ugh..........
October 03 2005
gah........ guess what? allergy season is starting! how do i know? because i feel like someone is holding my eyes and squeezing...... am sooooo tired. need to get sleep tonight. i won't though - big paper due tomorrow. cry.
The world is a crazy place
October 03 2005
Today a bunch of older gentlemen are handing out bibles on campus and it makes my heart happy. Why do people always like free stuff until it has something to do with spirituality? Its not like the New Testament is heavy. Yes it does deal with rules but it takes you out of the bondage of the law and puts you under grace. To me, since I have no hope of not breaking the law, grace is a good and is my hope of spending eternity with the Father who will never leave you, and a brother who was willing to die for you and did it. And he never blamed you for it, he just said that we didn't know what we were doing since we didnt know God as our Savior, I will gladly take a family like that. Guys I don't know about you but our struggle should be getting a little easier in the months to come. Hasta la victoria siempre.
Directions to the Wedding
October 03 2005
Here are the directions from Murfreesboro for those coming to the wedding. Be safe and have fun.
6: Merge onto I-24 W toward NASHVILLE. 36.5 miles Map
7: Take I-65 N toward LOUISVILLE. 6.9 miles Map
8: Merge onto VIETNAM VETERANS BLVD / TN-386 N via EXIT 95 toward HENDERSONVILLE / GALLATIN. 2.4 miles Map
9: Take the CENTER POINT RD exit- EXIT 2- toward HENDERSONVILLE. 0.2 miles Map
10: Turn LEFT onto CENTER POINT RD. 2.4 miles Map
11: Turn RIGHT onto FOREST POINT DR. 0.5 miles Map
12: End at 1124 Forestpointe Dr
Hendersonville, TN 37075-5909, US
6: Merge onto I-24 W toward NASHVILLE. 36.5 miles Map
7: Take I-65 N toward LOUISVILLE. 6.9 miles Map
8: Merge onto VIETNAM VETERANS BLVD / TN-386 N via EXIT 95 toward HENDERSONVILLE / GALLATIN. 2.4 miles Map
9: Take the CENTER POINT RD exit- EXIT 2- toward HENDERSONVILLE. 0.2 miles Map
10: Turn LEFT onto CENTER POINT RD. 2.4 miles Map
11: Turn RIGHT onto FOREST POINT DR. 0.5 miles Map
12: End at 1124 Forestpointe Dr
Hendersonville, TN 37075-5909, US
Cry out to Jesus
October 03 2005
Have you guys heard this song? I pray that these words would comfort you because they have for me! I heard this song when I was alone in my car and I felt like I had no one to talk to. Soak up the words...Our God is an awesome God....
Cry Out To Jesus
Words by Mac Powell / Music by Third Day
To everyone who's lost someone they love
Long before it was their time
You feel like the days you had were not enough
when you said goodbye
And to all of the people with burdens and pains
Keeping you back from your life
You believe that there's nothing and there is no one
Who can make it right
There is hope for the helpless
Rest for the weary
Love for the broken heart
There is grace and forgiveness
Mercy and healing
He'll meet you wherever you are
Cry out to Jesus, Cry out to Jesus
For the marriage that's struggling just to hang on
They lost all of their faith in love
They've done all they can to make it right again
Still it's not enough
For the ones who can't break the addictions and chains
You try to give up but you come back again
Just remember that you're not alone in your shame
And your suffering
When your lonely
And it feels like the whole world is falling on you
You just reach out, you just cry out to Jesus
Cry to Jesus
To the widow who struggles with being alone
Wiping the tears from her eyes
For the children around the world without a home
Say a prayer tonight
Cry Out To Jesus
Words by Mac Powell / Music by Third Day
To everyone who's lost someone they love
Long before it was their time
You feel like the days you had were not enough
when you said goodbye
And to all of the people with burdens and pains
Keeping you back from your life
You believe that there's nothing and there is no one
Who can make it right
There is hope for the helpless
Rest for the weary
Love for the broken heart
There is grace and forgiveness
Mercy and healing
He'll meet you wherever you are
Cry out to Jesus, Cry out to Jesus
For the marriage that's struggling just to hang on
They lost all of their faith in love
They've done all they can to make it right again
Still it's not enough
For the ones who can't break the addictions and chains
You try to give up but you come back again
Just remember that you're not alone in your shame
And your suffering
When your lonely
And it feels like the whole world is falling on you
You just reach out, you just cry out to Jesus
Cry to Jesus
To the widow who struggles with being alone
Wiping the tears from her eyes
For the children around the world without a home
Say a prayer tonight
Celebration of Sign Language
October 03 2005
The Celebration of Sign was awesome. For those of you that I invited and didn't come, you missed out on something amazing. The only thing I didn't like about it was the lighting. It was too distracting, and I couldn't see what they were signing half the time. The worst part was when they shined two of the moving lights out into the audience. Pointing a light into the face of a Deaf person while they are watching someone sign is not good. Whoever the designer for this was, knew nothing about lighting for the Deaf.
On a completely different note, I'm doing the lighting for a play at Murfreesboro Little Theatre called the Bad Seed. You better come this time. It's going to be good. It opens on the seventh. I'll post the dates and times of the performances later.
On a completely different note, I'm doing the lighting for a play at Murfreesboro Little Theatre called the Bad Seed. You better come this time. It's going to be good. It opens on the seventh. I'll post the dates and times of the performances later.
Untitled
October 03 2005
as much as it hurts to say, I think I'm happier without you.
Funny...
October 03 2005
You are a
Social Conservative
(28% permissive)
and an...
Economic Moderate
(41% permissive)
You are best described as a:
Republican
Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid
Also: The OkCupid Dating Persona Test
Social Conservative
(28% permissive)
and an...
Economic Moderate
(41% permissive)
You are best described as a:
Republican
Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid
Also: The OkCupid Dating Persona Test
8th grade
October 03 2005
10 years ago I was: 9 years old and in the 4th grade. My best friends were Rebecca Tenpenny and Kylie Venable. I was a really good student and loved school, and I also was a ballet dancer and I loved to dance.
5 years ago I was: 14 and a freshman in high school. I hated it. I was still an excellent student and made all A's. My mom got diagnosed with cancer that year and things started to fall apart.
1 year ago I was: 18 and still living at home. Things with my dad and stepmom got worse everyday and the only good thing going on was the j-group that eventually gave me life again.
Yesterday: I slept till 4 and then went to dinner and watched a movie with some of my favorite friends. It was a good day.
5 snacks I enjoy: doritos, cookies, reeses, ice cream, and bananas.
5 songs I know all the words to: "If You Want Me To" by Ginny Owens, "For Being Jesus" by Sara Beth something, "Knees to the Earth" by Watermark, "I'm Alright" by Jo Dee Messina, "She's Somebody's Hero" by Jamie O'Neal
5 things I would do with 100 million dollars: buy a house and quit moving, go to Australia, stop working and focus on school, build an orphanage or three, and be a foster parent
5 places I would run away to: Black Mountain, NC, a small town in the mountains outside Rapid City, SD, Australia, Switzerland, Maine
5 things I would never wear: the leather pants I had in middle school, stacks, bermuda shorts, and a strapless wedding dress
5 favorite tv shows: Law and Order: SVU, Missing, Strong Medicine, CSI, Meet Mister Mom
5 bad habits: freaking out, worrying too much, nailbiting, putting people above God, staying up too late
5 biggest joys: feeling loved, getting cards, days off, feeling important, and seeing a friend for the first time in a long time
5 favorite toys: my computer, my tv, my cell phone, my car, and my bed
5 fictional characters I would date: Noah from The Notebook, Derek from Save the Last Dance, the beast from Beauty and the Beast..that's all I can think of cause I don't usually like "fictional" guys
Ok I know this was kinda 8th grade, but I found it on one of my friend's sites and I thought it was kinda cool. Sleep well everyone, goodnight.
-Joy
5 years ago I was: 14 and a freshman in high school. I hated it. I was still an excellent student and made all A's. My mom got diagnosed with cancer that year and things started to fall apart.
1 year ago I was: 18 and still living at home. Things with my dad and stepmom got worse everyday and the only good thing going on was the j-group that eventually gave me life again.
Yesterday: I slept till 4 and then went to dinner and watched a movie with some of my favorite friends. It was a good day.
5 snacks I enjoy: doritos, cookies, reeses, ice cream, and bananas.
5 songs I know all the words to: "If You Want Me To" by Ginny Owens, "For Being Jesus" by Sara Beth something, "Knees to the Earth" by Watermark, "I'm Alright" by Jo Dee Messina, "She's Somebody's Hero" by Jamie O'Neal
5 things I would do with 100 million dollars: buy a house and quit moving, go to Australia, stop working and focus on school, build an orphanage or three, and be a foster parent
5 places I would run away to: Black Mountain, NC, a small town in the mountains outside Rapid City, SD, Australia, Switzerland, Maine
5 things I would never wear: the leather pants I had in middle school, stacks, bermuda shorts, and a strapless wedding dress
5 favorite tv shows: Law and Order: SVU, Missing, Strong Medicine, CSI, Meet Mister Mom
5 bad habits: freaking out, worrying too much, nailbiting, putting people above God, staying up too late
5 biggest joys: feeling loved, getting cards, days off, feeling important, and seeing a friend for the first time in a long time
5 favorite toys: my computer, my tv, my cell phone, my car, and my bed
5 fictional characters I would date: Noah from The Notebook, Derek from Save the Last Dance, the beast from Beauty and the Beast..that's all I can think of cause I don't usually like "fictional" guys
Ok I know this was kinda 8th grade, but I found it on one of my friend's sites and I thought it was kinda cool. Sleep well everyone, goodnight.
