I love clovers! i have a necky with a clover on it, im like addicted!! Well a few more weeks til spring break. Whoopy lol not so fun for me i have to get my wisdom teeht cut out! AHHH lol anyway GO CLOVERS!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

NATHAN MOORE

THE BIG 22

Me and her go out now...what a wonderful life.

photo from ohh_holly

This blog is for those of you who have always wondered about my screenname.  Why do I call myself parcanman? It's because of these little things here.  These are parcans. Parabolic Aluminized Reflectors in lighting instruments shaped like a can. They come in all sizes, the largest and most common is the PAR 64 which can hold a 500W or a 1000W lamp.
This Parcan has a magenta filter in it.

A silver parcan!

Another good photo of a parcan.

A wide beam flood par lamp. Notice the parabolic reflector.
A narrow beam par lamp.
This beautiful lighting instrument is a Source 4 PAR. It's the next generation of parcans. It comes in 575W and 750W lamps.

Source 4 MultiPAR (drools)


This is a source 4 PARnel.  It's a combination of a Source 4 PAR and a Fresnel. This light is absolutely amazing. I cold use a whole lot more of them at the Deaf Church.

I absolutely love my Freshman Bible study girls!

yep yep! everybody loves random quizes...so have fun....

http://www.crushcalculator.com/content/love/991565876

just put in your name and the name of your "crush"

then...... TA DA! results!

Hello friends!
Thanks to everyone who took a few seconds to say congratulations and for making my post the most remarked...and to Jonathan for making it the most remarked again today :) I have a funny brother. Tonight I went to the "Indescribable" concert at Ryman with Chris Tomlin, Matt Redman, and Louie Giglio and let me just say that is was amazing. It was my second time to hear Louie's "Indescribable" sermon and it moved me just as much as the first time at Passion. It reminded me how big and amazing God is and how small I am and how lucky I am that the God of the entire UNIVERSE loves ME just as I am. In the words of Chris Tomlin, "You see the depths of my heart and you love me the same, you are amazing God"
I am so excited that I am engaged and so lucky that God brought Matt into my life and that we are going to get to serve Him together, but even more than that I am excited that Jesus loves me enough to come to this tiny speck of dust suspended in the middle of a huge galaxy to die so that I could be washed clean from my sins. That, my friends, is an indescribable feeling.

Julie showed me this site...props to her!

This calculator thing is pretty neat...

http://www.crushcalculator.com/content/love/962975887

do it.


::b

 


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my new toy that finally arrived today. or yesterday at this moment. i love it so far.

you know your jealous of those mad skills

piece

God just struck me really hard tonight. No, I don't mean physically, I mean one of those times when God shows you something new and you're like Wow...how awesome is that! Think back on something God has shown you recently and ask yourself....

HAVE I PUT THAT WISDOM INTO ACTION?

simply indescribable....its late so i will write more about it later.

Happy Birthday to this amazing guy!!! Everyone go leave Nathan a birthday message! He is 22 today!




Nathan, I love you so much! I am sorry that I cannot be with you today. But thankfully we have the rest of your birthdays together! I miss you so much! I hope you have a wondeful day! Happy Birthday! I love you!

The pimpest watch that ever did pimp. Or tell time.

That came on the UPS truck today.  YAAAAAY!

*cough*  Just ignore the price tag.  I kind of hate myself for how much money I spent on a stupid watch... So don't judge me.  I'm already judging myself.  :p

Fazoli's Night was a record lame tonight.  Nobody showed up but me.  Jared might have showed up sometime after I'd given up and gone home, but I don't know if he actually did or not.  Everyone had some reason to not be there.  Groundedness, illness, rehearsal, the release of the Rent DVD...  It just happened that all these reasons overlapped on the same day.  Which sucked.

On the bright side, Russ a.k.a. "Jarome" is finally one of the management staff at our Fazoli's.  Woooot!

Errr.  I'm tired I think I'm gonna go to bed now.

haven't been here for a long time...

what's up everybody?

this one time...i was having a dream. and then...i killed my best friend and a guy that i hate. i slit their throats with a shovel. oh my gosh...i'm scurred of myself!

okay. i like snow. it needs to come again.

i'm thinking i like someone. this boy. yeah...i think so.

okay. that's all.

LOVE/ Britt

So my parents are letting me go! I'm so excited.

Since this is the week of my spring break, Abby has it planned all out. I shall leave on Tuesday in order to arrive at her house and play some cool horn duets all evening. I will sleep on her couch that night. The next morning I will accompany her to school where I will be undercover as "the new guy" to scare the unsusbecting civilians. They will go "oh no, there's another one!" During the day, I will be playing with the band class, as well as playing more duets when Abby is not attending her classes. I will come during the lunch time and bring Chinese food for the eating. Wednesday evening, it is said that I shall drive to Jackson with Ms. Abby to play quartets with her, her instructor, and another of the said instructor students. I will then resume my place on the couch. Thursday morning after having coffee and/or tea, we will leave for Memphis. We might be getting lessons in the afternoon. After lunch and maybe dinner (Dan might take us out?) we shall meet up with the rest of the studio and head for the workshop. What we'll be doing there, I don't know. I'm being pressured in entering the Strauss concerto in the competition. Who knows, I might?

Quote of the day: "I want your bod."-Mrs. Gregory's board

so i decided to play soccer but i missed lots of practice which equals penalty running. 25 miles!

25 miles - 2 miles after practice today = 23 miles to go i will keep the countdown here so it starts today with 23!!!!

"Then when we find you we'll throw a wild party and pump you full of vodka.  Because alcohol always warms you up, that and fire."
"I'll take the alcohol."

-- Brian and I, discussing what would happen if he got diverted to Siberia as a package.

Well lifes goin ok....could be better but o well! well i had a realy fun weekend umm nto much 2 say but have a great day! bye

pat

whats a cool cake

All of You is more than enough for
All of me for every thirst and every need
You satisfy me with Your love
And all I have in You
Is more than enough

You are my supply
My breath of life
Still more awesome than I know
You are my reward
Worth living for
Still more awesome than I know

All of You is more than enough for
All of me for every thirst and every need
You satisfy me with Your love
And all I have in You
Is more than enough

You're my sacrifice of greatest price
Still more awesome than I know
You're my coming King You're everything
Still more awesome than I know

All of You is more than enough for
All of me for every thirst and every need
You satisfy me with Your love
And all I have in You
Is more than enough

It's amazing how God is everything we need...

BE BLESSED

woah, this is sad.... only one comment. Come on guys, I know you love me. Well anyways, it's been a pretty good day.  Yesterday I had Inner City work..... it was great to work with all of those children. They are such a joy really. I mean, yes I had a ton of work to get done and couldn't because I have an obligation to this ministry, but I am over that feeling of needing to get the homework done first. I need to serve...Jesus calls us all to serve. I am blessed to have this opportunity... and I am blessed because it has helped taken so much focus off of myself and my worries and all.  I love those children and they love me, and I hopefully will be able to impact their lives just as much as their lives have impacted mine. 

