how you like this bad boy

Dear people of Foozbox,
    Aye, Im nick.  I enjoy good music and good people.  I talk about shit a lot.  I wear pants that are too tight for my ghetto ass, Ive recently learned a thing called "forgiveness" and I love my Super Nin-fucking-tendo.  I like to smoke, drink, and in general "chill."  I enjoy sex, too.  I have a Zippo with a polar bear on it and I wear Vans slip-ons.  I have a child named NewRev Studios.  She is my princess and I spoil her rotten.  I enjoy being alone and I like to eat.  Sometimes I combine the two with a TV dinner.  I dont like to take showers and quite often I just dont.  I do brush my teeth though.  Im going to be filthy fucking rich some day.
    If you think Im cool, lets be friends.  I like friends.  And if youre hot.  Let be really good friends.

Thanks, your friend,
    Nicholas Danger <3

Oh hell yes. Feable Weiner. On tour. Starting in April. I get to see them twice. This just made my year. :)

Saying Good-bye to Cambridge Again


Very quietly I take my leave

As quietly as I came here;

Quietly I wave good-bye

To the rosy clouds in the western sky.


The golden willows by the riverside

Are young brides in the setting sun;

Their reflections on the shimmering waves

Always linger in the depth of my heart.


The floating heart growing in the sludge

Sways leisurely under the water;

In the gentle waves of Cambridge

I would be a water plant!


That pool under the shade of elm trees

Holds not water but the rainbow from the sky;

Shattered to pieces among the duckweeds

Is the sediment of a rainbow-like dream?


To seek a dream? Just to pole a boat upstream

To where the green grass is more verdant;

Or to have the boat fully loaded with starlight

And sing aloud in the splendour of starlight.


But I cannot sing aloud

Quietness is my farewell music;

Even summer insects keep silence for me

Silent is Cambridge tonight!


Very quietly I take my leave

As quietly as I came here;

Gently I flick my sleeves

Not even a wisp of cloud will I bring away

This is poem was written by one of the greatest poets of China----Xu Zhimo,whom i love most,and was translated into english.it is really beautiful in Chinese,even be included in our text book for Middle school students.

So I just got back from San Francisco, California. And the trip was Amazing!!!!!!I was there for 5 days. I went with my singing group and we performed at Grace Cathedral, and I met the famous priest there. It was awesome! And the rest of the time I just hung out in Cali. I went to Carmel where I saw the famous Clint Eastwood and his house, and beautiful beaches. I <3ed the famous Pebble Beach.  I saw Robin Williams home in San Fran.It was massive.  I went to  Alcetraz ( the jail) on the little island and it was spooky, but very cool. I went to Chinatown. I shopped a looooot, I ate so much good food. I went to the origianal Ghiradeli Chocolate store...yumm.I encourage everyone to go to San Francisco because it is one of the most beautiful places I have ever been, and I will be updating pics later of it... hope peps missed me :) ....and I sooo want to live there when I get older , but it is the highest price place to live in United States...the houses ( mostly apartments and lofts) are sooo expensive, even if its a crappy place. I thought the boat houses were pretty cool. Never seen one before. It was a real house on the water...sooo cool. And I wish I could wake up every morning and see the ocean and beautiful bridges. I <3 the movie Sweet November, that movie reminds me so much of San Fran. Like the setting. I loved the whole tripand I will never forget it, and I cant wait to go back this summer to Cali, even though it will be going to LA, but who cares all of Cali is different, but beatimus  :) This is a really long message so yeh I hope everyone has an awesome day tom.

<3 always

Sarah

how his words can make me cry just like that.

he's so wonderful.

having him tell me "karla, i really like you, a lot"
just made my night.
i cried tears of joy/happiness.

and then
"sleep good darling. goodnight beautiful"

thats all  i need.
a guy who will say those sweet things to me.

and, i think i found him.

well we had bible study tonight. and it was a rude awakening for me at least. this weekend was one weekend for my church. and people said some stuff that really hit me hard about the way we treat other people. this weekend i dont really think i treated some people very well and i am extremely ashamed of myself for that. ya know i dont consider myself the type of person someone would want to look up to, but tonight someone said that people do look up to me, i dont know y, but then they also said that i really let people down in the way i acted that just really tore me up inside. i was completely broken. but im not going to dwell on something that is done and in the past. im going to look foward and learn from this mistake. and most importantly follow GOD. believe it or not HE really showed me some things this weekend, HE really moved in my life and i am so thankful for that.

Live by faith, through the spirit. and dont forget Hebrew 12:2.

a wise friend said we should all read that verse. well ill talk to yall later IN CHRIST- forrest

"Peace I leave with you;my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives.Do not let your hearts be torubled and do not be afraid." John 14:27

but wait this is it...

"but the world must learn that I love the Father and that I do exactly what my Father has commanded me. Come now; let us leave." John 14:31

God is truly AMAZING.

I thought I had it all figured out and it would be good to go..

Well I guess I was wrong... Now to play the game of finding a Prom date....

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....
thank you that is all....
~tRISH

right, so its fat tuesday and my heart is in new orleans. i miss it and hope the city will once again be like it once was.

Pretty sure I am moving out as soon as I am out of High School.......I am so sick of getting yelled at for the smallest stuff........I got yelled at for not hearing the doorbell today because I was upstairs, and my grandmother had to answer it, even though she was downstairs just watching tv....................I am so sick of this...........I cant wait till I graduate...........

"The devil can cite Scripture for his purpose."
- William Shakespeare

"If everything is under control, you are going too slow."
- Mario Andretti

"Denial ain’t just a river in Egypt."
- Mark Twain

"Happiness is good health and a bad memory."
- Ingrid Bergman

"Perfection is achieved, not when there is nothing left to add, but when there is nothing left to take away."
- Antoine de Saint-Exupéry

umm yeah i am a magnificent procrastinator... i should really hold a contest cuz i know i would be reining champion for all eternity.... maybe i should work on that... hmmm in other breaking news, Ashley got her midterm back for Theatre and she gotsta 94 *does snoopy dance* but anyway... maybe i wont kill my GPA with A&P DEUX!!! but oh well life presses onward, work is a pain. no time to study because of work on weekends so late nights are where its at baby! yay for sleep deprivation!! woohoo! but alas i have stalled enough im off to write an english paper, at the speed of a thousand typists! whooosh! *scampers to home computer furiously typing away......*

The End

. : CeCe Winans - Alabaster Box : .


