp,
we gon’ mosh through the marsh,
take us right through the doors.
Come on..


And as we proceed to mosh through this desert storm.. in these closing statements, if they should argue, let us beg to differ.. as we set aside our differences, and assemble our own army to disarm this weapon of mass destruction that we call our president for the present.. and mosh for the future of our next generation.. to speak and be heard.. Mr. President.. Mr. Senator..

Can you guys hear us? Hahaha...

Wisdom Teeth

October 06 2005
Went and saw Buddy with his Wisdom teeth out....
ha
He was so dopey, it wasn't even funny
wait, it was funny.

--Cole

Pray for LaDonna

they're back!

October 06 2005
parents home.
in my own house now.
quick two days.

I feel like break was short.
tommorrow is already the mast day.
oh well.
did some fun stuff right?
well...sort of.

I gotta cut myself short because im as tired as... something real tired...

- J4(()8

guess i'll start here...

October 06 2005
i've had this thing for a while now and never have written anything in it... what a slacker.

anyway...

college is going well in the aspects that i'm having fun and the freedom is wonderful!!!! but... the grades aren't so good. i'm not failing or anything but pretty dern close in Gen. Psych. i mean it's GEN. psych!?!? shouldn't be that hard... but it is.

well i gotta go study for my Social Psych test tomorrow.... :(

have a great night!

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October 06 2005
I love my little sister. I'm so glad I get to hang out with her for the next few days!

Today I drove forever and ever (amen) and then we went to the mall and Target. Kathleen got a new shirt ("Team LC" for all you Laguna Beach fans) and she bought me some boots! YAY for new shoes!

Tomorrow we are going to see In Her Shoes. We both read that book over a year ago and loved it...so it's cool that we get to see the movie together.

Right now I am learning how to use my iPod as a hard drive. Fun!

Annnnnndddd, that's all!

ed




photo from spencertheduck

Our "signature scent"

Hahahahahahaha


good day :)

October 06 2005
today has been a great day. Didn't have an 8am class which of course always makes Thursdays awesome anyways. And the weather is getting so nice and cool. It's actually beginning to feel like Fall, and that makes me happy. uhm, had University Bible then my math class and then lunch with all of my awesome gal friends....martina, heather, katy, and katerina. We kidded around and said we were all pledging for a "social club".... our special, elite Psycho Lipscomb Squirrel Lovers Club (or better known as Phi Sigma Lambda Lambda) :) lol
Me and my friends have this thing about watching and chasing the squirrels on campus because there's a ton of them around here, so now it's a "club". yay!
That's why if you see on my facebook that I am apart of a group called the Psycho Lipscomb Squirrels Lovers group.oh and by the way, did yall know that it's National Squirrel Watching Week? yeah, that makes me happy. Well anyways, then I had my english/seminar class and we had to sit through a boring session with the Head Librarian talking about our Library.
And then on to University Singers. After Singers, me, Adam, David, heather, katerina, and katy all stood around talking. Adam invited us to go for a run with him and David (haha, yeah right like I would go running)....but they ended up not going and we all checked out the festivities going on in Bison Square. The school was having a Fall Fling. David thought the name for our fall festival had kind of a bad connotation... lol. And then Katy and Katie had to leave to go work on some homework and so it was just me, heather, adam, and david.
Well then Adam left and it was just me and heather and David for a little while, but then Martina joined us. Then Katie came to get heather to go to their English/Seminar class outing at their teacher's house. So it was me, Martina, and David but then Katy came and we all got some dinner and played on one of the obstacle courses they had out there for the fall festival. After a while Katy left, and the rest of us went to the jazz band concert that was tonight. And now I'm here....waiting to go to Sanctuary tonight. I have been busy but it's been a fun day.
well, I hope you all have a great weekend! :)
-Kaylei

hmm...

October 06 2005
i feel so loved.

[becca]

ok im really back now!

October 06 2005
i keep on neglecting my phuse box duties.. sorry bout that! lol but yea siegel has been amzing so far... it was so much better than i expected! i have made so many friends and i love it... all i have to say is... SIEGEL O9!!!
yes yes! well... im gonna try and do phuse box more than i have been doing it... i promise ill try! lol bye you guya

What kind of food are you?

October 06 2005



You Are Mexican Food




Spicy yet dependable.

You pull punches, but people still love you.

What Kind of Food Are You?

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October 06 2005
well today has been one of those days!!!
got sick in a class had to leave to get something to eat!!!
i hurt my arm in bowling!!!
i wish Julie and Dena were here to watch One Tree Hill with me!!!
im missing Patricks hugs!!!
i want to live in the country!!!!
im off to eat!

Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~

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October 06 2005


Your Japanese Name Is...




Umeko Yamamoto

What's your Japanese Name?

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October 06 2005
this weeks been alright, hasnt gotten much better, but it has a little.

i won the first round of a poker tournament here in the dorms, i got the second round tonight. i hope it goes well. if not, it'll still be fun.

lab today went ok, we got to work in groups again. me and jessica make good partners in there.

i need to read like crazy.

somethings are driving me crazy right now, i wish i could figure it out.

i cant wait till fall break, i'm goin to get to go to some classes at mtsu with some friends, it'll be tight.

piece

I guess I might as well write something

October 06 2005




I got a 20 dollar bill that says
no one's ever seen you without makeup. You're always made up.
And I'm sick of your tatooes and the way you always critisize the Smiths...and Morrisey. And I know that you're a sucker for anything acoustic.
But when I say let's keep in touch
I really mean I wish that you'd grow up.
This is the first song for your Mix Tape
and it's short just like your temper,
somewhat golden like the afternoons we used to spend before you got too cool...

-brand new

shopping spree

October 06 2005
i spent some of my money.
on an ipod nano.
it is a confusing contraption
:]

PHUSEBOX IS GAY

October 06 2005
OMGAH PHUSEBOX IS SO GAY!!! NO ONE has a PHUSEBOX!!! im just ganna stick w/ the my normal MYSPACE AND XANGA PHUSEBOX IS GAY!!! and everyone should get a myspace or xanga!!! the only GOOD thing about phusebox is that u can post ALOT of picturs but its GAY cause it wont post NE of MY PICS!!! so FREAKIN GAY!!!! lol.. plus NO ONE from FHS or BHS has a phusebox.. they all have a myspace so im just ganna go back to that.. sry if i sound like a biatch but this is pretty gay... no one has a phusebox so im just ganna stop using it...