-Joy
Why?
October 02 2005
you guys never comment on here anymore.
sickness.....
October 02 2005
I am SICK!!! Literally...sick, don't feel good. I have no voice today which suck's because tonight was our first performance in collee choir at church. My throat is swollen, my head is spinning, my cheast is heavy, I am coughing, my nose is stuffy, and I think I have a fever. How pathetic am I? AND, I have a major test tomorrow!!!! I slept through church this morning, got up and wrote my reports, went to church tonight, came back and typed my reports, started studying for Ren&Ref, took a break, went to study some more, and now I am taking another break. OH, and I haven't eaten in the past 24 hours...another symptom of whatever I have, no appetite. I hate being sick and was not a sick person until I got into college. But it is better here than at HCC, I was sick constantly there. So far I have only been sick once and had a cold another time. YAY for me. Anywho, if I met you at CSC this weekend here's a hug... ********HUG********
Sandy, happy anniversary, I have now known you a year and am so glad I met you.
Kara, so great to see you again, you are one of my two girls from NY and I love you with all my heart, you are so sweat and precious.
Brandon, wish you could have been there so I could have seen you before you left for Texas. Maybe when you come home for a holiday.
Maegan, Jen, Mike, Allen, Lindsey...what can I say...ya'll are the best and I wish I could have spent more time with you. I love you from the bottom of my heart!!!
Luke, I LOVE YOU OH SO MUCH!!!! You are the greatest and I am happy to call you friend. Come see me sometime!!!! Miss you...here's a hug....***HUG***
Robert, oh Robert...I have nothing to say for you...j/k...fun times and great to met you. I love your sister to death!!!!
Anyone I left out....YOU ROCK MY FACE OFF!!!!!!
Leave me comments and let me know you love me!!!!
smile~ash
******kiss on the cheek and hug from the heart******
Sandy, happy anniversary, I have now known you a year and am so glad I met you.
Kara, so great to see you again, you are one of my two girls from NY and I love you with all my heart, you are so sweat and precious.
Brandon, wish you could have been there so I could have seen you before you left for Texas. Maybe when you come home for a holiday.
Maegan, Jen, Mike, Allen, Lindsey...what can I say...ya'll are the best and I wish I could have spent more time with you. I love you from the bottom of my heart!!!
Luke, I LOVE YOU OH SO MUCH!!!! You are the greatest and I am happy to call you friend. Come see me sometime!!!! Miss you...here's a hug....***HUG***
Robert, oh Robert...I have nothing to say for you...j/k...fun times and great to met you. I love your sister to death!!!!
Anyone I left out....YOU ROCK MY FACE OFF!!!!!!
Leave me comments and let me know you love me!!!!
smile~ash
******kiss on the cheek and hug from the heart******
this is not about the wedding, though the wedding was fun
October 02 2005
this is about love or lust or the lack of both and the presence of something. im not really sure. but i know that nothing is truly for sure, and you are never promised what people say you are. life is about as predictable as nothing...its something you cant even compare it to. life is life and we never know what will happen or who we will meet. we are thrown curve balls everyday...things we have to avoid and times we have to make the choice to catch whatever has been thrown in our direction, and run with it until our heart gives up
this ended as being more vague and less about love or lust...but, in my sordid life, it all makes simple since...
i love you and happy birthday jane miller!
((for a more in depth and personal account, you can visit my xanga...and if you dont know my xanga, you can ask, and i will message it to you...but, i dont feel like everyone on phusebox reading some things...cause yeah...thats just the end of that))
this ended as being more vague and less about love or lust...but, in my sordid life, it all makes simple since...
i love you and happy birthday jane miller!
((for a more in depth and personal account, you can visit my xanga...and if you dont know my xanga, you can ask, and i will message it to you...but, i dont feel like everyone on phusebox reading some things...cause yeah...thats just the end of that))
Rise...
October 02 2005
"Rise and follow me, I'll make you worthy. Rise and follow me....I'll make you fishers of men." --Christie Jennings
Ya'll, if ya'll haven't heard this song....whoa! I love it!!! Right now, I'm still waiting for classes to start, and I can't wait! Tonight at dinner, I found myself eating with people from all over the world! Not one was from the states! I loved it! It amazed me, because one of the people at this table was from a country I've never even heard before, and I can't even remember what it was called! And even though I know that I gotta go through this time of learning and growing with God...all I wanna do is be out there in Asia! Hummmmm...I can't wait for then!
And ya'll, can I just say that God is AWESOME!! He's already opened up two doors for two different roomates of mine! To hear their stories and them open up! I love that God would chose to work through me! I LOVE IT!! I love being here for these girls, and then them turning around and wanting to help and love on me in my times of need and comfort! Having Jesus work through them, to tell me what I need to hear! I love being here, even though I get homesick! And missing all my friends and family! (And I mean it..I miss and love every single one of you guys!) But thank ya'll so much for being willing enough and loving me enough to let me go for this long...to spend time with my Lover...and my God!! Ya'll today He told me 1) I was beautiful, 2) He loved me...not just loved me....but LOVES me! and 3) that I have a beautiful heart because of him! That I really do, as much as I doubt it sometimes, I really have hope in Him and that I do love Him! I'm so excited for what He's up to! Not only in my life, not only in the life of the girls in my room or the people on this campus, not only for what He's going to do in Asia or any of these countries that He's taking us too, but also for all of ya'll lives! I'm excited for it all!!!
But anyways ya'll! I love ya'll tons! And I'll talk to ya'll soon! Take care, and write, call, or just even send me a message! ;)
......"I will praise you Lord my God, even in my brokeness, I will praise you Lord. I will praise you Lord my God, Even in my desperation, I will praise you Lord......My life is in your hands, and though I can not see you I choose to trust you. Even when I my heart is torn, I will praise you Lord. Even when I feel desertated(sp), I will praise you Lord. Even in the darkest valley, I will praise you Lord. And when my world is shatered(sp) and it seems like all hope is gone, yet I will praise you Lord...I will trust you Lord my God, even in my loneliness I will trust you Lord. I will trust you Lord my God, even when I can not hear you, I will trust you Lord...I will not forget that you hung on a cross, Lord you bleed and died for me. And if I have to suffer I know that you've been there and that you're here now..." --(yet another great song by..)Christie Jennings
Ya'll, if ya'll haven't heard this song....whoa! I love it!!! Right now, I'm still waiting for classes to start, and I can't wait! Tonight at dinner, I found myself eating with people from all over the world! Not one was from the states! I loved it! It amazed me, because one of the people at this table was from a country I've never even heard before, and I can't even remember what it was called! And even though I know that I gotta go through this time of learning and growing with God...all I wanna do is be out there in Asia! Hummmmm...I can't wait for then!
And ya'll, can I just say that God is AWESOME!! He's already opened up two doors for two different roomates of mine! To hear their stories and them open up! I love that God would chose to work through me! I LOVE IT!! I love being here for these girls, and then them turning around and wanting to help and love on me in my times of need and comfort! Having Jesus work through them, to tell me what I need to hear! I love being here, even though I get homesick! And missing all my friends and family! (And I mean it..I miss and love every single one of you guys!) But thank ya'll so much for being willing enough and loving me enough to let me go for this long...to spend time with my Lover...and my God!! Ya'll today He told me 1) I was beautiful, 2) He loved me...not just loved me....but LOVES me! and 3) that I have a beautiful heart because of him! That I really do, as much as I doubt it sometimes, I really have hope in Him and that I do love Him! I'm so excited for what He's up to! Not only in my life, not only in the life of the girls in my room or the people on this campus, not only for what He's going to do in Asia or any of these countries that He's taking us too, but also for all of ya'll lives! I'm excited for it all!!!
But anyways ya'll! I love ya'll tons! And I'll talk to ya'll soon! Take care, and write, call, or just even send me a message! ;)
......"I will praise you Lord my God, even in my brokeness, I will praise you Lord. I will praise you Lord my God, Even in my desperation, I will praise you Lord......My life is in your hands, and though I can not see you I choose to trust you. Even when I my heart is torn, I will praise you Lord. Even when I feel desertated(sp), I will praise you Lord. Even in the darkest valley, I will praise you Lord. And when my world is shatered(sp) and it seems like all hope is gone, yet I will praise you Lord...I will trust you Lord my God, even in my loneliness I will trust you Lord. I will trust you Lord my God, even when I can not hear you, I will trust you Lord...I will not forget that you hung on a cross, Lord you bleed and died for me. And if I have to suffer I know that you've been there and that you're here now..." --(yet another great song by..)Christie Jennings
Untitled
October 02 2005
Umm tonight was really cool we got to play football against the college ministry and we lost but thats ok it was a lot of fun... I hope everyone is doing well I am doing great..Well I am tired because i didn't get to bed till about 4:30 last night so I am off to sleep but I hope everyone is doing well and I would love to hear from you... and oh yeah fall break is here and I am so happy lol have a great day
IN CHRIST john
IN CHRIST john
Freaking Studying
October 02 2005
So, Taylor and I studied art all day today...we had a solid eleven pages of art definitions that we had to pound into our brains for this test tomorrow...I'm angered by the amount of time I had to devote to this, since I have another test Tuesday in Psychology and a paper due for DSG Wednesday. I missed having a life today, but oh well. I'll come out of hibernation on Wednesday at 11am...see y'all then.