VERSE 1

The room grew still as she made her way to Jesus

She stumbles through the tears that made her blind

She felt such pain, some spoke in anger

Heard folks whisper, there's no place here for her kind.

Still on she came, through the shame that flushed her face

Until at last she knelt before His feet. And though she spoke no words

Everything she said was heard, As she poured her love for the Master

From her box of Alabaster.


CHORUS

And I've come to pour my praise on Him like oil
from Mary's Alabaster Box

Don't be angry if I wash His feet with my tears
and I dry them with my hair.

You weren't there the night He found me.

You did not feel what I felt when He wrapped His love all around me.

And you don't know the cost of the oil in my Alabaster Box.


VERSE 2

I can't forget the way life used to be.
I was a prisoner to the sin that had me bound

I spent my days pouring my life without measure.

Into a little treasure box I thought I found.
Until the day when Jesus came to me

And healed my soul with the wonder of His touch.

So now I'm giving back to Him all the praise He's worthy of .

I've been forgiven and that's why I love Him so much.


CHORUS

And I've come to pour my praise on Him like oil
from Mary's Alabaster Box

Don't be angry if I wash His feet with my tears

And I dry them with my hair, my hair.

You weren't there the night Jesus found me.
You did not feel what I felt

When He wrapped His love all around me.
And you don't know the cost of the oil

Oh, you don't know the cost of my praise.
You don't know the cost of the oil

In my Alabaster Box.

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i absolutely love this song...but i'll have to do quite a bit of vocal training to get it to sound like i want it...yeah...and i possibly won't get it ready this year...who knows...depends on how my voice sounds with it...

yeah...
what do you guys think?

[becca]



*EDIT*
and if you would like to make another suggestion *cough* adam *cough* i am open to just about anything...yeah...although most of you have NEVER heard me sing alone... mwahahahahaha


(maybe "watch the lamb"?)

So this weekend was pretty emotional w/Sarah leaving. I thought I was prepared for it. I wasn't. Lots happened. Youth event, ice skating, drama and lots and lots more. To make an extremely long story short by the end of the weekend this is the summary of how it kinda went...a WHOLE lotta stress, a good amount of fun, a lot of laughter, way more tears, and tons of loud music and driving to keep from crying. So here's what I've got left. One of the 3 best friends I have has moved to Ohio. I no longer have a boyfriend OR a prom date(which scares me more). There was a little something unexpected w/a certain someone. And yet thru all the stress and tears and slight confusion I'm really really happy, and I know it'll all work out in some way or another.

.. i think if u'd LOVED me.. u'd leave me some COMMENTS.. hehe.. =)

So I think it is starting to hit me. I woke up for staff meeting at 5:30 and have been going ever since. I have about 20 min. before I leave for Cru. I need to stay awake or I could fall asleep and sleep until work tomorrow morning. I worked out a schedule for myself. My role changes so much here at work that I have not been able to really set a schedule for myself but I sad down today and assigne myself concentrations for the day and what I need to do in those areas, then on Thursday I catch up on anything that did not get done. I think it's a pretty good system. Need to do some emails so I hope that will keep me busy till I leave for Cru tonight!

Addison had a dentist appointment this morning.  They gave her the "sleepy juice" in her words, and then she came out crying with gauze in her mouth.  I don't know how she managed to get a cavity seeing as how I am so very conscious of dental hygeine and Adam's mom works for a dentist.  Now she is on a liquid diet and she is asleep on the couch.  I really do feel bad that she is uncomfortable and numb and all of that bad dentist stuff, but it was nice to actually get to take care if her today.  it just makes me realize how much she has grown up and how much she actually does by herself.  I know she is only 4 and she is very dependent on us to take care of her, but today I got to baby her a little.  I liked that:)

Yeah so I don't have a whole lot to say about one weekend, except that it was amazingly fun and I learned a whole lot in our group sessions. It was also great to get the "it" award, even though I wasn't expecting that one at all. Let it shine was fun as always...I had a foam pit fight with Christian and got it all stuck up in my hair and in my eyes. I also may have pulled a muscle or two doing the high rings (or whatever those things are called). But it was all worth it. Yesterday I sat at home and watched the second half of the first season of the show "Lost" that comes on abc. If you haven't seen Lost before, you should go rent the first season on DVD. It is a great show b/c of all the twists that the director throws in there. Just when you think you have it figured out, something new is thrown into the mix. It's completely unpredictable and a great show. But anyhow...

God has been teaching me so many things through His word lately. I want to encourage everyone to get into His word, b/c I know that many of us don't get into it at all on our own free time. But ask God to give you a thirst for His word instead. Not because you have to read it to be a good christian, but because you have a DESIRE to get to know your savior better.

Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks, receives; and the one who seeks, finds; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened. (Matthew 7:7-8)

~Garrett

so, guys, i feel like such a tool. i have a lot of stuff going on this week, it's not even funny. job interview, the mustang, THE project, an who knows what else. the good thing is, next week i get a party, so it'll give me time 2 realx. hope sam doesn't show... that could end ugly. guys, i may not have time to check this thing, unbeleivable...

--The Mexican

"I remember I went to sleep late that night feeling uneasy
And had a very sad dream
The phone started to ring in the morning, breaking the silence
And the premonition became a reality
Leaving an unfading scar on my heart
You became a star by yourself

*Sayonara --- You have gone to the place where we can never meet again
I can't accept the coldness of the eternal parting
I wish I could have heard from you
That I had certainly been loved by you
Only once, even if it had been a lie

The sorrow I had thought to be endless came to an end
The season has changed, I feel bitterly cold
I will never forget that first day of summer
The sky kept on weeping instead of me this year
I feel as if I were living in the continuation of the dream
And I can't even cry now

Sayonara --- Even my last words don't reach you
I'm made to realize the coldness of the parting
I wish I could have heard from you
That you never regretted the days we had spent together
Only once, even if it had been a lie

Why did you do it this way
Leaving memories only to the very end?

