so..yea..whats going on? new site. leave some comments. muchos love

<3 jelly

My sister Ally is in the hospital. I had to stay home from school today to watch my other little sister. I haven't slept in 2 days, and I'm pretty worried. They say she'll be ok, so that's good, but that doesn't take away the worry. I'm pretty tired.  Nothing else really to report. I'll be at school tomorrow.

-Sexy Aaron

This song is amazing, and everyone needs to listen to it , and its how im feeling right now, with everything kind of, thankx lizzy poo  for introducing me to this song, its awesome :)))))))) hahah double chin haha....... everyone have an AMAZING  week , and I <3 u Alllllll 

-sarah-

I don't know how to say this but...

I get to host a show every Monday night!

It hasn't actually sunk in yet but I've been on the biggest emotional high since about 30 minutes ago.

They're letting me host a freakin' TV show. Did I mention it's LIVE?

Call me childish or whatever but this is BIG for me.

And so it begins...

...the long and winding road to ESPN. I'm off and running. Wish me luck!

On this day in 1948, Mohandas Ghandi was assassinated.  We miss you, man.  Hope you reincarnate as a cow, if you haven't reached the Nirvanic end of your rebirths yet.

I'm really liking this whole minor-character thing.  The few rehearsals I have I'm only at for, like, forty-five minutes.  Yessssss.

My audition essay is almost finished.  Hallelujiah, and all that jazz.  Tomorrow it gets faxed.

Heehee.  I know what my role is in the Renaissance faire.  Except I'm not supposed to tell anyone for a few days yet.  *Devilish grin*

"We weird sisters, hand in hand,
Posters of the sea and land
Thus do go about, about.
Thrice to thine, and thrice to mine,
And thrice again to make up nine --
Peace!  The charm's wound up."

so... yeah... today... yeah... life... yeah...

somethings i love (in no particular order):
Dirty Rotten Scoundrels the musical
Soymilk
Wicked the musical
Elissa
cake
Ayumi Hamasaki
my mom
Gackt
Big Red gum
Jackie
Sherie Rene Scott
my computer
CDs
Norbert Leo Butz
sleep
my TV
Brady
Aida
Adam Pascal

"hello, Steven? Steven! HAHAHAHA! Steven, you stop calling the dressing room! Steven Speilburg. HAHAHA! Steven! I'm not naked! You stop! I'm not naked this time! You silly! I know you're married!"- Sherie Rene Scott (on the phone)

http://www.broadway.com/gen/Buzz_Video.aspx?ci=512808

you try to tell your feet to stay put
but the sky keeps reining you in
stretching air-thin
so float cloud-charged over the dead city
where steel people throw their hands up
for what the weather might bring
and we are the twice-striking lightning
fighting for a return to flesh mode
without the culture-biting whitening

flying past the easy anomaly
that traps most seekers with thoughts
of color-blind teachers and
infinitely attentive students: analogy

it's not that simple
it's more simple and human
than numbers and tones
people live in binary code
and never get to three
there's no eye left to see
i'm living post-free post-me
sending unmarked gifts
care of your eyes packaged pre-

catch us in a child's cheek
as smiles wrinkle time in hell
and twice we come crashing down
to thunderous ovations of our own making

little kids covering their ears because the truth is a loud foreign noise bad men telling good boys about the dangers of kite-flying on a night such as this so they leave copper keys locked in hearts forbade exposure lest another male sense sensitivity on such an epic level

a feminine step; fairies skip
between our heavens
lost in unburdened bliss
not until you're dead though
and ready to scorch the earth; you made
your immoral bed on these past decades
blind the blind before they fall in skip
bleed for me and we'll consider the application
hurt like her and we'll acknowledge the fire

die like this
this...and this love
learns to live burns and mistrusts
the brief judgement from the skies

a metaphor supreme
and the whole world a simile for a dream
meant to get foggy
shunning mental memory
too short-lived for what our bodies recall
and what our spirits are still called

it's waiting somewhere for all of us converting stuck feet to static charges in the stratosphere against the greater necropolitan area - a forward march - an all out attack with war drums and battle lightnings storming globalized gates and stock-optioned automatons to win back young minds that have no idea of the power residing inside the space we're spread amongst -

slice my tongue
and let the words drip down
to stain the the sword soft

crush my feet
in this mindless stampede
to stay stupid on the ground

tear out a floating heart
and squeeze the juice over
party-purchased plastic flowers

cause everyone needs to grow green
and dry their eyes of shame

we are the twice-striking lightning
beating the drum
that brings
the rain

i'm pretty sure that without music...i would die.

