so tomorrow is totally my birthday. cool huh. 

Today after school I was looking forward to because it is swing dancing day.  The thing is that it was not going to be such a good day after all.  I was trying to learn a new move with Callie.  It involved both of us facing the same direction and Callie was in front.  I put my hands on her waist and she had to jump and I would lift her apon my shoulders....The thing is that I sort of lifted to hard and we ended up going backward and Callie hit the floor.... I was so worried for her and I felt like crap.(I should of felt like crap anyway... she trusted me not to drop her and I did..)    I feel like an idiot...  I had done airial moves hundreds of times with no falt... But I still screwed up...  I should of not stood up so straight up and I should of had a foot behind me to prevent that but I screwed up...  I fell like sludge...scum of the earth... 

Later the ambulance came over to check her out and they took her to the hospital to scan her just in case..  I hope Callie is all right...  She already was not feeling good... I am horrible...  Callie I am so deeply and sincerly sorry..   Sorry. 

wow! did God show me something today at choral festival. so yea i got out of school today to work at first united for a choral thing and did God show me something. I was a choir aid which was like a person who helped a choir through the steps of choral festival and i got the joy to get to know this group from Marshall County High School. I was filling out some paperwork in the room where the group was warming up for the preformance this guy who was a senior stepped up and said this, "We have worked for this day for a couple of months and it came so give it all to God because you've done all you do let God take the raines and run with Him." WOW!!!! that was so refreshing to me that as me as a worship leader that i try my hardest to get prepared but then instead of relying on myself we just need to give it to God. Man that made my day! So yea i just had to get that out there! That is one thing that i will probably remember forever. Later- stephen

wow, so now i have a xanga, myspace, and phusebox..... wow... so this is it... be my friend.....

ok so ive got some totally awesome pics that you all should check out!! Thanx so much Mariah!!! theres really not much to say today.  um...its friday so no meat for me.  well ttfn

me, being the wonderfully smart person i am, just realized that phusebox tells people when your on aim.  wow, amazing.  its like its spying on me.

i have been wanting coffee lately so i mightget some capaccino(sp?) lol.... i cant wait for the new starbuck comeing near the koger that near indian hills...

 kaylah said that i am going to be a supermom and have 5 children....

me n taylor brok up lol kinda wierd how quick that was but its cool cuz we were to good of friends to go out so ya. gosh yalll suck at leaving comment but once i but a gay pic of me up in a pink hoodie yall start commenting lol

so i'm definetly going to Coco tonight. i'm cited. i really miss going to Nashville regularly. Caitlin's goin with me, and hopefully Carly. and HOPEFULLY Andrew can meet us there.

then tomorrow is a campus tour of O'More. ^_^ joy.

then work.

then sunday. and i think work again.

whoop.

 i wish i knew who to believe. people make me angry

Wednesday...I passed out in fourth period.... It was terrifying... i've fainted before but not around people who are all freaking out and i cant respond... i cant even see them.. i could only hear them... ugh anyways..i stayed at school.. somehow.. dunno how i made it! and then i went home and got in bed and stayed there...

Thursday.... I tossed and turned all night.. but i stayed in bed all day cuz everytime i sat up or stood up i got really dizzy and i had spells every so often where i couldnt breath ( my chest got REAL heavy), my face would pale, and i couldnt see anything without it spinning and it was horrible.. but i stayed in bed all day and slept on and off for most of the day...

Friday.. well at 2:30 i woke up and needed a glass of water so i tried to get to the kitchen but i got really dizzy and every thing was spinning and i couldnt breath... so by the time i got to the kitchen i fainted... didnt lose conciousness though.. anyways..i finally got up after a few minutes but was still really dizzy so i got a cup of water and sat down to drink it... then after i felt i could make it to the room again i headed back to the room... i did make it but i collapsed in the bed.... At 5:30 i had the worst spell ever...i couldnt breath i was sweating but i was freezing cold..i was PURE WHITE pale!, the whole room was spinning, and i had the worst migraine EVER.... i just banged on the wall trying to get my parents attention.... they got up and came in gave me motrin and tons of water and after like a half an hour i calmed down.... i slept on and off again until 9.... at that point i had to SIT in the bottom of the shower to shower off because i couldnt stand long enough without getting extremely dizzy..

then mom took me to the ER (we got there a little after 9)... once we got there they immedietely admitted me and we were there FOREVER... they put an IV in me, took 5 tubes of blood, made me pee in a flippin cup, did a CT scan on me, EKG test on my heart, testing to see if i was anemic, checked my electrolytes, took my vitals thirty billion times, and gave me drugs through my IV.... once all that was done they told me to rest awhile to let the drugs kick in and then they came in with results... so basically things werent so bad.... the dizziness was due to a very serious  ESTENSIVE sinus disease that if they cant get the "fluids" moving then surgery MAY come... and also i have tract infection... UGH! anyways. they couldnt explain the headaches and the spells or the blacking out... until just before it was time to go they were checking my vitals and a spell hit... and he realized what was going on... i ws having panic attacks... so stress and anxiety was what was causing all this crap... yeh... so i got lots of meds to come home with... one to drain my sinus crap and another was my antibiotic and the last one is loritabs!!! lol im supposed to take them temporarily everytime i have a panic attack.... the doctor said.. "they have street value" so keep the hidden.. i was like great now im drug addict to put on top of all this.. so i got home early evening on friday and this is the first time ive been allowed out of bed since.. and once im done posting then i have to go back to bed... i MAY get to go to church tommorow... but no night service... great huh? anyways.. i gotta go ... im feeling kinda dizzy so im going to bed..

ill see you guys tommorow..

love you all,

keep me in your prayers.

meag

ps you know what the worst part was???

I MISSED PAINTBALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If you people get on here often enough, you should read this before tonight so... tell me... how many of you are going? I know Marybeth is... And I know Krista is... Considering the fact that she doesn't have a Phusebox...

What's the funniest thing ya'll have heard lately?  I need a serious laugh session!!! If a merry heart is good like a medicine I must  be sick and need to be medicated!  Laughter is actually good exercise too.  NO!  That doesn't mean I need anyone to poke me in the ribs!  Just a cute little joke  or story will do thank you very much!