Laura...you're only 20 episodes away from watching the entire first season of the greatest show ever...after number 5, you'll like Charlie. Tell Crebecca her show bites.
Okay, I'm heading to bed now. Early day tomorrow...peace, love, and chickengrease.
the heefus
Laura...you're only 20 episodes away from watching the entire first season of the greatest show ever...after number 5, you'll like Charlie. Tell Crebecca her show bites.
Okay, I'm heading to bed now. Early day tomorrow...peace, love, and chickengrease.
the heefus
Revenge of the NERDS Social
October 02 2005
Wow!! Last night was such a great night!! I got dressed in my NERD outfit and went to social with Mary and Savannah!! These girls are the funniest girls i have met in a while!! I don't think I stopped laughing all night long!! I got to dance with my Diamond Sis!! And got sandwiched between her and Jake (her date, also Captain Skyhawk) Then I got to dance with my sis, when her date got between us and we sandwiched him!! I had a great night!! I honestly can't wait till our next social which is in november..so if any guys wanna come I need a date!! LOL!! if no takers..I will go by myself again!! I had a lot of fun doing that too!! But yeah!! This week is homecoming..it is one hectic week..Plus I have 2 test and then I have all of the stuff with ADPi....So I am gonna be super tired this next weekend!! But yeah!! Well I am gonna go!! 8 is gonna come really soon!!
Untitled
October 02 2005
Emery - The Ponytail Parades
Three sleepless nights,
this isn't how its supposed to be.
But you are so good at
taking your time to get back to me.
I will wait for you forever,
if you would just ask me.
I thought that I could change you
but you changed me.
But it doesn't feel right,
holding someone else's hand.
Together on phone line,
and living at two opposite ends.
It scares me to think,
that you could find takers other than me
and better than me.
But you're head is elsewhere,
and I’m talking enough for both of us.
When will you see it's not so easy for me
you’re careless, and whispered, insulting, and bruising.
And I thought that you said
things were improving.
These laces are untied,
but my feet are still walking away.
I fall from your eyes, your eyes I trusted, you said forever
I never thought that you could say these words.
Is this really happening?
Erase my name from this page.
How can you take all these days and throw them away?
What is inside of me what have I done?
Is this the only way that you will notice me?
as I sit here waiting for you
Dead words for closed ears all this is sung for you
I stay up nights until stars leave the sky
If you are still pretending this is what's right
Why cant you look at me can you only see?
knowing what my dreams can take away
Sides, your side, can take away
Walk away from me.
This night is done.
Three sleepless nights,
this isn't how its supposed to be.
But you are so good at
taking your time to get back to me.
I will wait for you forever,
if you would just ask me.
I thought that I could change you
but you changed me.
But it doesn't feel right,
holding someone else's hand.
Together on phone line,
and living at two opposite ends.
It scares me to think,
that you could find takers other than me
and better than me.
But you're head is elsewhere,
and I’m talking enough for both of us.
When will you see it's not so easy for me
you’re careless, and whispered, insulting, and bruising.
And I thought that you said
things were improving.
These laces are untied,
but my feet are still walking away.
I fall from your eyes, your eyes I trusted, you said forever
I never thought that you could say these words.
Is this really happening?
Erase my name from this page.
How can you take all these days and throw them away?
What is inside of me what have I done?
Is this the only way that you will notice me?
as I sit here waiting for you
Dead words for closed ears all this is sung for you
I stay up nights until stars leave the sky
If you are still pretending this is what's right
Why cant you look at me can you only see?
knowing what my dreams can take away
Sides, your side, can take away
Walk away from me.
This night is done.
Retreat
October 02 2005
The retreat was really good.
I miss orlando a whole lot, but I'm really sad about having to go back. . .i know, conflict of interest there. . .but I met some cool people this weekend. and like, it makes me sad. I'm gonna miss my friends in murfreesboro sooo bad. But i miss my girls in 17112.
I have a lot of pictures from the retreat this past weekend. but it's too slow in the upload process. so, you know. . .
I also am not doing so well in school. we know how that goes. . .
**edit** i'll be making an attempt to make it to campus tomorrow. also, I added approximently 90 pictures tonight. . .Fall Retreat, Mickey's Boo to You Halloween Parade, and My night(2 hours) at Epcot with my girls before I came to Murfreesboro
enjoy!
I miss orlando a whole lot, but I'm really sad about having to go back. . .i know, conflict of interest there. . .but I met some cool people this weekend. and like, it makes me sad. I'm gonna miss my friends in murfreesboro sooo bad. But i miss my girls in 17112.
I have a lot of pictures from the retreat this past weekend. but it's too slow in the upload process. so, you know. . .
I also am not doing so well in school. we know how that goes. . .
**edit** i'll be making an attempt to make it to campus tomorrow. also, I added approximently 90 pictures tonight. . .Fall Retreat, Mickey's Boo to You Halloween Parade, and My night(2 hours) at Epcot with my girls before I came to Murfreesboro
enjoy!
Hello
October 02 2005
I guess that I should be doing my Calculus work, but I dont wanna. I just wanted to say hi to everyone. So Hi....I did not do much this weekend, just went to ADPi's Barn Party friday night, and the game on Saturday. How Bout them Vols??? 2 games 5 days 2 wins.
Just thought I would say hey, I hope everything is going good there. Just to let everyone know I wont be back in the Boro for a while. The next chance that I have I think is going to be around Thanksgiving, because I am going to be a relief worker on the gulf coast during fall break. I may try to come home one day soon...I hope....
Missing Yall, but Having a blast,
Jason
Unreached Peoples Fact
India has the largest number of groups whose primary religion is Islam (359), followed by Indonesia with 229 and Sudan with 134.
Missions Scripture
"For the earth will be filled with the knowledge of the glory of the Lord, as the waters cover the sea."
Hab 2:14
Just thought I would say hey, I hope everything is going good there. Just to let everyone know I wont be back in the Boro for a while. The next chance that I have I think is going to be around Thanksgiving, because I am going to be a relief worker on the gulf coast during fall break. I may try to come home one day soon...I hope....
Missing Yall, but Having a blast,
Jason
Unreached Peoples Fact
India has the largest number of groups whose primary religion is Islam (359), followed by Indonesia with 229 and Sudan with 134.
Missions Scripture
"For the earth will be filled with the knowledge of the glory of the Lord, as the waters cover the sea."
Hab 2:14
Hello World
October 02 2005
Well people, college life rolls onward. and according to my English Prof. i should change my major to English. nice to know i got options to fall back on if this whole nurse thing doesnt work out lol. but anyway i made a B on my Psy test which makes me happy. so we shall see what happens from there. but anyway hey guys please pray for me cuz i been getting these really killer migraines the past 4 days, they happen at the same time and are always in the same place its like my forehead even swells and it hurts when i poke it. mom says if it happens again 2morow then im goin to the doctor. so please pray that if it happens its nothin serious. u know me always thinkin the worst of things... im scared about it though....
Movie Night
October 02 2005
Tonight was Movie Night at 236 West 72nd. I haven't had one of those since the part time new yorkers left this summer. IT was a joy to have my apartment full of people. MY friend Sid kept fussing at me for not hanging out with them (sound familiar) so we were going to go to his place in Queens. Well most of you know me on Sunday... going to queens was going to be a stretch so I called him and told him I wouldn't make it so he invited people over here. We ordered GOOD new york pizza. Sid made fabulous from scratch cookies and I made from the box banana nut bread. SUCH A GOOD night. MAde me think of my friends from the summer... but I am truly enjoying my new friends. No replacement... but still nice.
Oh and 23 days till I will be basking in the Sun in the Virgin Islands. CAn't wait.
Oh and 23 days till I will be basking in the Sun in the Virgin Islands. CAn't wait.
It's fall break and the livings easy
October 02 2005
I looooove fufu berry flavored chapstick!
LJ
October 02 2005
pretty sure i spent the whole weekend with LJ and it was amazing! i love her so so so much and yeah !!
so....
October 02 2005
yeah...today was...amazing in its normalness...
went to church, had a pretty good service...umm...came home and ate lunch, then went to the MTSU rec center to swim and such...i've been running a lot and trying to shape up...which is exactly what i need to do...lol...and i convinced nathanael to go down the slide...once he started, he didn't want to stop....
i have like nothing to do this week...monday, wednesday, and friday, my mom's at school while nathanael is at pre-school on campus thing...so i'll be at home with these crazy kids...help me god...lol....
call me if you get bored...
love you all!!
but i love amanda more than grass!!
[becca]
went to church, had a pretty good service...umm...came home and ate lunch, then went to the MTSU rec center to swim and such...i've been running a lot and trying to shape up...which is exactly what i need to do...lol...and i convinced nathanael to go down the slide...once he started, he didn't want to stop....
i have like nothing to do this week...monday, wednesday, and friday, my mom's at school while nathanael is at pre-school on campus thing...so i'll be at home with these crazy kids...help me god...lol....
call me if you get bored...
love you all!!
but i love amanda more than grass!!