God definately put music in my heart. I'll probably end up doing something with music...but i'm so confused about what i'll do. that whole college thing is kind of foreboding right now. the one thing i don't want to do is put undecided on the application for majors. gross. it's so open and not good for me.

there's definately some tension lately. between me and people...and people and other people...it's just not good. and it needs to end.

if i end up in the hospital...will you come visit me?

Well, I went to Buckle yesterday to pick up a pair of jeans that I got alterated. I tried them on at home and found out that they were too short! That's a first for me!!Well I called them and the manager said I would have to bring them in. Don't think there is much they can do about it. Makes me wanna cry. I paid a lot for them and waited 4-ever to get them fixed and now they don't fit right. I hate my short legs and crappy alteration ladies. Anyways Siegel and Oakland play tom. nite. I mite show up and do a little Siegel Nation dance!

It's all so confusing.  I kind of wish we had fewer options. 

Just, in general.  We have too many choices.

And I usually make the wrong ones.

Anyway, I think I'll move to Switzerland and embroider handkerchiefs for a living. 

Join me?

so here's the thing.  this is our website.  it may not be completely finished, but - let's face it - between the two of us, it may never be!  so if you feel as though you need to see the final product, check it periodically.  :)  enjoy...

Our Wedding Website!!

so i think i'd make a really cute skater boy.

my weekend was full of missing Kohry. it was our first weekend apart. it sucks. i'm trying to not let it depress me too much though... and trying to be optimistic. it just makes me look forward to seeing him that much more.

i got a straightener. i like my hair when i straighten it. ^_^ and hung out with Caitlin. she's fun.

the Curious George movie comes out next week. YAY! i think it looks really cute. hehe. i'monna make Kohry go see it with me.

xoxo

ohmanohmanohman.
new hair?
for sure.
put a new pic on my profile so you guys
can see it.
i<3it.



lovve.

Hello Loves.......

I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY like this guy....&& Isnt It Messed Up How I am Dying to Be with Him....

              <3 Ashleigh

smoke? fog? darkness? anything?  dont you hate trying to walk through smoke? or drive through fog?  you dont know where your going.  there is nothing guiding yourself, other than you.  and we as people can make mistakes when we grab the wheel.  we are not capable of seeing through the fog.  God sometimes lets us see a little distance, but we cant see through it.  the hardest part of holding on to something, is letting it go.  if we want to truly live our lives, then let some things go.  sometimes it could just be a test.  God could just be putting something in your life, just to see if you will let go of it and let him have control of it.  letting go is not giving up.  when you give up, you are losing a little bit of your faith.  when you let go of something, and give it to God, you are gaining so many things. You gain trust, loyalty, faithfullness, and a lot of other things that God prob knows that we dont.  its hard, but of course you can do it how? THROUGH THE SPIRIT BY FAITH.  im ganna keep saying that until it actually sinks in.  so whats it ganna be?   stay strong.  May God challenge us, if not, then we are Luke warm. 

there's some day were i feel like my life isnt soo perfect for me......

so there is much concern about what is going to happen in the next few months. i'm scared i'm not going to get an internship.

but if i don't get one, it might be a good thing. since i'll have to pay to take 9 credits out of pocket. if i do it in the fall, i can use my financial aid and just work over the summer.

i don't know what to pray for, just praying that it all works out. please pray too.

and sometimes, i wonder where in the world my heart comes up with these crazy things that it does. i constantly get myself into situations that i leap in with my heart and get out with my head. i refuse to do that anymore. so here's to letting go of any attempt to determine certain aspects of the future.

off to get fingerprinted, again. at least i get reimbursed.

life is wonderful.

i went with kellye&nick to opry mills and to see 'brokeback mountain' [again].
we stopped by lizzy's movie night for awhile.
then we and barbara went to kellye's house.
hurricane punch and season 1 of 'queer as folk'.

someone.
let's rent every episode of 'queer as folk',
make some popcorn
& have a marathon.

it will be awesome.
i promise.

<3

lauren and i broke up...

she broke up with me...

were still friends... BEST friends according to her

...i just hope i made her half as happy as she made me... she really was the best

Hey I gotta a question!

