i'm a sucker for a song.

and yes, i am up at 7:26 am according to my laptop...

Happy Birthday to my original roommate... CARLA!  :)yay!  and happy birthday to my new roommate - HEATHER!  and my PAPAW!!  woohoo for march 22!

Alright, so I realize I write in spurts, forgive me...

First of all I want to recommend the book Redeeming Love by Francine Rivers! It's incredible!  I can't put it down.. It's based on the story of Hosea and Gomer in the Bible, and by golly.. I have been sucked in!  :o)

Now, for the pictures!

First, Zeta's Wild Wild West Side party:  This was a fun post-initiation party!! Exciting.. we're members!! :o) Anyway, we could dress up in either country attire (Wild Wild West) or gangster (West Side)... Wild Wild West Side together...clever huh?

Here's Emily, Mark, and I... it's funny because Em and I ended up sharing him as a date, but he was neither one of ours to begin with!! Em and I decided to go without dates this time, and he was going with a friend of ours who ended up with the flu.  He was already at dinner with us when we found out she wouldn't be coming, so we decided to "adopt" him as our date!! lol...

 

This is Lydia and I in our ganster apparel... we're trying to look tough! 

Here we are having a blast!! lol I promise those are IBC root beer bottles!! Dry campus...

Audrey and I when we first got to the party... lol see i even carried a basketball for effect!  :o)

Mark and I at dinner.. and I have no idea what he's doing!

Now, for the Lambda Chi (LXA) Gangsta's Paradise party!! This is not to be confused with my "gangster" look.. this is the 20's mobster-type gangster...

Here is Tori and I... She's so beautiful.. and she's my prayer partner!

Here's some of the gangstas there!.. fun stuff..

all the lovely Zetas there...

Ashley and I all dressed up.. :o)

There are more pictures from that party in my photobox.. so look at 'em!

Next are some pictures from a birthday party... we celebrated Andrew Courtner's birthday with a surprise dinner at Longhorn!

Here we are singing Disney songs and displaying our crowns...

we played the face game.. this is where you move your face really fast and someone takes a picture of you.. and your face is forever stuck in that position.. at least in that picture...

aww.. such lovely girls! I just love them!

Seek the Noblest... that's all i have to say!  :o)

Last set of pictures is from the Monday after initiation when we could FINALLY wear our jerseys!! Yippee!!

me and some of my beautiful "new" members!!

 

Me and Carly outside the SUB

Some of the senior nursing majors I just happened to catch in the hallway while they were on a break...

Alisha and I in the hallway of the PAC

Lydia and I... I just love this girl!

Tori, Ashley, and I in New Testament... isn't that map in the backgroup cool?  it covers the ENTIRE wall!!  :o)  i actually go to class... despite what my pictures convey, i really do attend my classes.. and this proves it!  :o)

Well, I guess that's about it for the time being... Next time I write I'll probably have more to show again!! :o)

Everyone have a marvelous day!! and check out 1 Peter 1:3-7!! incredible verses!!  :o)

In Christ,
Ashley

so i'm really needing to be studying. 

and i'm not really.

i'm kinda watching mtvu videos. right now i'm on nsync. have also hit up o-town and westlife. i love old pop music.

listening to "pop" by nsync makes me giddy b/c BT produced it. still makes me giddy. and that was five years ago.

i think i'm gonna nab the "celebrity" album from joey when i go home..yes...my bro has it for a strang reason...

ha.

<3

jen

["when you finally get to love somebody, it's gonna be me.."]

So what if we didn't win because some metal band brought all of their posse with them and got them all to vote for their band so that they could win Battle of the Bands....

It was still cool because the judges really seemed to like us and we got to talk with one of them afterwards and he said to keep rocking and that we were going the right direction for getting signed.

The crowd liked us a lot too and cheered really loud after both of our songs so I'm definitely pleased as to how it all went.

T'was a night to remember.....

God,
Your words were, at one time,
The essence of my soul,
But now they have all but dissipated
From my torn memory,
And faded into the shell of religion.
O God, what have I done?
How much fleshly relationships
Pattern my spiritual course!
The Spirit has wept for me
Because I traded Him
For unfulfilling substances,
And His thoughts of me
Appear in the dreams of men.
But I reached out to the air
Beside me, and called Your name,
That You should appear
Physical yet pure,
Yet You did not appear.
I wept in my silence.
When shall I come to appear
Before the presence of God?
When shall I come to appear
Before the presence of God?
In my thoughts, twisted doubts
Tell me You are not.
Why should You relent
In disproving them?
Still, pride in my heart
Creeps like a vine
On the tree of faith,
Eventually to cripple me.
I have sat on my hands,
And laid on my feet,
And they are asleep,
My heart does not move,
I am numb and lifeless.
But what constitutes a life?
What purpose? What meaning?
Show Yourself to me:
I don't care if I go blind!
Appear in my dreams
Continually, if You will,
And reveal these mysteries.
When shall I come to appear
Before the presence of God?

You've ever ended a sentence with the word "SIKE!"

You can sing the rap to "The Fresh Prince Of Bel Air"

You remember when Kurt Cobain, Tu Pac, River Phoenix, and Selena died.

You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey from "Blossom" and that "How Rude!" comes from Stephanie from "Full House"

You remember when it was actually worth getting up early
on a Saturday to watch cartoons.


You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.


You remember reading "Goosebumps"

You know the profound meaning of "Wax on, wax off"

You have pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf.

You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school.

you
danced to "wannabe" by the Spice Girls, Females: had a new motto,
Males: got a whole lot gay-er. (so tell me what you want, what you
really really want.)

You remember the craze then the banning of slap bracelets and slam books.

You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence...Not...

Where in the world is Carmen San Diego? was both a game and a TV game show.

Captain Planet.

You knew that Kimberly, the pink ranger, and Tommy, the red* Ranger were meant to be together.

To the last sentence you said.....hey...Tommy was the green* ranger!!!!