*kelly*

*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*EDIT*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
HOW DO U DELETE A PHUSEBOX?!?!?!

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October 06 2005
You Are Japanese Food
Strange yet delicious.
Contrary to popular belief, you're not always eaten raw.What Kind of Food Are You?

hahahaha

October 06 2005
Subject: The ADIPOSE SHEEPY SHEEPS in the TRIANGULAR and Other Business.
From: Mr. MAROON, PUPPY Supervisor
To: All Employees of CUMBERSOME TADPOLE Inc.


It has come to my ADJUSTABLE attention that the TRIANGULAR has been TRIPLY FISHED BALOGNA PANTS with ADIPOSE SHEEPY SHEEPS. I am tired of dealing with TRIPLICATE employees and their ADIPOSE SHEEPY SHEEPS. The TRIANGULAR is meant for MAILING. It is not a MAN HOSPITAL room.

On a more EXOGENOUS note, I would like to TOAD SKIPPIN' all of you for the BULLET RIDDLED work you all did on the BURGUNDY ZIPLOC account. You should all be NOSELESSLY KUNG FU'D.

Also, be sure to welcome CLARENCE THE SHOGUN ASSASSIN, the newest member of the GOPHER RAKE department. They will be a EXOTIC A BARREL FULL OF EARS to our family.

POSTHUMOUSLY Yours,
Mr. MAROON, PUPPY Supervisor.

yes! amazing!

October 06 2005
ok - so like i said i'm getting pretty addicted to these little quiz things. this one was no suprise. Romans is one of my favorite books! ahhhhh love it ~ and once again it fits rather well....

You Are Romans
You are Romans.


Which book of the Bible are you?
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WHAT A LONG AND EVENTFUL DAY IT HAS BEEN TODAY FOR ME

October 06 2005
I went to the Nashville Zoo with my Grammy (my mom's mom),my little cousin Taylor who's 12 and my little cousin Morgan who's 10 today.I took like 80 pictures of all the animals.I bought two stuffed animal tigers. There aww so cute and Tiger was my first word ever as a baby.Well I went with my sis Kaylei and Martina and my man now Scott to Sanctuary at Otter Creek Church Of Christ again for my 2nd time.I had such a great killa time again.Well Im dating Scott now and he's so gentle and sweet and respects me which is so sweet.He's a major sweetheart and Im glad I met him.

remember when...

October 06 2005
I got this from my friend Carla and thought I would post it....oh how I sometimes wish I could go back to those days...


iiTs FuNNy HoW LiiFe GoEs By sOO qUiiCk!

Close your eyes... And go back...

Before the Internet or the AIM

Before semi automatics and weed

Before playstation2 or X-bOX

Before the 5 hours of homework you put off every night...

Before when We got Our Hearts Broken


Way back...


I'm talkin' bout hide and go seek at dusk.

Red light, Green light.

Playing kickball & dodgeball until your porch light came on.

Mother May I?

Red Rover

four square

Hula Hoops

Running through the sprinkler

Happy Meals

Getting the privelage to sit in the front seat of the car



Wait...

Watchin' Saturday Morning cartoons

Like Hey Arnold and Doug

Or what about legends of the hidden temple, global guts, double dare, and who, ARE YOU AFFRAID OF THE DARK!

Who could forget Snick

Or the teenage mutant ninja turtles,and Power Rangers,


Christmas morning...

Your first day of school

Bedtime Prayers and Goodnight Kisses



Climbing trees

Getting an ice cream off the ice cream truck

A million mosquito bites and sticky fingers

Jumpin' down the steps

Jumpin' on the bed

Pillow fights

Runnin' till you were out of breath

Laughing so hard that your stomach hurt and you almost peed your pants

Being tired from playin' all day

Your first crush...

Rainy days at school meant playing "Heads up 7-Up" in the classroom

Remember that?



I'm not finished yet...

Kool-Aid was the drink of the summer

Giving your friends a ride on your handlebars or spokes

Wearing your new shoes on the first day of school

Class Field Trips

When nearly everyone's mom was at home when the kids got there.

When getting high was swinging on the swingset

When $5 seemed like a million, and another dollar a Miracle.

When your parents took you to McDonalds and you were so cool.

When Toys r Us overuled the "mall"


I want to go back to the time when...

Decisions were made by going "eeny-meeny-miney-moe"

Mistakes were corrected by simply exclaiming, "do over!"

"Race issue" meant arguing about who ran the fastest.

Money issues were handled by whoever was the banker in "monopoly"

Catching fireflies could happily occupy an entire evening

It wasn't odd to have two or three "best" friends.

Being old, referred to anyone over 20.

The worst thing you could catch from the opposite sex was cooties.

Nobody was prettier than Mom

Nobody was cooler than Dad

Scrapes and bruises were kissed and made better

It was a big deal to finally be tall enough to ride the "big people" rides at the amusement park.

Getting an inch of snow was a dream come true.

Abilities were discovered because of a "double-dog-dare"

Spinning around, getting dizzy and falling down was cause for giggles.


If you can remember most or all of these, then you have LIVED!!!



Pass this on to anyone who may need a break from their "grown up" life...


i double dog dare you!!

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October 06 2005
i miss him :(

Love stinks when you are away from the one you love......

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October 06 2005
hey sup

fall break

October 06 2005
hey u magical kids

im on fall break and it sucks

so i guess ill see u guys later bye

This is my life,

October 06 2005
http://rvb.roosterteeth.com/archive/

Good news for all you Halo fanatics like myself...just read this article and you'll know the movie's in good hands.

October 06 2005
(copied from bungie.net)

The Great Hollywood Journey, Part II
No sense beating around the bush. I would only say that if you’re not already sitting down, you absolutely should.