(*) repeat

Please tell me this is only the story of the continuing dream
And that I'm not yet awake"

-Ayu (Memorial address)

ok so i go to rcktwn on saturday night becuz my friends are b-boys & there r like bands goin on and i go over to see who's playin and there is this hot ass lead singer. i forgot the bands name but the lead singers name is alexis. so any ways i meet this chick named mischa and she is like mega gnarly and i turn around to talk to one of my friends and there is this girl standing there and she is very pretty but her face was hella familure so i looked a little harder and guess who it was. LAtotheREISA. Dude if that is not crazy has heck. Oh bashville was the shizzle.

personality flaws: http://kevan.org/nohari?name=Shen-Tae

good personality traits: http://kevan.org/johari?name=ShenTae

do these? I'm interested in your opinions =P

oh i am soo cold
that its not even funny
i am inside and i am wearing gloves
a thick hoodie
and fur socks
it is soo freaking cold in my house
but i tink i will live..
at least i hope!

nothing really new to say
leave me something

B.

Pretty good Model UN weekend….cracker barrel, forgetting room keys, yielding to a possible series of questions, unlimited speaker's time, being Cuba and not caring about anyone else, crushing Belarus's spirit, not talking, Czech Republic, he/she/it with green hair, Greece and Daniel, as many caucuses as possible, Tanzania's wild hair, Lana's sort-of party, glass elevators, insane curfews, me never getting my food at Chili's, walking in heels, Sam from Chattanooga, Lauren and USA, getting my fortune read (there was a sailboat in my future), martini glasses with cherry 7UP, voting yes on sex slave trafficking, a framed picture of Fidel Castro, offending the Cuban twins with the picture, red streamers, censored notes, horehound peppermint sticks, red dresses with fishnet, pizza at 3 am, Molly's backside, Daniel's Olympic commentary, absolutely no good looking guys in Environment, being in a lot of pictures…

"So the best way to solve the problem of groundwater would be to implement vegetarianism."
"Delegate, are you a vegetarian yourself?"
"Is this relevant?"
"Yes, yes it is."
"I don't eat beef, but I eat poultry."
"So, delegate, are you a part of the problem??"
"I guess you could say that."
"Thank you, that's all."

.Christina

I will go where you go, I will stay with you.

Just don't leave me alone, you're my dream come true.

Why don't you love me now, tell me what I've done.

I love you, always will. You are like the sun,

always there in my heart, burning bright and clear.

Life goes on filled with pain, still I want you near.

An empty kiss, a search for words. I need somethng more.

Watching you, missing you. I am always yours.

blah blah i am sooo bored

so this has been one of those mondays that havnt been bad or good so they feel good cuz nothing bad happening on a monday is good.  um thats bout all i have to say.  ash wednesday is this wednesday and even if youre not catholic, its still fun to give up somthing...challenge yourself for 40 days.

Norma Jean - Disconnecktie: The Faithful Vampire Lyrics

It's taken me 50,000 separate wrecks to get here,

And I've learned absolutely nothing.

As I'm standing here alone, upright and motionless,

I'm drowning in her sea.

The rising and sinking of every consciousness I've ever known.

Now detached and disconnected.

The endless cycle of idea and action,

Endless invention, endless experiment, endless hope and endless disappointment.

And I thought all I needed was just one breath to stay afloat.

For me it was like... like the breath, the last breath, the last breath that I never wanted.

Any of this.



I'm moving forward.

I never thought that this would capsize,

But this isn't a boat, it's a coffin!

And now I'm moving forward.



Into the sea... into the great sea.

So I begin with the end in mind.

The cycles of heaven, 20 centuries gone by, come home.



I've fallen three miles now... and I still can't shake this dragon,

But the end is coming like a flood.

It is going to be a year for growing and the greatest amount of forgetting.

My sea is dying, but death is a doorway.

And at the very root of me I know this.

It's the greatest reminder.

What a broad world to roam in, what a sea to swim in, so I begin with the end in mind.

Why are we are so complaisant? Why are we so apathetic to
what God is doing among us! Why is it that when God is obviously telling us to
do something we just turn our back on the living God of this universe or we do what he says half hearted? How can
we be apathetic to a God that is so beautifully and amazingly pursuing each of
us to the point of death!!! How can we listen to THE WORDS OF OUR GOD and them
not change us and excite us? Something is NOT right about this! GRRRRRRRRR We
have been given the best gift ever and the best promise ever yet we are so
apathetic about what those are!!!! When one of our brothers or sisters in
Christ are hurting we make excuses not to pray and bare their burdens. When we
see hurt in the world we say it is bad but rarely do anything about it. We go
through days and weeks at a time not spending time with our amazing
savior!!!!!! HOW DOES THIS HAPPEN? WHERE ARE WE GOING WRONG? WHEN WE EXPERIENCE
GOD WE SHOULD CHANGE! BUT HOW CAN WE BE SO BLINDED TO WHAT THE STORY OF JESUS
AND THE WORDS OF GOD GIVE US? God has been convicting me specifically about
this. I cant understand how this has become so common place in our churches
today… We say God is so amazing and good and his story is so awesome but what
do we do while hearing and even saying this? We sound and act like we are
hearing our 5^th period math teach lecture about long division. How
have we made the MOST AMAZING BOOK EVER IN ALL OF MANKIND SO BORING!!!!?????
Our God’s very own words! I am so guilty of all of this I am saying but I tell
you this: I am sure trying to not be so apathetic to God and his words anymore. I am
striving to get back to seeing the power and the wonderful story I have been
missing. Because when i begin to grasp how beutiful and AMAZING the story i find myself in is that gives me passion and a fire beyond myself to share and strive even harder toward God! Anyways Im gonna stop typing. This is not a post to get comments. So give a comment if you want but I would rather you spend the time you would commenting
listening to what God is saying to you through this. Cuz I believe these words are
from my heart and something that God has been teaching and showing me…

InHim
Jonathan

Thats pretty much damn it...,

Message me on aim borednesss , or w/e

www.myspace.com/orbitgumchewer55

so im talking to steph again?

at least for today. basically we were best friends til 8th grade and then we got in a fight and stopped talking. and during her high school years she has made some pretty fucked up mistakes and im like, whoa bitch. you stupid.

so idk.

anyway.

1st let me get this off my chest.... I can't beleive no one commented on my last post about THERION! --- One weekend was so amazing! God really showed up!!!! I have talked to many people that are amazed at how God blew their expectations out of the water! I am also in that boat. (haha water and boat... how rich) God is so amazingly faithful and we got to see that this weekend. For everyone who did not get to go this weekend, you should ask somone you know about it.... Anyways I am sure there have been like 20 post just like this so I am sorry but I had to tell how excited i am about what God did this weekend! Praise God!