Are there any SENIOR girls going to One Weekend? Well i was just wondering! I am thinking about going but i dont wanna be the only SENIOR girl! Well just let me know!

tears ran down my face as if it was hurrying to drop into my hands.  instead it fell onto the floor creating puddles of wet spots.  i opened my eyes as more tears fell and stared at the puddles noticing how each drop created it's own wet spot.  i draped my hands over it and wiped it knowing that each tear represent gaps in my heart that no one can fill, touch, or complete even the one that has help create it.  my eyes soon became heavy.  heaviness from crying.  my feelings were soon exposed.  my intentions were soon exposed.  exposed in the open where the light revealed the brokeness of my heart.  my heart broke into two leaving me with an overwhelment of uncontrollable relief of tears.  it was no use in trying to stop myself from the healing power of God.  The sound of God's voice, filled, touched, the areas that needed to be filled.  He stands in the gap that i once held tightly in my hands but watching it fall through my arms, knowing that sooner or later it would manifest itself physically.  Like my catching my tears as it would seep through my fingers, knowing that i can't hold onto them.  i'm on my knees weeping before the Lord.  during these times is when i feel most vulnerable.    

    So I stayed up till 2 working on the sports page divider for the year book.  Yeah, then I stayed up till 5 working on that OTHER bit of homework, my AP English research project on Dorian Gray (excellent book BTW).  And thanks to my good friend, Mr. Vanilla Coke, I am not even very tired yet.  Oh well.  And neither was due today.  Darn.  I'll sleep when I'm dead.

    And I'll make an honest effort to update this thing.  Honest.  Okay, well, maybe.  Sometimes.  Yeah right.  Leave some.

Incoherently yours,
Daniel

:Video tape:

... *figure with black mask adjusts the camera*

I have now ALSO kidnapped Shannon and demand one billion crzillion benammumum yen in unmarked coins for her safe return or else!!! You didn't take me seriously last time

*gets up to shut off camera and trips over the cord, and the camera comes crashing to the ground*

:End of Tape:

I like chocolate. Scratch that...I LOVE chocolate. It makes everything better.

I'm looking to go back to Montana for about a week or more in May. I miss everyone there but I know they have gone on with their lives without me and having me come back in would disrupt a few things I'm sure. On top of that the plane ticket is $500. I don't have that kind of money! I just ran out of mulah today finishing my shopping for valentines day. {Which by the way means everyone I love better leave a comment telling me if they like chocolate or butter cupcakes and if they want chocolate or white or both frostings and whether or not there should be sprinkles....OH! and your favorite coooookie!}

I miss my musical man. :-( I never get to talk to him anymore and I thinkour friendship has gone down the tubes. I love him to death though and always will. Darn him for being so loveable!

So yah my brothers getting married!
            its pretty exiting!



P.S. yall need 2 do better on this remark thing

A year ago today we went ghosthunting together for the first time.
That was the day we began.

Happy Anniversary, love.

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 

-L

Does anyone know of any stores in the Murfreesboro area that carry cancer awareness bracelets and ribbons?  Especially the gold ones?

Oh yeah, and you should go back and look at my coffee post and tell me what you think.

"Under Pressure"

Pressure pressing down on me
Under pressure
That burns a building down
Splits a family in two
Puts people on streets

Bah bah bah bah bah bah
Bah bah bah bah bah bah

That’s o-kay!
It’s the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Screaming let me out
Pray tomorrow takes me higher
Pressure on people

Do do do bah bah bah bah
O-kay
Chippin around
Kick my brains around the floor
These are the days
It never rains it pours
People on streets
People on streets

It’s the terror of knowing
What this world is about
Watching some good friends
Screaming let me out
Pray tomorrow takes me higher
People people on streets
Turned away from it all
Like a blind man
Sat on fence but it don’t work
Keep coming up with love
But it’s so slashed and torn
Why why why?
Love love love love

Insanity laughs under pressure we’re cracking
Can’t we give ourselves one more chance?
Why can’t we give love one more chance?
Why can’t we give love give love give love?
Give love give love give love give love give love
Cause love’s such an old fashioned word
And love dares you to care
For people on the edge of the night
And love dares you to change our way
Of caring about ourselves
This is our last dance
This is our last dance
This is ourselves under pressure
Under pressure pressure

so. nothing new to report. i am only updating because i was lectured. friday went okay except for the fact that i had a mental breakdown in fifth when i had to do my soliloquey. i officially hate soliloquies. i freaked out, which hasn't happened before. i guess it was because i hadn't had that great of a day. on the upside my dad got a puppy. his name is jack and he is eight weeks four days old. he is a yellow lab retriever and the sweetest puppy in the world.

lylas

there are two this week - they are from the same author - Miss Bridget Adkins (one of my DC girls!)

guys are like port-a-potties
all the good ones are taken and the rest are full of crap

in the end I know it's all gonna be ok.
..cuz i read the last page of the Bible... and God wins!