A few weeks ago we were lucky enough to partner with two tremendous Producers from Universal, Mary Parent and Scott Stuber. In the short time they’ve been on board, Mary and Scott have joined with Peter Schlessel to accomplish unimaginably wonderful things. Example? They’ve secured an Executive Producer to help guarantee the creative integrity and technical excellence of the Halo film.

And that Executive Producer’s name is Peter Jackson.

I’ll give you a second to process. If you’re having a strong, emotional reaction, don’t panic. When I heard the news it took me the better part of a day just to stop smiling.

Yes. The Peter Jackson, Executive Producing the Halo film.

Needless to say I and the rest of Bungie are positively incontinent (Marty especially). But what really knocks us on our asses is we’re also getting the combined talent of the mighty men and women of WETA in the bargain. From fabricating Covenant weapons to building life-sized Forerunner structures to accomplishing shot after shot of complex live-action/CG integration – simply put, there’s no group of people we’d rather have realize the Halo universe on screen.

Indeed, I don’t think there’s another group that even could.

Mary and Scott know Peter Jackson and his partner Fran Walsh because of their work on King Kong (which Universal is distributing), so I asked them for their personal take on this development:

"First, let me just say how honored and excited Scott and I are to be involved in this project. As huge fans of the game ourselves we know how high the bar is. We've made it our mission to try and involve the absolute very best people one can imagine in every capacity. Having developed a great relationship with Peter and Fran through the extraordinary Kong experience, and seeing first hand just how unique a filmmaking environment they have crafted, we approached them about the possibility of coming aboard to Exec Produce. Not surprisingly, they were already avid fans of the game, and given our existing shorthand, they said yes! To be able to continue our relationship with them – on HALO of all projects – is really a dream come true for us in the biggest possible way.”

I daresay me too. And did I mention that Mary and Scott are awesome?

Not surprisingly I’ve begun apartment hunting in Wellington – though Chris Butcher says I can bunk with his grandmother in Christchurch so long I don’t mind a bit of a commute…

I’m only half joking. Parsons and I are hopping on a plane to New Zealand next week to meet Mr. Jackson and his team, and I imagine it won’t be the last time we make the trip.

If I didn’t make this clear in my previous update, Bungie’s in this for the long haul – 100% dedicated to making the Halo movie the best it can be. Now we have help. Ten thousand pound gorilla help. And that’s just about the best kind there is.

So, HOLY CRAP, I'm a DEMONCRAT?!?!???

October 06 2005
(You exhibit a very well-developed sense of Right and Wrong and believe in economic fairness)

You are a
Social Moderate
(43% permissive)

and an...
Economic Liberal
(30% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Democrat



Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid
Also: The OkCupid Dating Persona Test

Pretty much true...first sentence and 2nd to last especially. God teaches me much through experiences and mistakes that I make. All these tests only point out good qualities though, I wish they would guess weaknesses 2 so i could see if i agree w/ it 2.

October 06 2005
You are Psalms
You are Psalms.


Which book of the Bible are you?
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Easy (Like Sunday Morning)

October 06 2005
the Commodores rock...

I know it sounds funny but I just can't stand the pain
Girl I'm leaving you tomorrow
Seems to me girl you know I've done all I can
You see I beg, stole, and I borrowed
That's why I'm easy
I'm easy like Sunday morning
That's why I'm easy
I'm easy like Sunday morning

Why in the world would anybody put chains on me
I pay my dues to make it
Everybody wants me to be what they want me to be
I'm not happy when I try to fake it
That's why I'm easy
I'm easy like Sunday morning
That's why I'm easy
I'm easy like Sunday morning

yuumm.. now i'm hungry.

October 06 2005
You Are Japanese Food
Strange yet delicious.

Contrary to popular belief, you're not always eaten raw.
What Kind of Food Are You?

KAWASAKi

October 06 2005
omg.
Emily Rose wasn't SCARY... but i was freaked out.

i couldn't go to sleep until 4:00 am. i just stayed up and watched tv. haha.

i saw this awesome show!! MILK CHAN!! it was SUPER. haha. this little girl-looking chick like... is so funny. i think she's a grown up though. i don't know. anyway, she's always yelling "YOU DUMBASS" at pepole. and she told the president to shut up. hahahaha.


TONIGHT IS SHINY TOY GUNS!!!! WHOOP!!!

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October 06 2005
Have you ever felt left out before?

Well do you feel really strange when you get out of the swing of things or get "out of the loop" and then when you try to get back in the swing of things you get left out! Or you just walk into the room and nobody knows who you are and you just get all these looks like who are you and where did you come from! It just feels like everyone has moved on and you have gotten left behind. It kinda makes me feel like garbage! I just dont know what to do!

Peace out,
Alicia

It was great!

October 06 2005
For Paul's birthday we all went out to Ben's grandparents farm and hid in a barn and when he got there we all jumped out and yelled SURPRISE!!!!!!!! He was completely surprised! We had a bon fire and hay ride and ohh man it was one of the most beautiful nights ever. The stars were probably the prettiest Ive ever seen them and I saw my first shooting star! Shhh I cant tell you what I wished though or it wont come true...:o) But overall I think Paul had a great birthday!! I sure do hope so!! Have a great day!

Andrea

haha Mr. Birthday boy..how adorable


photo from GodsGirl615

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October 06 2005
So apparently some people are really good at pissing me off
and hurting my feelings...

i'm only human you know... and i too have feelings...

Hmm...

If you REALLY want to piss me off... exclude me, don't talk to me, exclude me, stand me up, use the same words i effing do (that most of the time i make up), ignore me, act as if i don't exist, tell me you want to hang out with me and then don't even bother calling, hang out with everyone BUT me...

damn

its like some people have mastered this "lets piss off Karla" whole deal.

and h o n e s t l y, it hurts ME more than you will ever care to know...

but whatever...

I've seriously gotten to the point in my life where... I don't care anymore...
Go ahead... walk all over me... i'm used to it by now....

this is only a fraction of how i feel... but apparently no one gives a fuck...

Signed...
- Another stupid emo kid..
aka k a r l a

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You are Psalms
You are Psalms.


Which book of the Bible are you?
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October 06 2005
Banjogal24 (10:23:01 AM): my peanuts rain cloud never seems to go away.

