Thanks to everyone that left me remarks and messages wishing me a happy birthday... it was great!

This is my new toy from my parents...




Very nice... I also got several gifts from my fiance which I like very much... my gifts... not my fiance... I love her.

Also, today, I got a birthday cake from all the TLJ people... (thanks Maria)!

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Here are some people that have influenced my life. I guess you could say they're my heroes that have passed away.

Curt Cobain

Ronald Reagan

Dimebag Darrell

John Lennon

Jimi Hendrix

FDR

Rhandy Rhodes

Buddy Holly

Mohammad Ali - The Greatest

Jim Braddock

James Dean

May they all rest in peace.

Their memory lives on.

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Also, I'm still looking to start a band. Anyone interested let me know.

so there is this guy i really like. but for some reason i don't think we would work very well...and i'm not gonna bother telling any details b/c ANYTHING would give it away to that guy. but i still don't have a prom date and that would just be....amazing. no other word for it. but it's not gonna happen so i'm not even gonna get my hopes up.i think stacee is gonna be my date. yep that's right folks. i'm gonna be a lesbian for a night lol. okay. i made my point. the end. ::sigh::

  So I took a little trip today. I am looking to a place for my church to have their summer retreat at the beach. So I made a trip down to south jersey! I love trips to south jersey because I like ti a lot better then north jersey. Plus no matter what the weather it is nice to be at the beach. So I got a little lost but I saw that there is a Wawa. What's a Wawa you ask? It's like the best convienence store. They have like everything! So I was excited to go back there and get some of my favortie food. They have a deli with hogies/sandsiches, great soup, great coffee, a fabulous selection of drinks. I don't know maybe it's not the best store but it's like a comfort becasue Wawa is essential to life in Philadelphia! I also saw 2 Jersey Mikes which I have not seen since I left TN. So yeah it was a great trip even though I didn't find a place for the retreat, but I did have a good drive, spent some good time with God, went to the beach and had some great food and coffee!

I will chalange anyone to a duel. Now, let's say you're a frog, and i'm a snake. I will eat you even if you are poisonous, I will eat you. Then I transform into a dinosaur. Then I  drive a truck and run you over. No pedestrians allowed unless I say so. Then I say when the end of the world comes which is in 3.....2.....1.....look out the window...

My my space

ppl get on my nerves... :::cough:::um...:::cough:::

Well, as title this is entry is about new things. Yes, this weekend was a blast and yes, this week has been one of the best ones I've had in a bout four years, and today was like I was a little kid again after school. I am enjoying life for the first time in about a year. Can't wait until this weekend! I am finally going to officially go to my sixth drill competition and get my official drill berret! The reason why I titled it new things is because I have done more exploring on what I want and how I want my life. There are things that I have done that I am not proud of in my life but I need to stop letting them hold me back from doing what I want to do and finally living a normal happy life. There is a lot more but I think that is enough for today. LoL

Callie and Jade I hope you do well at the state competition!

Okay so it has been awhile. I am so tired of Xanga. People don't know when to keep their mouths shut. I am tired of fighting with stupid people. Life is good besides some things. School is going so great. People I haven't talked to in a long time are starting to talk to me. I am glad about that. But, I am going to go now. Love you all

hmmmm.... yah.... so... we’re movin... out to Buchanan ... I'll be zoned for Riverdale... *thinks ... what to do what to do*... I haven't decided is im gunna switch schools or not... I mean I LOVE Oakland... and all my friends are there... but going to Oakland could give me a chance to start over new... and I could meet a lot of new ppl... I just don't know... and this is happening all so fast... I mean we’re moving next weekend... and we already have the key... I really don't want to move so far out... if only there was a way to stay... at least till im 18 then I can go wherever I please... I guess its kool tho we have like 7 acres I think... im buyin me a 4-wheeler LOL... and we might get some horses... but then I'll be so far away from every one like Sara... and amber... and Donald... GAH... oh well I guess...

on a happier note.... I didn't go to school cuz I hurt my foot REALLY bad... like im using my crutches bad... oh well Col. is gunna be mad cuz he thinks I skip on Thursdays so I don't have to go to school... though its a good idea... im not doing it on purpose... he’ll feel real stupid when I go to school tomorrow on crutches... and I have to leave early to go to the Dr tomorrow... hmmmm.... well I guess im outtie... maybe I'll start packin some stuff...

~tRISH

You are my strength when I am weak,
You are the treasure that I seek, 
You are my all in all.
Seeking You as a precious jewel,
Lord to give up I'd be a fool,

You are my all in all.                                                                     Jesus, Lamb of God, worthy is Your name.
Jesus, Lamb of God, worthy is Your name.

Taking my sin, my cross, my shame,
Rising again I bless Your name,
You are my all in all.
When I fall down You pick me up,
When I am dry you fill my cup,
You are my all in all.

2 weeks untill i leave to go up north for the weekend

well today was pretty gosh darn good! and to add to this happiness....TOMMORROW IS FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  well unfortunatly that english essay isnt sposed to do itself and that math study guide isnt going to do the calculations, so talk to yall later.

so this week in the SEC is throwback week. they're pretty tight uni's.

Life is so great.
Kindof.

That's right, we audtioned well enough to get into Rocketown's battle of the bands!!!!!!! It's on the 17th of March and I'm not sure on the time it starts yet but I'll find out soon.