Mk, So I never went to go see Hostel.
But I went Go-Kart riding all weekend.
Friday with Lin-Z and Mi-chel.
Sunday with Trevor James, and Los.
It was hella fun...Lol.

Uhm...
Chyeah, I'm bored.
&& school sucksss.

I have to do some KUDER thing for a career... thing.
Later.

<3, Ash

"Choosing only the things you like
isn't irresponsible.
If you can't find anything you like
then why accept the responsibility?
I take only the possibilities that I'm ready to accept."

And yet i am lazy again, to lazy to put out a picture atm, sooo u guys will have to suffer til i get home!!! SUFFER!! lol im okay i swear..... So i went and seen Underworld 2 LUVED IT!! it was soo awsome  then again im weird that way. As i am typing this very moment im having to backtrack like 15 thousand times grr i cant type!! SO im goin to go before i make myself mad!

Yeeah, I overslept but I feel really good. I hope today is a good day because I feel great, and I think I am due for a good day.

I woke up  because there was someone making noises in the kitchen and I wondered what was dad doing? I opened my eyes and realized that it was at 6:40 am!!! I normally get up at 5:30 am in order to take a shower and what not, but I didn't rush this morning to get ready because I hate my early day class.

Well, better get to school... LoL

Here's a question: Is fear a sin?

I, for one, would be a terrible sinner if it were.  I fear so many things.  This morning is an example.  I was late for work and driving out of my parking lot.  A woman started walking toward my car.  All I could tell was that she said "Stop" (my stereo was to loud to hear anything, but I read that word on her lips).  Of course, I did not stop.  Instead, I locked my doors and avoided eye contact, fearing that she was strung out on crack or meth and would attempt to get in my car.

But I couldn't shake the thought of her.  Did I do something wrong?  Was I really protecting myself from danger, or only from my own fantastic fears?  I have been successfully socialized to the thought that one should not talk to strangers or panhandlers, should not pick up hitchhikers, and should never walk alone in the dark.  I've watched enough Law and Order and CSI to figure that out.

I fear other things: loneliness. failure. disappointment.  I fear them and avoid them with all my might.  Yet Christ said that He would be with me always.  Fear not.  That He would give me peace.  I need the peace that passes understanding.

But while I know fear is harmful, I still wonder, is it a sin?

"When you go through deep waters and great troubles, I will be with you"

Isaiah 43:2

What a Great Saturday. We woke up around 11!!!!!!!!!!!!(since we have to be up everyday by 8 that’s nice for us.) After a lot of doing nothing Jeff and I both wanted to go hiking up this trail that we had heard of. So off we went. We now had a mission….to get to the top so we could just get away from everything and be our selves. It was only around a 20min drive to get to the trail, so it wasn’t that far away. But none the less we are still idiots where every we be.

So once we got there we saw where we thought we were going…. you see where jeff is pointing, yeah that’s only half way….we found this out after we got there  :)

So we got started on our mission…yea it was a little up hilly but we are men or something like that….

And let me just say wow…. So amazing….just looking around was breath taking.

But we would not be stop so we push on….

Only stopping to take random pictures….

And then finally after around a two hour hike we made it to the top. And we could finally be our selves and just kick back…….

ok….so maybe this is more like it…..

dwuaaaaaa.......so after being complete idiots once again, we looked around to see Gods beauty being unveiled to us.

Dang!!! Our God made all of this. My God put this in place….It was so amazing seeing his arte work. It was very nice to be that high up away from everything. Only hearing Gods voice…..yeah preatty cool

And if you will notices on the last picture we were up in the clouds…..yeah….it was great.

Hope you enjoyed our Saturday b/c we sure did!!!! Be on the look out for our Saturday night coming up next, yeah our first BEACH BONFIRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, this is how i felt when i found out that I'm going to CHICAGO for summer missions this summer.....

