ahhhh... relief.... spring break has arrived... and i have to work ALL week.... oh well... i like it cuz that means money.... so friday the cast of Oz went to the costume shop... we had fun... mostly cuz im not even in the play and i still got to go... what can i say Mrs. Gunter loves me... LOL.... hmmmm.... then we went to the mall and i got a hermit crap we named him DDR the scrumptulesent emo hermit crab....wow that makes me worry bout us drama kids... well... im off to work hope every one has a srumptulesent week!!!

~tRISH

I pray God speaks through each and every one of you to save the lives of those people down there in Mexico... and that He will give you the words to speak, so that they will not be your own but His. I love yall and im praying for yall...

yesterday was unlike any other day!! it was so refreshing to have a
non-normal day! i'll start from the beginning..

it
started like any other day - i woke up, didn't have time to eat lunch,
and had to run to work from 12-4.  well, at about 3:15, this
kid comes in and wants to get a video for a presentation he's working
on in one of his classes.  he's a very talkative kid and
jennifer and i soon get drawn in to how interesting his class is that
he's doing this project in (origins of christianity or something like
that) we keep talking and before we know it, it's 4!! so he gets our
email addresses and we all leave. well, while talking, i realize that
he's real good friends with some vocalists and so we continue talking
on the way to my car. well, he lives in scarlett commons, and we were
at the LRC, and it was pretty chilly outside so i offered to take him
to his apt. so we ride over there, i drop him off and then i head over
to beckys...

becky was having a  beijo bag
party! not very many people showed up like they said they
would, so she really wanted me to come over. ok, now i have
approximately $1 in my checking account (no, seriously!) so i just went
to look. but you know me and purses...so i instantly fell in love with
this one bag but it costs $95.  well, becky felt really bad
for nobody showing up and really wanted me to buy something, and since
i had no $$$, she spotted me the moolah and is letting me pay her back
in non-interest installments so now
you'll see me carrying my books around in my new beijo bag instead of my KD
bag!

it doesn't stop there! after becky's, i went
to ross to meet my mom to get a dress for courtney's wedding. while
there, i get a call from my wonderful old roomies chas and la, and they
personally invite me to a private dinner with them at outback!! AND
since i have $1 in my account, they offer to pay for me! i have not
been able to hang out with both of them in a veeeeeeeeery long time and
they both graduate in 5 or 6 weeks  (these
are my first best friends of college we are talking about!!) so it was
very exciting! after dinner, we went over to chas's boyfriend's house
and hung out with them (people i went to high school with but never
really talked to) and had mucho fun.

i guess
that's about it for my very different day! it doesn't seem like much,
but it was totally out of the norm for me. it was very refreshing and i
suggest everybody have a day completely out of the norm every once in
awhile. love you all!

So I turned in my research paper in on Thursday. I dunno about what Mr. Goodwyn will think about it but Im thinking a definate A+ !

please visit www.purevolume.com/michaelburton and comment, download, listen, whatever. make my music known. thanks!

If I were a month, I'd be: November
If I were a day of the week, I'd be: Saturday
If I were a time of day, I'd be: 11:00 am
If I were a planet, I'd be: Saturn
If I were an animal, I'd be: a bird
If I were a direction, I'd be: Right
If I were a piece of furniture, I'd be: a love-seat
If I were a historical figure, id be: Eve
If I were a liquid, I'd be: green tea
If I were a tree, I'd be: dogwood
If I were a bird, I'd be: a cardinal
If I were a flower/plant, I'd be: a fern
If I were a kind of weather, I'd be: sunny w/ some clouds
If I were a mythical creature, I'd be: a unicorn
If I were a musical instrument, I'd be: a piano
If I were a wild animal, I'd be: a lion
If I were a color, I'd be: RAINBOW
If I were an emotion, I'd be : moody
If I were a vegetable, I'd be: squash
If I were a sound, I'd be: a sigh
If I were a car, I'd be: a  rainbow hippie van
If I were a song, I'd be: everysong on my iTunes lol
If I were a movie, I'd be: RENT
If I were a book, I'd be: Psalms
If I were a food, I'd be: artichoke
If I were a place, I'd be: Japan
If I were a material, I'd be: cotton
If I were a scent, I'd be: coconut
If I were an object, I'd be: a computer
If I were a body part, I'd be: a knee
If I were a facial expression, i'd be: a funny face
If I were a subject in school, I'd be: recess
If I were a shape, I'd be: triangle
If I were a number, I'd be: 777
If I were an article of clothing, I'd be: a skirt
If i were a pizza toping, I'd be: a mushroom
If i were a steet sign name, I'd be: Raye Ave.
If i were a painting, I'd be: Van Goh's Starry Night
If i were a pleasure, I'd be: eating!