Anyone who wants to come see us will need a ticket so if you want one, I'll try and arrange a time and place where I can get one to you. They're $5 a piece so, like I said, if you would like one...let me know!

I'd like to end this post with something that I wrote. Enjoy!

The Heart's Request

I wish I was the boy who looked away every time you looked back at me

And be the one who told you, "you look pretty," at the age of three

When you walked in with the purple dress you wore that Easter Sunday

And you looked in my eyes with that little girl smile and said, "thank you kindly."

If only I had known

The beauty you'd become

I would've took you for my own

Right then and there

I'm gonna be the guy who's by your side under the trees

And sings you love songs til the day flies on with the evening's breeze

We'll watch the sun go down and paint the clouds a lovely shade of pink

And hop up on the car and watch the stars shoot off out of the galaxy

And if only I could say

What it is I want to say

So I could take you away

To ride on with me

I wanna be the man who sits on his land looking at the sky

With his true love there in her rocking chair passing by the time

Some people say that there's nothing to gain in this lifetime

But I'd be aware that the Lord answers prayer because He sure answered mine

The actor that has been chosen for the next James Bond movie can't drive a stick! What are they thinking?

http://blogs.suntimes.com/pickett/2006/02/driving_a_stick_required_for_m.html

For those of you who understand what a horrible thing this is there is a petition to pull this jerk off. My signature is #8714. You should go and sign as well!

http://www.petitiononline.com/letter/petition.html

it starts with one thing
i don't know why
it doesn't even matter how hard you try
keep that in mind; i designed this rhyme
to explain in due time

all i know
time is a valuable thing
watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
watch it count down to the end of the day
the clock ticks life away

it's so unreal
i didn't look out below
watch the time go right out the window
trying to hold on, but didn't even know
wasted it all just to

watch you go
i kept everything inside and even though i tried
it all fell apart; what it meant to me
will eventually be a memory
of a time when

i tried so hard
and got so far
but in the end
it doesn't even matter
i had to fall
to lose it all
but in the end
it doesn't even matter

one thing
i don't know why
it doesn't even matter how hard you try
keep that in mind; i designed this rhyme
to explain in due time

i tried so hard
in spite of the way you were mocking me
acting like I was part of your property
remembering all the times you fought with me
i'm surprised it

got so far
things aren't the way they were before
you wouldn't even recognize me anymore
not that you knew me back then
but it all comes back to me

in the end
you kept everything inside and even though i tried
it all fell apart; what it meant to me
will eventually be a memory
of a time when...

i've put my trust in you
pushed as far as i can go
and for all this
there's only one thing you should know

just hangin out in chem dont feel to well stil o well all county is tonight whoo for first alternates! yeah so ill b last chair but no biggie so yeah yet another band weekend whoo less than a month till new york its crazy im so excited!!

much love

-milly

gonna be gone all weekend.

tell me you'll miss me.

brentwooddeaf.org

so my name's written on sarah's screen in bright green.........with dots .........oh yea.....and a blue line/circle/stick figure/hangman guy.....i'm singin tonight at a deca thing.....super fun.......i'm kinda nervous....cause i don't know the song......very well ......at alll............oh well ............i'm out..........holler

I know she said it's alright
But you can make it up next time
I know she knows it's not right
There ain't no use in lying
Maybe she thinks I know something
Maybe maybe she thinks its fine
Maybe she knows something I don't
I'm so, I'm so tired, I'm so tired of trying

It seems to me that maybe,
It pretty much always means no
So don't tell me you might just let it go
And often times we're lazy
It seems to stand in my way
Cause no one no not no one
Likes to be let down

I know she loves the sunrise
No longer sees it with her sleeping eyes
And I know that when she said she's gonna try
Well it might not work because of other ties and
I know she usually has some other ties
And I wouldn't want to break 'em, nah, I wouldn't want to break 'em
Maybe she'll help me to untie this but
Until then well, I'm gonna have to lie too

It seems to me that maybe
It pretty much always means no
So don't tell me you might just let it go
And often times we're lazy
It seems to stand in my way
Cause no one no not no one
Likes to be let down
It seems to me that maybe
It pretty much always means no
So don't tell me you might just let it go

this is just another day

you'll want to live to die

cuz you can't get rid of

all that lies in your mind

you wanna be free

but we're holdin' you down

you're eatin' your dreams

holdin' your head to the ground

keep eating and consuming

all that the world holds out

the hand that feeds

is really feeding your doubt

believe in your mind

and think for yourself

and don't worry about

the world you've been dealt

Im not going to make a post that talks about how i miss lauren or how my weekend was SOOOO much better than yours... i want to make one post just for the girl that i love so much that i can honestly call her my best friend ever...

meet jessica...