InHim,
Jonathan
Heb. 10:19-25 <-- this is the set of verses we went over in small groups this weekend.

my weekend was [mostly] boring. most of my time i spent sitting around wishing that someone happened to be in town to do something with. especially with one weekend and model un going on, my friend list was rather depleted.

friday night i ate with roy's family [my mom's fiance]. it was a lot of fun but the fact that within a year, Mr. Davenport might very well die of cancer made it hard to truly enjoy my time.

and then i heard about Danyelle's death. that wasn't exactly the most encouraging thing i had heard in a while. i went to her visitation yesterday, and i must say that seeing a closed casket was much harder to bear than any of the open caskets i've crossed. i really want to go to her funeral today, but unfortunately i can't.

tomorrow, i get to go the ranstad building in smyrna for my job interview. funfunfuuuun...*looks around hastily for a sharp pen* i'm hoping to work for nissan this summer, in their summer temp program. basically, you work full-time during the summer and come out with a good five grand. hopefully, i won't have to work during the school year, and simply focus on school and not school, without that whole job/money thing getting in the way.

so yeah, life is pretty interesting right now.

on a slightly related note, so are dreams. i hardly ever have dreams. it's literally been months since i've had a dream. and even when i do have dreams, it almost never involves people i actually know. now, for two nights in a row, i've had dreams involving a particular person, and i'm left to wonder WHAT THE HECK?!?! it's hard to explain how incredibly unusual it is. and the identity of the person in question makes it even more bizarre… and how this person in intricately involved in the massive chaos known as my life.

any answer is better than the confusion.

i don't know....

im super worried anbout a bunch of things going on right now and im really tired... i give blood tomorrow and i go to court tomorrow and i have to most likely pay court costs which i really dont have the money for... so if i can borrow 40 from my g-ma and maybe 40 from sam or somebody.... well ill be okay cause i got 70..

omgosh.... im just really stressing!!!

 ):

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luv yoo all!

~meg~

well, i'm like totally bored...i'm in my boring technology (E.A.S.T.) class... and i decided to write a blog...

well, school's been such a drag lately. A lot of my friends are mad at eachother, and everything seems to be going wrong. I guess it's just another big "rut" that I'm stuck in...

(cuz i've been housing all this doubt and insecurity...and I've been locked inside that house, while you hold the key, and i've been dying to get out...that might be the death of me, and even though there's no way of knowing where to go, i guess i'm going cuz, I-I gotta get out of here..cuz i'm stuck inside this rut that i fell into by mistake..and I-I gotta get out of here..and i'm begging you...i'm begging you...i'm begging you to BE MY ESCAPE!!!!-be my escape by Relient K)

You see, one of my greatest friends was getting irritated of my other guy friends because he kept following her around...and yeah. so, she decided to hang out with a different group of friends for a little while, just to get some space...and then, my guy friend was really offended cuz yea...anyways, so, i played "PEACEMAKER" and was the "messenger" between them...(bad move)...and just to cut this story short, now we're all mad at eachother, all because of gossip and misunderstanding, and miscommunication and just plain out-bad choices!!! i knoe...it sucks.

And, one of my other really good friends, who was just recently saved, thank you Jesus, just got a boyfriend! AHHH. and i don't think he's that good for her, but it's not my choice, it's her's. but anyways, i haven't got a chance to talk to her about the whole "true love waits" situation. I really need to talk to her about that. I don't want to see her get hurt the way I did---giving your heart to someone who isn't "the one" and getting your heart broken really bad. for those of you who've experienced that, you knoe what i'm talking about. yea...it hurts.

but, you knoe what? You'll always have God by ur side...just trust Him!!! :-)

luv ya'll always,

meg

OH, WHOA, YO!

don't forget Raven

if it weren't for backlava i'd just go back to bed

My sister is gone! *yeah baby*

She moved out on Saturday and thanks to one of my awesome friends Steven, it only took one day! She's gone! Anyways, i love it! Talk more later.

So i am really exited :) First off i just had a math test and it went really really good. Hopefully i did do good lol. Also i might be able to go to the Dove Awards and if i do get to go i will be so exited :) So that is my exitedness for the day hopefully my day will keep getting better :)! only a few more weeks till spring break i can not wait i am ready for a long break from school  :)

Have a great day :) Jesse

Haha, so Caroline and I used relationship euphamisms (God, that looks like it's spelled atrociously) to denigrate the car driving in front of us on the way to school this morning.

"Apparently I'm moving too fast for him, and he just wants to take things slowly.  When life throws a curve at him -- *approaches curve* -- he panics.  *Looks at illegible vanity plate*  And he's a horrible communicator, *Lack of turn signal* who won't tell me what he wants."

Good times.

Every day for the past two weeks I've set my alarm for 5:30-5:45 with every intention of trying to build up stamina and go for a run, etc.  I have yet to actually get out of bed and do anything beyond turning said alarm off.  My willpower is something to marvel at.  Lol.

"This feeling, this feeling, go up into the sky
And be dispersed beautifully like a firework"
-Ayu (Hanabi ~episode II~)

Hey Phusebox, Whats Up? My Bad That I Haven't Been On Much... I've Been On This Site Called MySpace.com Its Really Cool... I Haven't Been Doing Much Lately And My Life Is Still Somewhat The Same... But Its Getting Kinda Better... We Get Report Cards Tommorow... I Hope I Did Good... Well I Gotta Do My Work So I'll Write Again Soon... Holla...

a paradise. thats what i need right now. for the last half of last week and the start of this i feel as if the energy has been sucked out of me. i feel horrible. it kinda sucks b/c now i can't concentrate on anything. :(   on the up side, i saw the pink panther yesterday. it was one of those comedy's that was funny all the way through and not just in some parts.                                                                                      

i guess i just have a lot to think about.

so yes really really bored.............
wer're supposed to be doing a lab in pt but amanda isn't here so yea we don't have any data and its hard to do a lab report without the data so i decided to phuse becaus im bored

did you kno that multivitamins can make you hyper?
they make me hyper but i couldn't take mine today beacuse my alarm went off at 5 but i decided to sleep in til 530 so ..............
no multivitamin for me........
anyways

ran inside today colonel made us run the satirs.........

i hate the stairs.........
they are evil.............
not to mention that i couldnt even feel my feet which made me very prone to almost faceplanting into them.............

but i saved myself from that thank goodness.................

this orienteering thing is taking up my next 3 saturdays........
bummer

this will be two months running without a day to sleep in when this is all over............................. :{
and there is much sadness in that

So this past weekend was our first and only model un conference for this year.  We went to UT knoxville.  and road down there on the bus with Siegel.  It was probably the best school related trip that i have ever been on and i've been on quite a few.

as far as the conference goes we were all new (with the exception of Chante' , who in reality doesn't really count) and had no idea of what to expect or what would be expected of us.  Had we done it right we would have had to have done ALOT  of work.  But we didn't do it right. So we did zero work, and had a blast.

i think mr. huffman was a bit disapointed though.

however, it was still a very productive weekend.