Let's see.... today we started speeches in Communications. Im giving my speech next Thursday....eeeeek! Please be praying that I'll be able to be an effective speaker and that I won't get too nervous.  uhm, I am really missing Murfreesboro for some reason. I LOVE Nashville life, it's just I'm soo close yet I haven't been home for a full weekend in a long time now. Crazy weather and then other things going on.  I did get to go home for like a day this past weekend. It was good, and I actually got to go back to MY church and sleep in MY bed. **sighs** I truly missed it. It's not that I don't love the dorm life, and it's not that I do not like Granny White Church of Christ, it's just no church is ever going to be as wonderful as North Blvd has been to me. And I definitely miss the singing at North Blvd. Granny White's singing will NEVER match up to North Blvd.'s members' beautiful voices. 

I  <3 home!!

Anyways, that is all...I need to get some homework done before the SAI meeting tonight :)   

-Kaylei  

Lot 'a Leaving Left To Do
 by: Dierks Bentley

These old boots still got a lot of ground
they ain’t covered yet
There’s at least another million miles
under these old bus treads
So if you think I’m gonnna settle down
I‘ve got news for you
I still got a lot of leavin’ left to do

And as long as there’s a song
Left in this old guitar
This life I’m bound to lead
Ain’t for the faint of heart
So you won’t fall for me
if you know what’s good for you
‘cause I still got a lot of leavin’ left to do

I guess the Lord made me hard to handle
So lovin’ me might be a long shot gamble
So before you go and turn me on
Be sure that you can turn me loose
‘cause I still got a lot of leavin’ left to do

Girl, you look like you might be an angel
So I won’t lie
I could love you like the devil
if you wanted me to tonight
And we could talk about forever for a day or two
But I still got a lot of leavin’ left to do

I guess the Lord made me hard to handle
So lovin’ me might be a long shot gamble
So before you go and turn me on
Be sure that you can turn me loose
‘cause I still got a lot of leavin’ left to do

Yeah, I still got a leavin’ left to do

Ha. Yes. That's me.

So today I learned about Paul Newman. I also learned that Ritchie Petrie (from the Dick Van Dyke Show)'s middle name is in fact ROSEBUD. It stands for seven different names.

And in news, Graham, Amy A., Anna, and I (then Garrett later came and joined in) had a conversation about what makes a bad word a bad word. It was interesting to say the least...

Congrats Bethany and Matt!

How frustrated can one person get? I thought I had traveled to the depths and back but no, today I've discovered yet another level.

I have tried SO hard not to believe my bubble of happiness would burst, however despite my best efforts, its definatley blown to bits.

Over something STUPID. Something that should have been nothing, that shouldn't have even involved me, but somehow, even though I didn't ASK to be involved at all, I come out the pond scum. At least thats how I'm treated. Its really tough to play second or third fiddle with someone who says that you are the love of their life. Really tough on the heart and confidence.

I only did what I thought was right, for myself and for all others involved. Sorry if that didn't go with the original plans however when I'm not involved or informed of those plans I can't be held accountable to abide by said plans. Sorry if I blew the lid off something but from my perspective there wasn't another option.

I just don't know what to do anymore, this is the first time I haven't reached out. I'm just not going to be the one who fights to make it right. It obviously didn't matter enough to settle it when it happened, or all day the next day, no effort. Therefore why should I put my neck and heart out there and risk rejection? I don't see a reason. "Don't make someone a priority who only makes you an option." Very wise words, hard for me to abide by b/c I am such a fixer but I'm not giving in this time. I got left, I got pushed aside, I got ignored, all for trying to save everyone's butt. On something I wasn't even involved in too boot. UGH. HOW do I come out wrong?!?!?!  AHHHHHHHHHH. . . I could scream, I have in fact, twice today, out of nothing but sheer frustration, and hurt. I haven't cried over this, other than last night at being left, I haven't let myself. I had the purest of intentions at heart, that should count for something. You'd think someone who loves me would at least listen to my side. At least care about my feelings. You'd think fixing it would matter. But apparently not.

Now where does this leave me?

Well, in three weeks I managed to accumulate nine remarks.  I guess that's okay.  well, as of right now, I'm seriously debating leaving my economics class because they're reviewing for the exam, and I really don't need to review for this.  But anyway, um, yeah, I'm looking forward to an awesome twelve inch sub after this class.  I'm also going to run, and what sucks is how tired I am.  I'm either going to take a nap, or just hope some food and stuff perks my energy.  I don't know.  Maybe I can get some coffee.  Ugh.  Don't you wish you could just hit an energy button sometimes?  It would be so nice to have more energy right now.  So yeah, that's where I'm at right now.  Um, how are you guys doing? I guess...

My Mom and Amanda are both out of the hospital. My Mom has vertigo. Amanda still isn't feeling well. Thanks for your prayers. 

"take me anywhere" by Tegan and Sara

Bright just like the stars above me
Proud just like my mother planned it
Short on all the things I don't want
I'm full of love and longing

Take me by the hand and tell me
You would take me anywhere
You would take me anywhere

Still, cause I don't want to move a thing
And all the things I don't want they're full
Of love and longing

Take me by the hand and tell me
You would take me anywhere
You would take me anywhere
Take me by the hand and tell me
You would take me anywhere
You would take me anywhere

And it goes, its like a come on come on to me
And it goes, it's like a come on come on to me

You, you say you don't see any part of me
To love in all this mess and I know
You take the good and all the bad that comes with me

Take me by the hand and tell me
You would take me anywhere
You would take me anywhere
Take me by the hand and tell me
You would take me anywhere
You would take me anywhere

And it goes, its like a come on come on to me
And it goes, it's like a come on come on to me
[repeat]

today me and my friend were walking into the locker room and me and her look at our locker for gym and our locks were missing from the lockers.......

yes it seems stupid but it's funny for me tho

well i had my gym stuff in my locker.... yeah and thats the funny part

gym shit and shorts or the lock??

well i decided that it was time to make me one of these stupid phuseobx things.

FOOOOOOOM !!!!!

k,
here's the dealio. my dad took my computer to get it fixed cuz it was messed up. and now it won't let me have aim. i'm very angry. cuz that was how i kept in touch with all of my friends from lavergne. i miss them terribly. not that i don't LOVE ya'll i just miss them alot. yea so i'm kinda depressed at this moment. i just wish that i could have my aim. i never realized it but i guess it was my security blanket.i mean when i missed someone from lavergne or sumthin. i would get online and talk to them if they were on. ( i kno it's stupid i could just call them right) well ne way i didn't realize that the computer kept ppl so intouch. untill of course that is... i didn't have aim to keep me in touch. wow i feel stupid typing this. i shoud just delete it and then all would be well right? idk. i guess i better get it out of my head somewhere.k well i'll b doing homework, and not talking to any of my friends that i haven't seen in over half a year and miss horribly.

<3,
lindsey

    I... just.. want... to be loved...by someone... a guy... a guy who would drop whatever he was doing to come and see me, even when i didn't ask him... his idea of romantic... is cuddling on the couch and watching a movie... he's not afraid to kiss me or to tell me he loves me in front of his friends... and when he ready to marry me... he'll ask my mom and little brothers first... and when he sees that I'm bored he'll cover my eyes like he has some BIG elaborate surprise and when we finally stop... we're at a putt-putt course or a go kart track....
    Even though he's lots a fun... he's mature too... he has a job... and offers to pay for stuff (even though i wont let him) ... he has his future planed and he knows what he wants out of life and what is ready to take life and what it's got to give...
    he doesn't have to be tall it doesn't matter if he's short... hair brown or black it really doesn't matter... whether he's skinny or fat... I don't care as long as i feel safe in his arms...
    I don't care where he's from or what he's done... I don't care about his nationality or the color of his skin...
i just want some one to love me ... and some one I can love back...!
~tRISH
    
P.S. if u happen to know this guy or heck if u are this guy... PLEASE I beg.... let me know!!!  THANX!!!