Jessica... im so glad that we met... even though it was kind of on awkward circumstances... (you know... me likin angie and all and you just kinda taggin along lol)... ever since that day at the football field when you and Nneka were speakin "gibberish".. i knew there was somethin...

over the time we have known eachother... i have honestly been able to say that iv never met anyone like you... your so funny, smart (well... you know), so random, just so amazing... and i really really want to thank you for that...

we have both been through some crazzy times... the time you called the cops that night when i freaked you out.. and the time where faith fell face first into the pool "im ok... im ok"... we have soooo many inside jokes... Switchfoot had puppies, Cricket Cricket wind blow wind blow FROG!!!, You and i collide, i love you i hate you, 3 toed sloth eatin a watermelon popcicle riding a scooter... just to many to name...

you have made my life worth living... you have taught me sooo much not even knowing that your teaching me... youve taught me not to give up on dreams, you have encouraged my music, my voice, you have taught me that no matter what is going on that i will always have you to turn to... and i thank you so much for that...

i know i have been annoying sometimes... and im sorry for that... but you have to admit that its amusing an hour later when were laughin about it and still callin eachother names... i know that i dont always say the right things at just the right times... and neither do you... but no matter what... im always here for you... if its 45 years down the road and your cat gets run over... i WILL be the first person to ride my hover round over to your house to bring you a new cat... if your flowers die... ill plant new ones... but at the same time... if some old fogey tries to hit on you without my permission... im gonna have to take some vitamins and whoop some butt...

the point im trying to make is that no matter whats going on and no matter how many times we may say that we arent friends anymore... Best friends really do last forever... and you, Jessica Ryanne Hunter... are my BEST FRIEND... i love you soooo much...

Last night a friend of mine from home put a gun in his mouth and shot himself. His roommate came home and found his body in the floor of their apartment. He called Chris's parents and waited in the apartment with Chris's dog until they arrived. He was 23 and wasn't even a college graduate. For some reason Chris thought not being here was better than the alternative.

I've been sitting here today trying to put myself in Chris's place and just try to comprehend what could possibly go through a 23-year-old's head as he holds a gun ready to halt every breath he will ever take and every thought he will ever have. Chris had been struggling with depression since our freshman year of college and the murder of his best friend Kyle. The only thing we can all come up with is that he just couldn't take anything else. Chris shot himself because the only thing he could do was give up.

I have issues with depression, too, and I'd be lying if I said I hadn't considered not waking up in the morning as a good thing. But I never got to a point where I was holding the gun. I can't imagine that desperation. I can't imagine that hurt.

With Chris, and with so many other people, the biggest problem may have been that he held on to some things too much. I enjoy a nice drink every so often, I enjoy smoking a pipe, I enjoy my friends, I enjoy school (to an extent), but I don't elevate these things. When we take these things that can be good and elevate them to be more than they are, we lose Joy. For example, I like a good drink, but when I fall into bad habits and consistantly drink and drink and drink, I find everything in my life becomes dull and tarnished and it completely lacks Joy. The same goes with friends, dating, school, anything. The only thing I can cling to unabashedly is Christ. He's all that makes life worth anything.

It's really sad to think Chris is gone. He was a nice guy. But just like everything else in life, I'm trying to look at this and ask myself "What can I learn from this?" I don't want to sound preachy or cliche, but the one thing that stands out is that I can't think my life is ordinary. I can't let my life be ordinary. I don't want my life to be ordinary. I can't settle. But more than my settling, I don't want my friends to settle. Seriously, this past semester God has allowed me to Love. And I would rather die than see my friends and family settle for less than what they have in them through Christ. I know people with potential that humbles me daily and so many of them do nothing with it. We settle for ease and painlessness.

Damn it! Give me the pain, give me the hurt and the bad and the crap. Because the more of it there is, the more I know that God is more and better and beautiful and lovely and loving and kind and generous. I want nothing that is ordinary or bland.

Chris can't get up tomorrow and enjoy a day of sunshine and Love, but we all can. I don't want his life to have been in vain.

I love you. Be more. Please.

Quote of the Day:

Katie: "Zip the hoodie up, then you're emo!"
Caroline Ford: "Do we have any eyeshadow for him?"
Unsuspecting Jesse: "Hey Daniel --"
Daniel: (Whirls around) "LIFE IS PAIN!"

Yep, that's about the productivity level in A.P. European History.
So fun.

Oh!  My God!  We had a French exchange student from Normandy come and speak with our class!  His name's Jeremy, and he's a management major spending this year at MTSU.  It was fantastic, and very interesting.  I learned a lot (moreso after sneaking into second period, where they're not afraid to ask certain things).  There were so many funny moments.  He's a really sweet kid.  I'm never washing my right hand again.  *Smirk*

"Girls do not dance all hip-hop in clubs.  We prefer.... We prefer to see their eyes."

There's nothing that improves one's mood quite like being tackled in the parking lot between classes by a pair of 6' 3" behemoths.

And it's only lunch.  The day is young!

Introduce yourself in one bold, honest paragraph.
My name is Kaylei. I am very passionate about the things that mean the most to me. I have a compassionate heart for others, and I strive to show that compassion in my relationships with others. I love to be around small children and hope to be a Kindergarten/Pre-School teacher one day.  I love to write in my journal, read good books with a sweet story or books that make me think. I am really into music. I sing and used to play the piano. I am more quiet and shy untill I get to know a person. I love God and am so blessed by all the many gifts He has given me, and I only hope to be the person God wants me to be.

Tell me what people think about you.
On the first impression?......I'm not sure. I think they think I'm more shy and quiet on the first impression. Although I sometimes wonder if they think I'm just being snobby and don't care to talk to them...but that is not the case at all. And if they are daring enough to get to know me, then they usually see me as a sweet, kind person. At least this is the very few things people have told me.... I don't really get much feedback on what people think of me though.

If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
To not be so shy and reserved around people I do not know....just to be more comfortable with talking to people around me I am only acquainted with and all.

Have you ever felt at home with someone?
Uhm, well my family I am very at home with. I'd say I'm pretty much at home with the close group of friends I have as well. 