For 2 years i have known Jenny Grissom, but have never really known her.  Well i got to and now i must say that she is pretty amazing.

we built a family over the period of this trip.

i will defenitly be going on it again next year.

Yesterday was horrible, but yester-night was amazing. People that can turn your bad days into a good days are so awesome. And God is even awesome-er!!!

so things here are going pretty good. its gettin warmer...yay. been hanging out with travvy and the youth group. funfun. today i just gotta clean and study some stuff.

who's ready for summer?

<3 jelly

 Yay it almost March! So as i figure we have a month to go before spring break! can we do it? YES we can! grrrr im tired of this , im ready to go!

HAHA i didnt have to go to school today... but it sux cuz im in pain... i have juvinial arthritis in my right knee and i couldnt walk this mornin... sux MAJOR!!! .... but oh well hope every one has a BLAST at skool!
~tRISH

ice cream and doritos all day WOOP WOOP....
oh and my mom finds out what shes havin to day.... praying for a boy...!

So I got a box of Trix yesterday.
I was expecting to have an orgy of fruit in my mouth this morning...
But I pour a bowl and turns out, they dont have fruit shapes anymore.  Its just a shit load of little spheres.  What the fucks up with that.
Bananas are definitely not sphericial.  THEN I start eattin em.
Taste like shit.  Seriously.  Shit.
Ugh...  Sucks... 
DAMN YOU TRIX RABBIT!  DAMN YOU!


I think we would look great dead.

for those who know the song unfortunately dubbed, "track 06," i have spent the last ~6 hours or so looking all over the Internet for the artist, the lyrics, the song title, anything.  i cannot find a single thing.  that just keeps us in the dark for now.

on a good note, i had a blast this last weekend.  i really enjoyed being back at Belle Aire and hanging out. 

Josh   

for those who know the song unfortunately dubbed, "track 06," i have spent the last ~6 hours or so looking all over the Internet for the artist, the lyrics, the song title, anything.  i cannot find a single thing.  that just keeps us in the dark for now.

on a good note, i had a blast this last weekend.  i really enjoyed being back at Belle Aire and hanging out. 

Josh   

School is sort of insane.. I want this semester to be over with.. I get to spend my summer at Walt Disney World on a summer project with Campus Crusade for Christ, how exciting!

Gray met my brother this weekend.. and I'm meeting his entire family next weekend.. what is more.. I'm going to Memphis.. haven't been there to stay.. so that shall be quite fun.. kind of scary..but yeah..

"Farewell old friends
And we won't forget
The times we've spent."

     Chris's funeral was today, so here I am at my parents' house on the Coast. I spent a good part of the night driving so I could get here today in time to say goodbye to someone who never should have left so soon. The weather is warming up and there are signs of spring everywhere. The trees are starting to get their leaves back and the blue, cloudless sky is blowing a slight, cool breeze from the north. As I drove to Gautier for the funeral today I crossed the high rise bridge and saw the river where I spent most of my weekends in high school laughing, getting sunburned and trying to catch a few flounder. It's the same river that took away my friend Johnny in tenth grade. The water was murky from the hard rain yesterday and had white caps from the wind blowing across it. As I got into Gautier I passed the street where I would have turned to go to Kyle's house if he hadn't been killed right before Christmas of our freshman year of college. The church was on the left and the parking lot was full, forcing me to park in a small patch of grass behind the building.
    
     The line of mourners wrapped through the foyer and stretched beyond the doors of the church. Standing there waiting to go in, I saw faces and heard voices that I hadn't seen or heard for almost five years. A few people said hello and asked how I was but for the most part people talked amongst those they came with. The sanctuary of Chris's church was filled to capacity and a few individuals were resigned to stand around the edges of the room. I was lucky enough to snag a folding chair in the back left corner.

     The service was good; as good as a funeral for a 23-year-old can be. Some people talked, some people sang, some people prayed. But I didn't hear much of it. There was no casket because Chris had so badly maimed himself that the state required an autopsy before they would issue a death certificate. What remained of Chris was sitting on a metal table in Jackson. I heard this morning that he bought a gun that would ensure he didn't just hurt himself. For a few days, Chris knew that he would sit in his bed and fire a gun into his brain. There was just a picture of Chris and some flowers at the front of the church. His picture was like I remember Chris: smiling, cheerful and happy. It didn't seem possible to be sitting at his funeral; a funeral Chris planned on having.

     There were wonderful things said about Chris by friends of his that had come from all over the country. Everyone in the room was there for Chris, but somehow Chris had not felt like anyone had been there for him just a few days earlier.

     I don't like funerals, I don't like to cry; but for some reason, I couldn't keep the tears from my eyes. I've been trying to figure out why this has affected me the way it has, and I can't figure it out. Maybe it's all that has happened here over the last six months. Maybe it's just a realization that life is so much shorter than we realize. Maybe it's knowing that I am not living a life worthy of good funeral. Or maybe I just realize that this could have been me.

     Sophomore year I wanted to die. I wanted nothing more to do with struggle and loss and hurt. It could have been me someone found in a bed holding a just-used gun. The only reason I didn't is because I had people who cared enough about me to never give up on someone that they knew had more to give than simple sadness.
 
     If you are one of those people, thank you. It is appreciated by more people than you realize, but especially by me. With the hurricane and now with the loss of Chris, I realize that life is so important and that the people in my life are even more important than I already knew. We ask for blessings from God and we pray for things like material possessions or money or someone to date, but God has already blessed us with so much in the friends He allows us to have.

     I'm going to be at home for a little while because there are people here I have not seen in a while and people here that I haven't been able to enjoy time with. I thank God for all of you. You are more precious to me than the air I breathe. I love you all and would not be who I am without each and every one of you.

     I pray for you diligently.

ok, so I got a big ole jack in the box cheeseburger...warm...really
hungry...yea so I got home opened it up...and there is everything I
dont like on a burger on this burger...it was like ketchup, mayonnaise,
pickles, and everything else...with a little bit of meat in there
somewhere.... man...

but that was the biggest disappointment in a while...needless to
say..... someone.....has made me REALLY FREAKIN HAPPY!!