so im going to FlOrIdA and the most amazign chick ever...

is comming with me and we are gonna have so much fun and go...

absolutley crazy but when asked what we did we will just...

smile and say... "chilled on the beach" but we will always remember...

SpRiNg BrEaK 06' in LaGuNa BeAcH FL

mmm i'm at a sleepover
hyped up on sugar also

hehehehe <33

i love you

and i miss you

Leave me out of your drama, and childish games!

Due to certain circumstances.. I had to remove all my entries and photos. 

Good morning everyone!  i know this may sound amazing to some of you, but i dont usually stay up this late.  anyway, i guess my habits have changed a lot recently.  so im just sittin here listenin to music while watching the food channel cuz i dont know where the remote is. lol, i guess im just lazy, not that it matters since i only have like 20 channels anyway.  well good night everyone, since no one says good morning to say good bye. 

so i have to say this has been one of the best weekends in a while.... I came home b/c I had a friend in need of my company!!! I got home on friday at like 3.... It was a crazy and wacky drive down.... Sorry Dena for bein CRAZY..lol!!! Got home and just sat around with Beau(my sister's dog that was her for a day) for a while. Then I went to eat with Dena and Rachel..had fun eating and just talking..then we went to Wal-mart where we usually go when we are board and we just looked around..I got some funny stuff....Then we went to rachel's house where we called Patrick and got him to come over and hang out with us.... We all sat around and played Phase 10 and just had a great night!!! i miss nights where I can get with my friends and hang out whenever I want........

Today I got up and went to Hickory Hollow with my mom and sister... then we came bac back and ate with my dad...That was yummy....went home and packed lauren and beau in the car to leave...then after they left we went to the batting cages to see if I could hit some slow pitch balls...it was soo weird considering i went from Coach-pitch to Fast pitch..I have never played a day of slow pitch in my life until this coming spring for ADPi..It is gonna be pretty crazy!!! Then we ran a few errands...Came home and starting making a few things to take back to Martin with me... My Aunt Kristie and her family came over and we all went out to eat at CHILI's...YUM!!! Saw rachel there.... that was fun!!! I went and sat with her for a while... Then we saw Aunt Kristie and them off....Then we went to Electronic Express where I made my first big purchase since my dvd recorded this past summer..I BOUGHT MYSELF AN IPOD NANO...I am ubber excited about that one..My sister thinks I am stupid what whatever..I have my reasons for getting one....

well i am going back to martin tomorrow morning for a ceremony that my sister has for being a smart kid..lol!!! I also have a history test to study for tomorrow..it will be interesting..also i have meeting!! Tomorrow and the next few weeks are going to be crazy....

Bye bye!!  I absolutely love this girl to death!!!

go here instead: www.xanga.com/tah

youll thanks me later.......maybe not

Wooooo!  Undefeated in the frisbee tournament!

last night i went to a sectional youth rally with my church, and i don't know what happened...

but i feel a lot better...

leave remarks!!
mucho love!
[becca]

Jeff Bagwell, an Astro for fifteen years, may not be able to play anymore. He's going to start off the season on the DL and then talk to his doctor about the whole thing. When he goes, it will be a sad day... :(

You should definitely Google the three new Volkswagen commercials "Umpimp Your Ride". They're hillarious!

Deleted everything on here.

I completely forgot I had this thing.

Yea. Probably won't be on here much

Well, going before the judege wasn't too bad.  Actually, praise God, he waived the whole ticket and let me off with a warning.  Yay!  So I took my mom to dinner.  And I was in such a good mood, I left an $8 tip.

Thursday I felt kinda yucky at school again, so I went to the doctor.  He asked what my symptoms were.  I said sinus poo.  He asked if I had trouble breathing...a bit...sore throat?...yes...fatigue?...yes...feel like you've been hit by a truck?...y- what?...Do you feel like you've been hit by a truck?...well, yes.  Yes I do!