YAY!!!!

I'm excited!!!! (incase you couldn't tell)

Have you ever screwed a frappuccino lid back on (I'm obviously speaking of the bottled frappuccinos here) and you get it on just slightly crooked?  And then it's next to impossible to get the lid back off?  Why would the bottles be engineered that way?

And is it just me or does the Starbucks mermaid have two tails?

I tried to go to sleep at like, 9:30 but it didn't work. I watched Ms. Congeniality 2. It was funny.

My thoughts are so loud right now that I can't sleep. I'm sure that if you comment on my blog on a regular basis you know why. I don't like when I can't have contact with people. And it's not like I can tell them how I feel for fear of them taking it the wrong way. Oh well, I guess the fates are testing me or something. But yeah, shouldn't I want to talk to someone for more than 10 minutes a day?

Our band concert is tomorrow, it will be nice getting to move on to grade 6 music, difficult music is fun. I have my lesson with Radu tomorrow. That kinda breaks up any time that I'd get to see AJ tomorrow. Maybe after the concert he wouldn't mind meeting me at Starbucks or some other place of hot beverages. Hopefully.

So my dog is for sure an Ewok.  Look at the similarities!  Maybe we should named him, Wicket?  What do you think?

I need a trip. Now, spring is coming but I need a "Joey" trip. I used to get one of these about once a month when I would head home to visit mom and everyone else but since I have no car its kind of difficult these days. And I'm never alone in this apartment now. Never. I used to be able to hide away in the dorm or atleast last semester Billy would go out and I could come up with some excuse not to go so I could sit here and a few thoughts to myself. I need that.

If I don't stop and analyze by life every once in a while, it begins to pass me by without even me getting the chance to notice. Scary. So I need a trip. I think I will come up with some excuse to go home and still the roommates car for the weekend and drive somewhere south. Maybe.

I mean don't get me wrong, I love people. But at times, people can be too much. Because I like me, I like me a whole lot. And sometimes I like to keep myself well, to myself. Does that sound weird to most? I think I'm starting to miss my life a little. And atleast on my little roadtrips I got to be that Joey that I so long to be. And here, it feels like he's having to hide away and the Joey that does homework and is responsible cannot be lost. Where ever you are Joey, come find me real soon. We'll have to do something together...

i'm a bad person.

i don't follow directions...ever.

my life is great right now. and i owe it all to my God!

Psalm 145:1-3
..."I will exalt you, my God the King; I will praise your name for ever and ever. Every day I will praise you and extol your name for ever and ever. Great is the Lord and most worthy of praise; his greatness none can fathom.

<33 Kat

Dear Tech Support:  

 

Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend
7.0 to Wife 1.0.
I soon noticed  that the new program began unexpected child processing
that took up a  lot of space and valuable resources. In addition , Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and
now monitors all other system activity. Applications such as Poker Night 10.3, Football 5.0 , Hunting
and Fishing 7.5, and Racing 3.6 
I can't seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while
attempting to run my favorite applications. I'm thinking about going
back to Girlfriend
7.0, but the uninstall doesn't
work on Wife 1.0. Please help!  
 
Thanks,

A Troubled User. (KEEP READING)

______________________________________  

 

REPLY:  

Dear Troubled User:  

 

This is a very common problem that men complain about.  

 

Many people upgrade from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0, thinking
that it  is just a Utilities and Entertainment program. Wife 1.0
is an  OPERATING SYSTEM and is designed by its Creator to run
EVERYTHING!!! It is also impossible to delete Wife 1.0 and to return
to Girlfriend  7.0. It is impossible to uninstall, or purge the program
files from  the system once installed.
 

 

You cannot go back to Girlfriend 7.0 because Wife 1.0 is designed to
not allow this. Look in your Wife 1.0 manual under Warnings-Alimony-Child
Support. I recommend that you keep Wife1.0 and work on improving the
situation. I suggest installing the background application "Yes Dear" to alleviate software augmentation.
 

 

The best course of action is to enter the command C:APOLOGIZE because ultimately you will have to give
the APOLOGIZE command before the system will return to normal anyway.

Wife 1.0 is a great program,
but it tends to be very high maintenance . Wife 1.0 comes with several support programs,
such as Clean
and Sweep 3.0 , Cook It 1.5 and Do
Bills 4.2 .
 