*sry for the lyric content but the words about cover it*

MY GIVE A DAMN’S BUSTED by Jo Dee Messina

WELL YOU FILLED UP MY HEAD WITH SO MANY LIES
YOU'VE TWISTED MY HEART ‘TIL SOMETHING SNAPPED INSIDE
I'D LIKE TO GIVE IT ONE MORE TRY
BUT, MY GIVE A DAMN'S BUSTED

YOU CAN CRAWL BACK HOME, SAY YOU WERE WRONG
STAND OUT IN THE YARD AND CRY ALL NIGHT LONG
GO AHEAD AND WATER THE LAWN
MY GIVE A DAMN'S BUSTED

CHORUS:
I REALLY WANNA CARE
I WANNA FEEL SOMETHING
LET ME DIG A LITTLE DEPPER
NO, SORRY, NOTHING

YOU CAN SAY YOU'VE GOT ISSUES
YOU CAN SAY YOU'RE A VICTIM
IT'S ALL YOUR PARENTS' FAULT, I MEAN AFTER ALL YOU DIDN'T PICK EM
MAYBE SOMEBODY ELSE HAS GOT TIME TO LISTEN
MY GIVE A DAMN'S BUSTED

WELL YOUR THERAPIST SAYS IT WAS ALL A MISTAKE
A PRODUCT OF THE PROZAC AND YOUR CODEPENDENT WAYS
SO WHO'S YOUR ENABLER THESE DAYS
MY GIVE A DAMN'S BUSTED

CHORUS:
I REALLY WANNA CARE
I WANNA FEEL SOMETHING
LET ME DIG A LITTLE DEPPER
NO, STILL NOTHING

IT'S A DESPERATE SITUATION
NO TELLIN WHAT YOU'LL DO
IF I DON'T FORGIVE YOU, YOU SAY YOUR LIFE IS THROUGH
COME ON GIVE ME SOMETHING I CAN USE
MY GIVE A DAMN'S BUSTED

CHORUS:
WELL, I REALLY WANNA CARE
I WANNA FEEL SOMETHING
LET ME DIG A LITTLE DEEPER
NO, MAN, SORRY
JUST NOTHING, NO

YOU'VE REALLY DONE IT THIS TIME
MY GIVE A DAMN'S BUSTED

Wow. One Weekend was a lot of fun! My group was SO much fun! We had some great sessions and Aaron did a great job speaking! I met some amazing girls in my group this weekend! Saturday was so much fun! We dressed up 80's... so for your viewing pleasure:



gotta have the big hair





and crazy make up and clothing





Hitler Cari (hahaha!!!)

AND THEN!!!!




"AHHHHH" you should of hear of scream


back to the attacking

hiding from Michael

Poor Michael got hurt....


So this weekend was awesome! My best friend is home!!! yay! I hope everyone enjoyed One Weekend! Have a great night!

Today is Monday, the weekend always fllows so fast .But i really enjoy last weekend ----a whole weekend. After graduating from University ,i seldem have a whole weekend, becasue i always have to work on Saturday.(i often have to work over time at night ). I went to play badminton with my friend, i felt so good after doing some sports,becasue i have not take any exercise for monthes.the reason might be that i am busy, or might be i am lazy. Although both of us are not good at badminton,but we  got a chance to play with others from whom i learnt some skills.

on Sunday , i went to meet some classmates .we all felt very happy to be together.So much words to talk that the time seemed so fast. XiaoMei was very eager to learn speaking english, but also have no confidence to speak out. so i asked her to go to the English corner with me next time. She is one of good friends of mine.and she is always so kind to others,a very nice girl ,i value our friendship very much. May God help her.

Whenever Richard Cory went down town,
We people on the pavement looked at him:
He was a gentleman from sole to crown,
Clean favored, and imperially slim.

And he was always quietly arrayed,
And he was always human when he talked;
But still he fluttered pulses when he said,
"Good-morning," and he glittered when he walked.

And he was rich - yes, richer than a king -
And admirably schooled in every grace;
In fine we thought that he was everything
To make us wish that we were in his place.

So on we worked, and waited for the light,
And went without the meat, and cursed the bread;
And Richard Cory, one calm summer night,
Went home and put a bullet through his head.

Hey guys! Well i wanna hear about One Weekend! Where did the seniors girls stay! I heard oit was going to be a GREAT weekend!

Well hope to see yah soon!

Mrs. Hughes.. I shake my fist unkindly at you....

 

This thing is lonely. well last week was awesome. i found some royal trucks that i am going to buy for my skateboard and i found a digital camera. it is close to $500 so yea thats a lot for a camera i guess. this weekend sucked though, no one was in the neighborhood so i played my bass all weekend.

Andrew

So today life got a little better...

Some idiot vandalized Siegel by spray painting all over the school.

I know I don't go there anymore, but that's really upsetting.

A friend of mine told me they got the courtyard, the colums, the stadium, and a couple of signs.

I hope his/her butt gets busted.

well i had an awesome weekend this weekend. but then i got home and i had to do something that i really didnt want to. some of u know wat it is.  but ne way.. it really sucked having to do it.  i hate making people feel bad. i dont know, if i didnt hav feelings then i wouldnt feel bad. and it sucks cause i do care.

its just the fact that i hear that wat i feel and think matters and i really dont think that it does. maybe im just stupid i dont know. but until someone can prove me wrong then that is wat im going to think. it just sucks.

I'm going to Hawaii!!  Oh my goodness!! :o)  Praise the Lord!

ok so i was sitting in church today and reminded that ash wednesday is this wednesday, March 1st.  so im sittin there thinkin what in the world am i going to give up?  so im like lets see, what would be really hard for me to do.  then it hit me, i'm goin to give up aim....i mean talkin on the computer is just somthing i do that has become part of my life.  its going to be hard not talkin on it cuz thats where i talk to some of my bestest of friends.  so yeah, im pretty sure that that's what im gonna do.  ill keep all you updated on how thats going.

OMG.... i ams soooooooo freekin tired.... i moved all weekend... and now im bout to pass out.... hmmmm... i guess im off to bed... wish me luck... i have to try out for theatre 2 tomorrow....ZzZzZzZ.... sorry dozed off... LOL night love you guys.... sweet dreams!
~tRISH

I felt like i've been hit with a truck. i'm at a loss with no one to help me get through this....

hit

there are more people that are "addicted to starbucks" than there are Christians. what kind of world is this.