GAH.... why wont he just get over her!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.... I'm the one he comes to when he's upset... and I'm the one who cheers him up...  I've ALWAYS been there for him... and i just don't know if we’ll ever be more then friends...  he’ll never understand... and I'll NEVER have the balls to tell him... why must he still LOVE her?... GAH!!!!!!1111oneoneoeneoneone.....

It's been quite a while since I last wrote on this thing, but I have some good excuses... I've been so busy because my classes are alot of reading/studying but I'm loving them all.  Also, we are finally done with Variety show!!  :o)  It was sooo much fun, but I'm also very excited to be done with it.  My dad and sisters came down for it.  We had a blast, and I love having them here.  All our hard work payed off because we are once again the champs!! the last 7 outta 9 years woot woot!!  :o)

It's over.. but it was fun!!! yippee!!  ZTA is #1!!

Also, look what else has been happening on the weekends... (the weather doesn't get bad on the weekdays when we could get out of class!!)

and this is my roommate and I outside while it was snowing!! it was beautiful!!

well that's about all I have time for right now... I hope everyone's having a wonderful week!! Hope it continues in that!!

In Christ,
Ashley

So today is tuesday. The anberlin concert is tonight at rocketown, but its sold out. I was gonna go to the chris tomlin/matt redman concert at the ryman, but I can't. I'm broke as a joke. I need a job. Badly. On the flip side....tomorrow night is the night of the AO/Diversion live cd recording "At All Costs!" It's gonna be soooooo cool! Yesterday for bible study we went and layed hands on all of the band members and prayed with them so that was really cool and we also got to see them practice and oh my gosh let me tell you....yall are in for a heck of a show. It's gonna be amazing! I hope to see everyone there at 6:30 wednesday in the AO space!
~Garrett

oh my goodness, school is so stressful.  I have a headache from it, ive also been tired like all day.  well i have homework i need to get to so maybe ill type more later.  still dont know if i like this more than xanga yet.

DANDELIONxx: you coming to el ymt-o?
GOSH suzanne: heck yes-o
DANDELIONxx: yay-o
GOSH suzanne: jamie's a freako
GOSH suzanne: just kiddingo!
DANDELIONxx: suzanne a butt-o
DANDELIONxx: and I'm not kidding-o
DANDELIONxx: ahaha, just playin
GOSH suzanne: you better be or i'll beat you upo
DANDELIONxx: ahah I'd like to see you try-o
GOSH suzanne: haha
DANDELIONxx:
DANDELIONxx: I'm riding with paige
GOSH suzanne: i know
GOSH suzanne: cause i stalk you
DANDELIONxx: :O
DANDELIONxx: I'm kind of flattered
GOSH suzanne: you should be
GOSH suzanne: i'm actually on a laptop
GOSH suzanne: and i'm sitting in a bush in your front yard
DANDELIONxx: I dont have a bush in my yard
DANDELIONxx: ahaha
GOSH suzanne: i brought my own
DANDELIONxx: LOL
GOSH suzanne: so you wouldn't see me
DANDELIONxx: I'm sure I wont see that bush in my yard that we didnt even plant and that hasnt been there in the last 10 years of my life
GOSH suzanne: of course not because you just aren't that observant
DANDELIONxx: lol, yep, that's right
GOSH suzanne: for example i was in your room last night watching you sleep and you didn't even notice
DANDELIONxx: what? you were in my room? that's kind of creepy..how'd you get in?
GOSH suzanne: i just slipped through your window
DANDELIONxx: maybe that's why it gets so cold in my room, because...my window's open
GOSH suzanne: hahahaha duh
DANDELIONxx: all along I thought it was the guy down the street from me, crawling into my room and raping me
DANDELIONxx: geez, never would have thought it was you
GOSH suzanne: yeah i don't come off as a weird freakish stalker person
DANDELIONxx: oh no no
GOSH suzanne: haha

do you know what's amazing?

1] well my poem got published in that expressions thing
2] I get to make up a ballet dance for the poppy flowers
in the wizard of oz play for oakland.
so that definitely means you have to come now
3] we get to watch my faaaaavorite movie in theatre!
which is 10 things I hate about you
the exact movie I was telling chad that I wanted to see like two days ago.

I am oh so very happy at the moment.

flower's chaaddd gave me :)

I got really mad at my sunday school teacher on Sunday. Like REALLY
mad-which isn't the easliest thing in the world to do. I dont
appreciate being forced to do things or being talked to rudely. If you
want to do things like that, do it to somebody who cares about you. I
don't. Think about it: do you want to make people leave the youth group
because you MADE them doing something. And not even something
worthwhile, something completely stupid. And then because they WOULDN'T
move, you looked down on them and spoke to them in a demeaning manner?
o.O



I should have just gathered up my stuff and walked out. I don't have to
put up with things like this in a place that should encourage you, not
put you down. Yeah, Hurray for God and Jesus, but you are NOTHING to
me....







In other news, there's never any really polite way to tell somebody that
they've got a booger hanging out of their nose or their pants are
unzipped or something. If you're really close friends or something,
they'll just be like ah! and fix it or something. But what if they're a
stranger or not somebody you're friends with or something. They're
gonna be really embarrassed, and they're gonna be thinking: why were
you looking anyway? Seriously. It's like, why are you looking at the
boogers hanging out of my nose? Do you like noses or something? Or
pants. WHY ARE YOU LOOKING AT MY CROTCH! alskejraowiehrwn;! What's
going through your nasty little mind?!?!?! -.0 Huh?!?!

have you ever thought about the reason you are here on this earth? i mean i know we all have a purpose and everything but have you ever stopped and thought about what it is? i have and i can't really figure it out. im not an out spoken person, unless im with my friends, and im not really good at anything. i really don't know what my purpose is here on earth. i don't mean this to sound morbid or anything like that at all it was just a question that can to mind today.

anyways today was a pretty good day i guess except for the fact that my "friends" don't think of me when they are going to do something until they are on there way to do something.and the fact that they think of me as a lesbian with my "best friends" lil sister. yeah life is crazy and i hate it but hey what can i do. but it did hurt when i heard about the whole thing from someone else and not even from my "friends".( im playing....but it really did hurt)

i don't know why but i have been really sensitive lately and that just kinda added to it.so right now im going to leave and do you care?....no

bye

 I have been so tired lately. I look forward to sleep so much! I try to get to bed by 11 read for like 15-30 min and then go to sleep. I  get the same amount every night pretty much but I am still soooo tired! I think it may be that since last weekend I did not get to sleep in any day I have been a little off. I need to have atleast one day a week that I don't wake up to an alarm clock and I just wake up naturally but that has not happened in a while. My roommate is sick today, she has a fever, she's been sleeping all day.
On another note work has been very frustrating. My boss changes his mind on everything but he never communicates to me what he has changed so then I am thinking we are doing one thing when we are doing something completely diffrent, but the person that he does tell, his fiance, seems to have a little additude when I don't know what's going on because he hasn't told me. It is also a little difficult to be on the same team as her. I think it's because we are both strong leaders put on the same team, she wants to take the reigns but it is my job to have the reigns so there is this struggle. I need to talk to them about it but how do you really say to your boss that you have a problem working with your fiance, and I know that most girls don't take it too well when you tell them that they have an additude!
Oh I don't want to have to deal with these issues any more!!!! Tomorrow I am meeting with my Pastor about June. I hope that it goes well, then I just have to tell everyone else at church, not looking forward to that! I think I am going to get some coffee because I am tired and I still have my team meeting, which I found out this morning that my boss will not be here to lead(again with the communication thing) and then go to my small group. But really I would like to go home now and sleep!