 

However, be very careful how you use these programs. Improper
use will cause the system to launch the program Nag
Nag 9.5 . Once this happens, the only way to
improve the performance of Wife 1.0 is to purchase additional software.
I recommend Flowers
2.1 and Diamonds
5.0 !

WARNING!!! DO NOT, under any circumstances, install
Secretary With Short Skirt 3.3 . This application is not supported by
Wife 1.0 and will cause irreversible damage to the operating system.
 

 
Best of luck,  

Tech Support 

God loves us so much.  Think about this:

     "'Can anything make me stop loving you?' God asks.  'Watch me speak your language, sleep on your earth, and feel your hurts.  Behold the maker of sight and sound as he sneezes, coughs, and blows his nose.  You wonder if I understand how you feel?  Look into the dancing eyes of the kid in Nazareth; that's God walking to school.  Ponder the toddler at Mary's table; that's God spilling his milk.
     'You wonder how long my love will last?  Find your answer on a splintered cross, on a craggy hill.  That's me you see up there, your maker, your God, nail-stabbed and bleeding.  Covered in spit and sin-soaked.  That's your sin I'm feeling.  That's your death I'm dying.  That's your resurrection I'm living.  That's how much I love you.'(In the Grip of Grace, Max Lucado)" 

almost over my cold.  Im feeling better.  Still have the sniffles and still sneezing alittle but atleast im not aching like I was yesterday.

Well its home coming week.  Kinda excited about that. 

For some reason my mom started asking me if I ever tryed to write my own songs.  I play the guitar just to play sometimes and make stuff up as I go along, but I've never tryed to write lyrics. I'm not good with words really.

I'm trying to write two five-hundred word essays for two programs at George Washington.

One about the current role of art in my life and what I hope it will be in the future.

The other about Shakespeare and his impact on my life/humanity/et cetera.

This is made slightly difficult by a random M*A*S*H* episode being quite literally blasted from the speakers downstairs.  I'm confusing the Bard with Klinger.  Oy gevalt.  Oy vey.

Heehee.  I know what my role is in the Renaissance Festival.  But I can't tell anybody for a few days yet.  *Mischeivous Grin*

today was nice and full. I went to church after work this morning. then we (Jordan, Apes, Sayray, Elissa, mom, dad, Bos, Matt, The Russells, Will, Mel, Garrett- forgive me if i forgot someone) went to Cap'n D's for lunch. Then Elissa went with us to my cousin's first birthday. Chocolate party cake is amazing! >.< Elissa came home w/ us after the party and we watched The Little Mermaid. we didn't finish it cuz she had to be home at 6:30

but here are some pics from today:

I saw Hunter for the first time in forever! he kept tryin to take my picture >.< you gotta love the Bodle man!

Elissa smiling like the Emma

Emma and Debi ^^ both so adorable! >.<

Will gorgeously magical hair ^^

my lil cousin, Dakota ^^

the party theme was cowboys lol (Karston and Cason-- two other cousins)

the craw-dad i caught in the creek! w00t!

one of my most favorite ppl in the world- my Uncle Steve ^^

so there you have it. my day.

Hello Loves...

                  Gah...I am sooo bored right now!How has everyone been...good I hope!I have been good lately...but confused.I really like this guy but I dont know if he likes me or if he'll ever like me...I want to be freinds it's just soooo hard when I like him sooo much,but I dont know how to act around him.....I just wonder what my life would be like if he were by my side!Okay anyways....so I went ice skating the other night for  this church thing and it was kinda fun...((Ice Skating's really not my thing though))but it was still a ummmm **Fun Experience**!!!School-FUN((Not))lol...hard I am failing like 3 subjects!Cheerleading-Scool squad is over but I still have Premier!Church-Has been fun seen alot of people that i havent seen in a while!Family-Whats there to say about family?Boys-Well you read what I said in the beginning......I am still confused!!Well I wish O sooo Much that I could write more but there's nothing to talk about!!<3 Ya **Ashleigh**

What if you're right
He was just another nice guy
What if you're right
What if it's true
They say the cross will only make a fool of you
And what if it's true

What if He takes His place in history
With all the prophets and the kings
Who taught us love, and came in peace
But then the story ends
What then