Baby since the day you came into my life
You made me realize that we were born to fly
You showed me everyday new possibilities
You proved my fantasies of love could really be

Let's go to a place only lovers go
To a spot that we've never known
To the top of the clouds we're floating away yeah
Ooh this feels so crazy
Oh this love is blazing
Baby we're so high
Walking on cloud 9

john legend is my hero. and so is steve simpson. gah, i'm the luckiest girl alive. to be loved by such a great man is truely the best thing that's ever happened to me - what did i ever do to deserve him???

rotfl... this is what happens on a friday after a very long night's work with no sleep afterwards.  i join the phusebox society.  why?  so i can communicate with meagan i guess.  sounds like as good a reason as any.

i totally saw jennifer love hewitt today in the city... she's short.

Hello Loves...

                 Ohkayy so I dont know if Arkansas = ♥ b/c I've never been there...until now!I am on my way to Arkansas for a premier cheerleading competition...yayyy!!Wish me luck && pray for a safe trip..I will miss you!♥Ash*Bo

So i woke up this morning,
looked at my eyes
and i looked like i had just
smoked mari-ju-uana.
so i was like "ahh it'll go away"
and i took my contacts out
and put drops in my eyes,
went to school...
well we rounded 4th hour
and i'm pretty sure most people
started thinkin i was high ...
so i stopped making eye contact,
called my mother and went home after lunch.

so here i sit,
wishing i could go to starbucks..
about to lean my room,
eat some carrots,
yaddah yaddah..but yes
i am home 2 hours early...chillin.
this week has been so odd.

3-day week next week=)
{monday-spanish trip, no school friday}
the life of a rock star...
i'm just that fabulous..lol

Yeah my birthdays monday. but the only things i see that are good about it are i can stay out as late as i want and i can like or date a guy thats older than me and people not freak out.

Do you ever have those moments when you wish you could go back in time and change everything in a situation? i have. the most recent one is that i threw away a relationship that could have been so much more. and the sad part about it is that i just recently realized it.

how to ask questions?

http://justcurio.us/IfGodWasThatGoodItWouldntMatterWichReligionUdBelieveInAsLongAsUdJustLiveUrL

Until i can throw my Dell off the top of my building and begin my new life with my new baby.

so i'm realllllllllllllllly hungry.........i've got 8 minutes till i can eat........and sarahs sittin hear with her chinese food rubbin it my face........oh man........my favorite......general chicken......ahh.........so im gonna go make a "it's a boy" cake for alisha.........i'm gonna go wait hungrily for 7 minutes......i love you

in keyboarding.

BORED.

done with EVERYTHING!!

Have you ever been to Starbucks and order a tall drink and they give you a venti just for the heck of it? Those are the good days.

So here I sit... enjoying a venti White Mocoa Frap...

{nt}

There's darkness in my skin. 
My cover's wearing thin, I believe.
I'd love to start again, go back to innocent, and never leave. 
Don't give up now. 
A break in
the clouds. 
We could be found. 
There's nothing wrong with me. 
It's just that I believe things could get better. 
And there's nothing wrong with love. 
I think it's just enough to believe. 
Rescue is coming. 
Rescue is coming. 
Rescue is coming. 
Rescue is coming. 
And there's nothing wrong with you and nothing left to do but believe something bigger. 
And there's nothing wrong with love, I know
it's just enough to believe. 
Don't give up now. 
A break in the clouds. 
We could be found. 
Rescue is coming now.

Ah, it appears I was mistaken.  I do not have the plague.  I only have allergies cleverly disguised as the plague.  When I think of allergies I think of runny nose, watery or itchy eyes, and lots of sneezing.

I have a nose that is just barely running, no watery or itchy eyes, and no sneezing whatsoever.  I do have a hell of a lot of coughing, a really sore throat, swollen tosils, and liquid behind my right ear.

Apparently, these are also signs of allergies.  Who knew?  *shrug*

So yeah, I'm not dead.  But I don't feel good and breathing is still somewhat of a chore.  So I'm not going back to school today.

Ciao, homies.

Hey Phusebox... I Went To Church Last Night... It Was So Good... Not Everybody Was There But We Still Had A Great Service... And Then After Church, We Went Over To My Aunts House With My Cousins... Man We Had A Gathering In The Family And My Brother Spoke Some Words That Touched All Of Us... It Was Funny Too When He Made Jokes Out Of What People Do In Life... Man, God Is Good... And So Is My Mom And My Brother Steven... Thats Why I Look Up To Them As Heroes In My Life... I Love My Family So Much That Nothing Can Take Their Place Except God... And Well Its The Weekend And You Know Im About To Try To Do Something Fun... Hopefully, I'll Chill With My Cousin Dre Since He Got Put Out Of The Basketball Season... Damn You Siegel!?! LOL...  And Now For The Next Subject, Remember When I Told Yall That "One Of The Girls I Liked Said I Can Get To Know Her"? Well, To Be Honest, She On That Bull****... I Don't Know What Her Deal Is... She Acting Like She Don't Remember Nothing... So I'ma Just Let Her Go Because She Ain't Worth My Time Or My Love... Besides I Have Others Who Like Me But I'm Not For Sure Yet, But I'll Let You Know Whats Up When I Find Out... Well, I'm About To Just Chill In The Class For Awhile So I'll Write Again Soon...

Hey people!

So I just read my last entry and obviously i have forgotten how sad i was those couple of weeks..but, im not any more! Shyeah i am back to being me. Haha i laugh at those so called mature kids..or want to be mature.. Why grow up so fast??? Who wants to be old anyways? Anyways im going out with the cool - est guy ever, and im really happy!!