[becca]
Man...
October 02 2005
...you have no idea how bored I've been all day....
It's Going Downhill.
October 02 2005
I think my life is just going to crash.
I hope it doesn't.
But it feels like it's going to.
I hope it doesn't.
But it feels like it's going to.
Glitches And Whores
October 02 2005
ok so yeh... basically iv been hittin a lot of glitches on phusebox lately... i click like any link and it says something like "Warning my_fetch_row_sql is not valid"... but yeh... phusebox is still better than xanga... congrats to nathan...
ok the whores part in the title had nothing to do with the post... ill admit...
hmm i went to a drive in theatre last night with paul, kate, hooper, and the jensen group... it was muy bueno... drive in movies are like the coolest thing ever... 6 bucks for 2 movies... and we had pauls car on one side hoopers on the other and the jensen mobile in the middle behind us and me, kate, marybeth, and zay sat in the middle on the ground and we like had suround sound.. amazing... if anyone wants to go to the drive in tell me... im tryin to get a big group to go before the end of fall break... its in cannon county... far ways away... but trust me... its worth it...
random... i wrote a song... i had it in my notebook.. and someone stole my notebook... so i dont have my song... i dont remember most of it...
laurens strange
im kinda bored
and yeh...
hmm cool news:... 3 days and me paul and randy are off to Cleveland Tennessee... yep... were gonna run to Lee University... so just think... Chris Slate, Paul Morgan, and Randy Rodden in a car for like 2 and a half hours together... wow... am i gonna have some stories when i get back... i cant wait... pauls dad just has to say yeh we can go... but im not to worried about his answer...
umm
i tried screaming some more today... i killed my throat... but hey... thats what screamo music is for... i think it sounded pretty good...
but yeh
the end
ok the whores part in the title had nothing to do with the post... ill admit...
hmm i went to a drive in theatre last night with paul, kate, hooper, and the jensen group... it was muy bueno... drive in movies are like the coolest thing ever... 6 bucks for 2 movies... and we had pauls car on one side hoopers on the other and the jensen mobile in the middle behind us and me, kate, marybeth, and zay sat in the middle on the ground and we like had suround sound.. amazing... if anyone wants to go to the drive in tell me... im tryin to get a big group to go before the end of fall break... its in cannon county... far ways away... but trust me... its worth it...
random... i wrote a song... i had it in my notebook.. and someone stole my notebook... so i dont have my song... i dont remember most of it...
laurens strange
im kinda bored
and yeh...
hmm cool news:... 3 days and me paul and randy are off to Cleveland Tennessee... yep... were gonna run to Lee University... so just think... Chris Slate, Paul Morgan, and Randy Rodden in a car for like 2 and a half hours together... wow... am i gonna have some stories when i get back... i cant wait... pauls dad just has to say yeh we can go... but im not to worried about his answer...
umm
i tried screaming some more today... i killed my throat... but hey... thats what screamo music is for... i think it sounded pretty good...
but yeh
the end
Untitled
October 02 2005
i eat to much!!!!
Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~
Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~
dearest kim, are you happy now?
October 02 2005
Well, my wonderful roommate Kim talked me into starting a phusebox whatever the heck i should call this thing and now she has informed me that i must blog and add pictures. well, here is blog #1- dedicated to the girl on the bottom bunk, the doll who spends more time on her hair than I do in the shower (that''s a lot of time ladies and gentlemen), the crazy chica who orders chicken stips and mac & cheese EVERYWHERE we go, who sings the song "alcohol" with me at the top of her lungs. yes we all know her and love her, the shy indecisive one that always wants to drive even when she has no clue as to where she is going-the one, the only, KIMBERLY ANNE BANNON!!!!!!!!!! yay! (are you happy now?)
~ Always ~
Dani
~ Always ~
Dani
hi
October 02 2005
hi, this is justin vance, here for Suz and her first blog... I introduced her to phusebox and now she will share in all our joy.
All In
All In
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October 02 2005
I don't want perfect anymore.
ooh
October 02 2005
I made an 88 on my math test. I'm happy considering that it was the second highest grade in the class and 70% of the class failed.
To all of my vandy friends, ha.
To all of my vandy friends, ha.
ooh
October 02 2005
I made an 88 on my math test. I'm happy considering that it was the second highest grade in the class and 70% of the class failed.
To all of my vandy friends, ha.
To all of my vandy friends, ha.
So Sad but So True (Thanks Felicia from MySpace)
October 02 2005
92% percent of the teen population would be dead if abercrombie and fitch said it wasnt cool to breathe anymore. Repost this if you are one of the 8% who would be laughing ur butt off
hi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
October 02 2005
hi hi hi! what it is? It's me!! I'm hyper...my pumpkin and darling are ordering pizza...mmmmm pepperoni. Do you know who pumpkin and darling are? Pumpkin - Ashley, Darling - I guess it's Amanda. LOL! Actually she should be Gerbil. Mmmm I'm hungry and I need to brush my teeth.
I just took a shower and let the water run down my body. It was soooo relaxing....you've got to try it once in a while. Anyway, I think I'm off, going to get some money form Mr. ATM.
I just took a shower and let the water run down my body. It was soooo relaxing....you've got to try it once in a while. Anyway, I think I'm off, going to get some money form Mr. ATM.
I HEART MI ADDIE
October 02 2005
HMM WELL YESTERDAY WAS SATURDAY AND THAT IS THE OFFICAL L J AND ADDIE DAY SWEEEEEEEEET! WE HAD SOOOOO MUCH FUN WE WENT TO THE CITY CAFE THEN WE WALKED AROUND THE SGUARE AND TRIED TO GET INTO THE COURT HOUSE SO WE COULD SNEAK OUT ON TO THE BALCONY AND TAKE A PICTURE BUT ALL THE DOORS WERE LOCKED : ( SO THE WE WENT TO THIS AWESOME VINTAGE STORE AND TRIED ON THE MOST AMAZING CLOTHS EVER! THEN WE HUNG OUT AT HER HOUSE WRITING AMAZING ANTI-BUSH SONGS THO NEITHER OF US CAN SING OR PLAY THE GUITAR BUT WE IMPRESSED HER DAD WHITCH WAS COOL! THEN WE STAYED UP LATE AND I SNORTED RICE NOT FUN I DONT INCOURAGE IT THENWE WENT TO CHURCH THEN WENT TO CASA THEN HMMMMMMMM WE WATCHED CROSS ROADS HADNT SEEN IT SINCE THE 6TH GRADE BRITNEY SPEARS IS NOT A VERY GOOD ACTRESS YA SO IM STUCK HERE ALL WEEK SO CALL THE CELL CAUS EI'LL BLOW UP IF I DONT DO SOMETHING!
-*-*-L J-*-*-
-*-*-L J-*-*-
More Than Words
October 02 2005
I love the old version of this song also but Frankie J. rocks my socks off wait Im not wearing any cause I always go the bear foot way.I wear sandles a little bit too much even in t he cold except when its in December late late winter.
music video code by urbnmix.net
frankie j - more than words
music video code by urbnmix.net
frankie j - more than words
welcome!
October 02 2005
I'm back.
October 02 2005
I went on the Raiders For Christ ((RFC)) fall retreat this weekend, and I enjoyed it. Being one of just a few freshmen, I didn't know very many people, but I met and talked to a whole bunch of people, and they were really nice.
I took many pictures, but I think I'm most proud of this one:
photo from BeautyFromPain
It's also beautiful just in color:
photo from BeautyFromPain
Everybody crowding around a van to hear the game, go MTSU! I was very proud, lol:
photo from BeautyFromPain
The rest of my pictures are in my photo box.
Forgot to add this. It's one of the funniest things I heard the entire weekend:
"This is a church of Christ camp. *pause* No it's not; there isn't a large mountain dividing the guys and girls cabins." -Alesha
I took many pictures, but I think I'm most proud of this one:
photo from BeautyFromPain
It's also beautiful just in color:
photo from BeautyFromPain
Everybody crowding around a van to hear the game, go MTSU! I was very proud, lol:
photo from BeautyFromPain
The rest of my pictures are in my photo box.
Forgot to add this. It's one of the funniest things I heard the entire weekend:
"This is a church of Christ camp. *pause* No it's not; there isn't a large mountain dividing the guys and girls cabins." -Alesha
It's So Hard Trying To Figure Out What I Wanna Do Forever
October 02 2005
I have no clue on what I wanna do for the rest of my life.Sometime's I just feel so stupid like Im a loser cuase I dont know.But,I know God will show me that light when he wants me to know what I wanna do with the rest of my life.I just wonder what it is he wants me to do.I think we always do in some certain way in certain things we dont know about he shows us only when he thinks its best for us to know.
HEAT!
October 02 2005
So yeah, I went out to wash my car and it's so hot outside! I almost died of heat stroke!
OK, I'm done.
OK, I'm done.
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October 02 2005
goodbye summer, hello fall
ahh finally fall break..
have a good one;;
have fun,
stay safe
live it up!.
ahh finally fall break..
have a good one;;
have fun,
stay safe
live it up!.