Describe your appearance.
I'm 5'1 (yeah, I'm short), blonde haired, curly headed (though I sometimes straighten it), blue eyes, freckles, and I guess I'm pretty averaged weight

Biggest revelation to date?

I don't have to be perfect, and I can't change the personality God gave me....though I can always strive to work on some areas I am weaker in. But God loves me and can use me even though I have the personality I have....and I don't need to worry about being relevant to those around me, because to God I am relevant.

Biggest issue weighing you down?
worry and unhappiness about certain situations..... that and stress of school

Theme song?
"RESPECT"

Give me some final parting advice.                                                                    

"Love the Lord your God and love your neighbor as yourself"...it's so simple really, that's all we need to have hamony in our lives, it's to devote ourselves to the Lord and then to love those around us and care for them just as we would care about our own selves. If we do this, we will be blessed in our own lives.

    Was doing a quiet time last night and was reading Leviticus, hence the title.
    The names of God and Jesus always have a significance that is somewhat lost in our modern days. The Great Physician, the Alpha and Omega, Prince of Peace, Creator, Savior, The Lamb of God. All of these are names that we have heard people call the One who created us or the one who came to save us. But what does the last one mean, the Lamb of God? That is where Leviticus comes in. The worth of the animal to be sacrificed is proportional to the amount of standing or leadership a person had in the community. The priest had to sacrifice a bull and if the community as a whole sinned a bull would be sacrificed as well. For the ordinary Israelite it was a lamb, a pure, blemish free lamb. Christ became that lamb for us as he died upon the cross. The amount of blood that was present in Israel was incredible but that blood could only cover the sins that had already been commited, not those they were going to commit in the days and weeks to come. The blood of Christ which was spilled once for me to cover my sins forever can and do cover the sins of every Israelite and every person that has ever lived and ever will live. He is called Lamb because he came to die for the common man, not just for the leadership or the priviledged, but for everyone. Jesus loves us so much. He gave up His life, the cross could not kill Him, so that we could have victory over death through Him. He had to watch as His Father turned His back on His Son because of our sin, because of my sin.
    So after reading this God said to me 'I have provided a way for you to be with Me' this way is gift to everyone who accepts it. Then He said 'I no longer remember your sins, they are forgotten. Come My son we need to talk, and you need to learn to listen and be patient. When you ask Me for help let me come to your aid, don't rush to get the things you want because I may have something better for you or you might not yet need it or ever have a reason for it again.'

I thank my God every time I remember you. Philippians 1:3
Thanks Chris Walker for all that you have helped me understand about Christ's love and get through. I can never express how grateful I am for you.

Hasta la Victoria Siempre.

its really kind of scary we're going off to college in like, 3 months. actually, im pretty excited. i cant wait to meet new people and join new classes and party. hmm.

my grandma's leaving the hospital soon. my mom has to fly down to florida to see her though. i have a feeling its the "i want to see all my daughters together at least once more" kind of thing.

i need a prom dress and a graduation dress. what the hell? i dont have that kind of money.  i just paid close to $1000 for my sr trip. oh well. april 28 is going to be fun fun fun.

im pretty disappointed ski club is ending in like, 2 weeks. i mean, i only got to ski with the crew bitches and my other guys friends like, 2 or 3 times. rar.

i need to get in shape for sping break. im going back to florida if i have to buy another plane ticket myself. or i'll just go to tennessee and visit you brian. ha ha.

that is how i feel inside. semi peaceful but with some rough feelings moving in.

adorableness
photo from satan jr.

Happy Birthday to me!!

and Happy Birthday to Lana, too!

This Sucks, I Like TWO People,

                    Of Different Genders

 So There Is Both Pro's n Con's To Both.

 I'm In Second Period and Mr.Bryant Is The Coolest.

But , Both Are Good Looking , And Nice to Meh

(To My Knowledge)

Both Good Kissers Too..Well , One Is. lol.

I'm Listening to Me n You*Remix Over n Over lol.

I Mean Jesus, I Can't Choose.

HELP!

Thomas.

interesting. :D

ok so todays thursday the 23rd. still haven't found the guy i'm lookin for i don't think real love is out there. its to hard to find someone who really likes you. oh well i hope all you kats have a good day>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>.

laters'

brandi

We spent an hour working on America yesterday at West Side Story rehearsal. Tonite, we have rehearsal from 6 to 9.
We had Bible study last nite @ my house and i was not in a good mood...
My dad bought an elliptical machine the other day. I used it twice yesterday and once this morning. I love it! I wanna get in shape so bad and hopefully it will get me there! ^^

"I like glittering things and pretty things
As much as before
But being cool and being tough
Have become more important lately"
-Ayu (my name's WOMEN)

THIS ONE TIME AT BAND CAMP, A BEAR CAME 

I cried myself to sleep last night.

photo from SATAN Jr

I never thought I'd ever say this but I LOVE TAX RETURNS.  I am getting so much back that i can pay for half of my new computer...  I can't tell you how much of an answered prayer that is.  

ever get those days where you just feel like running screaming into traffic praying that someone hits you.....not dieing of course but just getting hit hard enough that you know you're still alive?......forget this I am done writting for now......life's cool peace out bye

http://www.ebaumsworld.com/flash/burgerking.html

I found out Monday that I will be working in Merchandise at Disney World this summer.. YAHOO!