This school is really starting to get to me. I brought it up to Andrew several times last night and he said, "Maybe you just need to go to a different school." It sounded so simple....and then I remembered the lack of accredidation at this school which prohibits credits from transerring elsewhere.

Everyone here is so full of themselves. You have the students, majority of which think they are the smartest, most talented people on the face of the earth matched only by the select few they allow to be in their illitist artist clique. Then, you have the teachers who are usually about the same as the students only worse because they have degrees that supposedly prove how amazing they are. And finally the people who run the school - the men in suits and the women in stilletos. They don't talk or look at the students because they are so far above them....After all, they're the reason we can't smoke right in front of the building because they wouldn't dare be able to stand having to walk through even the slightest remainder of cigarette smoke in order to enter the building.

I'm done. Time to smoke and then return to class and resist the urges of a. shooting myself, b.shooting everyone else, or c.shooting everyone else and then shooting myself.

Well Damn. Ok well I got one of these so I can do something at school , instead of work loll.

Owell , Bored.

Holla,

Thomas

hello! don't have much to say, just thought i would say hello since i hadn't in while! have a great day! ~Brittany

Lost

Reaching, grasping,

Blind, unsure

Afraid to act or speak or try

Never felt so insecure,

Confused. Just want to sit and cry…

I've lost my way.

Where will I go?

I spin around,

Confusion show.

I had a goal

A careful plan

I knew my place

Now I don't know…

Looking, searching,

Cold, alone

I'm lost, and I can't find my way

The path completely overgrown

Perplexed. And if you asked, I'd say…

I've lost my way.

Where will I go?

I spin around,

Confusion show.

I had a goal

A careful plan

I knew my place

Now I don't know…

Hello?  Are you there?

Can you hear me?  Do you care?

I'm here but I can't see!

I need your help!  Can you find me?

I've lost my way.

Where will I go?

I spin around,

Confusion show.

I had a goal

A careful plan

I knew my place

Now I don't know…

i was in a really good mood
but now i'm not.

in fact, i feel kinda depressed...


man, i don't understand myself anymore
none of it makes any sense
life makes no sense...



does anyone want to hang out?
call me

So I finally saw the OG Dawn of the Dead.  Wasnt that great.  Pretty cheesey actually.  The new ones mucho better.
I think Im going to be a biker.  Might have to get some muskles.
So, Im currently ADDICTED to He Is Legend.  Good stuff.
The video for The Seduction.  Nothing is better than puppets singing to the tune of He Is Legend.
Im pretty hungry.  Im in 5th.  Woo.
Wanna fuck?

yea havnt updated in a while because of the stupid cable company.............
hopefully we'll get the internet soon b/c a 3 day weekend stuck at my house without cable or the web is hell............

It's really been a fantastic couple of weeks. I've been hanging out at the CSC a lot and really don't know what I did without my friends there! It really reminds me of one of my favorite verses.

Proverbs 17:17 "A friend loves at all times and brother is born for adversity."

I've made a TON of friends and they've taught me a lot...or maybe just reaffirmed what part of my heart already knew. Last night we definitely sat around and watched the Emperor's New Groove! HAHAHA! College is amazing!

I'm really psyched to see all my high school friends from the good ole boro!!! That's right kids...UTHSMUN 2006 in 72 hours and 51 minutes.....AHHHHHH I love you guys and I can't wait  to have incredible power over you as co-chair! Just kidding! but...SERIOUSLY (lol)

Find the Grace, you may think it's hiding...but trust me it's there.

LIFE IS AMAZING!

...my life is a freaking turn signal.

Ok so i realllllllly like him..

just sitting like that close to him lastnight whispering to each other about stupid stuff while everyone around us was being loud and completely of subject just made me realize how much i do...

i just dont know what is on his mind besides he still loves his ex...but they are just friends..i am blank

:::::yeah so crazy edit:::::

CONCERT TONIGHT

BONHOFFERS

sp?

yeah..me and chris are going..it should be fun...i hope...

i have to tell him something...but its gonna be hard to say...

yeah

<3

<3

Direct quote from Drake Bell's mom- Robin
"Drake had the wires removed on Thursday, they gave him something to sleep.
Then he went to another dentist, and he was with him for about 4 hours. When Drake left he had temporary teeth.
He can eat now, and will be returning to work. We are not exactly sure when, Josh is very concerned it is to early. Josh has been there every step of the way for Drake. They have become very good friends through all of this.
Josh told me about the 2 things Drake is up for....the Drake and Josh and Drake for best actor. He was thrilled for him, I didn't understand how Drake would be separted from Josh especially since the show is both of them. He said "that's show biz" but he was very happy for Drake. I have been to Drake's a lot more since the accident, Josh is usually there too. Since they are not working, it is nice to see them hanging out.
That is the latest update."
YAY!

So I had a fantastic weekend... I did what made me happy...

friday i went to eat at toots which was yummy and fun, practice was easy, went to the antivalentines day party.. which almost ended in fatality..lol.  Saturday shannon cassie megan and i went sleding..uber fun, we tied the sleds to the blazer. then we watched meet the faukers. Sun: church was pretty cool.. I really enjoyed it... then i had an individual tai chi lesson.. also pretty cool... then i got a new ipod!!!! yay!! then that afternoon I drove to chattanooga to see edward, we watched movies and hung out that night.. then monday we drove around chatanooga and hung out some more... then i drove home... and i actually had fun driving! very odd for me... anyways this is too long...

Hey Phusebox... I Just Wanted To Say That Today I'm Having A Great Day So Far... After School, I'm Getting My Hair Done (Twists)... But The One Thing That Made It Worse Was When I Found Out I Have ISS Thursday & Friday For Being Tardy (Ahhh!) That Really Ticks Me Off... But Its Aiight, I've Been There And Done That Time Before... Well I Gotta Go So I'll Get At Yall Again Soon Phusebox... Holla...

Yay.  Another blogger.  I only blog to let out my emotions.  Not that anyone actually cares.  I just do it because I need a vent so I don't explode.  That would be bad.  Someone is going to have to show me how to use this site...

Kyle

disney= love.