*later to be white

When playing power rangers with friends you fought over who got to be who............and still all ended up being tommy.

You remember when super nintendo's became popular.

You remember watching home alone 1, 2 , and 3........and tried to pull the pranks on "intruders"

"I've fallen and I can't get up"

You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates

Two words... Trapper Keeper.

You ever got injured on a Slip 'n' Slide

You wore socks over leggings scrunched down

"Miss
Mary Mack, Mack, Mack, all dressed in black, black, black, with silver
buttons, buttons, buttons, all down her back, back, back" SHE ASKED HER
MOTHER MOTHER MOTHER FOR FIFTY CENTS CENTS CENTS TO SEE THE ELEPHANTS
PHANTS PHANTS JUMP OVER THE FENCE THE FENCE THE FENCE
he jumped so
high high high he touched the sky sky sky and he didnt come back back
back til the forth of july ly ly he jumped so low ow ow he stubbed his
toe toe toe and thats the end end end of the elephants show show show

You remember boom boxes vs. cd players

You remember New Kids on The Block when they were cool

You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By The Bell"yes....?

You played and or collected "Pogs"

You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet or Nano and brought it everywhere

You watched the original Care Bears, My Little Pony, and Ninja Turtles

NANCY DREW AND THE HARDY BOYS WERE THE BEST MYSTERY BOOKS

Yikes pencils and erasers were the stuff!

All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand.(pencils.notebooks.binders.etc.)?

You remember when the new Beanie Babies were always sold out.

You
used to wear those stick on earings, not only on your ears, but at the
corners of your eyes.whatever, you know you did that...

You remember a time before the WB.

You've gotten creeped out by "Are You Afraid of the Dark?"

You know the Macarena by heart.

"Talk to the hand" ... enough said

You thought Brain woud finally take over the world

You always said, "Then why don't you marry it!"

You remember when everyone went slinky crazy.

You remember when razor scooters were cool.

when we were younger:

Before the MySpace frenzy.

Before the Internet & text messaging.

Before Sidekicks & iPods.

Before MIKE JONES

Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX.

Back when you put off the 5 hours of homework you had every night.

WHEN LIGHT UP SNEAKERS WERE KOOL

When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs.

When gas was $0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was a new thing.

When we recorded stuff on VCRs & paid $3.50 for a movie.

When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off our walkmans.

When 2Pac and Biggie where alive.

When the Chicago Bulls were the best team ever.

Way back.

Tag.

Get Over Here!!!! means something to you.

Hide-n-Go Seek at dusk.

Red Light, Green Light.

Heads Up 7 Up.

Playing Kickball & Dodgeball until your porch light came on.

Hopskotch.

Slip-n-Slides.... now there are just ghetto ones

Tree Houses.

Hula Hoops.

Reading R.L. Stine's Goose Bumps.

HELLO....HOT WHEELS!!!!!

"POWER OF LOVE" BY CELINE DION..ONLY COUPLES COULD SKATE TO THIS.

The annoying Nano Pets & Furbies.

Running through the sprinklers.

That "Little Mermaid"

Crying when Mufasa died in the Lion King.

Happy Meals where you chose a Barbie or a Hot Wheels car.

Getting the privelage to sit in the front seat of the car.

Drinking Sqeeze It "Squeeze The Fun Out Of It"

CAPRI SUN

Watching Saturday Morning Cartoons in your PJ's still wrapped up in your TMNT, Power Rangers, Barbie, Fairy Princess comforter.

Hey Arnold, Doug, Rugrats.

The original Power Rangers

Or what about:

The Secret Life of Alex Mac.

Ren & Stimpy.

Double Dare.

Rocco's Modern Life.

AAAHH!! REAL MONSTERS.

Wild & Crazy Kids.

Clarissa Explains it All.

CAMP NOWHERE

salute your shorts(CAMP ANAWANA)

Are You Afraid of the Dark?

The original cast members of all that.

Kenan & Kel.

"CITY GUYS"...ROLLW/ THE CITY GUYS <<

doug.

magic school bus.

Nick Arcade.

flash forward.

pete and pete.

legends of the hidden temple.

hey dude.

dinosaurs.

pinky and the brain.

Sailor Moon.

blossom.

hangin with mr.copper.

wishbone.

bill-nye the science guy.

MR RODGERS!!!!

Who could forget Snick? & Nick @ Nite with Bewitched, I Dream of Jenie, The Facts of Life & I Love Lucy.

Where everyone wanted to be in love after watching The Wonder Years.

or nick jr. with face

gulah gulah island

little bear

under the unbrella tree

PEE-WEE!!!

The Big Comfy Couch

Kool-Aid was the drink of choice.

Wearing your new shoes on the first day of school.

Class field trips.

POGS

When Christmas was the most exciting time of year.

When $5 seemed like a million, & another dollar a miracle.

When you begged to go to McDonalds for dinner everyday.

When Toys R Us overuled the mall.

Go back to the time when:

Decisions were made by going 'eeny-meeny-miney-moe'.

Mistakes were corrected by simply exclaiming 'do over!'

'Race issue' ment arguing about who ran the fastest.

Money issues were handled by whoever was banker in 'Monopoly'.

It wasn't odd to have two or three 'best' friends.
(plastic Bffl bracelets)

Being old referred to anyone over 20.

A chance to skate as a couple at the local roller rink was like winning the lottery.

Scrapes & bruises were kissed & made better.

It was a big deal to finally be tall enought to ride the 'big people' rides at the fair.

When playing Nintendo was the hardest thing ever.

When Ninja Turtles ruled the world.

DID I DO THAAAAAAAAAT???

smud and yak back. skip it and pop it.

Before we realized all this would eventually disappear

who would have thought you'd miss the 90's so much!!!!!

I think I could have $5,000 if i'd bought a lotto ticket today. . .and used my birthday

the cash 4 numbers were 7-3-8-6

in that order

dang it

You get to make changes in your life, you have choices, but some things you just can't choose. Although at least now there are some things that I thought were totally baseless (if that's a word) and now I am finding that they at least have some validation. When you mess up, you deal with consequences and try not to let it keep you down. I HATE messing up. I hate messing up... I hate wanting to say things, wanting to get things out but just not having the will-power or courage to open them. I have chosen though, and I will.