I went to Dunwoody tonight, and attended Gravity, the youth function there.  It was alright overall: worship was really good, but the feelings died down in the end.  There was a salutary exchange of words with Kristen (or however the hell you spell her name)--nothing of fantastic report, I'm afraid.  I need to actually work out cause I haven't done that in a while (probably make me feel better).  This young woman (cause I don't want to call her a girl, seeing as she's 23 and engaged, but woman alone sounds overkill on formalities and such) named Sarah reintroduced herself.  I say reintroduced because the first time she didn't really bother to pay attention to me.  It's ok; her head was in a different place.  She seems happy with her fiance, the main service talented drummer named John, a fact which I like because I feel joy in knowing other people have well-rounded relationships and divorce seems so fashionable nowadays.  God, it's starting feel like ages have passed, like I'm in a parallel universe where I'm involved in everything.  What the fuck ever, though.  It doesn't matter, not really.

I like the college group at Dunwoody, not because I can relate to most of the people there, but because the people there seem trustworthy, stable, and cool (no consistent language here).  They're all older, despite the fact that there are some people more in my line of existence except that they don't come around to what's known as The Edge--Kristen being one of those "stragglers", I'm afraid.  She seems busy, or at least preoccupied with other things other than relationships.  It's hard though with relationships.  I'll manage.

I don't mind any of this sounding selfish since no one on phusebox I know knows about this site, except Nathan, the creator of this little jig I'm using.  I just need to pen my thoughts, you know...

Tonight was such a beautiful night of worshipping our Lord and Savior... thank yall who partaked in the worship. May the Lord bless the hearts of those who seek Him...

run after the Lord "at all cost"





  

Right now, I just brewed the best cup of coffee ever. You have never had a cup of coffee this good. I know, because you've never had access to it.
This coffee was home grown in Antigua, Guatamala. It was hand picked, sundried, and completely organic. Alone, the coffee brewed black, it is so mellow, than even a person who drowns their cup in creamer would be pleased with how rich and mild this is.
How did I recieve this, you may ask? My stepfather visited Antigua since his father moved down there after travelling the world. Very cool.

so we know that i hate myspace
 and think it to be poo
but i can't put my wonderful new pet on here
so visit myspace and meet BASHFUL! 

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=41400948 

IS TALLER THAN YOU - HOT
IS SHORTER THAN U - cute
WEARS BRACES - aaaaaawww
DRESSES PREPPY - um. depends
DRESSES GANGSTA - turn me OFF
DRESSES GOTHIC - how gothic?
HAS BLUE EYES - yum
HAS GREEN EYES - Oh yes!
HAS HAZEL EYES - pretty!
DRINKS ALCOHOL - don't really care
WEARS GLASSES - adorable
SMOKES - icky
PLAYS SPORTS - neutral
SMILES ALOT - turn me on
CALLS YOU JUST TO SAY HI - very sweet, sometimes annoying
COMPLIMENTS YOU - why thank you
SHAVES HIS LEGS - unless he's a swimmer, no
WEARS JEWELERY - depends on the jewelery
HAS FACIAL HAIR - maaybee
SMILES WHEN YOU WALK IN THE ROOM - omg, LOVE IT
HAS BROWN HAIR - nice
HAS BLACK HAIR - like it
HAS BLONDE HAIR - cutee
HAS RED HAIR - if he's not pasty
WEARS MAKE UP - if it's tasteful and used minimally
CAN MAKE YOU LAUGH NO MATTER WHAT - that's just dandy
LOYAL - uh, yes
LAID BACK - huh? yeah, that's cool
PLAYS GUITAR - cliche, but cute
PLAYS DRUMS - again, cliche. but extremely hot
CAN SING - omg LOVE IT
HAS A BUFF BODY - um SO hot, i like to hug buff guys
IS SKINNY - i like to hug skinny people just as much
IS FAT - no. way.
CAN DRAW - sure?
DOESN'T EAT MEAT - that's precious
SMACKS YOUR BUTT - um. maybe?
APPRECIATES YOU - D-FREAKING-UH
LISTENS TO YOU - um, duh
HAS TATTOOS - that could be cute
PARTIES ALOT - just not too much
WEARS SOCKS WITH HIS SANDALS - SICK! ARE YOU KIDDING?
WEARS SANDALS - maybe...
CALLS YOU EVERY HOUR ON THE HOUR - omg, gag
GETS ALONG WITH YOUR FAMILY - that's so important

My Bro and his band made it to The Battle of the Bands at Rockettown!!!!!!

10 bands were chosen out of about 70! Buy tickets from me!!!!!!

Steinbrenner predicts title for Yanks




Thrilled with Damon signing, Boss anticipates championship

"It's been a while; we haven't won it," said Steinbrenner, who stopped to speak to TV and radio reporters. "We're going to win it this year. We're going after them this year."

BULLCRAP !!!!

It won't happen I guarantee it !

I quit.

I'd shut down this site,
but I don't know how.

damn.

so i was sitting here thinking...

i have so many things i would like to accomplish. but instead i like to get on the computer and talk to friends.

tasty.

LOVE/ Britt

so basically the rest of the week is going to r o c k.

tomorrow im at erica's all day, then going to moe's with emily & then we're going to meet up with some people at bonhoeffer's to see finding steve cunningham & echosflow its gonna be lovely = ]

friday- babysiting [money, money] then going out with the girls <3

saturday night- hanging out with rachel at cafe express

sunday- church, then that night is MAE!!!!!!

yeah im pretty excited = ]

hope everyone else has a great weekend too!!! <3

So, how did tonights "At All Cost" go?