Blink-182 "Dysentary Gary

Got a lotta heart ache
He's a f***en weasel
His issues make my mind ache
Want to make a deal

Cause I love your little motions
You do with your pigtails
What a nice creation
Worth another night in jail

He's a player, diarrhea giver, tried to grow his hair out
When friends were listening to slayer
I would like to find him friday night
Hanging out with mom and trying on his father's tights
Life just sucks, I lost the one, I'm giving up she found someone
There's plenty more, girls are such a drag

So all you little ladies
Be sure to choose the right guys
You'll come back to me maybe
I'll shower you with lies

Got a lotta heart ache
He's a f***en weasel
Decisions make my mind ache
Want to make a deal

Ease away the problems and the pain
The girl chose the one guy who makes you want to kick and scream
All along, you wish that she would stay
f*** the guy who took and ran away

He's a player, diarrhea giver, tried to grow his hair out
When friends were listening to slayer
I would like to find him friday night
Hanging out with mom and trying on his father's tights
f*** this place, I lost the war, I hate you all, your mom's a w****
Where's my dog? girls are such a drag

I'm off to Ravenwood in Brentwood, oh what a long trip there... TASC is Tennessee Assoiation of Student Council so yea it is a bunch of student councils around the state coming together, and it is actually pretty fun...
I'll be back on Sunday

Megan

Wow.  We are brilliance.  By all rights, we should be working on yet another cursed A.P. English prompt.  But we talked the substitute out of it.  You may bask in our persuasive glory.

So instead I get on PhuseBox, the only blogging site not blocked by our server (but not for lack of trying; haha, laaame).

"Lame" is my new word.  Lame-lame-lame.
Lame-lame.  Lame.  .....Lame.

Macbeth is looming on the horizon.  Last night we ran the "double, double, toil and trouble" scene into the grooouuund.  Seriously.  But it was so -- much -- fun.  For the first time since probably The Crucible, I took a risk and let loose.  It was glorious.  I felt like myself again.

I feel old.  But I'm forbidden to tell you why.

This month, GWU either breaks my heart or makes my life.
But no pressure.  Right?
Right.
So why am I unconvinced??

HEY GUYS.....

        I HAVEN'T WROTE IN A FEW DAYS SO I THOUGHT I WOULD UPDATE..............

               GOT TO TRAIN A NEW CREW MEMBER AT WORK LAST NIGHT SHE IS  PRETTY COOL AND SHE LEARNS FAST SO I GUESS THATS ALL COOL........

         I AM STILL LOKKING TO FIND A MAN SOMEONE TO LOVE TIRED OF BEING ALONE I GUESS. BEING SINGLE ISN'T AS GREAT AS I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE IT TOTALLY SUCKS.

            SO YEAH HAVE TO WORK AGAIN TONIGHT 6 TO 10 BUMMER CAUSE FRIDAYS MY HANGOUT DAY THE BEGGINING OF FREEDOM............

            SO I GET MY CLASS RING THIS WEEKEND I AM SO EXITED IT IS GOING TO BE THE COOLEST EVER. I AM TOTALLY HYPED ABOUT GETTING IT IT MAKES MY JUNIOR YEAR A WHOLE LOT COOLER....

               I AM TOTALLY READY TO GRADUATE HIGH SCHOOL EVEN IF I HAVE ONE MORE YEAR LOOKIN TO TAKE LOTS OF EASY CLASSES TO GET SOME EASY GRADES TO TAKE MY GPA UP. THEN I CAN GRADUATE AND FINALLY BE FREE FROM THE HELLS OF HIGH SCHOOL. EVERYONE SAYS HIGH SCHOOL IS THE BEST YEARS OF YOUR LIFE WHOEVER MADE THAT UP SHOULD BE SHOT HIGH SCHOOL SUCKS......

          READY FOR COLLEGE SO I CAN MAKE MY OWN SCHEDULE AND FINALLY BE FREE FROM P.A.R.E.N.T.SNOT THAT MINE AREN'T COOL BUT SOMETIMES YOU JUST HAVE TO GET OUT......

HOPE TO START MY OWN BAND THIS SUMMER I  HOPE TO GET A GOOD ONE AND MAKE IT A LONG WAY FIRST I HAVE TO COME UP WITH THE NAME.......ANY SUGGESTIONS.....AND  THE PRICES FOR THE EQUIPMENT IS REALLY HIGH SO IT LOOKS LIKE A SUMMER JOB AT MCDONALDS IS CALLING MY NAME.....

ANYWAYS IIM TIRED OF BLABBING SO IM GONNA GO READ A MAGAZINE OR SOMETHING I GUESSS...... OR MAYBE JUST  SLEEP? OH WELLZ HOPE EVRYONES DAY ROCKS OUT

LUV YAZ,

BRANDI 

So pretty much last weekend marked the end of mock trial season for me. I'm going to miss the laughter, fun, and all the really cool people, but I'm not going to miss the hours of work it took. I mean it was every tuesday and thursday night, plus the extra hours I put in outside of class. Of course I'm going to go back next semester because the work was worth the fun a lot of the time.

Well last weekend was the regional tournament, and we did not make it out of regionals. My team left thursday night at like six and got to Louisville around 11:30 their time. Then we proceeded to drive around for thirty to forty five minutes looking for a non-existant Ramada Inn. By this time we were starving and tired and we decided to call the number on our directions paper. Turns out we were supposed to be staying at the Best Western which we had past several times. So after we checked in at the hotel we went and had Steak n Shake. So the tourney went fine and we ahd a blast, but we didn't do as well as we thought we should have. Anyway that marks the end of mock trial for my first year.

THIS.... is my dress!! I ordered it yesterday. and its yellow and its poofy. I got a ball gown and i love it. I feel like Belle in Beauty and the Beast. :D But I did find a dress that looked exactly like Belle's but! it didn't come in yellow so i didn't get it (: I have to have a yellow dress. I just had to. (: its close to $400 dollars. yeah i know. :D

Sam is excited now. Cause he can wear black and yellow. :P

kay! work today not really excited about it. : but hey ill live. (:

i love you sam. have a good day at school. (: and don't get pulled over again. :P

what is up everyone I am feeling good my mom left for the weekend and she left my little brother in my stepdads hands and that is not good. I need something to do this weekend I think I am going to the movie with Aaron I think since we did nothing for our 1 month Ann. so anyway I will talk later BYE

And I love my new pics he is a fine fine man

Whats Poppin Peeps (I KNOW YOUR HATING THIS ^ PORCHEA LOL)

So money aint coming to good right now but it will, ya nahmean. I gotta pay my moms back kuz she paid my student loan so i'll get at her soon with the money. And I gotta buy somemore car parts to fix Purple Haze (my car). I think i gotta get on the grind again. (Don't worry B) Raw Krakk, 16 5 a piece, lol jk.