*Edit* 

    I went to my meeting this morning with the doctor. It went well. But I am now scheduled to be admitted to the hospital at 7:30 in the morning for the treatment.  Give me a call or something tomorrow if you want.

would you please pray for me?..im going through some stuff right now...and im stressed about school...and to ice the cake, im leaving the country in about 4 days.. and i have no time!

love-kels

I hate little kids to some extent. I hate how some are sooo freakin nosy. Since my dad is a school librarian at an elementary school, they ask him such personal questions, like "How old do your daughters have to be to date??" And I just hate it. You know??? It just makes you sooo angry that you'd wanna choke the little bastards. ><

I saw the trailer for "Nana: The Movie"!! I'm thrilled! I wanna watch it more than ever now. It's a movie with REAL people in the cast and they look soo much alike as the characters in the manga! It's soo cool! The music kicks ass too. So yeah. I'm trying to find ways to download it and watch and stuff. I just really wanna watch it!!! Hopefully there's subtitles. Cause I haven't learned that much Japanese yet.

I gained 5 pounds. I'm so bummed....Because of my stupid injured foot and I can't run or anything!!! >< But I really have to make up my running test for PE class.

"Happy Birthday...Oh happy birthday...

Gloom and Misery fill the air

People Dying everywhere

Happy Birthday...Happy Birthday"

We use to sing this in our choir class in Montana...it was funny as all get out but most people don't understand it.

I'm 18 tomorrow...

Herschel is doing well, his surgery lasted longer than we expected and there was more damage than first thought but he is alive and well.

I'm getting a tattoo tomorrow...so there

Well
Target is getting close to being cool.

what is up my fellow citizen I am pissed about I did not get out of her clasas but I would like to keep my GPA up and that is the only way I am in there. I am pissed because somebody got out of a class and I did not but alls well that ends well .

today is finally over.....................

everyone was stressed out because aci was today

but now its over

we got 595/600

WE GOT THE GOLD STAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so now i'm emotionally exhausted but happy.............

phusebox sucks

Currently Reading
Armadillos and Old Lace (Kinky Friedman Novels (Paperback))
By Kinky Friedman
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"I Gotta Get Some Cheese" ---Jade

the above is my quote of the day. nayways. today was pretty good. yesterday kinda sucked. but that's ok. Mexico is soooooooo 3 days away! i'm a leavin on a jet plane...but i do know when i'll be back again. so pretty sure it's kinda weird whenever someone you barely know completely emotionally dumps on you. random. but it makes me feel good that people feel like they can talk to me about their problems and stuff. i think i should definitely be a psychologist when i grow up. so, pretty sure i really kinda like this one guy. but, as usual, i doubt anything will come of it. i don't even know if he likes me. but he's pretty dang cool. Ms. Tina is convinced that i should date Jared. ha! like that will ever happen...i've already made up my mind that i'm going to marry an African guy that i will meet while i'm doing mission work. so i guess that's settled. nayways. not much to say. i really can't wait to see what God's gonna do on the mission trip. tis gonna be awesome. happy trails to all you band kids going to NY tonight! have fun! nayways, gotta go! ---love to all---Cari

song of the day : "Pressin' On" --Relient K

    "You look down at me, but you don't look down on me at all..."

i haven't written in a loooooooong time. phusebox, unfortunately isn't at the top of my priority list. Basketball season is over, so that's really sad, but i'll make it. I hope everyone is having a good week so far and hope you have an AMAZING spring break. be good

Maybe someday you’ll have woke up,
And, barely conscious, you’ll say to no one:
Isn’t something missing?

im reeeeaaaallllllyyyyyyy bored.....really bored......yah im bored.......yah.....ok....bye

yeah...sorry guys..my computer isn't cool enough for me to put pictures on here from my documents yet..i need to find a much faster computer..because mine decides to randomly die..

<3

well, life's going okay i guess.  i am going to florida for spring break. i shan't be going to school on friday so i only have two more days left.  man i have not been doing well. i've burned my hand(owy to the max man), i've got a headache,  and i think that i might have a cold.  i'm going to florida for a wedding and i get to see a friend down there as  well so i suppose it won't be all bad.  i dunno.  i saw the libertine on sat. night w/ my friend kim.  we saw it at 9:50. we thought it was 9:15 but it wasn't. oh well. johnny depp was adorable in that movie. i found a billion new corpse bride pix so i will upload later if i don't fall asleep.  hotay,i've got to go cause i need to do my paper.

hasta la byebye

well, life's going okay i guess.  i am going to florida for spring break. i shan't be going to school on friday so i only have two more days left.  man i have not been doing well. i've burned my hand(owy to the max man), i've got a headache,  and i think that i might have a cold.  i'm going to florida for a wedding and i get to see a friend down there as  well so i suppose it won't be all bad.  i dunno.  i saw the libertine on sat. night w/ my friend kim.  we saw it at 9:50. we thought it was 9:15 but it wasn't. oh well. johnny depp was adorable in that movie. i found a billion new corpse bride pix so i will upload later if i don't fall asleep.  hotay,i've got to go cause i need to do my paper.

hasta la byebye

well, it was still cold, but not quite as rainy today.  It's been much better today.  pretty laid back for the most part.  I finished my home work and now im a bit bored...oh well, im sure ill find somthing to entertain myself.

         4 DAYS TILL      MEXICO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm Freaking pumped baby!!!!!!!!!!

                                       IN CHRIST john

We all have a place we would like to return to; a place from another time in our lives.

There was a tree with a tire swing and rotting 2x4 boards nailed into it for steps. A rag-tag combination of other pieces of wood helped to form a path up from the ground into the winding limbs and from there out onto the sloping roof of an old bus that had  definitely seen better days. A wooden ramp down the other side of the bus provided an easy way off.