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October 02 2005
Well I jammed my finger so its swollen like a pickle so I can't play football against AO today. I got ripped off for a $220 ipod and had to get a refund. Bought me an ipod nano off the apple website instead. Chris and Emily finally got married. It's fall break. My parents are gone for almost the entire week and left me here. I have really cool friends. And I just got the new Trapt cd. What's goin on with you guys?
hey hey
October 02 2005
wow, I seriously need to start making entries in this weblog more. I have like a ton of these though...I have phusebox, facebook, myspace (which I don't use anymore), and xanga.
woot! yes I know I"m an online diary geek.... but anyways, this weekend was fun.
Me, Katie, Katy, and Heather all went on a Target Raid and got some stuff we needed and then some! lol, we had fun looking at the halloween stuff and the clothes... me and Heather got matching black sweaters that are super soft and comfy. yay!
I hope you all have a great week!!
Love through Christ, Kaylei
woot! yes I know I"m an online diary geek.... but anyways, this weekend was fun.
Me, Katie, Katy, and Heather all went on a Target Raid and got some stuff we needed and then some! lol, we had fun looking at the halloween stuff and the clothes... me and Heather got matching black sweaters that are super soft and comfy. yay!
I hope you all have a great week!!
Love through Christ, Kaylei
I'm so bored!!!!
October 02 2005
I am glad that the more I lay flat, the better my back feels, but I'm so tired of just laying around! I am ready to do... anything. As long as it doesn't involve laying around.
My love is like...woah??
October 02 2005
maroon five is lovebrought to you by the isLove Generator
So I was all like "So tell me Life, why do you love to suck so much?"
And Life was all like "Because I love to watch you cry. You're so beautiful when you cry. Sorrow is the most wonderful emotion you'll ever know because it makes you feel alive."
And I said "Well, thank you Life, but really, when I feel that alive, I just want to die, and that just isn't fair."
Life responded with, "Well, darling, tell me...whoever said that I was fair?"
"Touche."
So I was all like "So tell me Life, why do you love to suck so much?"
And Life was all like "Because I love to watch you cry. You're so beautiful when you cry. Sorrow is the most wonderful emotion you'll ever know because it makes you feel alive."
And I said "Well, thank you Life, but really, when I feel that alive, I just want to die, and that just isn't fair."
Life responded with, "Well, darling, tell me...whoever said that I was fair?"
"Touche."
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October 02 2005
The ZTA 80's party was awesome! I had so much fun! I put some pictures on here! Take a look!
HiROSHiMA
October 02 2005
whoah. i had my sister pick me up yesterday and went and hung out at her house. pretty sure that's the last time i go anywhere without my car. haha. not that i don't like hanging out with my sister, it's just kinda tricky when i wanna go somewhere. i had fun though.
- John is precious, though sometimes a little much
- Adam is... adam
- Ethan is quiet and pretty reserved, but he's fun when he wants to be - love that kid
- Heather is a fourteen-year-old girl
- Jonathan is sleepy
- Becky is the awesomest sister in the seven seas
missed that concert thing at Sports*Com... but i didn't really wanna go to be honest. it woulda been nice to hang out though.
and now i'm at my faja's. whoo. hoo. 
Prayer request
October 02 2005
I would not be writing on here again...but I really need prayers. I'm really having mixed feelings about somethings and I just don't know what to do. If you could just pray I would really appreciate it. And thanks to Jessi for talking to me last night at 11:00! I cant' wait to see you guys again today!
eliz
eliz
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October 02 2005
yesterday was cool. the game was pretty good. we had decent seats. we were on the lower level, but i didnt enjoy it as much as when we sit up top. oh well, i shouldnt complain. my family, the mays family, davids family and alex went to o'charleys to eat. jessica had gotten off work already so whitney waited on us, it was cool. we came back and played poker, that was fun. i hung out with whitney a little last night, it was fun.
i need to be gettin more sleep than what i'm doin. oh well, i'll survive. young only got like 20 hours of sleep this past week, i dont know how she survives. crazy girl.
the car is a 2001 blazer. it's a silver color. i meant to take some pictures yesterday but i forgot to take the camera. we might take it back though, we think it's leaking something. oh well.
i hope everything is goin good for everyone out there. it's goin good for me, except for all the homework i have to do. kinda sucks. i need to start studying more. i need to excercise too, but the studying probably needs to come first. i guess i could do both at the same time.
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i need to be gettin more sleep than what i'm doin. oh well, i'll survive. young only got like 20 hours of sleep this past week, i dont know how she survives. crazy girl.
the car is a 2001 blazer. it's a silver color. i meant to take some pictures yesterday but i forgot to take the camera. we might take it back though, we think it's leaking something. oh well.
i hope everything is goin good for everyone out there. it's goin good for me, except for all the homework i have to do. kinda sucks. i need to start studying more. i need to excercise too, but the studying probably needs to come first. i guess i could do both at the same time.
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TOUCHDOOOOWN... TI-TANS!!!!
October 02 2005
photo from bouclee
the titans are on tv!!!!!! :) this rarely happens here... just on those lucky days when they play the colts!! i'm not extremely confident in their ability to beat peyton and his crew today (afterall, he's a tennessee original too), but i am still WAY excited about actually getting to watch the game! AND it's in nashville... ahhh... it's like i'm right at home! that just made my day
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October 02 2005
So last night was the "Hemophilia Extravaganza," -slash-benefit, as Jess put it. It was quite a lot of fun. Sam and I forgot how to dress ourselves, and I had to try to put shoes on in a corset. "I CAN'T REACH MY FEET!!" and "I have birthing hips?!" being notorious quotes (they were able to balance a glass on my skirt pleats). We got to the hotel and a woman takes one look at us, and without even asking just says, "Tenth floor, then take a left." Amusing. We danced. They fed us. Three-course meal with coffee afterward. Heaven. Plus a Shakespeare game. A man offered to pay Matt for his answers -- and Matt took him up on it. Hilarious. Afterward we all just kind of crashed at Leland's (literally -- bodies were strewn across the floor) and played HALO. Fakes taught me to salsa; it was awesome. (Meanwhile, Chops and Gene compete for rocket launchers.) I think I've been more traumatised during the Friday/Saturday part of this weekend than an entire run of faire.
Sigh... I have crap to do. Blogging has lost some of its charm recently. I just feel like none of this is really interesting to anyone. After all, they're just a rendition of an individual's memories.
Did I mention a kitten got stuck in the fridge? ....Yeah. Took us about two or three minutes to figure out where the disembodied mewling was coming from.
Sigh... I have crap to do. Blogging has lost some of its charm recently. I just feel like none of this is really interesting to anyone. After all, they're just a rendition of an individual's memories.
Did I mention a kitten got stuck in the fridge? ....Yeah. Took us about two or three minutes to figure out where the disembodied mewling was coming from.
I really hate . . .
October 02 2005
The ugly red "x" that shows up when your computer is in the shop and you can't post a decent picture. So to get rid of the ugly "x" I've stolen one of my MySpace pictures to use for now.
-James
-James
Hmmm...
October 02 2005
Well, there you go.
Fall break is here.
Fall break is here.
it died....again
October 02 2005
So yea, I go to start my car this morning and it starts and all and then I realize I've left something inside that I needed. So I go to turn it off and low and behold..the stinking key WON'T turn!! And the engine is making a horrible noise that I can't stand when it's in park. So I call my parents (who btw are on their way to the Titans game) and they call someone for me who then shows up to try and straighten things out. Well we finally got the car to jus stop. I don't know what he did but he killed all power to it. So now once again...I have no car. I'm so tired of this. Maybe my dad will finally look into getting me a newer car...hopefully, but I seriously doubt it...oh well. At least I tried.
Movie Meme
October 01 2005
I got this from one of my friends on livejournal.
1. Pick ten films you love/thoroughly enjoy.
2. Find screen stills for each film.
3. See how many of them your friends get correct.
Have a ball!
1.
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1. Pick ten films you love/thoroughly enjoy.
2. Find screen stills for each film.
3. See how many of them your friends get correct.
Have a ball!
1.
photo from vermillion
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I Will Be the First To Say It
October 01 2005
0.3 0.3 0.3 3 tenths of a point. Our music score was 3 tenths of a point lower than cleveland. Overall, we lost by 1.4. I think if we had gone right after them, instead of right before them, we would've owned.
many good times tonight but its 1:45 am, so i should hit the sack.
many good times tonight but its 1:45 am, so i should hit the sack.
Hixon contest:
October 01 2005
So yeah, we got second tonight. I don't feel bad though, I thought we had an awesome performance. Oh well, the $3000+ prize money would have been nice, but we don't need that to show how amazing we are.
Two Kids Crazy About Each Other
October 01 2005
New Board
October 01 2005
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October 01 2005
mtsu beat vanderbilt???
i don't know anything about footbal; i guess that why i dont go to too many games
i like uk basketball; i understand it!! lol
I heart UT football
October 01 2005
WOW we played a full game of football. I had to waste an entire 3 hours not just one quarter. Well enough about football, I had a great day even though i slept through most of it. Why is it that the things we didn't do until like our senior year are the cool things to do when you are in 7th grade. Well it is about two in the morning, see freedom to sleep when you want. Well church starts in 7 hours need to sleep some. Hasta la victoria siempre.
Stupid blog test things.
October 01 2005
Ok. So I broke down and did it. I wasn't too surprised about where it put me. Although, I feel that I'm quite a bit more conservative than the graph suggests. The graph is not accurate as far as where and how large the different portions are. I guess it wasn't created by someone with a degree in sociology. Not a very good poll.