PrincessOfGod786 (10:23:03 AM): you're telling me

Cochlear Implants

October 06 2005
Okay, so I didn't get any sleep. I stayed up last night and read this forum on myspace about cochlear implants. It was pretty interesting and both sides seemed to be really passionate about it. It was pretty cutthroat, too. I learned a lot about them, and I've come to the conclusion that if I ever have a Deaf child, I wouldn't want them to get a cochlear implant. There's too much risk involved. I don't think I like the thought of brain surgery on a kid that might be able to make the kid hear little bit better. Besides I'm learning a lot of sign language, and I'll definitely immerse the kid in Deaf culture. Anyway, toward the end of the forum both sides agreed that the medical community wasn't doing enough to inform parents about the risks and side effects of the cochlear implant, and that parents have other options with sign language and the Deaf community.

6: 24 a.m.......... I'm still awake

October 06 2005
I know I complain A LOT about how late I usually stay up because of the amount of classwork I have but honestly, I really am blessed to be going to the school that I am going to and to be receiving the education that I am. I am SO lucky.......... but I have worked my ass off for it the previous 4 years. I wasn't a 4.0 student or anything, but I am happy with the effort I put into my education. I did stay up late during high school and I remember thinking then "Damn, it's already midnight, I'm SO tired.... blah blah blah......" Well, now I think "Oh wow, it's ONLY midnight!" Welcome to life, you know? Well right now, it is 6:33 am and I am REALLY jittery........ I think the 3 mugs of black coffee (equal to about 6 cups total) did it. I'm not used to Caffine yet (getting there) so......... hehe..... yeah......... somewhat wired and I have been up since 8: 30 yesterday morning. So what is that...... 22 hours by now? Damn, lol. But I can't go to sleep now because #1 I'm jacked up on caffine and #2 my body won't be able to wake up when I need to. So, yeah I've pulled an all nighter but it seemed like a fairly short night. Probably because I was working non-stop on my Visual Communications project which is thankfully completed. My two roommates also pulled allnighters tonight and I was in charge of making coffee all night lol. I have to say, it was kinda fun..................... well,..... not really

hmm...

October 06 2005
You are Lamentations
You are Lamentations.


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Wow....that's all I have to say about that....

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October 06 2005
Tricia wanted me to write in my blog about her. I never got around to it. Of course, she only gave me about five days, and I was busy almost all day every day. It doesn't matter, though. She just broke up with me. She says she wants to date casually, but I doubt she really does. I'm really hurt right now. I wish she would give me another chance. Am I really such a lousy boyfriend? I guess so. I can never get a relationship to last more than a week, and I don't know why. I can't sleep. It's three in the morning. Tricia's mad at me that I changed my relationship status back to single so quickly. What did she want me to do? Not change it back? I don't have a clue what this girl wants from me. I've tried my best to get her to like me, but she's always pushing me away, and she doesn't want to work through any of our problems which are mostly just breakdowns in communication and can be easily resolved. I'm sorry if I hurt her. I hate myself now. I'm going to try to sleep again.

Boredom

October 06 2005
I'm feeling better today. I get the car friday. So.. anyone wanna do anything?

spontaneous prayer

October 05 2005
so... fall break is a day away and i can definitely feel it. i love how every prof likes to pile it on before breaks. this week has been insane. and it's not going to stop tonight. i cannot wait until tomorrow is OVER!
but anyway... that is not what i logged in to say...
tonight i cried. ok. i cry often right now for some reason, but it was a good cry. check this out:
i have been having the hardest time with these two projects for my visual literacy class. it really shouldn't be this difficult, but it's just been unbelievable.
enter - susan bailey.
now, susan and i rarely talk. we occasionally leave each other messages or quick updates on lives, but it's not an every day occurance - not even every week. she hasn't heard about my issues lately. but i had an away msg up about being frustrated with my stupid projects, and when i come home at midnight, this is what i found on my screen:
Dear Lord, please bless Cassie as she works on her projects and give her strength and peace as she finishes them. Thank you for Cassie and the joy she brings to all who know her :-) In Jesus' name, Amen.
that's it. that's all she wrote. and is that not incredible? susan is amazing. that's twice recently that someone has just instantly prayed for me like that and i cannot even explain how awesome that feels! it's a habit i definitely need to pick up.
just wanted to share :)

Hey o's

October 05 2005
I just now rediscoverd this thing
so hey

I like this quiz...

October 05 2005
You are Ephesians
You are Ephesians.


Which book of the Bible are you?
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October 05 2005
lets just say that i really miss fall break......... i wish things would go back 2 how they were b4 then .......... not like everything is screwed up!!!!!!!! people hate me for stuff i never said....... people are saying crap about me for no reason!!!!!!!!!! there is so much friggin drama in guard and it all sucks......... like people wont talk to me!!!!!!! like i was practically crying alllllllllll frickin day!!!!!!!! arggggggggg and i might quit swimming!!!!!!!!

Baby Arnett

October 05 2005


photo from darnett5878

Well, this was e-mailed to me today by my brother. That is my new niece or nephew, will find out soon.

brain = scrambled eggs

October 05 2005
I just spent two hours working on biology. . .

. . . and I'm not sure I even did it right.

At least I'm more than familiar with the material now.

. . . I think.

It's shower and bedtime.

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October 05 2005
"Now, this is the story all about how my life got flipped, turned upside-down...."

No, that has absolutely no relevance to anything going on whatsoever . It's just been stuck in my head all day, so all you lucky kids get to read it.

Fall Break=very fun. Oh yeah. Even though I'm like, "WHAT?? IT'S THURSDAY??" It's still been fun, just waaaaay to quick in passing.

I'm supposed to be making churros tomorrow with Cathy, Stephy, and Erin, but I have yet to talk to them....except for Stephy....and then we're supposed to go burn things down at Stephy's house....*maniacal laughter*

Fall Retreat on Friday!

Score.

~Rachel =)

what book

October 05 2005
You Are Romans
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October 05 2005
i work to much and the effect are starting to show!! lol!!!
feel asleep in my reading class and my teacher gave me a absent!!!
didnt make it to church im sad...i almost got sick at work today b/c i didnt have anything to eat! so i came home after work!
off to write a paper and math!

Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~

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October 05 2005


photo from FuNiNtHeSuN05

hey guys..arent these so cool? lol well i think so..well i jus put it up here cuz i think it looks cool and also to tell u if u want one go to switchfoot's phusebox and ask him..
heres the link http://phusebox.net/user/Switchfoot
ok thanks..bye

Day 57...

October 05 2005
Sometimes
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I was shy
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I

yes.

October 05 2005
i am back.

Awesome......

October 05 2005
"At first we were the only ones on the floor, everyone watching us as we glided around the floor. I think they all knew how we were feeling about each other, and it reminded them of when they were young, too. I could see them smiling wistfully at us. The lights were dim, and when the singer began a slow melody, I held her close to me with my eyes closed, wondering if anything in my life had ever been this perfect and knowing at the same time it hadn't.

I was in love, and the feeling was even more wonderful than I ever imagined it could be. "


-Nicholas Sparks
(A Walk to Remeber-The book)

so this is it?

October 05 2005
well im deffinitely new to this. ♥
&& dont have a clue how to do all this.
if you ask me.. myspace is much better.. but im getting rid of mine & so now i have this.. now this post is just getting boring.. so i'll end it. *muah* myspace

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October 05 2005
so, answer me this you intelligent people:

what is it about me, that makes the world go against me?

Today is MY DAY!!!

October 05 2005
The Astros are TOTALLY spanking the Braves!

The people that I am working for now for my scholarship service hours are so nice and they really like me a lot!

Garrett randomly ran into me.

I saw a bumper sticker with an elephant peeing on the word "liberals".

I found out I have a 96 average in my geology class... I thought it was lower...

I saw an awesome old car and I took a picture of it with my camera phone. It should show up in the photo box soon...

I guess that's all. I've had a good day, and I'm very thankful for that!

econ

October 05 2005
I made a 97 on my econ retest, that made my day.

Woof I love swimming in my water!!!

October 05 2005
Hello humans........life has been good. Right now I am changing a lot of my looks and I am starting to look like more of a bloodhound. I am one hot dog...lol. Anyways my master Katie has been taking real good care of me but had to spank me every once in awhile because I went pass the boundary line and was almost at the church in front of us and Katie caught me. I got sent in the pen by myself. I haven't done it for awhile. I guess she is doing it just to protect me from all of those giant boxes with wheels on them.
Anyways every time Katie gives me fresh water....I like to amuse her and put my feet in it and put my face in it and blow bubbles. My family has been taking me to a lot of car rides with my best friend Beau(he's a collie). I keep going to this guy who keeps giving me shots at a place with a bunch of animals but he gave me a treat after that. Well got to go now and play outside.

just updating

October 05 2005
a few people have told me to update so i thought i would. ok well this fall break has been kind of..boring..all i really have done is sleepover at myriahs.haha..but that was fun..i dont really have any plans this week so if u wanna do something and u know my number jus call me..or IM me..ok well thanks..

Interesting little find

October 05 2005
You are Ephesians
You are Ephesians.


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SHOPPING

October 05 2005
took the wife shopping for her birthday. She wanted to go to Kohls. She got 4 outfits. Oh and Jamie has the Great Pumpkin on her deck in case Charlie Brown asks.. lol
Take Care and Keep Smiling
Danny

National Nathan is my Hero day

October 05 2005


photo from nathan
For those of you who are not lucky enough to know of the mangod that is Nathan Moore, I must tell you about his awesome nathan-ness. When Nathan types, the birds sing more sweetly, the sun shine more brightly, and all the world is at peace. Before Nathan, I was just a simple peasant, but now i am free through Nathan's magnificent love in Phusebox. No one could ever compare to Nathan and so today is hereby NATIONAL NATHAN IS MY HERO DAY ! There shall be parades, contests, games, feasting, and lots of chocolate for me - all in his honor.

Get out your party hats and celebrate!

HIP HIP HOORAY! IT'S NATHAN DAY!

National Nathan Is My Hero Day

October 05 2005

                                  


Today, October 5th,  is National Nathan Is My Hero Day!!  This annual celebration was started to honor Nathan Moore for being so awesome that he changed my roommate's username-and mine!!  In case you didn't notice, my username is now kim!!  And Dani's username is now beautiful, justl like her.  So go get a milkshake at Ellen's to celebrate National Nathan Is My Hero Day!!  Oh, and Nathan said somebody should call CNN.


haha!


so sick of volley ball!!!

October 05 2005
yea so i have volleyball at 4:15 and i havent even started to get ready! oh well ya dont really wanna go but ya only like two more games till its all over and its time for lightning where we night accually win a game this season tought me one thing! it wasnt worth it! i gave up what little summer i accually had too v-ball so i could what? sit on a flippin bench all season when i've played for almost 4 years and the girls in my spot are first years! kinda makes me angry! so i guess i prbably wont play next year idk its been i really hard disision thats been on my mind for awhile because if we're movin this summer like my dad says(witch sux cause we'vealready moved 5 freakin times!) any ways idk yea so on a lighter note im goin to the movies tonight with some people so if u wanna go call the cell and leave a message cause it probably wont be on. choa

HELP

October 05 2005
I HAVE NO IDEA WAT THIS THING IZ. SO IF NE WUN WANTS 2 HELP ME THAT WOULD B GREAT!!!

trip

October 05 2005
saw my dad, so that was good.
some spanish chick gave me her number. awkwardly.
met a cool british guy. and mmmmm
met bullwinkle

I love Jeff Pratt

October 05 2005
What an incredible passionate man of God. He is the director of YWAM New Haven, CT that reaches out to Yale University, and one of the best speakers we have grace our presence here at YWAM NY. He can quote scripture, TS Elliott, Aristostle, and St. Augustine all in one breath without ever looking at notes. Incredible. And what he says is so passionate and deep and simple all at the same time.

He led our staff training yesterday, and we are all still feeding off what he shared.

Christianity is a pilgramage towards home. Not heaven, but Christ Himself. And where is Christ? He dwells within us. Home is inside us.

But too often we live outside ourselves.

"Home is the center of my being where I can hear the voice that says I am His beloved, chosen, marked by His love, the delight of His life."