But what if you're wrong
What if there's more
What if there's hope
You never dreamed of hoping for
What if you jump
Just close your eyes
What if the arms that catch you
Catch you by surprise
What if He's more than enough
What if it's love

What if you dig
Way down deeper than your simple-minded friends
What if you dig
What if you find
A thousand more unanswered questions down inside
That's all you find

What if you pick apart the logic
And begin to poke the holes
What if the crown of thorns is no more than fokelore that must be told
And retold

But what if you're wrong
What if there's more
What if there's hope
You never dreamed of hoping for
What if you jump
Just close your eyes
What if the arms that catch you
Catch you by surprise
What if He's more than enough
What if it's love

'Cause you've been running as fast as you can
You've been looking for a place you can land
For so long
But what if you're wrong

What if you jump
Just close your eyes
What if the arms that catch you, catch you by surprise
What if He's more than enough
What if it's love

What if it's love

have a great week!

So the church choir and "churchestra" had a mini-concert tonight, it went well. Many of the songs had gorgeous horn solos in them, it was exciting. I wore the clothes that I baught from old navy and I felt really pretty. :-)

So Radu calls me (my Romanian horn teacher) to tell me what time my lesson is tomorrow and for Thursday and at the end he goes Oh by the way, change your voicemail message, with the horn thing (I'm playing Mozart 4) because it's bad. I can't have one of my students sounding bad in public. It was really funny. I called him back and was like "YOU DON'T LIKE IT?!" and he just laughed at me and called me dumb. Lol.

The end.

Band concert tomorrow!!!

watz up everybody- one word to describe my weekend: WOW!!! This weekend was awesome God really showed himself to me this weekend. So yea Friday night i led worship for 3 for the son (Jr. High Disciple Now) and it was amazing. I talked to justin vance after the service and the only words that i could think of were wow and i am not worthy!! God is so cool to let me be able to do this. If you have told me a couple years ago i would be leading worship with one of the best guys around i have every met(josh vance) i would have thought you were crazy! So yea here are some pics from the weekend

FRIDAY NIGHT

this picture is courtesy of rachel meyer (soon to be moore)!!

So i leave with the lyrics of one of the songs that we sung!

Sin has lost its power

Death has lost its sting

From the grave you've risen

VICTORIOUSLY!!!

So today was fun. I got up and went to church and then I came home and watched KENTUCKY play and they won! WHOOP WHOOP! lol it was great and then I went to Oakland to pray over the school with my friends for the game tomorrow night and after that we went to Belle Aire to play football. And we got there and the grass was muddy so it pretty much was a mudfest and it was so much funnnn. Haha I love my friends and so thats about all that happened to me today. God is great and today was so much fun what else could I ask for. So I hope everyone has a great night and a wonderful week. I hope God blesses you in amazing ways this week.

    2 Timothy 1:7 "For God did not give us a spirit of timidity but a spirit of love and of power and of self-control"

  GO WITH CHRIST THIS WEEK! 

                                                        IN CHRIST, john

last thing I remember, sayin' bye to yesterday
glad to see it over, pullin' covers over my head.
but what were you doin' while I dreamt the night away?
'cuz I can tell that somethin's different
& my eyes ain't even open yet.
I'm smellin' coffee
birds are singin' just outside
here comes Your mercy streamin' in with the morning light
my hear is racin' wakin' up to Your smile
it's a good morning, yeah
it's a good morning.
well I remember readin' You're the God who never sleeps
& while I've been dreamin' You've been singin' over me
singin' about my freedom, wakin' me up to hear Your song
& now I can't dance hard enough
'cuz yesterday is gone, gone, gone.
every little breath, every heartbeat
is a gift of love that You give to me
You keep givin' even when I'm asleep
'cuz I know You never stop watching over me
I wake up, my past is gone
'cuz Your mercy's newe with the mornin' sun
I'm forgiven, I'm free, it's a brand new day
'cuz Your faitfulness is the greatest<3

I'm not more special than anyone.

I'm not more unique.

I'm not more loved than anyone, either.

I have nothing new to bring to the table.

And you know what? I think I like it this way.

why do words hold so much value?...they mean so much..just as art, a look, a simple move, or a note on the piano stirs your soul..words can change everything..

so.. say words...the words that may mean nothing to you but everything to someone else.

-kels

interesting...very interesting...things are confusing for me...very confusing..

& i long for perfection in this malevolent conformation..

i may be a perfectionist, but that does not mean that im perfect.