My dot was next to Donald Trump on the Famous People graph... maybe that's a good sign?
Also, when asked what law I would dictate, I wrote, "Rapists and child pornographers should be castrated, ESPECIALLY if they have repeated offenses." I think it's reasonable.
You are a
Social Liberal
(60% permissive)
and an...
Economic Conservative
(65% permissive)
You are best described as a:
Centrist
Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid
My dot was next to Donald Trump on the Famous People graph... maybe that's a good sign?
Also, when asked what law I would dictate, I wrote, "Rapists and child pornographers should be castrated, ESPECIALLY if they have repeated offenses." I think it's reasonable.
You are a
Social Liberal
(60% permissive)
and an...
Economic Conservative
(65% permissive)
You are best described as a:
Centrist
Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid
MTSU breaks SEC Vandy's winning streak
October 01 2005
OMG We beat VANDY! In the last 3 seconds, we got their field goal kick! OH YEH!!!!!!!! The best game I've ever been to!!!!!
24
October 01 2005
hey this is a fun 24 site...the quotes are great...if you can actually get them up- i only have once
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October 01 2005
i went to a drive-in movie today...so didnt even know they still had those! sara evan's new cd comes out tuesday, in case you're interested. i saw a license plate that was completely awesome!! it said "iluv24" and we all know i love 24!! can't wait for season 5--january 8th!! i drove a john deere tractor! i tried to take a picture of ASCAP the other day, but there was a glare on it...o well. i like SESAC better!!- even though it is smaller.
OceanWay
October 01 2005
photo from iceskater9387
I went to OceanWay!! fun!! It's a recording studio owned by Belmont University. Martina McBride recorded her Christmas album there! It has awesome acoustics!
Studio A - Oceanway
October 01 2005
photo from iceskater9387
I went to OceanWay yesterday with CMS. If was fun...then we went to rockettown. yummy!! anyway, that board is huge!! i wanna play with it!! one of the boards at OceanWay has 80 channels...the other one has 96!!
WHOA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
October 01 2005
MTSU 17 VANDY 15.........
A blocked field goal with no time left!!!!
Whenever I go to Nashville there seems to be a drunk fat guy with in ten feet of me, and he usually says some really hysterical things......
"Yeah, I graduated from here with a misdemeanor."
"So, how long have ya'll been sober?"
"You taking weatherology? That's a good class."
"One can equals one dip."
A blocked field goal with no time left!!!!
Whenever I go to Nashville there seems to be a drunk fat guy with in ten feet of me, and he usually says some really hysterical things......
"Yeah, I graduated from here with a misdemeanor."
"So, how long have ya'll been sober?"
"You taking weatherology? That's a good class."
"One can equals one dip."
october bliss
October 01 2005
so it is now officially my favorite month of the year. i love october weather, and how it gets cold finally at night, i love cold nights and bonfires and bundling up to look at the stars. how cool.
i'm getting my hair cut on tuesday. i don't know what i'm going to do with it, i just know that i haven't had a haircut in 6 months!
ok, i can't think of anything else interesting, haha. so that about wraps it up.
nightynight!
-me
i'm getting my hair cut on tuesday. i don't know what i'm going to do with it, i just know that i haven't had a haircut in 6 months!
ok, i can't think of anything else interesting, haha. so that about wraps it up.
nightynight!
-me
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October 01 2005
Hm ok I guess I should type something other than "I'm new, blah blah blah" since that seemed so interesting =) Oh well. So here it goes. Right now I'm sitting here in my apartment in Franklin alone because both of my roommates went home for the weekend. I was in M'Boro earlier because I had to work last night and this morning and I went ahead and just drove back this afternoon since I have a few projects for my classes due this week. So here I am. I took a break though to get on the computer......... like 2 hours ago actually, lol long break. But I'm taking advantage of it since I don't get many of them. But It's worth it because I'm doing what I love despite the fact that I don't have a whole lot of time to myself. I'm going to an art school. An AMAZING art school too called O'More College of Design. A lot of people who don't know that much about it think that art students are kinda lazy. Not anywhere near that. Each night I'm usually up until 2 am just working. But when you've got $12,000 in scholarships to a $13,000 tuition school, you too would have the incentive to stay up and get your work done. But I've found a wonderful school where I know that I will be somewhere after I graduate and not be a starving artist....... yet that does seem romantic.......... NOT. I don't know. I guess after months of being unhappy because of a REALLY bad relationship that I used to be in ( I ended it last spring), I'm happy. And I can say that and have it be the truth. I've been happy since last spring because for once, EVERYTHING in my life was in order and fine and dandy. I should have listened to a lot of people during that time of my life, but I've learned. And I would have never learned unless I finally saw what everyone else was seeing. But yeah any way...... Since I'm majoring in graphic design, I'm constantly having to find advertisements for one of my classes. And that means buying a lot of magazines........ But now I finally have a reason to buy Vogue (both US and British), Bazzar, Vanity Fair, Cosmopolitan and then some. I've never been really big on buying magazines because I kinda didn't care to. But searching for ads is actually fun......... Hm...... college. The only bad thing is that I haven't had time to see my friends. For example, Aimee Davis, we've tried to plan to hang out a couple times but planning and timing just doesn't quite mesh. At least she doesn't live that far from me since I moved to Franklin (that's where O'More is) and she's going to Lipscom (sp?). Oh well. I guess I'll end my...... eh hmm....... 'short' break and get back to those lovely projects of mine, lol. Ta ta
Sarah~
Sarah~
Good Times
October 01 2005
It was definately a good tim etoday. XC parties are always fun.
Grrrr
October 01 2005
Why am I such a fool? Why did I fall for him? And why do I still want him even now? He said he doesn't want to be with me because he doesn't need any additional stress in his life? Well, you know what? I don't need any additional bullshit in mine. And a girlfriend should not be a stressor. She should be the exact opposite; someone you go to to relieve your stress. Why did he do all those things to make me become emotionally attached? And why am I siiting here crying my eyes out over him? Why did I let him in my world, make him my world? Now it's all shot to hell. Why can't I have Sprng back? Life seemed so perfect then. Was he just carrying on because it was comfortable? He's put me through so much crap and I still love him. I hate him right now, but I still want to be with him. What is this, love or insanity? And he said I can decide how things will be. Well I was complacent and hopeful. So now that hope's not there. Should I carry on the same? I suppose so. How should I act around him now? It's not like we were ever friends, there was always intent for more, but I got not any longer. I guess I'll act like none of this ever happened, and continue living in ignorance. It was nice that way. Even as I sit here crying, I think to myself how to win him over, but you can't make someone love you. I guess I never will have love, and no I'm not just saying that because of the current situation. I'd like to say love doesn't exist, but it does. Just not for me.
The Phantom of the Opera
October 01 2005
I just got back from Mary-Katherine's house where me, mary-katherine and Bret watched the phantom of the opera and i have to say that is one of the best movies i've ever seen! I loved it! Then we just sat around and talked for awhile.Today was also fall festival and i got to hang out with Zach almost all day.That made me happy. Well...i'm gonna try to finish my homework so i can enjoy Sunday.( I get to go to Kingwood!)
Hey
October 01 2005
Hey I think I'm done with this idk but yea c-ya
--Curtis--
--Curtis--
Hi I am Satan
October 01 2005
Muahhaahaa mortals! I am satan Ruller of the underworld!!!. This is My Pusebox. Well a little about me: Well, im taken Im currently dating Saddam Hussein, I like pink things and ponys, I live in a shack and poop in an outhouse. I enjoy long walks in the ghetto and sailing my yacht. I occasinaly get things stuck in my butt, but thats just because i get hammerd too much. Oh I rule the underworld with an iron fist, and I comdemn souls for eternity. well thats just a little about me
peace and harmony,
Satan
peace and harmony,
Satan
hi
October 01 2005
hello people of phusebox.
I'm new.....
October 01 2005
Ok, A LOT of my friends are on "phusebox" so I've now decided to join. So here I am!
Sarah~
Sarah~
Thanks Mr. Graham for this time wasting test.
October 01 2005
You are a
Social Moderate
(56% permissive)
and an...
Economic Moderate
(43% permissive)
You are best described as a:
Centrist
Link: The Politics Test on OkCupid Free Online Dating
Also: The OkCupid Dating Persona Test
Social Moderate
(56% permissive)
and an...
Economic Moderate
(43% permissive)
You are best described as a:
Centrist
Link: The Politics Test on OkCupid Free Online Dating
Also: The OkCupid Dating Persona Test
Untitled
October 01 2005
yay so patriot parade was better than last year which is good then tyler and D and kael came over which was muchoooooooo fun then game and then sleep and the schhol at 700 am and competition ah it all runs together
we got 2nd overall at the comp
we were within 1 point of there band and guard score
as we were walking out i had 4 ppl come up to me and the ppl i was with and tell us that that was a load of crap ah i wonderf if this is a competition that hendersonville wins every year i mean come on we beat them last week
arg....
we got 2nd overall at the comp
we were within 1 point of there band and guard score
as we were walking out i had 4 ppl come up to me and the ppl i was with and tell us that that was a load of crap ah i wonderf if this is a competition that hendersonville wins every year i mean come on we beat them last week
arg....
Soccer and Her
October 01 2005
Her came to dinner tonite.
Good to see her and we talked a lot.
Her is what Ive called Ann Denson(close family friend) since I was a wee tot.