The ultimate journey yet to remain is the journey into the stillness deep within our souls

Rest.

Listen.

Wake up, o sleeper. Learn who you are.

A child.

A lover of God.

A revolutionary.

We are in a war, a war the enemy constantly tries to convince us isn't happening.

The world is not a five star motel for us to gain as much comfort and pleasure from before our visit is over.

This world is a prison, a place of correction and training.

And we have weapons. Of course, we have the typical armor of God, but there are other weapons that are defeating the enemy in great ways in our current time.

Acts of compassion. We need to be a people who preach less and act more. The world doesn't care about our philosphy. They care about our hearts, our sincerity. How can they believe that our religion is based around love if we don't love? When we stand up for compassion and act out in love, it dissolves the lie that we are a fake, heartless people.

Intimacy with God. This so speaks for itself, yet we abandon this first. Why can't we see that knowing Him in intimate ways helps the world realize that He is real? People can argue our beliefs, but they can't debate our experiences.

Music and the arts. What captures our attention? What catches our eye? Art. Creativity. Colors and unique design. Beautiful chords with honest lyrics. Through music and the arts, we can convey God's thoughts and feelings to a world that doesn't believe in Him.

"We are a generation stuck between a dream and the reality of that dream coming true."

I want to see the dream come true.

I want to fight.

I want to sacrifice.

o yea

October 05 2005
well im back now. i was in fall creek falls for a few days. this trip was awesome. i caught a buttload of fish, and aaron and i set out a cage to see what we could catch. well we caught a bob cat. lol, if u wanna hear about that story just ask me, because it is kinda long. but thats all i got. this fall break has been the bomb!!!!!!!!

Psalms

October 05 2005
You are Psalms






Yeah, so this nailed me. I'm thankful that when I do often struggle, He uses it to refine! We live by grace.
We... Live... By... GRACE...



Ephesians 2:4-6

4Instead, immense in mercy and with an incredible love, 5he embraced us.

He took our sin-dead lives and made us alive in Christ.

He did all this on his own, with no help from us!

6Then he picked us up and set us down in highest heaven in company with Jesus, our Messiah.



I was sitting in class this early today after a rough morning and this came to mind.

"A day that requires complete dependance on Him, is a good thing. "

When we are dependant on Him is when we are usable. I walked around for the rest of the day with this "free" feeling. Not dependant on myself for anything, and resting in the FACT that the whole world truly is in His hands. If he can personally name each star he can control my bad morning.

Learn to ask "How lord?" instead of "Why Lord?" If you woke up this morning and got out of bed, He is already at work in your life. That's not the question. When he allows something to come into your path you aren't comfortable with, start asking "How, Lord, do you want to be Glorified by allowing me to go through this?" instead of "Why, God, did you let this happen to me?"


Psalm 46



1 God is our refuge and strength,
       an ever-present help in trouble.

    2 Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way
       and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea

Consuming fire,
Fan into flame
Give us a passion
For your name

so, yeah

October 05 2005
my nose feels like someone lit a match and placed it up my nose.


if this was you, apologize.

to all the ppl i have hurt by doing this

October 05 2005
i am truly very and deeply sorry. beyond words sorry. i know i hurt you guys and myself by doing this to myself... but sometimes it is hard to just bear it and accept things... and i am trying harder... now

strange things. . .

October 05 2005
1. Prices changed while i was gone. . . caused for slight complications since I had them memorized before I left

2. I live in the building of excitement. . .lets have a photo journal. . .

here we have "the largest bug in the world" dead,but in our hallway just the same


photo from lauraebeth

Then we had birds. . .


photo from lauraebeth

then today, a grasshopper, a large one.


photo from lauraebeth



photo from lauraebeth

Now, I just need a llama to show up. . .


Fall Break...finally updating

October 05 2005
one word....ticket....guess who got a ticket yesterday....ME....arggggggggggggggggggg

jk, it was a stupid parkin ticket at mtsu for parkin there for seriously 2 minutes just to take my dad some dinner....stupid people, do they honestly have nothing better to do with their time??

I know, over a month without updating...shame shame shame...

WELL its fall break!! (as im sure none of you already knew :p) hehehe. well, my grandparents 50th anniversary was this past saturday and we had the party on sunday. It was adorable, i might put some pictures from it on here later. Thanks callie and cassie for helpin out...runnin up and down the aisles of bi-lo and walmart tryin to find clear plastic forks....:-p After the party, we went to see Just Like Heaven (cute!!). And that basically sums up my fall break so far cuz i cant do anything til friday cuz im "supposed" to be studying for the ACT.

Well, hope you enjoyed the recap and ttyl!

Thanks John!

October 05 2005
This is really weird and probably no coincidence, but I just finished taking another "blog-test." This one courtesy of Mr. John Shults, and it's supposed to tell you what book of the bible you are. Here are my results, and then I'll get to the cool part.
You are Ephesians
You are Ephesians.


Which book of the Bible are you?
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Okay, now can anyone guess the book of the Bible I've been pouring through for the past 25 days? Yeah, Ephesians! And in all honesty, the message inside rings pretty true in my life too. This is my cool moment for the day.

-James

Me

October 05 2005


There's a better picture of me...I don't like it too much, but o well.  I just got back from my mass media test...I think I did ok. (I hope)  Anyway, I have boring history in an hour.  I put some more pics on here- Chris Morgan took my phone at lunch yesterday and took some random photos....I deleted the one of the guy who's life Chris saved.  He was about to sit at the wobbly table in McCallie- Chris stopped him.  Lindsey made cupcakes for CMS last night...they were good!!

Happy National Friendships Week!!!!!!!!