From the top of the bus it was possible to see for what seemed like forever across flat Texas plains. Fields sprawled all around, and cars drove down the narrow road nearby. Every once in a while a plane would take off or land at the airport there in Harlingen, Texas, and the lights could be seen against the darkening sky.

The sky was alight with shades and hues of purple, pink, and orange as the sun set and the stars began to sneak out; stars unadultered by the lights of civilization.

And we would sit and talk underneath them.

So here we are, once again, climb up and we can sit and talk about where we've been and where we'll go, memories made and memories being made.

Welcome to the Dead Bus.

Just the possibility makes my heart beat faster....

Im on and adventure.

Going no where fast

 No where in perticular.

 Just somewhere to get away from my past

Im lost and confusied

No hand to grasp

My life is not my own

Ive attempted many times but this is my last

The lights that lead us there are blindingHaha. this boy makes me giggle.

My best friendCAPTAN POPPY!!!

Okay

So I guess you can say that school has officially sucked for me. I mean everything seems to be going wrong. They only thing right in my life is that me and TJ are doing okay. He is sorta bothering me today. I mean I am trying to work on my paper for English and he wants to talk to me. UGH!!! Doesn't he understand that I am extremely busy. I mean what do I have to do to get some time to myself. I think that me and Courtney are completely stressing out over this paper. But, our teacher is just not helping me at all. But, yeah I want to hurt someone in my 1st period. She made me so mad today. She acts like she knows everything. The truth of the matter is that she doesn't. So get over yourself. You people know what I mean.

Is it normal to feel bad about not liking someone???

HEY YALL I'M ABOUT TO BE SINGIN ON THE RADIO.......88.7 WAY FM!!!! LISTEN AND CALL IN AND TELL JAYAR HOW MUCH YOU LOVED ME SO I CAN MAKE IT TO THE NEXT ROUND!!!..........CAUSE I LOVE YOU!!!

it's 6:19 pm.....less than 7 minutes

kay so i lied. i'm not JUST letting my mom go so she can buy me stuff. (sara was right) i just didn't wanna sound dorky hanging out with my mom on spring break.

dumb me.

today was ugly. but i had fun with Carly and Abby and Abby's family and my dad at Mellow Mushroom after school. <3

cept some crazy stuff happened. like. one crazy thing. other than the fact that i knew almost everyone there.

but yeah. <3

I joined an
Arena Football team today. The  game is going to be different from what
I thought that it was going to be...it is kind of like frisbee football with a real football...but it should be fun nonetheless.

i love this song.

Stay up all night and sleep all day,
We were smart kids with too much to say,
and so, so sure that they
were missing out.

They're the ones who are missing out
We were elemental. Talked down to bear essentials.
Who knew we'd get so far?

Cause our days were numbered
by nights on too many rooftops.
They said we'd burn so bright.
We burn this city and
go.

 
Play it again, (our games of love and lust.)
There's no such
thing (no there's never too much).
And we were so, so sure, oh we never had
a doubt.
Now  were  counting  days  to  getting  out.
 

We were elemental, took down to bear essentials.
Who knew we'd get so
far?

Cause our days were numbered
by nights on too many rooftops.
They said we're wasting our lives,
Oh at least we know, that if we die
-we lived with
passion.

They said we'd burn so bright.
We burn this city and
go.

Pack our bags and let's get away
- they're catching on to us.
Pack our bags and get away
- they're catching on to us.

++Cartel++

47 days...

"My Daddy ain't got nothing on these big guns!...Cool I can stick my tongue out!"
         The face a 1am diaper change.


"Holla back, y'all."

we got the gold star

kick ass

So graduation is less than two months away. Im definitley excited.  You guys have a great rest of the day.

well...  none of you guys helped with the pdf thing (though zay got pretty close)

today i was really really bored...
it was so boring, i don't even want to waste your time and make you read about it.

but i thought i should post anyway, so...

behold:
the epitome of cute



And the face that says...  owned...  yeah, baby...  just owned...

i went through some hard times all my life my step dad hit me and one day i could not take it any more so i cut my self for it i said i could stop any time now i have been doing it for a year and a half it suck cause now i got to go some were i dont want to be some kind of center well G2G luvs!!!!!!!!!!!!

.... so im suposed to be in here workin on ACI junk but im soooooo freekin stressed about the whole thing.... im like totally flippin.... but i guess i'll have to stay kool till thursday... n e ways... i jus figured i'd update.... i love u guys!!!
~tRISH


sexy butch women...!!!

....im really not that fat LOL

hey you guys! thanks so much for all the comments! i love them!

well this week is going great... wonderful actually! everything just seems to be falling into place right now. im so blessed with all that God has given. wonderful friends, perfect christian boyfriend, and a great loving family. i dont know what else i could ask for. God is just so awesome!

Colossians 3:17 "And whatsoever ye do in word or deed, do all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God and the Father by him."

i hope y'all have an amazing rest of the week!you guys are in my prayers!

love in Christ

kristen

No, seriously.  That's the story.  I set them to work standing on one side of the room listening to music.  They were to use movement to figure out if the rhythm was even or uneven.  And then I thought to myself, "I kinda feel funny.  I think I need to sit down...and take the trashcan with me."  And then I blew chunks.  You should have seen the look on those 8-year-old faces.

It's in keeping with my week of insanity.  I apparently was driving without insurance for a week and a half.  I did not know this.  I have to go before a judge tomorrow.  Woo-hoo!  What a week! and it's only Tuesday.

For attractive lips, speak words of kindness.
For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people.
For a slim figure, share Your food with the hungry.
For beautiful hair, let a child run his/her hands through it once a day.
For poise, walk with the Knowledge that you never walk alone.
    People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revive, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone.
    Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of each of your arms.
    As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands; one for helping yourself, and one for helping others
                                                                               ~ Audrey Hepburn

fiona apple owns like whoa.

bw3 tonite..score...