Her also brought pound cake.
Maggie's soccer team won the championship.
Only 1 loss all season.
OH YA!!!!!!
I was proud.
CHILI'S FO DINNA!
That was good too.
Mostly good day.
There's something Im sad about though...
Oh well.
BE POSITIVE!!!
tired
- J4(()8
Good to see her and we talked a lot.
Her is what Ive called Ann Denson(close family friend) since I was a wee tot.
Her also brought pound cake.
Maggie's soccer team won the championship.
Only 1 loss all season.
OH YA!!!!!!
I was proud.
CHILI'S FO DINNA!
That was good too.
Mostly good day.
There's something Im sad about though...
Oh well.
BE POSITIVE!!!
tired
- J4(()8
Brand Spankin New
October 01 2005
Hello All,
I'm totally new to phuse box so my profile is sucking big time right now. As soon as I get my computer back (long story) I'll make it awesome for everyone's viewing pleasure. I hope everything is well with everyone, and have a blessed day.
-James
I'm totally new to phuse box so my profile is sucking big time right now. As soon as I get my computer back (long story) I'll make it awesome for everyone's viewing pleasure. I hope everything is well with everyone, and have a blessed day.
-James
God Speak!
October 01 2005
1 Praise the LORD! Praise God in His sanctuary; Praise Him in His mighty expanse. 2 Praise Him for His mighty deeds; Praise Him according to His excellent greatness. 3 Praise Him with trumpet sound; Praise Him with harp and lyre. 4 Praise Him with timbrel and dancing; Praise Him with stringed instruments and pipe. 5 Praise Him with loud cymbals; Praise Him with resounding cymbals. 6 Let everything that has breath praise the LORD. Praise the LORD!
God works in some cool and powerful ways but we have to open our eyes and understand what he is saying! As I was listening to a cd I felt a little tug to what I want to do with my life. The cd I am listening to is a praise and worship cd that people recording featuring kids. To hear them lift up their voices to Jesus that really confirmed my purpose in life. I have always felt that God was tugging at my heart to leading worship with my age people or even children’s ministry. God has really confirmed that’s what I am supposed to do over the past week. First, I had a hunch because of One Club and the opportunities he has open there. I can’t wait to see what God has for me next! I will never know if I don’t tune it to Christ and let him show me. It can’t be all about me but all about Him. God has given me talents and why I am not using them to further the kingdom. My favorite verse in the bible is Psalm 150, and verse 6 especially. That verse pretty much sums up what heaven is going to be like! Everything that has breath will join together and sing to the one who is holy and just. I once heard a person asking a lady. What do people like rapper, rockers, etc. Who do they sing to? And the lady thought for a moment and said they sing for themselves and for enjoyment! So let me ask you a question: Who do you worship? God has really been teaching a lot over this last week. And that question is one of them do I lead worship at one club to make myself look good or am I doing it to further the kingdom. I have to admit sometimes I do in for me and God is getting on me that I need to be totally focused when I go in. Another question that came to mine why I am writing is, “ Why are we so worshipful on Wednesday Night in Diversion, but when we get to school we are complete buttholes to our peers.†God has really showed me that even that my teachers might not to be nice to me that I need to show them Christ love. Because that might I might be the only light they see. This week is fall break for me and I am really hoping to dig deeper! God is such an awesome God. So yea God showed himself to me tonight. Pray for me that I will seek God’s will and the decisions that might come along with that.
God works in some cool and powerful ways but we have to open our eyes and understand what he is saying! As I was listening to a cd I felt a little tug to what I want to do with my life. The cd I am listening to is a praise and worship cd that people recording featuring kids. To hear them lift up their voices to Jesus that really confirmed my purpose in life. I have always felt that God was tugging at my heart to leading worship with my age people or even children’s ministry. God has really confirmed that’s what I am supposed to do over the past week. First, I had a hunch because of One Club and the opportunities he has open there. I can’t wait to see what God has for me next! I will never know if I don’t tune it to Christ and let him show me. It can’t be all about me but all about Him. God has given me talents and why I am not using them to further the kingdom. My favorite verse in the bible is Psalm 150, and verse 6 especially. That verse pretty much sums up what heaven is going to be like! Everything that has breath will join together and sing to the one who is holy and just. I once heard a person asking a lady. What do people like rapper, rockers, etc. Who do they sing to? And the lady thought for a moment and said they sing for themselves and for enjoyment! So let me ask you a question: Who do you worship? God has really been teaching a lot over this last week. And that question is one of them do I lead worship at one club to make myself look good or am I doing it to further the kingdom. I have to admit sometimes I do in for me and God is getting on me that I need to be totally focused when I go in. Another question that came to mine why I am writing is, “ Why are we so worshipful on Wednesday Night in Diversion, but when we get to school we are complete buttholes to our peers.†God has really showed me that even that my teachers might not to be nice to me that I need to show them Christ love. Because that might I might be the only light they see. This week is fall break for me and I am really hoping to dig deeper! God is such an awesome God. So yea God showed himself to me tonight. Pray for me that I will seek God’s will and the decisions that might come along with that.
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October 01 2005
Come awake, from sleep arise
You were dead, now come to life
Wake up, Wake up, open your eyes
Reach from the grave into the light
Bring us back to life
-David Crowder*Band "Come Awake"
I just love that...
You were dead, now come to life
Wake up, Wake up, open your eyes
Reach from the grave into the light
Bring us back to life
-David Crowder*Band "Come Awake"
I just love that...
most boring day EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!
October 01 2005
ok today really sucked,there was absolutly nothing to do.so I just hung out at Ryan t's all day.we played some cards,thats about it. oh and I got on his roof.well nuthin else to say so by
Untitled
October 01 2005
Ok sry bout that post i was bored..hmm lets
see...O FaLl BrEaK! yayayayay! Ok lol well yesterday was fun! Like about 5:40 or so linds, lauren, jamie, jenn, and me went to the playground and watched AlOt of guys playin some football..woo! lol then later on that night me, jamie, linds,lauren went to the movies n saw flightplan and then went to sonic..the movie was good..well i hope that you all have an awesome week! i luve you kiddos! Hehe MuaH
see...O FaLl BrEaK! yayayayay! Ok lol well yesterday was fun! Like about 5:40 or so linds, lauren, jamie, jenn, and me went to the playground and watched AlOt of guys playin some football..woo! lol then later on that night me, jamie, linds,lauren went to the movies n saw flightplan and then went to sonic..the movie was good..well i hope that you all have an awesome week! i luve you kiddos! Hehe MuaH
I Love Weddings...
October 01 2005
photo from SingAHappySong
photo from SingAHappySong
J-Mo: You are gonna put us up on the Phuse, right?
The wedding was so beautiful and sweet and great! Happiness...
Be sure to check out the other pictures in my photo box.
By the way, does anyone have an extra program from the wedding? I accidentally left mine at the reception and I really wanted one.
Other quotes from the day:
Me: (reading the recipe from the reception favor) One teaspoon of patience?! They'll need a lot more than that!
Sarah: This makes me happy.
Me: That Chris is married?
Sarah: No. Well that... but what I meant was my latte.
Garrett (to Graham): I'm going to throw sand at you at your wedding.
*EDIT* HOLY CRAP MTSU JUST BEAT VANDY!!!!! I THINK I'M GONNA FAINT!!!!! That is officially the most AMAZING thing I've ever seen!
im just like buddy holly, and you're mary tyler moore
October 01 2005
gay?
I LOVE PUPPIES
October 01 2005
So Friday I had a really bad migran, so I went home after early morning, but I needed to go to prime time w/ color guard, so I slept till about 12:40 the got up and went to school for that, well then I was kinda hungry and I knew my stomach couldn't take much so I went to Panera Bread for some soup where this guy that was taking my order was totally hitting on me, but that isn't the point, the point is is that my mom went to the pet store while I was getting my food, well I went over there and they had a Pomeranian that was just precious, so I asked if we could play w/ her and wow did she have some energy, and so I really really really wanted her, and so I told my mom that I would give up driving to pay for her, and she said she would have to tak to david. Well the guy offered us 100 off that day, so if we wanted her we had to get her then or it would be an extra 100, so we went to walmart, then home depot and my mom talked to david while she was in homedepot and he agreed!!! So yea I got this cute 12 week old Pomeranian, she is all black, but one paw is white, and she is so precious so that is her name...Precious and I love her to death, I am very excited, but Idk if her name is going to stay Precious, I was thinking Tiger Lilly b/c it's a disney movie name from Peter Pan, and I love the LSU TIGERS and she loves to eat my mom's flowers, and so that is where I got Lilly, but if anyone has any suggestions I am all ears, b/c her name needs to be special just like she is well give me some name suggestions and I will think about it...
POLIS
POLIS
Jone's Soda Quiz.... yummy!
October 01 2005
We have processed the data and concluded after heavy consideration that you must be a
Watermelon: You are left handed and attract people readily. You have a dog named Krusty and you be successfuly, happy and famous - oh wait, that's me!
If you don't like being this soda, change your life, try the test again and cheat this time so you get the answer you want.
Watermelon: You are left handed and attract people readily. You have a dog named Krusty and you be successfuly, happy and famous - oh wait, that's me!
If you don't like being this soda, change your life, try the test again and cheat this time so you get the answer you want.
Who...
October 01 2005
"When I stray from the path, and
When the path is too long,
I was muttering to myself.