October 05 2005
A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty,
He said...no.
She asked him if he would want to be with her forever...and he said no.
She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no.
She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said...
You're not pretty you're beautiful.
I don't want to be with you forever, I NEED to be with you forever.
And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die...
SO NOW I WILL SAY:
I like you because of who you are to me...A true friend.
And if I don't get this back I'll take the hint.
Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they like you.
Something good will happen to you at 1:00-4:00 PM tomorrow.
It could be anywhere -- AOL, Yahoo, outside of school, anywhere.
Get ready for the biggest shock of your life.
Please send to 15 people in 15 minutes.
Remember:
"A good friend will come bail you out of jail....
But a true friend will be sitting next to you saying ...
WE screwed up! "
Proud to be your Friend!
Make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence, and don't skip ahead.
I've learned...that life is like a roll of toilet paper.
The closer it gets to the end, the faster it goes.
I've learned...that we should be glad God doesn't give us everything we ask for.
I've learned...that money doesn't buy class.
I've learned...that it's those small daily happenings t hat make life so spectacular.
I've learned...that under everyone's hard shell is someone who wants to be appreciated and loved.
I've learned...that the Lord didn't do it all in one day.
What makes me think I can?
I've learned...that to ignore the facts does not change the facts.
I've learned.
I've learned...that the less time I have to work, t he more things I get done.
To all of you...make sure you read all the way down to the last sentence.
It's National Friendship Week.
Show your friends how much you care.
Send this to everyone you consider a FRIEND, even if it means sending it back to the person who sent it to you.
If it comes back to you, then you'll know you have a circle of friends.
HAPPY FRIENDSHIP WEEK TO YOU!!!!!!
YOU ARE MY FRIEND AND I am honored

Which book of the bible are you???

October 05 2005
You are Psalms
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Baseball is Life...or Life is Baseball.

October 05 2005
So, we're all familiar with the lingo...I saw a spot on ESPN just now where they mentioned offhand how much baseball jargon has entered our vocabulary...so I'm gonna share and expound upon it. Here goes...who's familiar with:

Let's take a raincheck (for those rainy days).

How about: I got to first base...or second base, or third base...or for you dirty dogs who 'scored'

And uh oh, there's a pressure situation in your life, so: It's the bottom of the ninth, two outs, three balls, two strikes, your team is down...so you:

Swing for the fences!

And, as Taylor and I say when somebody says something stupid, and you could cut them down with a witty remark, but instead you: Let that pitch go by.

Hmm...I'm dry...coming up empty. I can't remember as much as I thought. If anybody else knows some more well-used baseball jargon, drop a remark.

AND NOW, I MUST GO AND PREPARE FOR TODAY'S 4PM GAME...my Bravos will decimate the Astros...I will not be available during the hours of 4pm-6pm or 7pm...so nobody have an emergency or anything.

OH, OH OHOHOHHHH...OH, OH OHOHOHHH...OH, OH OHOHOHHHH...OH, OH OHOHOHHHHHHH

[making the tomahawk motion repeatedly]

oh, oh ohohOHHHHHHHHHHHHH

we'll holla.

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October 05 2005
does anyone know the chords to rescue by newsong???

hmmm

October 05 2005
yeah so i can get my licence in less than 6 months....my half birthday was saturday

kayla is a very happy person right now...if i just quit think about one thing

hello

October 05 2005
welll.....my senior pics will not show up....so if u wanna see them, go to my xanga site, or ask me for them...oh well...fall break at the moment...still in love...oh well...going to legends so i'll ttyl!
kales

My trip to Memphis

October 05 2005
Ok, so we drive down to Memphis on Monday, long and boring right? Yes.

Tuesday I went over to the music building (which is alot like Tech's) and went up for my lesson. We played duets, I don't know if I impressed him much though, I didn't warmup all that well...but he knows it. Later, I went and met the director of admissions for the music school, who is one of the nicest old women ever! My mom got sick from being nervous and had to leave. So she walks me over to the band directors office and I met with them and what not.

After lunch we went on the college tour with this girl that sat next to Ruth at all-state who wants to go to UM and two of the horn majors there. One of them (we called her Elvis) was really awesome, the other (Matt) was cool too. They disagreed on everything, it was funny. So we went on the college tour and my mom was asking Elvis and Matt all these questions. The campus is really nice, like all the buildings are in walking distance of each other. And everywhere there is to eat on campus has sushi!

So we went to eat dinner after hanging out with Matt, Abby (the other girl) and Jessica for a while. (Jessica is Elvis.) And came back for the band concert, which featured the brass quintet. OMG! The band is amazing! They played "Shadowcatcher" better than Tech did, I thought. But yeah, it was awesome.

Then we drove home, got back at 12:30 and slept.

Go ahead... pop the question.

October 05 2005
With a little research, I found out that because of my little joke last week, I can now legally officiate weddings. This could be very interesting.

In other news, I have created a list of life goals. I think this might help with the whole what-to-do-about-the-future thing. Some of the things seem like normal everyday life tasks, but I have struggles with them. I don't know if looking at the list motivates or depresses me. The future and my success (or lack thereof) seem to be just about the only things that can get under my skin and affect my outlook on life. I'm normally energetic and positive, but I don't know about this future stuff. It's ironic that this is the topic we covered in our J-Group leaders meeting. We're supposed to talk about this stuff in our next J-Group.

Ok, time to stop rambling.

-- EDIT --
To clear things up... yes I can officiate weddings. Yes this is legal. I'm an ordained minister *tounge in cheek*, at least as far as the state is concerned. Cool, huh?

lmao

October 05 2005
Learn Chinese in 5 Minutes

Ok read the english meanings and then OUTLOUD say the chinese words...

(You MUST read them out loud or it doesnt make as much sense)...