So... last nite was fun ^^

This morning was alright.                                         Church.             

                                           Lunch at Toot's.                            Hanging out at Rae's.

                  Shopping.                                   Visitation.                         Starbuck's.

Wal-mart.                  Dinner @ Rae's.                      Home again, home again, jiggidy jig.

Pics from today:

Elissa in her cool shades

Dad... teaching Bible study...                                     i kno lol

Chey and me and will doing something weird in the background...

Our group at Toot's... there was like 30 of us!

Bosly w/ Jordan's keys (how adorable is he?! ^^)

Will w/ his mouth full of someone else's fries

Rae and I standing infront of the dressing room mirrors at Sears

Rae wearing a really cool hat at Wal-Mart lol

Rae totally accidently squirted herself in the face w/ shampoo lol

the amazingly magical rainbow slippers i got today for $3! ^^

the cool vest i got at Charlotte Russe today for like $3

so, yeah. back to school tomorrow. Which should be interesting cuz of the gratfitti i've heard about....

Pray for Danyelle's family.

why the crap won't my room clean itself???  i'm gettin tired of this...ugh

SO... go head and make me jealous....
I really wanna know...

How was one weekend?

this weekend was pretty much amazing....i can't say everything that i want to right now because i wouldnt reiterate everything that i want to, so, maybe tonight ill write it down and ill post it later....

it was tight.  but ill put up some more stuff on it later. so yea.

Should one go into a relationship with high expectations or no expectations?

OMG! I finally got to see my baby and he is soooooo beautiful!!! My cousin started making excuses how they didnt have to time to go today but I was like um no... we are going. He has grown up so fast. Sammy is almost taller than me, I couldnt believe it. HE IS ONLY 5 MONTHS!!! He is going to be a big boy!!! They say he will be 17 hands high!!!!! WOW!!!! Well, he remembered me and now that I know were he is I am going to be around him a lot. He wanted to suck on my fingers like he did when he was just 3 days old and I would bottle feed him. My baby boy is all grown up on me. He wanted to jump up and hug me. When he was little I let him rest his legs on my shoulders. We gotta teach him that he can't do that anymore cuz he is getting huge. He would knock me over. lol OMG!!! I LOVE HIM!!!!!

Yeah so pretty much had an awesome weekend. This weekend was one weekend for our church which is kinda like a disciple now. It was amazing and soooo much fun. So Hornbaker came down from louisville to be our leader and it was tight.... and then we pretty much had a lot of fun but I'm tired and don't feel like typing it all out lol. but God is Awesome and thats all I have to say. be blessed

                                                       IN CHRIST john

so much to say.

but basically. i had a million different emotions throughout the weekend. and i'm glad i have my friends.

and i know that my jesus saves the day.

So yea this  weekend was pretty crazy............

the drill meet was fun...........
had to wake up at 4
and
there werent any marines there,
but it was still amazing
our color guards did pretty well the boys got 280/350
we got 251/350

squads were really good..........upperclassmen i thought were amazing
and the freshmen have really improved from last comp
however didn't bring home any pretty plastic but we scored high in everything we competed in which is an improvement from past comps...


oh yea the red lobster thing..............
colonel said he would take us to din din if we got 1st

so much for that..................

alright, to start off this blog-this weekend was incredible. all of the freshman girls, i felt, bonded. my prayer has been for unity, and this weekend was definately one step closer in that direction.

on friday night, our quiet time was awesome. we wrote down something that we wanted to get out of the weekend, and something that was holding us back from Christ, then tied the index card to a balloon and let it go outside... my prayer was for my worship and my everything to be focused on Him. no distractions. i sometimes get caught up in the world and how my worship looks, but this weekend (and from now on..) i wanted it to be pure and totally Him.

so before each time that we went into a rally, worship, or a bible study-i asked God to take away everything of this world and let it be a true experience, just me and Him. and boy did He work!! its so amazing how if we do ask, we recieve!--Luke 11:10... i felt like when we went into worship-it was just me and God-no one else. it was an overwhelming feeling!! i felt like God was right next to me, so i poured out my heart to Him.

when we we sing song of the redeemed and repeat.. "we are yours" .. it gives me chills! im HIS! He is my daddy, and im His daughter.
Psalm 11:3B "He made us, and we are His. We are his people, the sheep of His pasture."

so, my prayer for all of yall is to dig deep in the word. ive also found this weekend that i can not KNOW Christ, if i dont know the word. i am to saturate myself in the word, so when tough situations come-i can fight the devil with scripture. i hope that all of yall that went to one weekend, got some good stuff out of it. i hope that Christ spoke in big ways!! i know that He did for me. have an amazing week!

"cause i know my Gods saved the day,
and i know His word never fails.
and i know my Gods made a way for me
its gunna be alright."

So last night was the 3rd night in a row that I cried myself to sleep. Its been a few weeks since I've been that down.What's wrong with me? I'll explain later, some other day maybe.

    yo.

^John Mayer Trio^

There's always something going on in my house....

Wow I havent updated in a long long time. Everything's been pretty weird lately. I got in a car accident a few days ago. My car's pretty banged up and so is my head but I'm just glad that I'm not reallly hurt.

Valentine's day was really fun. Me and Adam ate at Buca Di Beppo and it was amazingly good. =)

Last week Adam suprised me with flowers that were very pretty:

I got my new digital camera. I found a picture in a magazine with it:

Right now Im just not as happy as she looks when she's using it but I'll make sure I look like that eventually =P

All County was Thursday night and Friday. It wasnt half bad. We played William Tell Overature and I had a bazillion solos. It was fun to actually get to have people hear me. But I was still really nervous for the concert.

Its weird to think about how much everyone has changed since last year. Ive changed sooo much but I think it's for the better. But there are some people [okay so I'm thinking of one in particular] that I used to think I would always be friends with and theyve been treating me like crap lately. Why? I don't get it.

On the other hand, Ive still got some pretty great friends. And Cho Cho, my puppy, is still really freaking cute.

<3<3<3<3<3

I deserve ____________.