But on the bright side of life, Im about to be on this mixtape with some peeps. Its gonna be hot as hell ya nahmean. I hope it will sell good around town kuz a brotha needs to get paid.

I'ma lock my hair up in two months to try something new. And then i'm gonna cut it after a while. Sorry B but your gonna help me lock it up LOL.

Love Ya B!!

Signing out, truely yours Raw Krack

Why is it that almost all the "scary" movies lately are just not scary? Some of them are just outright funny. For example, Freddy vs. Jason, a film which had the potential to be a great scary movie. But instead it became a tragic non-horror film, I laughed most of the film, when I wasn't grossed out. Just throwing around buckets of blood and guts does not constitute a horror film. Yes, it helps, but it doesn't make it a horror film. When Freddy was throwing around Jason like a pin-ball and there actually was the sound effect of that going on I was falling out laughing. What was even more tragic was the ending they left it open for yet another crap-fest. Another film I was very disappointed with was Cry Wolf. It had all the makings of a good horror/suspense movie. Everyone was a good liar, making it easy for everyone to be suspicious of eachother. The teens tempted fate by making up a serial killer, etc. But they ruined it by too much misdirection. We never know who the killer is and the killer is always revealed to be one of the teenagers we know so the fear is gone. My biggest disappointment was there were only two kills...THAT IS NOT A HORROR FILM!!!!! Two kills can happen in a chic-flick! So if anyone is a sad as I am at the state of the horror industry, please write back so we can vent our disgust. Or just write back to tell me how wrong I am.

I went to phusebox.com today, again, on accident.
Their site has improved from the last time i accidentally went there. It's pretty cool. But it's also in like German or something so that kinda brings the cool factor down to like 5.
Prom is in like a month or something like that and I have to go shopping for a prom dress. *yuck* I hate shopping. The only reason i'm going to prom is to say I went, take pictures and to ultimately end up at Denny’s or IHOP at 1a.m. *yeah baby* stupid teenager stuff you know...
talk to ya later people,
Peace

 

So what do you do when you can't get off work but have to go to a business competition at the same time.  It will cost me about $200 not to go.  But maybe my job if I do go.  I'm a new employee at Sonic on Memorial and they've got me on a "probation period".  If I start asking off, they might think bad of me already.  And I've been told by multiple people that everyone likes me.  I can't afford to lose that. : )  Oh well.  I'll figure something out.  Not to worry.

Speaking of worrying, I worry about everthing little that doesn't matter.  Brandon told me that it wasn't worth worring about because in 2 weeks, all those worries will be gone and a new set will bother me.  Thanks. 

I have to work tonight.  Tonight is my date night.  Darn it.  I'll have to reschedual. 

Things happen.  Life goes on.

Harvey

Hey today is FRIDAY s !!!!!  Jeaaa jeaa!!   Today is my dancing day! Yall know what... we need more dancing people in this world.  Dancing is the shiz net.   that is some pritty good stuff right therrrr.    Hopefully their will be more people to dance with today!!

Memento

i reach into the place where
i hold my memories of days passed;
the symbols of my life from years gone.
i pull out boxes hidden away
where i myself would not find
until the day i should stumble upon them.
fondly i open and gaze at all
the contents, and the many memories
flit swiftly across my mind. i smile
at the chance to remind myself
of what my life was, and is,
and begin to wonder what is yet to be.
the countless pictures cross my fingers,
and the many papers scribbled with
your elegant writing in the margin space.
i recall when we first met,
the many troubles that filled our days,
the endless hours we would spend together.

my life was lived for you,
but you were only for yourself
and in the end, my own heart was spent–
empty and bare, cold and dead,
the life and hope bled out
into you. yes, perhaps it was
my own fault, and now i know
to place my faith in more than flesh,
my hopes into One who can sustain them.
i return the things to their proper places–
the pain of the past is hard to bear
but perhaps years from now, i'll rediscover
this sanctuary of my past
and look through it with only pleasure,
the pain being long behind us both.
as for now, they are but reminders
of all that you once were to me
but are no more, and never again shall be.

*and before anyone asks, this is about no one in particular*

i loooooooooooooooooooooove x-men. x3 is coming out soon and i can't wait. i plan to take mi brother b/c he has gotten interested in it also.  ummmmmmmmm. lets see. i went to youth last night. it was pretty fun. i got to see danny and amber again. :)

so. as of now, March 3, i am this....

<>><<>`/`/`/`/`/`/)()()()( YYAAYYAAVVVOOO IIIIII><><><><

that is my happy dance for today. interpreted through the keyboard.

i think today is going to be a good day. i have $4.85 to my name, and some aluminium foil in a bag. some good materials to have a very interesting day...... *emily*~*lu*~*emmy*~*emoochie*~*hoochie*~*e-money*

any more nicknames to add?? oh, sorry, sara, "the tennis player" :)

May 20th is creeping up fast. I can hardly wait. Graduation is 2 1/2 months away and the college life will soon begin.

if my camera wasnt in my car i would take  a picture of my ticket. i would scan it but the scanner is broken

piece

REGION CHAMPS!!!!!!!!!!!

So yeah, i decided that it was time to start blogging again.  i need to vent.  where's a better place to do it than in front of everyone?!  see ya'll in the comments!