I'm a long ways away and I really wanna know...

So I have learned SO MUCH today. It's been one of the best learning days for me in a while. It's amazing how much God can teach me about His character, and His current will for my life, in just one simple day. I had a great conversation driving home...just me and my God. I realized how much he had blessed me and that the blessings I have are BLOOD BOUGHT through Christ Jesus our Lord. The Lord has given, and the Lord can take away. It's all for His glory. It all unfolds for the ultimate plan in my life. So I praise the one who paid my debt, that He cares enough about me that His ultimate will can be unfolded in my lilfe. Tonight, God just gave me this incredible thirst for His word so I decided to read out of psalms. WOW. GO RIGHT NOW, PICK UP YOUR BIBLE, AND READ THE FIRST 7 CHAPTERS OF PSLAMS. DO IT. RIGHT NOW! GO! WHAT ARE YOU WAINTING FOR! YEAH...YOU! I'M TALKIN TO YOU! DO IT NOW!

But you are a shield around me, O Lord; you bestow glory on me and lift up my head. To the Lord I cry aloud, and he answers me from his holy hill. - Psalms 3:3-4

Give ear to my words, O Lord, consider my sighing. Listen to my cry for help, my King and my God, for to you I pray. In the morning, O Lord, you hear my voice; in the morning I lay my requests before you and wait in expectation. - Psalms 5:1-3

Shall we accept good from God, and not trouble? - Job 2:10

Jesus Blood...Never Fails Me.

    Last night i realized just how small i actually am. I am nothing but yet God still can call me by name and count every hair on my head.He is SO BIG and yet we are so very small. It truly AMAZES me.God doesnt have to know my name, or how many haires i have on my head, He didnt even have to create me,but He did and He does.Our God is SO BIG that with a word He created the whole UNIVERSE and everything in it. He is so POWERFUL and MIGHTY that even the STARS cryout to Him(literally) I mean doesnt this just absolutely AMAZE you?Last night was simply INDESCRIBABLE. Worship just blew me away well the whole night did.I havent felt that into worship in, well i dont know the last time( thats horrible i know) But it was GREAT! Nothing at all around me mattered...all that did matter was me and God.I felt like i was put in my place last night, the place i need and want to be.

And tonight was just AMAZING! i loved every minute of it as well as i did last night.this week is going to have to be like a number 9 on my best week ratings(10 being the highest).I LOVE IT! thank you to all of yall who have helped me and been praying for me because i know thats gotten me where i am right now. thanks.

I will put pictures up later.....

    

So.. there is this kidd.. and its weird.... (and no in no way do i like him...) but everytime he looks at you its like his eyes focus.. and his eyes seem to relay to you this message...

you... you.. you..

its like he may not even know you exist but when he speaks to you.. its like your his world... i wish everyone looked at you like this.. because he makes you feel very special...... and this may all seem very stupid.. but its true....and this kidd is amazing..... anyways.. im really bored...

i love you guys...

meag

ps please keep me in your prayerers... im really down lately..

Which "Saved By The Bell" Character Are You?

not much to say

got dsl and......................

just really bored,,,,,,,,,,

and annoyed at my familia at the moment ................

and every moment

of my life

Today was probably one of the worst days of my life...
Jessica Crawford,
       I LOVE YOU, MY FRESHMAN!!
          I'll miss you!

   

Yeah so worship tonight at my church was simply amazing!!! Unbelieveable and I never wanna forget it...... OUR GOD IS AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

God is good. that's all there is. in every aspect of God's entirerity, He is forever good. tonight we had a beyond amazinggg worship time. and thats what it was. pure and blameless worship. just time for me to spend with my precious Jesus. it really set my heart in the right place and got me aware that i must continue getting my heart ready for this weekend-- in 2 days! im praying for every aspect of this weekend-- from my house to the speaker to the music-- that they will all glorify God all weekend. i pray that everyone is getting their heart set as well. i love what someone said tonight-- that no matter the circumstances we go through, we will have the joy in our hearts that we are forever inscribed in His palm and that should overflow any other feelings we have! love yall..

...took my Jessica Crawford away

...to North Carolina

...and it won't bring her back for a long time.

Mark, Booter, Joseph, Kristin, Katie, Jamie, Mary, Kyle, and some other guy whose name I think is Sean went over the the Crawford residence to hang out with Jessica on her last afternoon in Murfreesboro.  Marshall had already been over there all day to spend time with his Bliss.  [Bliss is Jessica's older sister, and Marshall's girlfriend.]

Oh yeah.  She found out she was moving to North Carolina with her mom last night.  Her mom was supposed to arrive at around 7 PM tonight.  She wound up arriving at 4:20 PM this afternoon.  We managed to keep them stalled until 6:00 or 6:30-ish.  It probably helped that we had about ten cars with us, the largest of which had been parked in a sinkhole and had gotten stuck.

le sigh.  I am sad.

On a more lighthearted and random note, my dad just gave me the last two or three days worth of "go to college here!" ads that came in the mail.

I got a letter from MIT.  Yes the MIT.

On the front of the envelope, it says, "You're ready."

I laughed for about three minutes straight.  Whooooooooo.  Silly MIT.

It gets better.  I turned the envelope over and on the back it says, "You're so ready."  Ah, the funny never stops.

well...apparently my sister is jail again.