IM GOIN TO FREAKIN STATE!!!...

but i have a bad grade in Algebra, but im in Mu Alpha Theta..wtf?..

and...............

PROM = APRIL 28th....Mid-night in Paris..going to be fun!!!! i got a boy, he's 19..very hot!

out.

and i sit here, wondering what will i do next?..what's my divine destiny?

and...my little sister is fuckin awesome!

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everyone please pray for Mrs. Askew(John Rich's sister..you know, from Big & Rich), she is a marketing teacher at Riverdale, she is going through a divorce as of Monday, and she found out yesterday she lost the baby she was carrying...so everyone keep her thoughts in your prayers..im sure she would really appreciate it..thanks.

hellooooooo

well northside is doin deciple now and i'm sooooo excited, cuz i get to go!!! it's all next weekend. i get to spend an entire weekend away from home, and worshiping the lord with all my friends. who could ask for a better weekend!! last night we had the football banquet for siegel. it was fun, but it was looooooong. and since freshman cheerleaders don't count very much, we had to go first and sit through everything afterward. and on top of that my cell phone went off in the middle of the service. i almost died of embarrasment! but it was all ok. i got 2 new sweat shirts this weekend. one for d-now, and one for being a freshman cheerleader. well i'm gonna go . leave some comments.

<3,

lindsey

 If you're in college what I'm about to say will make sense. Now I know why Mom went so bezerk in the 7th grade! LOL! I found myself saying, "Was that really me then?" I think I owe my mom an apology! LOL! It was a lot of fun though, and God did some awesome things in our hearts!

What happened this weekend?
~Phenominal bible studies I know within our group, and I heard all of them went well!!! Praise God! Seeds planted!
~Scavenger Hunt-We went to Waffle House and got someone to spill a coke on one of the youth! Then, get this...8 7th graders having a strawberry nugget milkshake immediately pulling in the attention of everybody at Mcdonald's...
~Laser Tag- Everybody seemed to love this part that is until we ran down 2nd Avenue while it was pouring down rain. Also, I don't know if anybody noticed but the youth were giving to people on the streets...AWESOME!!!
~Bus Ride- Wooh! It's good to have wild and crazy times with a bunch of insane guys! I definitely got thrown on the floor though, and I'm pretty sure somebody else opened up the window just in time for poor Mikey to become a drenched puppy! LOL!

In all seriousness, man it's so important to invest in youth. God is doing amazing things in their lives, and they really are FIGHTING for the Jesus who they love very much! What an awesome joy it is to be able to witness those seeds being planted in the hearts of young warriors! Sometime this week lift those guys up! They need prayer and accountability!  

God is breaking me down to the point where He can fully use me. I am becoming more humble and more open to the things that He wants in my life. God works in amazing ways...more than i could ever imagine!! After God breaks you down, He builds you back up and uses you.

JOY--"I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and that your joy may be complete."  --John 15:11    Joy resides in those who have been saved and they just can't get over it!

be blessed!

kate

When all around is fading

And nothing seems to last

When each day is filled with sorrow

Still I know, with all my heart

He's got the whole world in His hands

He's got the whole world in His hands

I fear no evil, for You are with me

Strong to deliver, mighty to save

He's got the whole world in His hands

hey everyone,

           well today i am going to the park!!! woot woot that should be fun... goofing around w/ friends at the park!!!! being out side is great(and if you are thinking i am a tree a hugger then i dont blame you) but anyways i am driving today i want to drive to the park but i dont know if my father will let me tho.... i havent drove since like november..>> oh wellz but today should be fun!!!!! well i am off i'll update later

                              meg

So I rode a motorcycle up the north shore of Hawaii today... it was awesome, pics to come soon!

My brothers and sisters, I ride on your prayers

i had my first overnight guests at my new house :)

Okay, so today was kind of nice. I watched Love Actually, ate a little Quiznos, spent some quality time with my Accounting book, hung out w/ Blake & co. and of course took pointless pictures. . .

Oh, and please pray for my computer. Umm it's kind of dead. One day about a week and a half ago it said "Hello hard drive, you've been great but it's time for you to bomb out, and erase your contents. James would really appreciate that, thanks in advance. Sincerely, Dell Inspiron 1150." I'm handling the loss well.Sometimes it so hard not having it around. But I have to be strong, in major times of grief like this. ;)

-James