I finally finished it tell me what you think guys should I try to record it. Get a copyright. lol. But tell me what you think. and what you think its about??

Imagine a man pure as the sun,
Walking through a world covered in filthy.
Looking left and right he is,
Scared of what he must do.

Look at yourselves now,
And what your doing.
Are you listening to him,
Or just doin the same old things.

Pay a heed to his life,
Its the way yours should be like.
Have you got the story right,
Or is it just a big mistake.

He's gone through a lot of things,
He's been tried, mocked and laughed at.
All because they dont wanna know what he like,
Or what he knows.
Is this the same for you.

Look at yourselves now,
And what your doing.
Are you listening to him,
Or just doin the same old things.

Pay a heed to his life,
Its the way yours should be like.
Have you got the story right,
Or is it just a big mistake.

He paid for your life,
With the life of his own.
Are you gonna just turn your back,
And act like he didnt do it.
I hope you dont.

Look at yourselves now,
What are you doing.
Are you paying attention to him,
Or just playin the same old game.

today was boring.

first period consisted of us working on note cards, but I played on the computer because I had done mine already. the dodge-ball game went on, but I didn't go, no one to sit with.

music theory was a joke ::again:: so I went to my practice room.

we watched coach carter in government; it is a good movie.

in band, we played the rotc music, parade music, and then got to go to lunch early. Lindsey Brison is my favorite person in band.

we played for the rotc passive review thing during 5th, I took my sudoku book with me. twas lame.

6th period was a good learning experience. I took my speakers and computer and Mr. Medford and I made some recordings. they were BOOTY! but he said to take the ones we did home, burn them, and we'll make some more later.

it is no fun with your three favorite people don't go to the same school as you...or pretty much have the same area code. friday is senior skip day...I'm greatly looking forward to that.

<3

immature- adj. 1:characteristic of a lack of maturity; "immature behavior"[ant: mature] 2: lacking in developement; "immature plans"; "an unformed character" [syn: unformed]

i cant stand immature people... not like people who can BE immature... but people who ARE immature.

some people need to learn when to grow up... some people need to learn how to take things seriously...

to me... being stupid, cussing someone out over nothing, then refusing friendship when the other person did nothing wrong = immature!

giving a nonsense remark to a serious matter = immature!

being hypocritical = immature!

continuously lazy, refusing to do your part to help out = immature!

being drama filled and refusing to drop a petty pointless matter = immature!

those are the main ones iv had to deal with... and its annoying... most of you know who im reffering to on the 1st one... few know about the rest...

have a nice day!

i don't know why i have this thing.

This one

And This One , That Was My Outfit For The Today lol.

<3'ssssssss

lunch time was a war zone today.

i just about kicked underclassmen ass.... i hate it whne people cut line!!! its just stupid. njust cause you think you're hot stuff doesn't mean that you have the right to cut line! im a senior and i patiently wait in line to get my $2 worth of crappy food that's greasy and hard and not all that healthy for a person...

it started with one person and then all of his friends just jump up beside him like its no bother to anyone else. grrr!! usually i am one of the first in line today i was not and then all of these little kids jump in front of me... y'know its really not fair to the people who wait in line everyday. and if i had said something to someone like someone did behind me the person in charge just simply without a care in the world replies 'If i don't see them cut then I can't do anything about it' and its not fair!

well people may say life's not fair but in these circumstances, its stupid because people dont have any manners anymore and it irks my nerves. when i have kids they are totally going to act right and do the responsible things in life.

they dont have to be goody goods but i want them to respect other people. Be good and good things will come to you, right?

besides bad manners, another thing i can't tolerate is annoying, loud people. they also irk my nerves. especially when they laugh obnoxiously, throw food and manage to get some all over your stuff.... well... ive really had enough.

y'know... today in psychology... we were talking about Alfred Adler's theories about psychoanalysis and Freudian theories and how they differ and how people in their childhood feel inferior to someone cause the "bulley" effect...

i feel inferior to younger people who graduate at the same time i do and are more accomplished or smarter than i am... and they are like two years below me. and ive worked my butt off in school and i think i've done really good. then i seen a freshman coming into high school taking advance algebra and like... calculus!! i feel so stupid!  :|

sams not eating... it worries me... but i suppose im just the same... i think i eat to much...... ugh

detention today. i forgot my book. so i suppose i will draw... otherwise i wont be doing anything... and they will be like 'where are your assignments?!' and ill get mad and yell at them im a freaking senior back off!! (:

so i fell asleep at the end of Grey's Anatomy... :'( and i don't know what happened. someone care to fill in the details?? i seem to be doing that lately. so i just watch season one over and over again and memorize every word to make up for it. :P

so im looking for colleges. i need to get on the ball... i never did anything to get ready for college. i dont have any financial aid papers filled out... i don't know what to do... but i don't like going to guidance because when i go she is never there... and it makes me mad, so i just gave up on guidance to help me. (:

Anyone know any good art schools to go to?

(:

wats up folks its yo gal pal Lyn! Imma be back in school 2 morrow after 3 days of OSS. Imma be glad to see yall! Much luv to my partna Jo Beal! Imma see ya when i see ya boi!

This is what you get when theres to a night vision cam. ,alot of time and nothing to do with it.....awww....Creepy i know...lol..

Dam it's raining ut side . nothing to do nothing really to see no seem to want to crash....GeEz! can anyone make my day any fun...god im cold ...hmm...anyone want to keep me warm...lol...well my peoples im out..... :P

Flounder-as a baby i would toss and turn in my crib,that's how i attained this one

Victor- a friend said that i look like someone that would hold this name

RichieRich- alot of my family members just call me this

Ricardo-my spanish teacher gave me this name

Clay Aiken- a friend who adores Clay Aiken said that i favor his facial features somewhat

Richie-my parents and friends call me this occasionally; just a childhood name

I wish...