Theres lotsa neat new things going on there.  You should check it out.
Join the forum too :}
Oh yeah, and soon you can be "___@newrevstudios.com".
Isnt that just the most amazing thing youve ever heard?
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Well i was really looking forward to driving up to warren county for the two games thursday and friday.. but i didnt really realize that i have all county those two days also. Oh well.. Just have to travel. where ever they go after that if they get through it.

Oh and I just got my call from Nissan for the Summer College Program this year.. Get to go take my training class March 4th from 6 am - 2:30 or 2:30 - 11 pm.. yea think I'll take the early so i still have a day after that to run around and goof off.. Im excited too about the job.. I should be rolling in right at around $430 every 5 friday! Thats awesome!

anyways.. im out now.. Cya!

i think i am on crack or something cuz i am real hyper and bored at the same time

boredum + hyperness= being stupid

http://kevan.org/johari?name=E-liz!

would you guys mind doing this for me?
it only takes a minute
& i'm curious to see what you all think!

Check This Out

well, i'm writing a post to see if anyone still checks to see if i write posts, so here it is...
a post

so i guess life is a lil better. Well ummm lets see here lately i've been having my ups and downs. Well i've bowled alot lately and i went to my bestest friends house a few days ago. School- well i'm passing all my classes. I'm just barely gonna pass math tho. So my b-day is in 9 days i'm so excited. YAYNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's so much fun to drive through puddles!  unfortunately this is the highlight of my day and i am up to my ears in homework.  i have an english project that needs to be done, US history broad themes and multiple choice, as well as a math test to study for.  AY CARAMBA!

yeah i need an happier entry. thanks everyone for the remarks...

winterfest was awesome. i met Rachael Lampa...

today was one of those rare days in february where you actually have fun. i'm singing those sophomore slump blues.

i had my registration appointment today. anytime i think about next year, it just makes me stress out. i mean i think it'll be a lot of fun but a lot of work. i guess junior years aren't easy, but still. mrs.cain was like "it's not good that you're already stressed out about next year."

there's so much i want to do. student council, band, choir, youth leadership rutherford, section leader, dbs, youth, girl scouts, the list goes on forever. that's all on top of three AP and two honors classes.

pray for me please!

i guess the biggest news is that my mom got a new car

it's definetly a beauty. but that also means that i got a car for myself, so its this huge deal that i can actually drive myself home from now on. no more begging for rides ever again!!

about to start the wonderous choir...yes yes yes

I have been stuck here before.  At a moment where I don't know what to do or who to turn to.  We were discussing suicide in psychology yesterday and I just wanted to get up and walk out of the class.  No one in there knows what it's like to be at that low of a point where death is tha only possible solution.  They have no idea what they are talking about.

I'm set on becoming a better person.  I want to change my faults.  I want to become a person that everyone loves to be around.  That everyone loves.  I'm tired of hate.  I'm tired of loneliness.  I want love.  Just love.

I will change.....

I won't be on here or any other blog site anymore.  This shit is so childish.  Took me awhile to realize it but now I see.

The Sacrament

I hear you breathe so far from here
I feel your touch so close and real
And I know
My church is not of silver and gold,
Its glory lies beyond judgement of souls
The commandments are of consolation and warmth

You know our sacred dream won't fail
The sanctury tender and so frail
The sacrament of love
The sacrament of warmth is true
The sacrament is you

I hear you weep so far from here
I taste your tears like you're next to me
And I know
My weak prayers are not enough to heal
The ancient wounds so deep and so dear
The revelation is of hatred and fear

You know our sacred dream won't fail
The sanctury tender and so frail
The sacrament of love
The sacrament of warmth is true
The sacrament is you
The sacrament is you
The sacrament is you
The sacrament is you
The sacrament is you

You know our sacred dream won't fail
The sanctury tender and so frail
The sacrament of love
The sacrament of warmth is true
The sacrament is you

You know our sacred dream won't fail
The sanctury tender and so frail
The sacrament of love
The sacrament of warmth is true
The sacrament is you

    Its been a long time since I have updated this.......Between school and work and everything else I kind of forget about phusebox. Although I do spend time in the lab at school, so its not that I don't have time I just forget about Phusbox.  Oh well.....

    I love when it snows and I don't have to work or anything...... Joey
and I went and played with my 4 and 5 year old neice and nephew in the snow yesterday and it was so much fun.  It wasn't good for making
snowballs, unless you did it with your bare hands and melted some of
it, but it was still really fun.  We had a sorta snowball fight me
and my niece against Joey and my nephew and it was hillarious those
kids love him. It was cool to watch my nephew whisper in his ear and
then my niece chasing him.  Oh well anyways.  It is pretty
daggum cold out there and that kind of stinks but oh well.
     
    So I hear all the teenagers talking about Winterfest, and it makes me miss youth group.  I really wish I could just stay in the youth group forever.  Is there a stay in youth group degree, haha.   I think you appreciate it even more once you are out.  I love RFC but its not the same as NBYG haha. 
Oh well, I think I am going to go I have class in well an hour. haha.

yee haw

I like birthday's but I think mine is overshadowed by St. Patricks Day, because I like that day more. I got a felt cat in the hat/ leprechaun hat last night at Target....for a dollar. Money well spent my friends, it's amazing.

I still don't know if we made it to Rocketown's battle of the bands or not...they should be telling us anytime.