It's easy to fill in that blank with things we think we deserve. When Kevin Pounds was talking about it this morning at church, he was mentioning mostly material things. And I could see where he's coming from on that. I know I tend to think I deserve a husband, two kids, a pet, a nice house in the suburbs, and a nice car. But I also tend to think I deserve certain emotions and such from other people. Like love. Respect. Those sorts of things. I feel that other people should fill me up with these feelings. Yet really, why should they? Do I deserve that? Heck no; I really don't.

Though we deserve nothing, Christ came to free us from the bondages of Satan and sin and to grant us mercy and grace... things we do not deserve! He, perfect, sinless, God in human flesh, did not deserve to suffer on earth and to die for sinners. But He did. He gave us His rights. We don't even have any rights. We don't have life apart from Him. So why do we have such a hard time giving it all up? Why do we hold on so dearly for something that is not even ours? Because we are control freaks. If only we would realize that we really are not in control, and if we were what a mess life would be!

Have you ever talked to someone trying to control their own life? It's a life of pain and hardship, without any joy or growth. I don't want to live like that. I know that as a Christian I am called to suffer at times, but always for a purpose that will magnify God's glory. I can find joy in any situation, as hard as that may be.

I have to be willing to go wherever He takes me. My comfort zone is similar to Kevin's. I would love just to stay here, or if I was really blessed in the money department move to Franklin, have my perfect little family in our happy little house in a nice neighborhood and my kids could go to a good school and I'd probably keep going to Belle Aire and drive a nice Toyota and life would just be... normal.

God may call me to that life, but He may not. Sometimes I feel as if maybe He does want me to have a taste of that life, but maybe it won't stay that way. I really don't know. All I know is that I have to be open. I need to be willing to go to Turkey, New Jersey, anywhere... And that's hard. It's scary. But Michael Kelly told AO a couple of weeks ago that we have to take those risks. God will sometimes tell us to go beyond what is safe and comfortable.

I felt God speak to me Wednesday night at At All Cost about listening to Him and depending on Him when it came to where He leads me in the future. So I want to stay true to that. God has given me talents, stories, testimonies, and a heart for certain places, and I just can't help but wonder how it's all going to play out in my life. I'm just going to have to trust God and go along for the ride.

The Word became flesh and made his dwelling among us. We have see his glory, the glory of the One and Only, who came from the Father, full of grace and truth. -John 1:14

Wow... I got sick again. Second long one this Winter.  Five Days of Fever. Still have a lingering cough and cold.

While I was gone, not much happened. Life has been slow with much homework. I have missed phusebox, but I just kept forgetting.

I'm gonna miss winter... Spring seems to be coming in. Still chilly, but grass is gettin greener and the sun is gettin yellower. I guess this means I'll be playin more tennis. Thats cool...

MY IPOD IS GETTING FIXED! Praise the Lord. It has taken a while, but I finally made a phone call to Mr. Pete at my church and he is replacing my cracked headphone jack. The funny thing is, we opened the ipod and found the problem about three months ago, but I just got it to him to fix. Forgetting hurts. I miss my Music. Only about a week or two and I will be good.

No more long waits, I'll be back soon...

 -+ JACOB  +-

well this isnt exactly going to be the easiest thing to do...but i just know this the way God is telling me i need to go.i just want them to know i love them.i hope they understand.

Why is it that weekends never seem to be as wonderful after you've gotten into them.  You look forward to them from monday to friday and by the time they get here, you find yourself sitting around doing nothing.  sure there's the occasional somthing fun that you do, but it doesnt last the whole weekend.  so basically i glue myself to my computer in hopes that somthing interesting could happen.  Let's see, i went to church this morning, so i had to wake up at like 7 to get to 8:30 mass on time.  and thats basically all ive done.  i tried to plan somthing with a couple of my friends but they all find it fun to sit around and do nothing.  Is it me or them that's wierd?

sosick of love sogns so sad and solw.. so why i can't i turn off the radio?

hey everyone

how is everyone one this sunday?

            meg

true friend: a person who knows your heart;a person who helps you grow

"A friend is one who makes me do my best."
--Oswald Chambers

be blessed!

I just have to say that Tyler Hilton rocks my face off!

what a heart throb

Crushes.

That’s how everything begins.  A glance, a touch that sparks emotion.  It sends the signal to your brain that is electric.  And then your brain sends a signal to your heart that makes you feel warm and fuzzy.  It starts out so small, but it can develop into so much more…

The sustained eye contact that sends messages back and forth.  It makes those dusty butterflies in your stomach shake of their wings and flutter.  The lump in your throat rises.  The red in your cheeks shows off is rosy hue.  Your legs weaken, you don’t know what to do with your hands, and suddenly you care about how you look.  

The accidental touch that sends chills up your spine.  It makes you stop and indulge.  Makes you turn and think, “Did…did that…did that really happen—to me?  Wow.”  Savor every memory.  You look over at them and everything else disappears.  The hairs on the back of your neck stand upright.  

The look, the feel that everything’s alright.

It grows on you.  The comfort you feel when you’re around them.  Knowing you’ll always have someone to hold you tight, to make you feel complete.  Someone you can talk to for hours or sit with in silence forever.  The dependence begins.

Mutual habits begin to form, things are understood.  You feel secure in anything—with them.  When you are without the other, you aren’t the only one that notices.  You delight yourself in the knowledge that when they are gone, you’ll get to see them soon.  You talk until the early morning about anything and everything.  You begin to learn love.

And then they are gone.

The problem is that the feeling that you felt and came so naturally isn’t.

And you know that whenever that one person talks to you, those same butterflies dust off their wings once again and make you weak.  Even though you know you shouldn’t, you give them trust as if nothing had happened, and you hope that tomorrow is better than today.


My butterflies were dusted off this weekend.



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Today I finally get to see my baby, Sammy. I havent seen him in like 4 months. My cousins were keeping him at their house back in September and October but then he got to big and they took him to a farm somewhere. They are the kind of people that tell you over and over that they are going to do something but then never do and always have an excuse. I have been calling and going to their house for months trying to get them to just (atleast) tell me how to get to the farm. I am so mad at them. I finally got them on the phone yesterday and told them that I WANTED TO SEE MY HORSE!!!!!! So, freakin' finally they agreed to get off their lazy butts and take me to him. We will see if they actually do today. If they dont I am going to be livid! I am so sick of their crap. I better get to see him today! grrr....

hahaha... it's on a friday this year. and the parade is the sunday after this year. FUCK YEAH ITS A CELEBRATION BITCHES!!!!

sorry... i get a little excited this time of year. st. paddys day is more exciting than christmas!