So I have a virus. And it's not from using the internet.  Wait a minute until your Norton pops up and you'll get that. 

Thursday was the night from you-know-where.  I coughed till I thought I would vomit (again, only this time without an audience).  Then I would get the chills till I was too sore to move.  Then I would try to move and the process would begin again.  I experienced vertigo for the first time.  My first thought was, this must be what it's like to be on drugs...  I didn't sleep at all.  My fever climbed and climbed until finally breaking about 4am.

Yesterday I was better.  Today a little better yet again, but I really want to know why this elephant keeps standing on my chest, and would someone please get rid of the cappuchin monkeys that have invaded my sinus cavities?

Today is the day that everything has completely gone wrong... I have realized that everyone can lie to you... Even your own parents... I have just had my eyes opened to this... I can't believe this... I am so stupid... Well like usual we (me & my mother) got into another fight... I am so damn tired of this... We just can't seem to get along at all anymore... So during the course of this fight I got thrown out of my house... Now I have nowhere to go no money and now I am going to have to give up my dream just to survive in society... I hate this I wish I could just run away from this but it's not possible... Just to all of those people who think that my family is well awesome your wrong... We are very disfunctional... To all those who think that I am "perfect" wake up please I am far from it... I am not saying that I am a horrible person but just a normal human being... So I guess when life gives you lemons then I guess you (me) are supposed to make lemonade... Yeah so that wasn't gay or anything... Guys I just can't seem to make things work anymore... I guess that I am the problem and so this is probably for the best... All I wanted was for this year to be special... You know different from the rest... I just want to leave all this behind forever... But I can't because there are a few people who mean so much to me that I can't do that... Is it to much to ask them to let me be me... But no they will not accept me for me... I just can't deal with this anymore... I just freaking hate this situation... That's it for now i will write more later...

well, my spring break is almost over now..... it really sucks.... my dad didnt wake up till 2 this afternoon, so i didnt get to do much- its still only 4- but we were going to go lawn mower shopping- but- we found one in the paper instead- so i guess im just going to sit here all day and redecorate clean and be on the computer- oh well- its ok- i like being lazy-

i did get to do what i wanted for spring break though- NOTHING!!! and thats excatly what i got- nothing- except the zoo- that was fun..... monkeys are awesome......

pray for the team in mexico- that some really amazing things happen and they get to experience something new and out of their comfort zones......

luv yall

emily<><

You've ever ended a sentence with the word "SIKE!"

You can sing the rap to "The Fresh Prince Of Bel Air"

You remember when Kurt Cobain, Tu Pac, River Phoenix, and Selena died.

You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey from "Blossom" and that "How Rude!" comes from Stephanie from "Full House"

You remember when it was actually worth getting up early
on a Saturday to watch cartoons.


You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school.


You remember reading "Goosebumps"

You know the profound meaning of "Wax on, wax off"

You have pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf.

You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school.

you
danced to "wannabe" by the Spice Girls, Females: had a new motto,
Males: got a whole lot gay-er. (so tell me what you want, what you
really really want.)

You remember the craze then the banning of slap bracelets and slam books.

You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence...Not...

Where in the world is Carmen San Diego? was both a game and a TV game show.

Captain Planet.

You knew that Kimberly, the pink ranger, and Tommy, the red* Ranger were meant to be together.

To the last sentence you said.....hey...Tommy was the green* ranger!!!!

*later to be white

When playing power rangers with friends you fought over who got to be who............and still all ended up being tommy.

You remember when super nintendo's became popular.

You remember watching home alone 1, 2 , and 3........and tried to pull the pranks on "intruders"

"I've fallen and I can't get up"

You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates

Two words... Trapper Keeper.

You ever got injured on a Slip 'n' Slide

You wore socks over leggings scrunched down

"Miss
Mary Mack, Mack, Mack, all dressed in black, black, black, with silver
buttons, buttons, buttons, all down her back, back, back" SHE ASKED HER
MOTHER MOTHER MOTHER FOR FIFTY CENTS CENTS CENTS TO SEE THE ELEPHANTS
PHANTS PHANTS JUMP OVER THE FENCE THE FENCE THE FENCE
he jumped so
high high high he touched the sky sky sky and he didnt come back back
back til the forth of july ly ly he jumped so low ow ow he stubbed his
toe toe toe and thats the end end end of the elephants show show show

You remember boom boxes vs. cd players

You remember New Kids on The Block when they were cool

You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By The Bell"yes....?