-Capn

so. does your life (or what it could be) ever seem like a movie? cause mine does sometimes. not in a melodramatic way. it's just funny. so, to whom it ma concern, i got principal's list this six weeks...YAYAH!...and pretty sure Lakeisha Seay is my favorite person ever...excluding Kelsey Stroop, who is my hero. but what i'm particularly not liking right now, is guys. actually, i love guys. but, one guy in particular has earned his way onto my "crap list". i don't like guys that try to mess with me, either because they think that they can take advantage of the fat kid and that i'll just go all googly eyed over them because i'm just sooooooooooooooooooooooo desperate...or guys that are just too touchy feely. i'm sure he'd just tell me i'm making to big a deal out of it, but it bothers me, so i don't think it's too big of a deal. anyways, yeah. i'm actually really sad that mrs. dugger (student teacher) is leaving on friday. i really liked her. but w/e. anyways. formal is growing ever closer, and i am excited. but not in the usual crazy way. just a very mellow anticipation. woot! we's gon has fun! i still can't believe Siegel beat us last night. but God has really opened my eyes to how not big of a deal it is. it's really not worth busting unity in our youth group, which tends to happen (i do it too, i'm not blaming anyone). also, it's pretty weird when someone you haven't talked to in a year starts talking to you again. but kinda neat. also, pretty sure Bruce has been on my mind like a mug lately. i dunno what it is. who knows. story of my life. so anyways, i'll leave you with a song, which i really think was written for me, by Billy Joel...and it goes a lil' summpin like-a dis... 

[slow down, you crazy child, you're so ambitious for a juvenile, but then if you're so smart, tell me, why are you still so afraid?...where's the fire? what's the hurry about? you better cool it off before you burn it out, you got so much to do and only so many hours in a day, hey...but you know that when the truth is told that you can get what you want, or you can just get old. you're gonna kick off before you even get halfway through...slow down, you're doin fine. you can't be everything you wanna be before your time, although it's so romantic on the borderline tonight, tonight...too bad, but it's the life you lead, you're so ahead of yourself, that you forgot what you need. though you can see when you're wrong, you know, you can't always see when you're right, you're right...you got your passion, you got your pride, but don't you know that only fools are satisfied. dream on, but don't imagine they'll all come true...why don't you realize, vienna waits for you. slow down you crazy child, take the phone off the hook and disappear for a while. it's alright, you can afford to lose a day or two...why don't you realize, vienna waits for you.]

much love---Cari

I go about my business, I’m doing fine
Besides, what would I say if I had you on the line
Same old story, not much to say
Hearts are broken every day

You're never nothing less than beautiful

things are still trill;
i think i may/should add some pics on this thing sometime around soon so if anyone wants a 600x800 pixel insight into my social activities, You're in luck !

Starting to get warmer. You know what this means. Its camera season//

Expect some pictures soon.

im not much of a photographer... but my camera sux so it sont help... heres some nifftynes...


Robyn....


i miss the snow....DANG i got big feet!


Tires @ bud's tire....


in my way to.... school.... i think


my WONDERFUL key board...

yah its real.... LOL.... i took it a few weeks ago at the park...


my trip to the sherrifs dept.... ?

~tRISH

so yea had the first official band meeting, we were the little fairy girls but we're trying to decide if we want to change it to the title you see somewhere up there^.... so i am asking you guys what you think just because..... don't even ask where we got it because if i told you ................ i'm just not going to tell you

I am coughy.  I am thinking about not going to school tomorrow.  Thinking.  I'll probably wind up going anyways.

Wuh-oh.  Looks like I drafted myself for more intensive labor than my usual house cleaning. I let my grandmother get me started on yard work.  You know, raking, weeding, digging, pruning, and such.

I forsee much pain and sweat and dirt in my future.  Ah well.  It'll probably be good for me.

I went to Cafe Symposium at the library today.  It was neat.  You should go next week.  That's right - ALL OF YOU.  Rachel was my only buddy there.  I knew Erin Murdoc in middle school, but I haven't seen her in forever.  I also recognized a kid named Justin that I also knew in middle school.  But he's annoying.  Let us not speak of him.

There was also this guy with a lisp that seemed really familiar, but I can't place why.  *shrug*

Ugh.  I have to go wash off some of the dirt I covered myself in eariler today.

ok so pretty much hurt my achilles etndon.... hope thats spelled right... anyways back to the story i hurt it and i can barely jog now so needless to say i still have 14 miles to go and practice was a beast today i was limping everywhere. hope it gets better soon or i won't get to play at all.
Ben

GOSHNESS.... i HATE reality shows... man what ppl will come up w/ these days.... i just dont understand?.... oh well
~tRISH

 i like waffels. They r yummy. So ne ways lets talk bout pants they're a good thing to have.

tonight i went running.
i cant tell you how many times ive gone running before, but tonight was different. it was a good different, though =)

i enjoyed it! i felt so relaxed while i was running. i went at 7ish so it was cool and dark outside. as i ran, i did lots of thinking..

the thing i thought about the most though, was how we perservere.
1st Corinthians 9:24-27
"Remember that in a race everyone runs, but only one person gets the prize. You also must run in such a way that you will win. All athletes practice strict self-control. They do it to win a prze that will fade away, but we do it for an eternal prize. So I run not like a boxer who misses his punches. I discipline my body like an athlete, training it to do what it should. Otherwise, I fear that after preaching to others I myself might be disqualified."

so this is how i put it all together... i am running to get in shape and reach my finish line-making volleyball and being fit the way that i should to be prepared for conditioning this summer. even though i get tired and physically drained, i keep going.

life is the same way, we are running in the "Life Race" and the finish line is heaven! we keep running after Christ to strive to be more like Him and to know Him more. we run to try and reach non-believers to share our CREATOR with them, and the amazing things that He has done. the prize is when we get to heaven and God says "well done, My good and faithful servant".. how much more of an incredible and rewarding prize could we recieve? keep pressing towards the goal!!

Wow..I got a phuse box!! now wat do0 i do0o? all my probs n shtuff r told to0 mah guhs..not u strangers..lol..jk..more to0 come so0n

oh my goodness, im such a horrible person!  so i wanted to give up aim right?  well, that didnt work.  like on the very day we were sposed to give up what we were giving up, i messed it up.  so ive come up with somthing else.  im going to fast for a whole week.  well, i hope you all have better luck than me!  lol, oh well, ill try again eventually

I have myself to blame
for the state I'm in today
and now dying
doesn't seem so cruel
               -kelly clarkson

Well, it has been a few weeks since Jazzy died. I'm still hurting but I do feel alittle better... I found this picture of her. She was the cutest Princess for Halloween...