LG is sitting next to me. she says hi. also, she likes my planner.

basically, i have my ankles wrapped again b/c i decided to walk around the four parks in flip flops. as soon as i put them on i couldnt take them off again b/c in 5 days, i'd be back in 20 degree weather and snow. i like palm trees. and sun. buffalo should have more of that.

i met mickey. and aladdin. and a really hot french guy named henri. and jose luis from mexico. and brandon and jon who worked at mgm. i went on all the rides i wanted to. i sunned. i swam. i got a henna tattoo.  i took three cameras worth of pictures. i definetly lost some weight. AND i was on the good flight w/ no layovers and i got home at like, 330 instead of 9 like the other flight. HA.

im so tired.

room service sucked. padre and butch never got us towels but janice came through at 12:20 am! wooo!

im really hungry. i should do my economics project. havent even started that yet. and my huge english poetry paper is due monday. way to come back to reality.

on the bright side, i have 38 school days left.

if you could spend forever stuck in one moment from your life thus far, what moment would you choose?

So winterfest was awesome, most defiantly best so far out of the 5 years I've gone.

Yesterday I caught up on all my sleep, let's just put it this way, before yesterday, in the 5 days before, I had only gotten about 20 hours of sleep, that's 4 hours a night, so all I did yesterday was sleep, sleep and sleep some more. I watched Phantom of the Opera, most amazing movie ever.

Anyways, today we have a game at Warren County; it's going to be a long night, so this means basketball season is almost over, so in a way I'm excited b/c I'll have a lot more time to myself, but then again I've been going full blown since the beginning of the year b/c it was football season first, then right after was basketball season, so I've been going for 24 of the 36 weeks out of the school year so I get 12 weeks off to slow down and come together, then it just starts all over again with all the stuff I do during the summer. 

Ok this has been a long post, hope yall have a fabulous day

Megan

So I don't say this very much, but sometimes I HATE being right. :( Things ALWAYS fall apart for me and I just don't know how many more times my heart can take being crushed.

All Access productions presents...

"No More Victims"

A dynamic multi media musical that focuses on the issue of bullying and self identity in America's public schools.

This Wednesday and Thursday!!

7:00 p.m.

YWAM Metro NY base in Smithtown, NY   (70 New York Ave.)

Click here to check out the promo video on their website at www.allaccessny.org

Don't miss it!!!!

ok let me tell you about the Military Ball I went to saturday night. My mom decide that I was going to be late so aaron had to wait outside in the cold for me to get there. But he did not have to stand outside he just did. the whole ceremony took a good hour to get dont but anyway Aaron was complaining that he had to stand for an hour but he got over it.the first song was a slow song and I dont dance to slow songs and I dont like PDA and he knows it.so I danced with Joseph barron and I danced with Donald because he owed me a dance. Joseph decided that he wanted to twork on me so I let him and when Tootsie Roll came on I tworked on him. It was funny as hell. I had to teach alot of people to dance but aaron needs some work! alot of people were telling him that he needed to stop dancing and I guess that hurt his feelings and that I would not slow dance with him.oooooh let me tell you Officer knoe can not dance at all . nemanja and I danced some and I showed him how to do the YMCA and it was alot of funny I actually had a good time !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Napoleon just wants to go home early. He's had a rough
day at school already, dealing with Don's mockery and Randy's outright
bullying. He just had his head banged against a locker, and he wants out.

So he calls Kip and starts trying to talk Kip into
getting him out of there. Kip is obviously very busy right that second with,
and this is an educated guess, making the biggest plate of nachos ever. We all
know Kip refuses to come pick him up, so Napoleon makes a desperate last-ditch
attempt to get Kip to the school, presumably to talk him into taking him home.

He has chapped lips. And they hurt real bad.

Napoleon is grasping at straws, hoping his complaining
will be enough to get Kip out there.

Kip is having none of it, though, and leaves Napoleon
hanging out to dry, forcing him to finish his school day.

How do you think Napoleon feels about himself here? He's
been openly mocked, bullied in front everybody and rejected by his own brother.
We're guessing the self-esteem meter isn't really maxed out at the moment.

Let's pretend we have a working time machine and that we
can travel way back to about 1400 b.c. This was around the time the children of
Israel
had just escaped from their Egyptian enslavement. For 400 years, they'd been
living under a severely oppressive regime in Egypt—forced into very difficult
labor and seen as second-class citizens. Then, Moses came along as God's
representative and miraculously led them out of Egypt and into the wilderness, where
they were on their way to the Promised Land.

And then they started complaining. Complain, complain,
complain. "We have no food." God provided food. "This food is
boring; we want meat." God provided meat. Wah, wah, wah. On and on.

But my lips hurt real bad.

The Israelites spent much of their time in the wilderness
grumbling and complaining, and God would have none of it. Because of their bad
attitudes and lack of trust, he kept them in the wilderness for 40 years before
leading their descendants into the Promised Land.

Turns out it was the best thing God could have done for
them. Because when it came time for them to go into the Promised Land, they
discovered it was already populated, so they were forced to fight for it. By
spending 40 years in the wilderness, they had a desire for the land that helped
them put aside their pettiness and get to the business of taking their land.
They wouldn't have any room for complaining about this and that—they needed to
band together and fight. Plus, they'd just spent that whole time learning to
trust God to provide food and water for them, so God-trust was now second
nature to them; good thing, because they would need it.

Kip wouldn't listen to Napoleon's complaining. Unlike
God, Kip couldn't see the whole picture and had no idea what his refusal would
do to Napoleon.

Turns out it was the best thing Kip could have done for
him.

Napoleon hangs up the phone and immediately stumbles on
Principal Svadean trying to direct Pedro to his locker. Napoleon strikes up a
conversation, shows Pedro where his locker is located and soon finds himself at
Pedro's house taking the Sledgehammer on some sweet jumps.

Imagine the self-esteem boost Napoleon got when he
extended a hand of friendship to Pedro and saw that hand welcomed. Imagine the
faith boost the Israelites got when they finally entered their land and started
winning battles.

Action, not complaint, is what changed their lives.

So maybe this reminder from the Israelites can help the
next time you face a frustrating situation. It's tempting to complain, and
there's nothing wrong with a little venting. But those complaints will do
nothing to change the situation; action will. Ask God what action you should
take, if any, and then trust that he—not your tongue or bad attitude—will turn
the situation around for you.

 

cbnjkbcjkasdb.
Hm...
Boredom.
WOMP WOMP WOMPPPP.

dude....kentucky was boring, and there were disgusting war zones of dip.
eww.

Oh well.......
I don't know what else to write.
Uhmm....
yeah, I got nothin'.

God Bless.

Ashley

Wicked! As Long as You're Mine! this song is sooooooo sweet! and itz from one of my favorite musicals!

RENT! this movie comes out today! i can't wait! ^^

Aida! I was in this musical last year here at Siegel and it rockd! ^^

Gackt is so hot and his voice is soooo awesome! and he can play like a billion instruments!

last but certainly not least, my idol! AYUMI HAMASAKI! ^^

I have a voice lesson today and i'm pretty excited about that...

We have West Side Story rehearsal at 6. i hope it goes well and we have fun! ^^

I got hurt by someone yesterday. Very bad. I won't ever be quite the same. Yeah, it hurts pretty bad.