You played and or collected "Pogs"

You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet or Nano and brought it everywhere

You watched the original Care Bears, My Little Pony, and Ninja Turtles

NANCY DREW AND THE HARDY BOYS WERE THE BEST MYSTERY BOOKS

Yikes pencils and erasers were the stuff!

All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand.(pencils.notebooks.binders.etc.)?

You remember when the new Beanie Babies were always sold out.

You
used to wear those stick on earings, not only on your ears, but at the
corners of your eyes.whatever, you know you did that...

You remember a time before the WB.

You've gotten creeped out by "Are You Afraid of the Dark?"

You know the Macarena by heart.

"Talk to the hand" ... enough said

You thought Brain woud finally take over the world

You always said, "Then why don't you marry it!"

You remember when everyone went slinky crazy.

You remember when razor scooters were cool.

when we were younger:

Before the MySpace frenzy.

Before the Internet & text messaging.

Before Sidekicks & iPods.

Before MIKE JONES

Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX.

Back when you put off the 5 hours of homework you had every night.

WHEN LIGHT UP SNEAKERS WERE KOOL

When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs.

When gas was $0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was a new thing.

When we recorded stuff on VCRs & paid $3.50 for a movie.

When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off our walkmans.

When 2Pac and Biggie where alive.

When the Chicago Bulls were the best team ever.

Way back.

Tag.

Get Over Here!!!! means something to you.

Hide-n-Go Seek at dusk.

Red Light, Green Light.

Heads Up 7 Up.

Playing Kickball & Dodgeball until your porch light came on.

Hopskotch.

Slip-n-Slides.... now there are just ghetto ones

Tree Houses.

Hula Hoops.

Reading R.L. Stine's Goose Bumps.

HELLO....HOT WHEELS!!!!!

"POWER OF LOVE" BY CELINE DION..ONLY COUPLES COULD SKATE TO THIS.

The annoying Nano Pets & Furbies.

Running through the sprinklers.

That "Little Mermaid"

Crying when Mufasa died in the Lion King.

Happy Meals where you chose a Barbie or a Hot Wheels car.

Getting the privelage to sit in the front seat of the car.

Drinking Sqeeze It "Squeeze The Fun Out Of It"

CAPRI SUN

Watching Saturday Morning Cartoons in your PJ's still wrapped up in your TMNT, Power Rangers, Barbie, Fairy Princess comforter.

Hey Arnold, Doug, Rugrats.

The original Power Rangers

Or what about:

The Secret Life of Alex Mac.

Ren & Stimpy.

Double Dare.

Rocco's Modern Life.

AAAHH!! REAL MONSTERS.

Wild & Crazy Kids.

Clarissa Explains it All.

CAMP NOWHERE

salute your shorts(CAMP ANAWANA)

Are You Afraid of the Dark?

The original cast members of all that.

Kenan & Kel.

"CITY GUYS"...ROLLW/ THE CITY GUYS <<

doug.

magic school bus.

Nick Arcade.

flash forward.

pete and pete.

legends of the hidden temple.

hey dude.

dinosaurs.

pinky and the brain.

Sailor Moon.

blossom.

hangin with mr.copper.

wishbone.

bill-nye the science guy.

MR RODGERS!!!!

Who could forget Snick? & Nick @ Nite with Bewitched, I Dream of Jenie, The Facts of Life & I Love Lucy.

Where everyone wanted to be in love after watching The Wonder Years.

or nick jr. with face

gulah gulah island

little bear

under the unbrella tree

PEE-WEE!!!

The Big Comfy Couch

Kool-Aid was the drink of choice.

Wearing your new shoes on the first day of school.

Class field trips.

POGS

When Christmas was the most exciting time of year.

When $5 seemed like a million, & another dollar a miracle.

When you begged to go to McDonalds for dinner everyday.

When Toys R Us overuled the mall.

Go back to the time when:

Decisions were made by going 'eeny-meeny-miney-moe'.

Mistakes were corrected by simply exclaiming 'do over!'

'Race issue' ment arguing about who ran the fastest.

Money issues were handled by whoever was banker in 'Monopoly'.