That's the way life is...
I pray that this singing voice
will reach you...
I pray that this singing voice
will reach you..."
-Ayu
When the path is too long,
I was muttering to myself.
That's the way life is...
I pray that this singing voice
will reach you...
I pray that this singing voice
will reach you..."
-Ayu
disney
October 01 2005
off to disney world.
sorry i am missing chris's wedding.
i'll be back wendesday
=)
sorry i am missing chris's wedding.
i'll be back wendesday
=)
i love weddings...
October 01 2005
they are so fun and full of joy...hope to see you there!!!
love rebekah
love rebekah
hahah last night!!!
October 01 2005
nate: the night is young!
jennifer: but im old!!!
last night was a fun night!!! to many memories to put in one post!! but yeah!
went to wally world...saw Kaycie...i havent seen her since graduation!!! wow it made me realize that some of tha ppl that i went to school with ill never see again or i see everday!!! its kinda of a odd feeling!!!
forget about the reasons why you cant in life
and start to try!
i really started thinking about a lot of stuff! about my future really! what am i gonna do w/ my life? who do i want to be??? stuff like that! i guess its all up to God at this point bc i have no clue!
Through another day, another trial
Another chance to reconcile
To One who sees past all I've seen,
and reaching out my weary hand,
I pray that you'd understand,
You're the only one who's faithful to me
have a wonderful day! go outside its really pretty!!!
Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~
jennifer: but im old!!!
last night was a fun night!!! to many memories to put in one post!! but yeah!
went to wally world...saw Kaycie...i havent seen her since graduation!!! wow it made me realize that some of tha ppl that i went to school with ill never see again or i see everday!!! its kinda of a odd feeling!!!
forget about the reasons why you cant in life
and start to try!
i really started thinking about a lot of stuff! about my future really! what am i gonna do w/ my life? who do i want to be??? stuff like that! i guess its all up to God at this point bc i have no clue!
Through another day, another trial
Another chance to reconcile
To One who sees past all I've seen,
and reaching out my weary hand,
I pray that you'd understand,
You're the only one who's faithful to me
have a wonderful day! go outside its really pretty!!!
Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~
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October 01 2005
I'm sitting here waiting from Romley and my mom to get here. They are driving up now, and they are leaving tomorrow. I feel bad that they are driving all the way up to only stay one night, but then again...I REALLY want to see them. I'm excited. AND I actually get to eat real food, because we are going out to eat. I'm tired of living on Speghetti-Os.
This month is going to be super busy. Classes are coming to their mid-points, and tons of things are starting to be due. Plus, I have plans EVERY weekend this month (except the last). The weeks will probably drag on and on though since I'm excited about my weekend plans. I'm also REALLY ready for fall break. I'm actually already ready for Christmas Break...wishful thinking, huh?
Well, hopefully today will provide a much needed break for me. Tomorrow I have to write a paper that is due Monday.That'll be great fun (notice the sarcasm).
Alright, I guess that's all for now.
This month is going to be super busy. Classes are coming to their mid-points, and tons of things are starting to be due. Plus, I have plans EVERY weekend this month (except the last). The weeks will probably drag on and on though since I'm excited about my weekend plans. I'm also REALLY ready for fall break. I'm actually already ready for Christmas Break...wishful thinking, huh?
Well, hopefully today will provide a much needed break for me. Tomorrow I have to write a paper that is due Monday.That'll be great fun (notice the sarcasm).
Alright, I guess that's all for now.
it's a birthday!
October 01 2005
today's my dad's birthday!!! wish i was home... but he's not there anyway, so i guess that's ok... i also wish that i had been paid more than $16 in the last 6 weeks so that i could send him somethin special... but c'est la vie. instead, i think everyone should call and leave him a happy birthday message! ;) ok, so many of you don't know him, but some of you do! and you know he's the greatest! 243-1811... any takers?
so allison is teaching me to list good things in the morning... when we walk to our terrible 7:40 class together, we try and list the good things about the day... so let's see... it's saturday! that's good enough as it is! i'm going to wear my new jeans that i found last night (in a surprisingly short amount of time)... i already ran today... it's gorgeous outside... my favorite little brother and favorite little brother's girlfriend (and family) are in chicago!... only 6 more days until fall break!... its free weekends!... (?)
ok, i'm not real creative right now. not bad, tho... alright. back to trying to get ahold of my dad!
so allison is teaching me to list good things in the morning... when we walk to our terrible 7:40 class together, we try and list the good things about the day... so let's see... it's saturday! that's good enough as it is! i'm going to wear my new jeans that i found last night (in a surprisingly short amount of time)... i already ran today... it's gorgeous outside... my favorite little brother and favorite little brother's girlfriend (and family) are in chicago!... only 6 more days until fall break!... its free weekends!... (?)
ok, i'm not real creative right now. not bad, tho... alright. back to trying to get ahold of my dad!
How to Tie a Tie
October 01 2005
Congrats to Chris Madison and Emily Wells. They a finally getting married today. I am looking at a fun day trapped inside a tux; however, I am glad that I get to be a part of it.
If you are wondering how to tie a tie, hmmmm... click here. You gotta learn sometime. Luckily, my tux has one of those strap-on ties, so I will not be needed this site today.
I am off to the wedding of the year...
-[nt]
If you are wondering how to tie a tie, hmmmm... click here. You gotta learn sometime. Luckily, my tux has one of those strap-on ties, so I will not be needed this site today.
I am off to the wedding of the year...
-[nt]
"there's an eye in me soup."
October 01 2005
yesterday was pretty cool.
went to school (patriot parade) it was pretty fun times.
then my mom came and took me to MTSU with her where i found the future father of my children.
he was...
amazing.
too bad he was 22-ish... >_
went to school (patriot parade) it was pretty fun times.
then my mom came and took me to MTSU with her where i found the future father of my children.
he was...
amazing.
too bad he was 22-ish... >_
Thinking about that guy again
October 01 2005
When I was little I used to hope a lot for my handsome prince to come and save me or maybe my knight in shining armor. I really believed in him, but he never came. Well sort of he showed up last year, but then he just was gone. The funny thing was that he was not at all the guy I was expecting because I have a country girl's perspective. But yet he was amazing. I miss him greatly and I know that we'll meet again. Which brings me to... THE LYRICS OF THE DAY(modified)... yayness.
We'll Meet Again, Journey
Was it the words he said or was it all in the way in which the man said them?
His eyes that spoke to me were sending my heart a thought so deep I can’t forget them
I guess it wasn’t the right time or the place
For love right then
But we met destiny, and it sealed our fate
Chorus:
We’ll me again (we will meet again)
I know we will (we will meet again)
On my heart it’s written (we will meet again)
Somewhere, someplace, somehow I’ll find him then as I did now... just for a moment
And I will hear the wind that told me
I will return again my love have patience
Life’s a circle, it all comes back around, so until then...
I’ll be waiting for you knowing somehow?
Repeat chorus
And if he were standing in a crowd
He’d be the one that I would find among the faces
And if the music was too loud
It’d be his voice that I would hear
Above it all (we will meet again)
I know we will (we will meet again)
I know we will (we will meet again)
And if he were standing in a crowd
He’d be the one that I would find among the faces
And if the music was too loud
It’d be his voice that I would hear
Above it all (we will meet again)
I know we will (we will meet again)
On my heart it’s written (we will meet again)
From this day till... (we will meet again)
We’ll me again (we will meet again)
We’ll me again (we will meet again)
So I guess that's it for now.
Forever yours, Lucky
We'll Meet Again, Journey
Was it the words he said or was it all in the way in which the man said them?
His eyes that spoke to me were sending my heart a thought so deep I can’t forget them
I guess it wasn’t the right time or the place
For love right then
But we met destiny, and it sealed our fate
Chorus:
We’ll me again (we will meet again)
I know we will (we will meet again)
On my heart it’s written (we will meet again)
Somewhere, someplace, somehow I’ll find him then as I did now... just for a moment
And I will hear the wind that told me
I will return again my love have patience
Life’s a circle, it all comes back around, so until then...
I’ll be waiting for you knowing somehow?
Repeat chorus
And if he were standing in a crowd
He’d be the one that I would find among the faces
And if the music was too loud
It’d be his voice that I would hear
Above it all (we will meet again)
I know we will (we will meet again)
I know we will (we will meet again)
And if he were standing in a crowd
He’d be the one that I would find among the faces
And if the music was too loud
It’d be his voice that I would hear
Above it all (we will meet again)
I know we will (we will meet again)
On my heart it’s written (we will meet again)
From this day till... (we will meet again)
We’ll me again (we will meet again)
We’ll me again (we will meet again)
So I guess that's it for now.
Forever yours, Lucky
Celesign
October 01 2005
photo from parcanman
I'm going to the 7th Annual Celebration of Sign Language today. I'm really excited about it. I don't exactly know what's going to happen over there, but whatever. I love ASL. The celebration is today at 7:00 at TPAC. I just created a group for Deaf, hard of hearing, and hearing people that are interested in ASL and Deaf culture.
I'm really hungry. I think I might go get something to eat. My options are peanutbetter, potatoes and rice. I need to go to Kroger. I love the culinary arts. If any of my friends on here want to get a great homecooked meal, let me know. I hope you like chicken. Anyway, right now, I think I'm going for the peanutbutter.