"in all the big shows lately all the leading ladys have to fly!"-Forbidden Broadway

so yeah this spring break is pretty LAME.

done...... NOTHING. i would have to say its been pretty BORING. later im getting my hair CUT && HIGHLIGHTED.  =]

then shopping AGAIN. =] thats like all ive done. shopping && movies && hanging out.

OMGAH. TURKEY CREEK is getting SO BIG! =]

west town is going to be DESERTED like the oak ridge mall. haha.

no like really. i remember a FEW years ago when it was JUST wal-mart. now its like GROWN SOO SOO MUCH! its suppose to be "FARRAGUT ZONE" && everyone at schools all pissed cause EVERYONE is going there now. but its just like US going to WEST TOWN which is "BEARDEN ZONE" but whatever. im GLAD its growing!! =]

they are putting in COSCO, ABERCROMBIE && FITCH, AE, HOLLISTER [not sure which one they are putting in. AE or hollister. i dont think both though] ummm and a BUNCH of other stuff.

&& down NORTHSHORE [like 2 mins down the road from my house] they are BUILDING that NEW SHOPPING area. its ganna be HUGE too! idk if im EXCITED about that. cause its ganna be SUPER busy on northshore now. =o/

they are building a new movie theatre, shopping area, apartments, a live theatre for bands to play at and ALOT more.

im kinda excited cause its close to home. but then there is ganna be SO MUCH traffic. its ganna be insane. its ganna be like ANOTHER turkey creek. but not as good. haha.

time to go watch CHICKEN LITTLE. haha. WITH JJ. =] I <2+1  [haha CHRIS. <2+1. i stole that from u. =]] the little bratt. lol.

<2+1 KeLLy

RACHEL. sunday night is ganna be GREaT!!! =] u, me, && kayla. haha. && WILL. && the MAKE-OUT PARTAYYY! lol. && watching the stars. lol. FUN FUN. yes it WILL be fun! start using ur PHUSEBOX. =]

I keep on getting these discusting e-mails from some idiotic company. They're asking me if I want to buy something really disgusting.. *yuck* It makes me want to puke. I have no idea how they got my e-mail or why they're e-mailing a girl with information only guy could only use. This is gross and there is no way I can "unsubscribe" from them either. ugg... help...

these make me really happy:

Drake Bell


Ayumi Hamasaki

i think i'm having my baby soon.

so what?

well today be bittersweet, i didnt fail my bio test! yay for a 61. one time in my whole life i was ecstatic with a D lol. but anyway, i have been banished from AIM because of long story ending in my dad sayin that i cant balance study, computer, work, and school so it went byebye. he said next time hes goin after my car which in my oppinion makes no sense. i mean c'mon, i drive to school or work, thas it! i would LOVE to see him shuttle me around, it would make me laugh lol! but oh well, tis only til April. but anyway hope the world is better for the rest of u! i love you all!

Michael & I are parents ( a scary thought I know) of an 8 mo old Black Labrador Retriever!!! Her name is Remi, short for Remington b/c of its sentimental value to us.

She's adorable. A handful but adorable. Anyway, not much else to say. Have begun this HUGE task of wedding planning, wish me luck. Trying ot keep up and stay focused in school and still find time to work, breathe and live.

More Later ~ MEW

Well, it' salmost that time.  Sure, it's only March, but next week is Spring Break!!!! (Yay for Florida!!), the its the Washington trip, then prom and no more school.  O and I almost forgot...my 18th birthday!  I'm really excited about that!, the only drawback is that I will have to be a responsible adult...so much for that!  Then it's off to college!

So I'm actually looking forward to this Washington trip, much more than I expected.  I know that I will have a fun time with my friends on bus 4!

In the middle of my weakness thats where i find my strength......in the middle of my pain thats where i learn to love........In the middle of my hate thats where i learn to live and in my dreams thats where i hope to find these things cause they could never be real because in real life weakness=pain,pain=hurt,hate=death and all these things make up the people we are thats why we are dying........and life to us is just the norm thats why people are hurting and thats why we are dying alone.

     *yay*  Things are perfect b/t Jordan & I.  I'm SO happy that everythin got all worked out.  ANYCOWS >>> I guess that I'm gonna go... *I'm on class w/ NOTHING to do...*
      Keep it clean kids... >>> TOODLES!!!!!!!  <3  -Chelsea

im writing im 7 font b/c i can!!!!!!

Alright Boro folks, tonight @ 8:00 sharp on MTSU's channel you'll find the ever exciting program Closeup with Dr. McPhee, where he'll answer your rousing questions about MTSU's many problems. Seriously though, at least catch some of the show, preferably the last five minutes so that you can see my name listed in the credits as a production assistant.

And if you're out of town and far away, in some place like Texas or New York, you can catch it online, but I don't know the web address. I'm sure it's Googleable.

Today's gonna be one long day...

YAY ONLY 2 MORE DAYS LEFT!!! MUAHAHAHA ughh my teachers arnt being nice..well one is hes stopping work on wednesday.. Ok SENIORS remember friday is senior skip day so dont come :)

yeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

the term "drama queen" was a joke.

i don't like fights, i dont want them. I ABSOLUTELY hate DRAMA!! I just want to go back to the normality of freshmen year, with just us. Friends, back to back, always there for one another.

and then it hits like a ton of bricks.

People make choices, and do what they wanna do.

man today i have to go to the denist.......-evil glar(sp)-

and my doggie isnt feeling soo good

well thats all

competing for something i don't even need,

feeling as if i'm so far from the lead,

why can't it just all hit the fan now,

straight to the ending, let the ride run out.

i know that i'm a pretty girl, one that shouldn't try to fight,

but i have some issues with that all deep inside,

she's just too cute and nice and sweet and a flirt to boot,

she keeps them all on a string, usually atleast two.

and she knows what she wants and what she wants on the side,

so why can't she just take what's there for the long ride?

because i'm sick of hearing about what she did, she didn't call back, then what they actually did.

but back to start, i don't need it, it'd be just art, to sit around and watch and play with,

but it'd sure be nice, not to just suffice and get the prize i've originally wanted.