It wasn't odd to have two or three 'best' friends.
(plastic Bffl bracelets)

Being old referred to anyone over 20.

A chance to skate as a couple at the local roller rink was like winning the lottery.

Scrapes & bruises were kissed & made better.

It was a big deal to finally be tall enought to ride the 'big people' rides at the fair.

When playing Nintendo was the hardest thing ever.

When Ninja Turtles ruled the world.

DID I DO THAAAAAAAAAT???

smud and yak back. skip it and pop it.

Before we realized all this would eventually disappear

who would have thought you'd miss the 90's so much!!!!!

switchfoot concert tonight;;

Florida with michelle tomorrow.

have a great week guys<3

IM SO HYPER!! I BLAME THE ENERGY BAR!  MMMMM....CHOCOLATE!!!!!!!!  TGISB (THANK GOODNESS ITS SPRING BREAK!!)

So, I am finally on spring break with only two more months left of school. Well I am not doing anything but running and sitting at home this week, so call me if you want to do anything! Though, I only have $6...eek!

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"Don't be concerned about the outward beauty of fancy hairstyles, expensive jewelry, or beautiful clothes. You should clothe yourselves instead with the beauty that comes from within, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit which is so precious to God.This is how the holy women of old made themselves beautiful. They trusted God." 

-1 Peter 3:3-5

what is up everyone I am just sitting here bored well bye

burning bush, emerald city, sapphire, and moose..

it was a good night..i felt a bit like i was on intervention there for a moment..but a good night..

some people come in and out of your life..and it seems to be ok that way..there are just certain people that sweep in and out without a goodbye or a hello..you just pick up where you left off..it's quite amazing...

So Abdur Rahman of Afghanistan is facing the death penalty for converting to Christianity.

WHAT THE HELL?!!!

A.) It's his own business.  Not a matter of international chaos.
B.) Why are Muslims getting so up-in-arms?  It's not a stain on THEIR souls, so why do they care?  One man's differing beliefs are not worth rebellion.
C.) It's his own soul/belief.  He can do what he wants with them.  So get over yourselves.  If you think he's not going to have 77 virgins and a margarita in the afterlife, then let him miss out.
D.) Come on.  The death penalty?!  That's a little archaic.  And when I say 'a little,' I mean 'in infinite amounts.'

Government officials are even declining to be identified.  One of the faceless has said, “We know there’s a lot of international concern ... We want to resolve this in a way that accommodates all expectations — international expectations and the expectations of the people.”

So I guess they could always maim him or something.
I jest.

"Poor man.  Poor mankind." -- Gail Hightower, Light in August.

For the full story, go here.

You should see me when the coffee kicks in.  Then I'll be pissed.

*sings* HAPPY ADOPTION BIRTHDAY TO ME!

HAPPY ADOPTION BIRTHDAY TO ME!

HAPPY ADOPTION BIRTHDAY TO ME!

    Grrrr, so I had this really long post, and I clicked the 'Publish Entry' button, but then my computer did something weird, and it erased it all. Rats. ummm...basic rundown...Youth Rally last night was really awesome. My brother is getting married this Saturday, family and friends are coming down to be here, we have Spring Break this week...we're cleaning the house and yard...I screamed too much last night (and I have a cold) so I have no voice...and, yeah, I think that about sums it up. Ok. I'll see ya'll tomorrow. Love ya'll.

yeah, i wish... but that dream's not that far away, i am a junior... hope u kids enjoy ur spring break and elizabeth, be Zen... this sucks, everyone's going somewhere, exept the Mexican... eh, i'll survive, unless i get my keys back... moslt likely u ppl will read this after u come back, so leave a comment telling me how'd it go...

--The Mexican

Ps: <"Say it for me,
Say it to me,
And I’ll leave this life behind me,
Say it if it’s worth savin' me">
-Nickleback

Okay, so Linda has 2 dresses to choose from for prom.  We took pictures so she could post them and get your opinons. But, I'm impatient so I thought I'd get the ball rolling.  She want's everyone to vote on which one you think she should wear.  To keep it simple let's just call them pink and blue.  Which one do you think she should wear?



They're both gorgeous!  And she's beautiful, don't you think?

ok... so nobody is gonna understand... so i'll explain:

itz Rachael Robertson's Adoption Birthday today! ^^ w00t!

one can not dwell in the past.  you cant be thinking about what if's.  you should live in the present and look toward the future.  that's the best you can do.  You cant change the past, but the future is up to you.

lalalalala i am bored.......