OH MY GOD...AS YOU ALL KNOW ON FRIDAY I WENT OUT ON MY DATE WELL ANYWAYS WE HAD A GREAT TIME. WE SMOKED SO GREEN AND GOT DRUNK AND THEN WE WENT TO THIS PARTY. I DIDN'T GET HOME UNTIL 3 AM. THAT DATE WAS SO GREAT THAT WE WENT OUT SATURDAY. THAT NIGHT WE ALSO DID THE SAME THING BUT THIS TIME I WENT HOME AROUND 2 AM BUT WHEN I WENT HOME HE STAYED FOR ABOUT 2 HOURS AND WATCHED A MOVIE. THIS WEEKEND WE ARE GOING OUT AGAIN.

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So I didn't really do anything this weekend other than sit on my computer and be a nerd. I want to go to a coffee house this week and pretend to be all cool with my computer and look like I'm in a study mode or something. (Me study? ah!)

Um, pretty sure that I was just about to type something but then I forgot...

ok its been awhile since i wrote soo i thought i would update. Nothing new to report really i cant wait to graduate!! Only around 6wks left roughly. Although its gonna be sad to leave everyone im excited. Hope i dun trip on my way up the stage....I am upset with my  so called friends!! u guys havnt been commenting or even messaging me!! grr

now reading everyone's entries..it sounds like everyone had a fantastic weekend. But i did too, w/o military ball. I know, hard to believe, even tho the pictures i've seen, EVERYBODY LOOKED A-MAZING!! Actually chillin at home this weekend was awesome, provided by God. Thanks for the snow and the 4 wheeler!! thanks for my family, who cooperates with all my mood swings. Thanks for my boyfriend, who i woke up very early (i'm sorry) to play in the snow with. and thank you, God, for my friends that trail me down the hall to pick up my emotions, when i trash them. Thank you for the friends i have to keep me going with a laugh, a smile, and a dance, rather than judging my every move. Thank you for my friends that make an effort to care. Thanks God.....for everything.

Open wide, look inside [x2]
At my autopsy

I feel like
A woman
I feel like
I care
I feel like
I shouldn't
I feel like a child
Of despair
I feel like
It's over
I feel like it's coming
After me
I feel like
It's closer
I feel like this is all I'll ever be
I feel like
A failure
I feel like a hungry
Parasite
I feel like
A razor
I feel like a prayer
Lost in flight
I feel like
I'm hopeless

I'm afraid I'm a slave, I'm weak and average [x2]

I feel like
A hammer
I feel like
A nail
I feel like
I'm guilty
I feel like the wrist that it impales
I feel like
A butcher
I feel like
I'm being decieved
I feel like a beautiful loser
I feel like all you sheep
Are laughing at me

Open wide, look inside, at my autopsy
My autopsy

I feel like a complete waste of time
I feel I'm
Transparent
I feel like I can't
Escape my mind

Well let's see here what happened this weekend I spent literally the entire weekend with Albert except for about 5 hours where i had to go to work but other than that I spent every night over at his house except Saturday because of work. Anyway Friday I went over to Taylor's house after the half day that we had I was over there until 4:30ish then we had to get out because her parents were celebrating there anniversary so Albert, Micheal and me went to Albert's house from there we hung out for a while then we decided that we wanted to go see a movie so we went over to foodlion and got money from Albert's mom ofcourse that was interesting then we went back to Alberts house were we tried to find out how we were going to get over to the movies well Albert's mom let us take the van out... once again that was interesting. We went to the movies and saw Final Destination 3 (great movie but quite gory) afterwards we went to sonic and got food that was probably the most fun. Then we went back to Alberts... once again interesting. Albert slept over at my house ok well we did nothing at my house. I was supposed to work Saturday morning so my alarm went off and scared the shit out of Albert but it had snowed and I wasn't needed at work so I didn't go. We ended up going to the mall and walked around Jessica got a belt and the rest of us (Albert, Amber and me) just sort of tagged along (Jessica had most of the money)... well knowing us what do you think happened, yeah we got hungry so instead of spending 6 dollars on a press sandwitch I don't remember what it's called we desided to walk down to Mcdonalds, I don't know if you know how far that is from the mall but when it had just snowed and the wind was terrible and someone forgot there jacket JESSICA it was fairly misserable walking down there although I think we spent more time in linens and things than anywhere because of those wonderful massage(sp?) chairs both on the way there and on the way back. Well when we got back to the mall we walked around for a short time then I got my mom to bring us over to Alberts we just hung out and did nothing but it was fun. Then my mom had to take Jessica and Amber home she wasn't pleased with me but I delt. Sunday I had to work then I went to Alberts after we went shopping at walmart we went to his house again. I slept over. BLAH... Now today was fun Jessica and Amber showed up around 10:30 and we hung out until noon well because Jessica and Amber weren't supposed to be over we went to Patterson Park and played baseball for a while I now realize how bad I truely am at it especially catching the ball. Anyway then we went back to Alberts and finished watching Final Destination 2 then we ate Pizza and then we started watching The Notebook which wasn't my first choise but it was good. Now I'm back at home and there's school tomorrow but maybe it'll be atleast semi warm.

-Mosey 

ear;hgkaetn;hg

but things got a bit crazy at about 2 am

as kim sang karaoke i attacked her feet
and

laughed....

Ok well nothing much to really say. Umm these are the 2 things i want the most right now, ( i know ill never get the bass but i still want it ).

enjoi

Fender-Jazz

LOVE - Truly Amazing!

LOVE FOR THE FATHER - Truly Amazing!

LOVE FOR THE CHILDREN - Truly a Blessing.

Yet to all who received him, to those who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God - children born not of natural descent, nor of human decision or a husband's will, but born of God. - John 1: 12-13

The new baseball stadium at Mtsu is gonna be amazing. I can't wait till she's completed in 2009 !

Countdown
to First Pitch




3 days
17 hours
59 minutes
13 seconds

Since this weekends baseball games got canceled the countdown has started again !

HIS
she's lying in my bed so pretty
sometime during sleep
she pulled the blanket up over her head
but i can still see some strands of loose hair
reaching for the pillow's edge
i'm watching her so pretty
curled up like a kitten
under blankets that move up and down
s l o w l y
with each breath
i hear a sigh so pretty
wander out into the still of morning silence
her scent is pressed into my sheets
and when she leaves
she'll leave it there
the faint ghost of lavender
to wrap me up in memories so pretty
they'll keep me sane each night that we're apart
i'll miss her much so pretty
but she's coming back
so pretty…

HERS
he holds me in his arms
close and hard against him
with a grip so tight and warm and safe
my arms' embrace whispers back
don't let me go
don't let me go
i bury my head in the warm nook of his neck
kissing his ear
a tease, a silent plea
for Time to cease
so i don't have to leave
because everything's so wonderful
so perfect
when he is near
don't let me go
don't let me go
our bodies move together
in lovers' dance
a sacred conversation
and underneath the mattress groans
don't let me go
don't let me go…

-L.

So, I've just returned from Winterfest, and I must say, it was a blast. Lately, music has taken an even bigger role in my life. I'm kid of looking to start a band. I've already written a song of my own. I don't think I want to be a primarily Christian band, but still want my religion to play an important part in my music. Assembling a group of bandmembers will be hard though. Finding people that are good at playing music, and still have the same musical taste as me is kind of hard. I like all types of music. From metal (Metallica), to heavy rock (Pantera), to lighter rock(Guns n' Roses), to Alternative (Red Hot Chili Pepper), and soft rock ( The Shins), and even some country and blues. My music taste are all over the place. I've been into kind of a mellow mood when it comes to music lately. I'm just looking for some people that can play music, and can write it too. Let me know if you or someone you know may be interested.