**nick-i'll explain this to ya later...you'll prob. def. get it..**

I

LOOOVVVVVVVVVVE

you!!

in about 18 hours ill be on my way to new york

im just a little bit excited

just a.....

LITTLE

love you guys hold it down in the boro for me

yea. . .so i'm confused

So, right now Im happy.  For real.

I really don't know why I'm typing in here.  It's midnight, Marissa's asleep, and I don't feel like playin' WoW.

...I really don't know what to do with my life.  So many possibilities, yet none...so many different ways to live that are offered here in America, none of which will put me down in the annals of history...  I think my playing of RPG's has really made me...epic, in a sense.  I want music in the background that matches my mood exactly, no matter what it is I do; I want to fight for a cause I believe in; I want to triumph over the impossible...

...And, yet, I want to veg out and do nothing...  It's really an internal struggle I face.  I want to save the world, yet at the same time, I want to just sit around and live out my life.  I want to accomplish everything I could ever dream of, yet I want to get nothing done.

I want to live actively, yet I desire to live passively...

"I don't know what's worth fighting for, or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate and say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way, I'll never be alright
So I'm breaking the habit,
I'm breaking the habit tonight"

---"Breaking the Habit", Linkin Park, Meteora

...Can I find the way of breaking the habit, the habit of indesiciveness?  Two different lives to live...unfortunately, they cannot coexist within...

...Okay, I guess I'll go home now.

Yes. I will not make-out with you.



John Cleese may very well want to...but as for me....out of the picture. Unless you can somehow convince me otherwise.

Make Tea not Babies.

I wrote this part last night im not done but tell me what you think of it???

Imagine a man pure as the sun,
Walking through a world covered in filthy.
Looking left and right he is,
Scared of what he must do.

Look at yourselves now,
And what your doing.
Are you listening to him,
Or just doin the same old things.

Pay a heed to his life,
Its the way yours should be like.
Have you got the story right,
Or is it just a big mistake.

After getting home from school, I don't exactly remember doing anything of any purpose at all that Friday. Actually, it's quite weird that I can't remember Friday, and Jenny, my younger sister, gave me the weirdest look upon such a question.  Saturday, I geared up for the concert that night, which I attended alone, a fact that sucked, but the concert was awesome.  Bleeding Through, Every Time I Die, Between the Buried and Me, and Haste the Day played.  I only lasted through Every Time I Die: I didn't have any earplugs (dorky I know, but I worry about damaging my ears).  The mosh pit was awesome, as were the last three bands I mentioned (the played in the order backwards from how I mentioned them).  Moshing and slam dancing is such a rush. The whole thing was amazing.
Sunday, I went to church with my family.  We ate out...go figure.  Then I met up with Rebecca, which was terribly, terribly awkward for me, which I will describe later (also why the song below is written).  Attended FWC that night...yada, yada
Today, I bought clothes and my most expensive pair of jeans from Buckle, but they're a nice fit so I'll see if they're worth it.  If not, I'll just learn from the experience.  It was a nice birthday present.
"Do you still love me?"  Well, that was a dumbass question.  It's like asking people in a funeral, "Did someone die here?  Why are all you sad?"  Sitting in the car, I'm not sure who to be angry at. Myself or her?  The better question is who deserves it more.  Probably me.  Oh, yeah, and by the way the feeling's mutual...what?...No it's not.  You still love her, you bastard, even after fucking with her head in this whole relationship.  No, you can't hug me.  I don't want you near me.  Yes, ya do.  You wish you could embrace her for all it's worth.  (This is by a way, a conversation with myself, if you hadn't noticed.)  God, I hate women; they act retarded until you get used to that and then they act smart when you least expect it.  I can't mollify this pain with some balm or aloe.  It's an irritant, but I don't know that the friendship can ever last.  Why should it?  All you fucking outsiders, you have no idea, but you think you do...or maybe you don't, I don't know...I'm just venting...I could go more in detail but I don't really want to...

What Kind of Music Are You? :::pics:::
created by neversaydie

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Your Results:
Country
You are a respectable, simple, and kind person. You're
an american classic who enjoys fishing, hunting, and driving big
trucks. You're deeper and smarter than most people think and the
highlight of your year is Countryfest. You're not bound by love, sex, or
any other kind of commitment. You just plain enjoy life.



I'd say that about right...but it's FanFair...not Counrtyfest...well it was.  Now is the CMA Music Festival but whatever.  It's still fun, although I've never been, but I wanna go. 

Well guys...it's been a while and i figured this was a noteworthy topic. this evening at the Grind Cafe i have realized that i just had the first REAL true discussion about issues concerning topics from girlfriends and boyfriends taken all the way to our governments society and economy. this is the first time in my life i have sat down with a group of people for about an hour and a half and talked nonstop about things we believe, truly care about, and feel that should be talked about. it was incredible. i have never had that much to say on so many subjects and knew what i was talking about and respected everyone's opinion on the matters whether or not i believed them. these people did the same for everything i had to say. it really opened up a door for me because things were said that i've never truly sat down and thought about. how we live our lives and how other people live theirs and how they all coincide with one another. it was crazy, but awesome. just thought that i would bring this to your attention. give it a try.

-KYLE

im leaving for new york in *counts on fingers and toes* 19 hours... which is how long its gonna take us to get there. im extra excited!  i get to see phantom of the opera & the new york phil & strawberry fields & china town & all sorts of fun stuff!  itll be mucho fun! well i should probly go wash some clothes & pack.  im only sort of a procrastinator.  oh but my horoscope (not that i believe in that mess) says that i will find new love while traveling!  so ive got that goin for me!!  much love kiddos!

Which famous movie kiss are you?
Your Results:
Breakfast At Tiffany's
You are the Breakfast At Tiffany's kiss!

Take the quiz:
http://quiz.myyearbook.com/zenhex/quiz.php?id=22097

I GOT A CAR!!!