Does anyone know what this animal is? It looks like a duck/chicken but it acts like a dog... yes... I said dog... It wags its tail feathers, pants like a dog... its weird! WHAT IS IT????

So.... yea.

yeah.
i dont get life sometimes.
you think things are going great..
but then,
something happens.
something you cant really explain.
then you get depressed.
but then you pray about it and you decide that you need to let it go.
so you do.
then you are relived.
thank you God.

Your attitude reaks of an unshown problem,
One minute you're smiling, the next
"Leave me alone"
All I wanted to say was
"I noticed was you watching your shadow"

You laugh with the others but talk softly with me,
You once smiled when I rolled over to say hi,
Now I'm left with a sigh, a face that says
I'm ignoring you, friend
Go away..

I once recorded something
You were going to miss
You drove over and picked it up
I once could call you and talk about anything
Now I'm left with a dial tone

Dear friend
What hides behind that face of yours?
I swear I mean no harm
I wouldn't have run over in a spidey costume
For just anyone

I would not have burnt a cd
Of Jap-Pop videos for a monkey
Or for myself, but I did for you
You, who once laughed along with me
My friend

Alright so let me tell you about my freakin awsome day yesterday.....for starters I was talking to a friend and I have found a roommate for when I move out in May actually I found 2 roommates.....only downside I can see is the fact that my family might disapprove cause they are both girls but that is all cool with me cause I wouldn't date either one of them not to mention they are both dating someone right now anyways.....next let me say this girl I like has expressed that she likes me also and well hopefully things will start progressing from there but yea all is going well as of yesterday.....well peace out much love bye bye

Hey everybody, Well i am officially sixteen today and i have my drivers liscense.  YES!!!!!!!!!

Oh and im goin to prom with the most beautiful amazing girl ever, Katie Kimbell WOOT WOOT!!!!!

I hope everyones day went well and leave me lots of comments

love you guys

What up my party people!! Haha. Last night was super cool. I really wish I had gone to One Weekend. Here is the rundown of how last night went:

People who went on the trip got up and said what God had put on their hearts during the weekend. All of the stories were moving, but there were a few that really put me on fire!

A couple testimonies were shared, and guys, I now realize that getting up in front of people takes a lot of heart. Especially when you tell them your life story.

Personally, I just think it's so awesome when I see Christian fellowship in action. Sharing every problem; fixing every flaw; and having a little fun; above all...worshiping our amazing Savior; <-- that's what fellowship is. It has to be one of the most amazing gifts that we have recieved.

One last thing, I think I may have found her. The one person who makes me feel...happy. She could be...the one.

~Rhett

so.. the BEAUTIFUL LIN-Z
surprised me with a sonic
chicken wrap and a strawberry
lime-aid <33 that pretty much
made my whole week amazing.
she totally gets MONDO
brownie points from me.

<33

hey it's me skysailor! i know i've never been on this thing since.....a week ago.. sorry.. well i'm a high school student and yeah.. yeah! i got #4 on my high school tennis team.. oh yay! and megan's been wanting me to get on this thing for a while so yeah. hey megan! ohhhhhh! i'm going to oahu during spring break and hopefully i don't get stuck in jon's room.. that would suck so bad.. and i think i'm rooming with my buddies claire and tiffany.. my tennis sisters..i know.. the last time was super fun. i taught them how to reheat dinner.. and we got to go to the movies and watch mr. and mrs. smith.. it was a great movie... and we played cards and stuff.. but this year we don't have katie and kainoa.. wahhhhhhh!!! and yeah.. it was the best trip i ever went on and hopefully this trip will be more fun than before.. and i'm rooming with juniors! better. than rooming with kerrie-ann.. she talks alot.. well, adios! class's gonna start

yo everyone... i hope everyone had a woderful week... mine went by fast... lol

and in a week i am leaving to go up north woot woot so that weekend i wont be updating  so yeah

ok how did the Great Awakening of 1730s contribute to the devlopment of the separation of church and state????? help me please

            "Remember from dust you came and to dust you shall return."

            Somewhere in Paris, Marguerite crossed herself and stood up, having received the ashes from the priest on her forehead.

            With a glance to the stained glass Madonna and Child above the altar of the small chapel, she turned and moved back towards her seat, making room for the other parishioners to take the place she had occupied kneeling in the front of the church. A mother, with head covered, accompanied by a small boy kneeled at the rail where she had been. The young woman tried desperately to keep the boy still long enough for the priest to make the sign of the cross on his forehead, but he squirmed away and escaped back to his pew.

            His father is probably at the Front, she thought to herself. Then, taking a morbid turn mentally: Or, of course, he could be dead.

            She continued her walk towards the back of the little church, past a shriveled old woman holding a worn wooden crucifix close to her heart and silently repeating the prayers for each bead.

            She passed men too old (and boys too young) to fight.

            She passed mothers and wives weeping.

            She passed far too many young girls holding close the letters they had last received, hoping against hope.

            It all made her sick to her stomach.

            She also passed more than a few off-duty German soldiers (not to mention the few stationed in the back of the church with guns to make sure nothing got out of hand), most of whose heads turned to follow her in her walk towards the back.

            She glared at them. Sick dogs.

            Instead of turning back into the pew she had occupied, Marguerite continued straight back out of the sanctuary and into the foyer of the church. She retrieved her coat and scarf from the rack. She was disappointed that she could not stay for the remainder of the service, but timing was everything these days, especially for her. Especially in Paris.

            Stepping out of the church and down to the street, she looked around, pulling her coat closer around her. It was unusually cold for this time of year.

            A nondescript car turned a corner onto the narrow Paris street and stopped next to where she was standing. The driver spoke through the rolled down passenger side window.

            "Everything set?"

            She nodded, opening the door and climbing into the car.

The driver pressed the gas.