-Sexy Aaron

gatlinburg was fun..

i actually hid in the back of our van with a sleeping bag on top of me for about 35 minutes so i could jump out and surprise keaton when she finally realized we weren't on our way home..
last night i went out in the 20 degree weather and hopped in the hot tub..it was so so so beautiful. Snow all around and the trees.. and that perfect blue color that the moon makes on the snow..

we walked around..got some taffy and saw the aquarium too.

good news...i finally found a dress for formal...ill post pictures later...
so how bout a little bob dylan?



Buckets of rain
Buckets of tears
Got all them buckets comin' out of my ears.
Buckets of moonbeams in my hand,
I got all the love, honey baby,
You can stand.

I been meek
And hard like an oak
I seen pretty people disappear like smoke.
Friends will arrive, friends will disappear,
If you want me, honey baby,
I'll be here.
-kels

i have been incredibly overcome this last week about how insanely blessed i am. yes, i am going to a wonderful school where i am a few good friends, but i have so many ppl scattered across the state that really really care about me. i mean, i have terri, kelly, and daniel up in cookville; brent and chianne down in the boro.... candise and shane ( ha ha), meaghan, and jeremey (ha ha) up in Clarksville (LETS GO PEAY!) _ youd think id say eric... but hes a butt_ it saddens my heart that i dont get to spend more time with all of them, life sucks. i think about memories we have and i would give anything to have those good times back. for example, we discussed the wonderful world of drugs today in Psych...... namely Angeldust... i know i know. so i txt brent and told him about it..... and i was taken back to all those times where brent and daniel would bring up that infamous email address... and it just makes me sad. or the time that chianne and i planned our entrance into piggly wiggly wearing lingere and carrying whips dancing to 'lady marmalade' ..... good times. being so far apart prevents us from making memories like that anymore. i mean, dont get me wrong, college is ok, but i miss everyone... prolly cause i have no friends where im at now.... moving on sucks.

As I walked off from Tai Chi class to come to the computer lab to type while Marissa has fun at swing club, I walked around and I wondered...  Why is it that I can accomplish DDR like a champ, whereas real dancing is probably my bane?  So, I walked and wondered...what are the differences between them?

In DDR, you move your feet around in a given fashion at a given pace.  It's there, black and white, you make the step or you don't make the step, with only a few varying degrees of accuracy present.  In typical dancing, however, it's a little different.  The feet are involved, but so are the hands.  More to handle, that's all the difference, right?  Not quite.  The real difference lies with how it is done.  In DDR, you are basically told how to step and you react accordingly.  In typical, social dancing...you make it up, every step of the way.  Sure you have several different given moves, but it is up to you to put them together and make them work.  There's basically a limitless amount of ways to execute a dance.

So, then I got to thinking...about my strengths.  My strengths lay in mathematics and science, fields that are basically governed by measurable, quantifiable ideas.  I'm a human computer, in a sense: a computer with sentience and intelligence.  There are no random events in such fields; everything happens for a reason.

So, that's probably why I'm into DDR; it's a measurable experience that'll tell me if I'm doing it right or wrong.  That's probably also why I'm so horrible at normal dancing; it's not governed by right or wrong, it's just there.  It all just happens.  My mindset doesn't allow for me to be random and pick dance moves to execute at will.  I'm too much like a computer.

...So, I went into what was open of the art building this time of night to just kinda waltz around and look at art.  They had some sculptures up made from string and wire.  They're pretty neat-lookin'--but I cannot comprehend what they are, why they are the way they are, any significant meaning...  It's baffling to me.  I could go all day about how long the individual strings are, and I could (with a little review) tell you what curves are present and their slopes and formulas and whatnot; I couldn't tell you what it is other than a sculpture...  I couldn't say what intrinsic value lies within it.  I couldn't tell you why they made it into what they did and not some other way.  It is unexplainable.

...Am I limiting my human existance because I cannot comprehend things happening because they can?  Will I ever amount to anything more than a mere computer?  I really don't know...

 Hmmm. . . so much on my mind. So many people make me so happy, make my life feel so blessed. And somehow, some way there is ALWAYS this little voice inside that whispers "It might end, it might fall, it might burst, it can't last, it never does, why would it now. . . " on and on, relentless.

It gets so old, not believing the good can last. Not believing its "real." So many good things have been going on here lately and yet in the midst of it all a tiny hand clutches my heart and whispers "It will all come crashing down, don't get too attached, don't count on it"  Sometimes I wonder if letting this little voice get to me is part of the reason things always do go south, because I believe they will. Someone important once told me "If you keep believing that its going to happen!" I have to wonder how true that is. It scares me to think that could be the case, because now the good things are so precious, are some of the things I've dreamt of all my life, I'd do anything to prevent this bubble from bursting but I don't know that I possess the knowledge and that is staggering. Okay, pondering complete, for the moment.

so its been forever since ive updated this thing.. well since october actually.. yeah i never get on it anymore. heres a quick overview of whats happened since october.. well i went to the beach in november, christmas was in december, umm january.. i got a job working at my church, met someone new, track started.. and yepp thats about it. hope your all doing well

<3<33

find me here..www.myspace.com/juliebadulie

yeahhh.. mucho love

What's up? I'm finally back home :)  i had a mondo busy weekend. hmmmmmmmm. nothin new at the moment. when i think of more i will blog it. :)

hey guys

and gals

my weekend has been pretty greaaaat friday hung out with kris, we saw that Date Movie, i thought it was hilarious..then we went to elliots and played with the bouncy balls with all the guys that was amazingly fun...then saturday rolled around didnt do much malled and thats bout it with kris then went to toots with heather brad and blake, gaaaah i havent hung out with heather tracy since 6th grade..mucho fun:) oh and i never posted that i finally have a flippin prom date, yay for blake. maaaaan today i did absolutely nothing worth writing about, which is insanely insane, it seems when we have these like 3 day weekend things i get all excited, and end up not being able to do anything worth talking about, maaan i need to get a life or move to canada or australia or something hmmm

yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay

for using me in spite of me. Wow. I'm so glad my friend sees God in me, and I didn't even have to say a word.

"Preach the Gospel always. If necessary, use words." -St. Assasi

MARTUREO - I bare witness too. I have been reading some entries from Jesus Freaks. The thought crossed my mind. What would I do in any of these situations these people found themselves in.... I would like to say I would do the same, but who knows if that is true or not. I want soooo bad to have that type of faith!!!! I feel as if my faith is strong but would i carry it to the point of dieing for it? How awesome would it be to die for God and after you are gone your story would live on and encourage and spur christians behind you to carry God's name to death! I almost wish i could go through a situation like these stories! I long for a passionate pursuit of God that would carry me to that extreme! Oh God I pray oh God that you would ignite a fire in my bones to share your name fearlessly. I pray oh father that you would give me a passion to carry your name to death. I pray father that you would make me a warrior for you and your amazing name! God reveal youself to me. Shape and refine me into the man you want me to be! Oh father, let your wills and passions be my wills and passions!!!! OH GOD DO NOT let me get in the way of what you want to do with me! God humble me and break my heart if I ever am letting this be about me... God I love you! Give me a burning passion to go and share you with others! Give me a faith that is like these martyrs!