OMG it is RED and it is a 2005 CHEVY COBALT... my dream car... OMG!

the truck was finally dying and ya...I will post a picture later... omg it is amazing! I absolutly love it!! hehe!!

hugs and kisses!!
Ben I miss you!!!
~*Kris*~

so today....

i got started on some of my investment mix today. not a whole lot though. I really didn't weigh it so i have no idea. :D but i did get started.

i asked kelsey about this art college in franklin. supposedly really nice. but i cant find anything on it... so someone can help me. (:

i don't know when i want to go to college. i dont want to rush into the school scene right when i get out of it. it defeats the purpose!! i don't know where i want to go, i don't know how im going to pay for it...
and i havent filled out any of my forms and ive taken the act 2 or 3 times and my score always sucks because i can't take standardized tests... they suck and school sucks and yeah... big stress ball taking over my life!!

on the plus my GPA is good but not super. and i have straight a's so far. :D so really. im doin great..

ugh... i can't wait till PROM!!

yeah i so just kicked brenton's butt "boxing".
ha!
i'm on reefur's computer, btw.
holly wants to speak now:
hey world how are you!!!!  I am good I just watched a fight and there was blood!!!  Jenny kicked his ass...



so yeah. have great day!
<3
jen

I love New York! It is so magical. China Town, Time Square, the Empire State building, the Statue of Liberty, Broadway shows, pigons, Central Park, hot dogs from street venders, 5th Avenue, taxi cabs, traffic jams and tall buildings everywhere, I love it all! I'm for sure going back the next chance that I get. I had such a good time and made so many memories with my friends. It was a weekend I will never forget.

The weather today was putrid.  And I loved it!  That weather saved me from running a mile today.  Tomorrow is practice formation during fifth period.  Then wednesday is the blue and white football game during fifth and sixth period.

Heck yes.

That made my week a lot better.

There is other suckage, though.  Progress report time again.  Can you guess how many of Sarah's classes she's failing this time?  I'll give you a hint.  It's more than two.

Physics, Latin, and Pre Calculus all equal THE DEVIL.  I was actually doing my homework there for a while too.  Still failing.

Went over my Wisc IQ test thingy with my therapist today.  Apparently for my skill level I'm pretty darn deficient in processing speed.  On the majority of the test I scored in the 130-140 range.  On processing speed, I scored about 80.  These are all out of average scores of 100.  It makes me feel a little less lame about always being the last one done with a test and often having to stay after class is over to finish work.  It also helps explain my aversion to homework.

I'm applying for jobs next week.  Any suggestions?

busy, buys, BUSY. but hey, this week is always insane b/c next week si SPRING BREAK!! and it's all down hill from there.

Bring me to paradiiisseeeeee....

I wish I could live life like how it is in the mangas. *sigh* Everything is awesome in mangas. I wish it was really that easy to find someone to love. And how there's always someone out there to catch you on the rebound. But all I've been was that average girl next door that would just go with the flow. I've been living such a boring life. I want some spazz in my life. I want to find something that would make me feel more alive. I've been watching anime as an escape from reality and envying those anime characters because they've got it going for them. And I've been sketching and drawing away...about how much I want something. All of my feelings are poured out through drawings from a girl choking another girl, from a girl about to jump off of a building. Although you'd know I'd never do those things. Since there aren't many buildings to jump off from. lol. I just want an interesting life. I've been rejected countless times. And I'm having second thoughts about going to freshman banquet. I don't know which group of friends to go with. So I guess to solve my dilemma I'll just stay home. And miss out on the fun and the inside jokes that go with it. And by the time I actually catch on, it's old news already. I've been anti-social lately. It's not the whole "emo" thing. I just...dunno. But yeah. I'm just...not as happy as I was in 8th grade.

Don't you just hate it when someone wakes you up and they put you in the most pissed off mood....

Pretty sure I'm not going to Virginia on Spring Break unless something changes my moms mind (which I doubt). That means I'm stuck here and I really don't want to be here. Kyle doesn't want me to go because he wants to hang out, but he works during the day and i work at night so that cause a problem right there. Argued with him last night because I was going to go to the movies with some friends, but he didn't like that 2 guys were going... which is bullshit. I really didn't want to go to the movies anyways, but that doesn't matter.

On a better note.... 2 months until Graduation!!! I'm so excited. As of today I have 91 days until I'm 18. Kyle turns 21 twelve days after me... I'm going to look for my prom dress on Friday. I know what I want, but I just have to find it. There's just way to much things to do. oh well..

I'm getting tired of all the bullshit that's going on... People don't know how to keep their mouth shut. I snapped on this guy in one of my classes because he was saying something (everyone could here him and I'm pretty sure no one wanted to here that comment) that no one seriously wanted to hear.... Well, I'm off to finish cleaning my room.

dang..
i haven't hung out with any of my fwc people...man, i miss you guys like none other!!


lately i've been having a lot of migranes...you know whenever you hear something (and you hear EVERYTHING) it just gets worse? yeah...i've had one like that all day...man, it needs to go away!!

today i got to hang out with some cool people...*cough* randy *cough*....but yeah...

well, i'm gonna go for now...
leave me remarks...
they're mucho appreciated!!

[becca]

5 days...
"Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified, do not be discouraged. For the Lord, your God, is with you wherever you go." Joshua 1:9
even in a complete different country

I promised and here it is...the count down begins...48 days until GRADUATION!!!!

So. Nothing to say;; except all the crap about the skool kickin' people out for what they say on the internet is bull. i wish some bish would kick me out for that. i'd knock a wench out.

dang. i really would.

for more days... till spring break..

this week is already proving hell...

and well.. thats all

When i move you...

just like that.

What is up everyone how is it going I am feeling ok right now but I am wondering what happened to my friend I missed her today.I was so pissed today after school well during first period but I think I will be happy tomorrow. It kind of sucks that we might be have people monitor this website because somebody said something but anyway I dont have to worry because I dont say nothing bad but to another subject I think my ( The Guy At Work)Is Fired Because I Have Not Seen Him Lately