            Somewhere in Paris, a little church exploded.

Karen made this...ihearther

So i left school....got me and abby dee some sonic came back and yeah just going down the road when ur supposed to be in school listening to incubus...is amazing

i just might join the episcopal church.
seriously.

Just wanted to show you the consequences of a bet to my youth group.  I challenged them to bring 15 new people on sunday morning.  This is a huge feat since I can barely get 5 pf regular's there.  30 on wednesday nights, 5 on sunday morning.  SO, they were up for the challenge, the prize, well, look up, that's it!

Although they said that it's not any fun if i look half-way decent.  All I have to say is, well, should have thought about that!

HOLLA!!!

Well the countdown has officially begun.  My last day at State Farm is March 24th.  We (Adam and I ) have struggled with this decision for a while now.  It was, for the record ,a mutual decision.  We had to think about the many ways our lives will be different when I am not working. In the process of that we realized that the good things about me staying home outweigh the things that might be considered bad.. Also these last few months before Kindergarten can never be replaced.  She will be in school for the next....forever.  Well at least forever until she grows up and moves out.  I just didn't want to have regrets.  I am confident that we are making the best choice for us , but  I do feel a little nervous about the transition back home.  Who knows what will happen during the next few months.  I am excited about the possiblilties. :)

photo from aTouch_Overrated

So tomorrow me and my friends set sail for Samford (to see STEPH!) and then we head to the northeast on Saturday for the most exhilirating road trip ever imagined.  So just pray for our traveling and stuff would ya?

Hey Phusebox... Today Has Became A Better Day For Me.. I'm Going To Church After School... Can't Wait... And One Of The People That I Liked Told Me That She Wants To Get To Know Me Too... Thank God... And The Other, Oh Well... The Girl That I'm Currently Am Talking To Now Gave Me Her Number Yesterday But I Lost My Cell Phone... Damn!!!! Thats Really Messed Up Huh? Well, I Gotta Go, I Have Work To Do So I'll Write Again Soon...

wow, it's been forever since I updated. . .sorry kids

anywayyy. . .

Disney inspired me to come home and find a job. . .so 2 weeks after returning home(but only 2 days after I started trying) I have 2 interviews. I have one today @ Jason's Deli, and then one next wednesday @ American Eagle in Hickory Hollow

The manager from AE called last night. . .and pretty sure he called during American Idol. . .so I don't really remember his name. . .I was freaking out that I was about to miss my fave's performance. . and was attempting to find a remote to record it. . .hehe. . .bad on me. . .

hey my best buddy! this is rach! i love you and miss you in chem! i'm mad...grrrrr....cause you're not here! --Rach

dear kelsey, 

where are you today? spanish just wont be the same without you.

your friend, meghan

good day to be absent, i needed a ride today! oy  

love will

OH PRAISE THE ONE WHO PAID MY DEBT

AND RAISED THIS LIFE UP FROM THE DEAD!!!

How marvelous and how awesome is God's humility. God took care of us forever, and he wanted the harshest punishment to earn it as well. I mean can we fully grasp the ultimate sacrifice of Christ? Sometimes I forget that his sacrifice was the harshest! I know though that when we gaze upon Christ, we will fully get it! I pray that we would live our lives in gratitude for the price he paid this day and until we see him!

Check out Philippians 2 for more!

AND ALL OF YOU CRACH HEAD BETTER JOIN MY GROUPS: ROLL CALL AND OREOS

Greek test went well! There is no way i did that on my own so praise god and thank you for he prayers!

what is up everyone I am doing good It was my one month anniversary with Aaron on the 27of Feb.  but I just wanted to tell you. I am so bored write me so I can be entertained.............

Bible study last nite at my house... my lil sister wasn't there cuz she had Damn Yankees rehearsal...

so many things killing me...

I work at the Choral Festival tomorrow...

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"You see? We will get to that place some day
I want to show you a superb view
That's the sign for tomorrow, our future"
-Ayu (criminal)

The evolution of Ayumi Hamasaki!

This is my "O" to my best friend and brother in Christ Mr. Justin Vance aka "Justincredible". Many of you know him, some of you don't, but after this blog everyone will. There's no real reason why im doing this and its kinda long but if you know Justin you will read this so that you can get to know him even better and remember him since he's not in the boro right night….So with out any more delay Here's Justin

He's a cool guy, and for some odd reason we seem to get alone really well.

I guess its b/c we can just be really stupid together.

But as I said he's a pretty cool guy, and he has pretty good skill's…

like playing the guitar

Dancing

Being a ninja

Watching fires

And getting his picture taken

He's a pretty laid back, go with the flow kinda guy.

And im sure your thinking isn't he….well you know…you know…kinda…

.........

And the answer is no….as funny as those pictures are, no. he just really likes to spoon. And actually he has a good little something going on right now with a great little young lady….if I do say so my self…

He's just a great guy to hang out with and be around.

He's that good old country boy.

You always have a good time when you with him.

He'll keep you laughing .

He knows how to play Jenga

He will share his food with you

And he's always looking out for you

 

So to my bro this is for you. For all the great memories so far. Everything from driving down the road listing to MuteMath in Mississippi at night doing about 95 with the windows down, to scuba class almost being drowned by you, to having fun in the AO parking lot with peoples cars,

He's a nice guy, he's a great guy, he's my friend. But most importantly he's my brother in Christ....

so can i get a what what for Mr. justin Vacne

-Hodge

Like as the hart desireth the water brooks, so longeth my soul after Thee, O God, yea even for the living God.  When shall I come to appear before the presence of God?  My tears have been my meat day and night, while they daily say unto me, "Where is now thy God?"

That's a good question.  We can't all have what we want, but I can I be given the satisfaction of wanting what I have?  Am I always to lay my head on bed of discontentment?

Didn't go to church tonight, which I kinda regret but not totally.  New sport trend is ultimate frisbee now, but I'm not sure whether it just vexes me more.  I'm just waiting for a break, is all...

Just so you know, the above biblical reference came from a song by Herbert Howell we're doing in chamber.  I like its sound...