"This season has gotten so sour that UofL, UK and IU fans have stopped taking shots at one another. They're A) embarrassed; B) really embarrassed; or c) asleep."
     -Rick Bozich, Courier Journal

I am so excited about this upcoming weekend! I can't wait! I know that God is going to do so much and i am blessed to be a part of it so booyaaa to that! I pray that God is working on the hearts of everyone involved with the weekend. I pray that God will soften each of our hearts to hear what he is trying to say and teach to us this weekend. I praise and thank God in advance for what he is going to do! I KNOW it is going to be AMAZING! For anyone who is going this weekend and reading this, I hope you are just as excited as i am! prepare yourselves for what God has in store for you. If not BE EXCITED!!!!!!! haha Anyone who isn't or is going this weekend, prayers would be appreciated. Thanks! Praise God for what he is preparing for us! ARIGHT WELL PEACE OUT!

In Him,
Jonathan

so the crowd sucked,
and i wasn't in a good mood,
but Keith Urban, ahh lovely.
Pat Green was awesome=)
He's friggin halarious.
I put all the decent pics up,
my mom got a new camera,
and doesn't knw how to work it, lol
and the people in front of me were in the way,
but i have some pretty good pre-show pictures.
I have to upload them tomorrow,
because I don't have my camera cord=(

I don't wanna go to school tomorrow,
i'm just sick of it all...
i wanna move away so badly,
but it won't happen,
not for atleast another 2 years,
and by then i'll be moving out myself...
ahhh...scary.

oh well,
how is everyone doing?

sick of playing games here i just want to kno what's going on, that's all. is that too much to ask? am i stepping over the boundary? what's the deal here?

she knows this is about her. the rest of u, sorry, don't feel like explaining.

this is soo freaking amazing.....I was bored so I was folding paper cranes and I folded this one and it is seriously the smallest paper crane I have ever seen

isn't that flipping amazing

well as you all know my dad is a pretty good fisherman

and i myself is pretty good to

oh yeah and catelin...i did not get these fish from safeway...gosh

well my dad took me out one night to go get some fish

thats what my dad caught...he cheats but look at what i got

yup im a winna folks dont be jealous jus sit back and say how the heck does he do it yup thats right all me da winna

i am so incredibly happy today.

all because of the events that happened last night... =]

i love my youth group... *giggle*

i feel alot better than i did last week.

theres some greenpeace activist on campus this week. pretty funny.

i got alot to do this week. and i have to write a paper by tomorow. havent gotten much done on it yet. i'm about to go to the library and work on it. it kinda sucks.

sometimes life can kick ya in the butt. kinda makes me mad. but it's not always my fault. sure i need to use my time more wisely, but hypocrits and liers just suck.

english isnt too bad, math is ok, and poli sci is ok, but chemistry sucks. my art class is ok, but i hate how he goes about things sometimes. oh well.

well i'm going to run.

piece

i feel alot better than i did last week.

theres some greenpeace activist on campus this week. pretty funny.

i got alot to do this week. and i have to write a paper by tomorow. havent gotten much done on it yet. i'm about to go to the library and work on it. it kinda sucks.

sometimes life can kick ya in the butt. kinda makes me mad. but it's not always my fault. sure i need to use my time more wisely, but hypocrits and liers just suck.

english isnt too bad, math is ok, and poli sci is ok, but chemistry sucks. my art class is ok, but i hate how he goes about things sometimes. oh well.

well i'm going to run.

piece

Ok, say you were me, and you had a girl from Missouri coming to meet you here in Murfreesboro, TN.  We've decided that we want to get each other a small gift, something cheap that will mean something.  I'm not really good at coming up with ideas, so any kind of advice is great.

i finally hung out with carly friday night.
we visited ste at work after getting
coffee at starbucks.
the blow-pop was there.
he never goes away.. kill!

hahah. then it snowed.
and my dad baught me a sled.
let's just say it was f-u-n.

went to church and sang with the children.

i've been having really BAD
dreams, lately. so scarry
i'm afraid to sleep. =[

i now have saved up 80 dollars to
go towards paris. it may not sound like
too much but i'm terrible at saving money.

victorious

finnished my Bio. project just a minute ago.

and.. life is alright.

(i want a boy)

abby-dee

HI!! IM RUBEN!!

wells... im ruben and im jus kewl lyk dat!!

no im just keedings... but anywho... yahh

i love cookies... because dey're jus awesome

lyk dat!! LOLS!!

anywhoo... yahh... wells... okie dokes!!

i love YELLOW!!

yahh you know what!! its bright!! and dats jus how i am!

i guess??

i better stop before i confuse myself...

yupps!! its what i do best!! okae BYEE!!

no school today. i've been pretty slow getting up and adam today... but now i'm going... i showered (and shaved my legs! yay! lol) and i'm about to dry my hair. Then I'm gonna finish cleaning my room and go to Rae's. (we might try to make a veggie pizza and then) we'll go shopping. her dad is driving... i'm not too excited about that. i feel like he doesn't like me...

"Born to be free, since that day
My dream has continued"
-Ayu (Born to be...)

i think i have a new obsession: ICONS...

hey all you christian music lovers! tomorrow the 2nd bundle of songs
from passion 06 comes out on itunes. Here is what is included on it:

Tomlin's Made to Worship and an acoustic version of c.hall's center!
also included is louie's first talk: "Satisfaction" This all leads up
to the full release of the cd on April 4th the title of the full length
cd is Passion 06: "Everything Glorious" so check it out tomorrow on
itunes!! -stephen

hey all you christian music lovers! tomorrow the 2nd bundle of songs from passion 06 comes out on itunes. Here is what is included on it:
Tomlin's Made to Worship and an acoustic version of c.hall's center! also included is louie's first talk: "Satisfaction" This all leads up to the full release of the cd on April 4th the title of the full length cd is Passion 06: "Everything Glorious" so check it out tomorrow on itunes!! -stephen

::edit:: while were on the topic of passion check this link out!
GIVE GLORY TO GOD/

i scored another goal this weekend.

This quiz said if i was a stripper i should dance to Closer by NIN...because "when i dance it's a little scary, a lot sexy". weirdos.

this other one was pretty much right on...but it says i can get whatever i want because i manipulate people well...hmmmmmm.

my friend is forcing me to find a boyfriend. and when i say forcing i mean it. so i'm thinking...maybe if i just say one of my friends is my "boyfriend" she'll believe me...and we can act...but not have to actually be together...oh boy...i'm so sneaky.

 love you kids.

LOVE/ Britt

So Mum thinks I'm anorexic now.
*Chuckle-cackle hybrid vocalization of amusement*
We discussed this while I ate ice cream.
....Yeah.

I'm no longer in the Tasmanian-devil rage from last night.  The sentiment remains roughly the same, but the energy behind it is spent.  Ahhhh, venting.  There's nothing like it.

It's time for some personal renovation.  But how?
I know!  I'll become anorexic.
Nope, not really.
Although I could use some reupholstering, metaphorically speaking.  New countertops, a coat of paint.  Hey, we'll even mop!  This is more a mental and spatial overhaul than anything.

Mmmm, sandwich.  Grilled cheese!  Yes.  I'm the worst anorexic ever.