I have big news though...we're recording with somebody else this summer. So we should be in the studio for at least three days, probably more because this guy's rate is a little cheaper. He's also worked with the Smashing Pumpkins which I find pretty cool. We're gonna put My Personal Reality on the new project too, just so you know.

And last but not least if any of you guys haven't heard our band yet, please check it out. If you like stuff like Relient K and Mae, then you'll like us. the site is:

www.myspace.com/soundpresidential

Ok, I guess that's it. Have a super day!!!!

4 calls...that's how many i got.

3 of those calls were from bob, with telecommunication services
1 was from ben, who didn't even see the post


well i feel a whole lot better
[where's the rope?]

Fine Arts is comming around again and I don't have my short sermon finished yet.....as a matter of fact, I had one but God wants me to do a different one....one about PASSION. I don't really know how or what or where to start. I need prayer...alot of prayer. I have an Idea of how God wants me to do this short sermon, but I'm not 100% sure how to do it.....

Just for clarification:

Honestly, I'm pysched at the responses I have recieved at my previous post- very comforting. But I wasn't depressed, I promise. I was just lonely, it happens.

Everyone has been there, kinda like someone....but you're not sure if they like you, or even if you have a shot. Hence, the sigh...lol

I love you guys, thanks for all of your support haha

I have been doing so much reading lately.  I finished up Harry Potter 5 last night and I am now about  half way through Fight Club.  I also have to read the Awakening for English.  Too many books too little time I suppose, cause I have a crazy long list after those 2 that I want to read.

So like I had said before, Journey was great!!!

I feel different. Well I guess not feel but I can tell a difference. It's cool.

Something odd: I work at a Christian Book Store and yeah we play music and whatnot, usually something soft like Hillsong or Jars of Clay. I like to "dance to the music while I work which i'm sure totally freaks out everybody around me but I can't help it. After this weekend, I found myself wanting to raise my hands at work as i'm singing along with the songs. I swear people think i'm crazy so I usually stop after I realize what i'm doing. This makes me feel bad because i feel ashamed for not praising God like I would at church. Ugg, lifes difficult.
This kinda feels like one of those "Oprah or Dr. Phil, what am I supposed to do?" type posts... hummm.

Well anyways, much love to everybody.
Peace.

wutz^^^^^^^^....da weekend waz a bor...everythiung i had 2 do was cancled...but it cool...cant wait till may...goin bck 2 fl 4 a couple weeks or months...holla tho...p3@[3

so yeah i am really tttttttttttttttiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiirrrrrrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeedddddddddddd!!!!!!

but thats  ok i am trying to finish writing a song i think it will be pretty

cool i will post it when i am finished and let you guys tell me what you think!!

if i had a million dollars, i'd buy your love

 on another note,  i was looking up the origin of my name today and it means captivating or bound...two very different meanings...

Emily Wendom, Ali Arms, and myself are all going to girls state!!! Then Colin Klause and James Gibson are going to boys state, I'm excited, can't wait, it's at the beginning of the summer, and I have a feeling we're going to have a blast!!!

   So lets just say that I think that I am in love with this guy (my boyfriend) but I never tell him because I really don't know how to express that feeling, considering I've never felt it before. Not from my Mom or my Dad. But I really do think I love him. And I keep having this reoccurring dream about me walking up to his door and knocking, his Mom answers the door and asks me why I was there. And I told her I was there to see my boyfriend. Then she gives me this weird look and lets me in. I walk back to his room to find him with another girl in bed. And every time I have this dream the girl is a different person every time. It seems kind of weird, but I also heard that if you have dreams of whoever you're with cheating on you or being false in any way that it really means the complete opposite. So either my dreams are true, which I highly doubt, or he too is in love with me!!! Well either way I guess I have bigger things I need to be worrying about. Like the ACT this Saturday.... it was supposed to be the 11th but it got postponed because of bad weather. I just hope I get a good enough score to get accepted to MTSU. That would be the awesomest!!! Oh well I guess time will prevail the future!!

So, yes, today I turn big 22. It is not that much different than 21 though. You remember when you were younger and every birthday seemed to be a milestone and you would think to yourself with a prideful bliss that you were one year older... yeah, that does not happen anymore.

I wish I could be in Tennessee with my family and fiance for this day... maybe next year.

Thank you to everyone that has already left remarks or sent messages to me. It is much appreciated!


{nt}

Happy Birthday Girl!!!!



Will called and asked for you number... ;)

Heather's gone she left a note 
"He is Legend" was all she wrote

Go fetch the detective
I think I've found something
This isn't Heater's handwriting (that's right, I said it)


Don't you talk to strangers?
You know it leads to danger
"I'm gonna be a big star some day


The kidnapper is at the comfort Inn

We'll find your daughter and we'll get revenge

Record me / red carpet (burns)


The reason the handsome one knocks on your door

It's the candy, the paper, the blood on the floor

It's the "diamonds and the pills"

Leave my daughter alone!

It's the glamour that kills

"Dad, I'm not coming home"


I AM HOLLYWOOD
Watch where you point your finger

I am Hollywood

You better remember

mk, this really sucks. . no one comes here. Not even my best friend. . so I believe I'm shutting down! If I can! *shakes head*

ohmigosh....

my car sucks!!

West Side Story rehearsal last nite was fun and productive! We did the Mambo! w00t!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY VERY COOL BROTHER, NATHAN MOORE!

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