1) Thats not right........ Sum Ting Wong

2) Are you harboring a fugitive................... Hu Yu Hai Ding

3) See me ASAP.............. Kum Hia Nao

4) Stupid Man................................ Dum Fuk

5) Small horse.................. Tai Ni Po Ni

6) Did you go to the beach?.................... Wai Yu So Tan

7) I bumped in to a coffee table................. Ai Bang Mai Fa Kin Ni

8) I think you need a face lift...................... Chin Tu Fat

9) It's very dark in here........................... Wao So Dim

10) I thought you were on a diet............... Wai Yu Mun Ching

11) This is a tow away zone....................... No Pah King

12) staying out of sight.............................. Lei Ying Lo

13) He's cleaning his automobile................ Wa Shing Ka

14) Your body odor is offensive.................. Yu Stin Ki Pu

15)Great..................... Fa Kin Su Pah

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October 05 2005
I'm going to stick with xanga for a while..

new people

October 05 2005
haha theres a bunch more people on here from Warner Robins now....this is so awesome because when phusebox just came out it was only for the MTSU area...how sweet is that??? Thanks guys for spreading the word!!!!!

starting over

October 05 2005
So i deleted my "bad idea" post seeing as how it just being there made me feel bad. By the way my friend is not that mad at me since i explained why i did what i did. Anyways, got this really cool e-mail and now i must share it with the world so here ya go:(it's kinda long and when i 1st read the title i was like "we only have 1?)
"One Flaw In Women"
By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her?
She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart and she will do everything with only two hands."
The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish."
But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days."
The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you have made her so soft, Lord." "She is soft," the Lord agreed, "but I have also made her tough. You have no idea what she can endure or accomplish."
"Will she be able to think?", asked the angel.
The Lord replied, "Not only will she be able to think, she will be able to reason and negotiate."
The angel then noticed something, and reaching out, touched the woman's cheek. "Oops, it looks like you have a leak in this model. I told you that you were trying to put too much into this one."
"That's not a leak," the Lord replied, "that's a tear!"
"What's the tear for?" the angel asked.
The Lord said, "The tear is her way of expressing her joy, her sorrow, her pain, her disappointment, her love, her loneliness, her grief and her pride." The angel was impressed. "You are a genius, Lord. You thought of everything! Woman is truly amazing."
And she is! Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they beli eve in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care about you. The heart of a woman is whatmakes the world keep turning. They bring joy, hope and love. They have compassion and ideals. They give moral support to their family and friends. Women have vital things to say and everything to give.
HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE FLAW IN WOMEN, IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH.



12 Stones - So Far Away

October 05 2005
Heck yeah this song gets my blood pumping!



photo from AbS BLaBs
lol, my heroine! Ami Driver you are HOTT

tomorrow...

October 05 2005
is almost here.

Like my first time, that I caught fire.

October 05 2005




I can't even... be happy.
talked to ben on the phone.
fixitnow.
i hate being without him.
two years is a lifetime...
and the two months we've been apart...
are going to kill me.



I got my nails done.
they're lime green.
I'm dying my hair friday at 10:30.
it's going to be red.
pictures soon I hope.


ifuckinghatethis.



but I love you all.

vs

*ANYWAYS I CANT BELIEVE HOW MUCH I MISS MY SISTER*

October 05 2005
Its so weird I miss my sis so much.I know she's in college getting her education.But,I dont know its just so hard on me.The house never moves and settles anymore.Its so quiet and lonely in the house.I feel like Im the only child sometime's.Its kinda nice at time's but other time's so lonely.It's like I just wanna go move into her dorms at Lipscomb with her but not be a student there haha.Anyways I know she's making alot of friend's there and have a really great time.I always pray for her safety to do well and just have a great year and many year's there.

*IM AT MY GRAMMY

October 05 2005
You Are Romans
You are Romans.


Which book of the Bible are you?
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Im visiting my Grammy and my cousin Taylor.Were fixing to eat some chicken for lunch so yummy in my tummy.Yum Yum Chicken yippy yah.Anyways I have been up for one whole day it will be almost two days straight since I have been up.I promise Im a total insomanic and I can never get my sleep schedule write.We always watched The Notebook today and that was my 5th or so time to watch.I cry tons of tears everytime I watch it and we all just cried like big girlie babies.Anyways its my black cat Love's 13th birthday today.WOW! she's so old cause I got her on my 8th birthday.I have had her since I was in 1st grade.I just feel so old for that now.

About Me

October 05 2005
I am 19 years old,single, and I am from Pensacola, Florida. I played football for the University Of North Alabama but I had to leave school for a semester because of a conflict that happened with me but I will be back there in the spring. For now I go to The University Of West Florida. I'm really happy to be back in Florida, it's my hometown and I missed it like hell when I moved away to Montgomery,Al because of my parents job. I', a very outgoing dude that loves to have fun. I'll try almost anything once.I'm a real dare devil o I like to live on the edge.I'd say that I was a situation starter,but I got that from my father.

yay.

October 05 2005
even though I am grounded
my fall break has been good.
claire is coming over friday
& I am getting my hair cut :]
I also got my first pay check.
I'm going to blow half of it
on the relient k concert
I will hopefully be going too.
^_^
life is still all that and a bag of chips.

My Boy Lil Boosie,This Is Off his new CD

October 05 2005

Brokenness

October 05 2005
I said, "You are my servant, I have chosen you and have not rejected you. So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.... -Isaiah 41:10

I was sitting in my room last night, and I had kind of a downer day, and my devotional hit this of all verses. I love the fact that even though God has led me to an area of my life in which I'm BROKEN, I can hear the comforting and loving words of God. It seems to me when I'm broken, I hear Him more clearly than when I'm busy or doing stuff. Also, this was cool but I was walking across campus, and God said, "look up." So I did what he told me to do, and a man was walking by me. His shirt said Trust Me....Wow...THEN IF THAT'S NOT ENOUGH CHECK THIS OUT!

Do you not know? Have you not heard? The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who put their trust in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary; they will walk and not be faint. -Isaiah 40:28-31

I'm one of those guys that I'm so ignorant that God has to really break me for me to understand what he wants for me. What is it going to take for you? TRUST HIM, AND CALL OUT TO HIM! Ask him to do whatever it takes so that you can truly feel the love he has for you. Then, you will find peace in his plan for your life....

what I feel at this point in time

October 05 2005
I can't be loosing sleep over this, no I can't. You know I can't stop pacing, give me a few hours and I'll have this all sorted out. My mind can't stop racing. This is over my head, but underneath my feet, cause by tomorrow morning I'll have this thing beat, and everything will be back to the way it was. Lord is real just a dream? Would you catch me if I fell back into what I fell in. Don't be suprised if I fall back at your feet again. I don't want to run away from this. I just know I don't need this. I can not stand still. I can not be this unsteady. This can not be happening, cause I am waiting for tonight, been waiting for tomorrow. Im somewhere in between, Lord is real just a dream?

hi

October 05 2005
i want to work today i own a gym