I want to lose all my self-inhibition to people.  I hate people.  I wanna be blazed again...

Beautiful

I may not know you,
But I know you’re Beautiful.

I may not know where you live,
But I know that you make it Beautiful.

I may not know your past,
But our future will be Beautiful.

I may not know the color of your eyes,
But I know they’re Beautiful.

I may not know your name,
But I will always call you Beautiful.

All this, I may not know
But this I do...

I will thank God to call you my wife,
Because you are Beautiful.

-Jeff

Okay everyone.  I think I'm going to start doing something that I
believe to be quite interesting, mainly because it's been a HUGE part
of what God's been doing with my mind, but for other reasons too. 
Anyway, I'm going to start... giving my philosophical, theological,
conclusions that prove God in multiple ways.  I will be honest
though.  It might bore a lot of people, and the entries will
probably be long.  But I don't know, I want to do this, and I find
it more intriguing than the droning of every day.  Not to say no
daily posts, but this is my focus I think....


Okay--  First, one of the well knowns


God's existence, focus on divine creation.


Okay, so I know most people have heard this one a million times, well, hear me out anyway.


Two theories to negate-

Evolution ( which I'm going to argue a way that might be a little more interesting than the typical scientific impossibility)

which is tied to

Spontaneous Generation.


Well, spontaneous generation is kind of the start of evolution, but
I've heard the argument, that everything just "appeared."  NOw
admittingly, this sounds retarded, but if you think about it, if we
weren't there in the beginning, with nothing, how do we know, that it
didn't happen that way?  Well, the thing is, nothing, is..
nothing.  Meaning, there couldn't have been anything "mystical"
about the nothing before anything existed, in comparison to the nothing
that we know in the vaccum of space today.  It's properties (
having none ) don't change.  Meaning, if there was "nothing" in
the beginning, it would do the exact same thing as "nothing" in today's
world.  There wasn't some "special nothing" that somehow had a
spontaneous generation capability.  Nothing never changes, never
produces anything. The nothing of today is the nothing of a million or
whatever years ago.


-- I hope you bothered to read this far, cause I'm actually takling
evolution on a different side than just the scientific possiblity of it.

Rather, on a more moral and spiritual aspect.


Okay, lets look at the principle of right and wrong.  Every other
animal in creation lives for survival.  They live by what their
physical bodies tell them.  Your physical body is for living, and
reproducing, and the thinking to do that.  Example, an animal has
no problem killing off young because of food shortage.  HOWEVER,
humans do.


Now, if humans are just another creature that evolved, then our
motivations should be as sheerly physical as animals, but they're
not.  See, here's what I see-

Morals, RIght and Wrong, are SPIRITUAL aspects.  Aspects directly
tied to fellowship with God, the one thing we were designed to have
that animals don't have.

God made us in His image, and unlike animals, with a basic knowledge of
what's right and wrong.  However, sometimes what's right is
totally cotradictory to the basic physical necessities.  Like on a
desert island with limited food supply.  Even if you resorted to
killing everyone for survival, you wouldn't be able to get past some
type of guilt, regardless of how "right" it was to survival, in God's
standards put it in you, it's wrong.


So in conclusion to that, there's no getting past that some standard
beyond your basic physical properties exists within you.  Meaning,
obviously, that if something beyond this world and its physical
properties exists in your existence, then your existence must have
originated from somewhere beyond this world, which blatantly points to
the existence of a Supreme Being.  More specifically, the Supreme
Being of the Bible.  Why?  Because the standard of right that
you just seem to "know" is the exact one He outlines in His word.


And there you have it.  haha, "volume one."  I might talk
about the validity of His word next time, I don't know.  But
hopefully this was a slight bit interesting.  And just humor me
with some comments at least.  I'm somewhat curious as to what
other people think of this, whole thing...

Flipflops!
Current mood: chipper

So it was really warm today, and I liked it. I wore flipflops and drove around with my windows down. I like sitting outside when it's nice outside. Even more when I'll have an iPod and can listen to music and just relax.

I only had to go to one class today, it was fun. We had a peprally during 1st and 2nd period, so I just went to my little hole in the wall called "Kylie's Practice Room" and had some alone time with my horn. So Morceau and Villanelle are coming along great, I'm excited. I did that C-scale run amazing like 5 times, I was soo happy.

Waiting for the weekend to come around is aweful. Oh well, it will come. Tomorrow is Chinese night, yay. Elizabeth and I have decided to do it because we both have to go to orchestra rehearsal anyway, and she gets her essays done faster when she has to meet me for food. It's very bonding. After orchestra I have quintet rehearsal...till like 10:00, so I won't get home till 10:15ish, boo. I'll miss the monologue that Ellen does before the show starts...

Happy Hump-day!!

yay for Siegel Basketball!!!

sorry, oakland, it really was an exciting season....

"You ruined our time and now I must survive on my own.

It seemed so right at time, I wish I would've known."

its slowly coming along....spring break in 7 days and i do believe the guitar is coming with me along with the new haircut.

I am so excited about Pride & Prejudice being out on dvd.  I loved that movie.  It is probably one of my abesolute favorites and I don't know why.  I'm not a particular fan of Kiera Knightly nor do I really like those kind of stories but I loved that movie.  As soon as I get money (which may be never) I think I will buy that dvd.  Hmmm...that sounds like a good idea.

so ive got a show in a couple of weeks and i need a couple good cover songs to play. some acoustic/ ind/ rock stuff. any ideas?

soo.. what to say.. actually i dont know where to start cuz there is too much to say... uh midstate choir was a lot of fun and my dad got me roses!!(aas you see in the picture) how sweet lol west side story is good. uh i've made a lot of new friends through that! umm.. siegel is now district champions! SIEGEL NATION! uh. and im going trough some tough stuff right now soo prayer would be much appreciated :]]

got to see my cousin, Billy, who came home from Iraq for a few weeks to recouperate from a bomb going off next to his car. soo please pray for him, and us, as well cuz its kinda hard but im so thankful God has kept him safe thus far.

Hey... this is my first site EVER so be nice
•kRissy