MEXICO!!!!!!!!!!!

see you guys in a week!

  IN CHRIST john

i hate my new hair cut. its like 2 inches shorter && my bangs r short too. ugh.

bad. isnt it.

but this pic makes it all better though. ahahah. will && liam. will licking liams thumb. ahahah. they r the biggest losers, ever haha jk. [yeahh i stole this from rachel. but thats k. =]]

And I...
I see your face when I'm pained
I see your smile when I'm weak
I pray that you're right here with me
When it comes time to wake
So life will be dreams once again

so I have a boyfriend right?
can you guess who?
nope, you're wrong.
it's Devin.

pssh. I'm a nerd.
at least I'm lovin' you while I'm doin' it!!!
why did I just put three exclamation points?
that was pointless.
gahhh, I get on my nerves sometimes.
<3

Proverbing...
Why is that when I try something that I want to try and everyone around me gets pissed or hurt? Ehh.. I dont understand that my damn self. It's like they are all high and mighty when it comes to me, but after they get done yelling at me about how "bad" it is for you, they tell me about goo memories they have had with it. Hypocrites.. Thats what I think they are. Its not right for me to be able to take their shit all the damn time about that when later on they rub it in my face that they had a good time doing that. I never really had the urge so bad, until I found it in Fernando's car, which he claimed it was his Mexican friends. Pffft! Yeh right.. I kno he had done some of that stuff. He is around that shit all the time. How could he not? Unless he has incredible self control. Which I think not. I believe that he lies to me too. When we were first dating, he would smell straight up like alcohol and he would swear up and down that it he didnt drink. But ehhh... I kno him too well. Hes a fucking douche to get made at me for smoking. When I kno that he has dont it atleast once. Then Edu gets mad at me!! ><!! This makes me want to be a chronic smoker. I kno people and they kno people that kno people's people... You understand? If not then you dont need to kno.

Smoking...
Yesterday was my first time smoking. It was a good feeling. The burning of the throut wasnt nice but the feeling after was good. I coughed alot. I didnt kno "how" to do it. But my smoking partner knew EVERYTHING  about it and gave me pointers he/she is a major smoker. Something that I want to become. I think I will make that my new goal.

Proverbing 2...
I told the both of them that I wouldnt do it again, because I saw how deeply hurt they were about me doing it. But Fernando like himself, the self I kno very very well, kept telling me that he didnt care what I did. I kno, in the deep recesses of my brain, that  he means the  total opposite. Sometimes there is no way of knowing with him. He is just as fucked up as I am, but since I'm young, "naive", and Solo hablo ingles he thinks I'm stupid. But ehh.. this is a mans world, where the woman is still expected to stay at home. Ohh, and especially when she is a fat girl like myself. I have no idea whats going through that boy's mind.. but I'm not and will not do that. I have played that game with him and I'm not doing that with him again. Fuck that. I rather keep on using him like he did me until I'm satisfied that he has worked off his debt to me.

Afterword...
I think I have said too shit for your and my brain can handle. I got to sleep and think of a stradigy to Eduardo to be nice again to me. But ehh... he wants to be this way.. I say "Let him"
because only he can change his mind and I'm not going to kiss his ass for that. If he wants things to continue like before, then he will work with me to make a thing called us work.

peace out - Lemonade

THE ARMOR OF GOD:

THERRFORE PUT ON THE FULL ARMOR OF GOD,SO THAT WHEN THE DAY OF EVIL COMES,YOU MAY BE ABLE TO STAND YOUR GROUND, AND AFTER YOU HAVE DONE EVERYTHING, TO STAND. STAND FIRM THEN, WITH THE BELT OF TRUTH BUKLED AROUND YOUR WAIST, WITH THE BREASTPLATE OF RIGHTEOUSNESS IN PLACE, AND WITH YOUR FEET FITTED WITH THE READINESS THAT COMES FROM THE GOSPEL OF PEACE. IN ADDITION TO ALL THIS, TAKE UP THE SHIELD OF FAITH, WITH WHICH YOU CAN EXTINGUISH ALL THE ARROWS OF THE EVIL ONE. TAKE UP THE HELMET OF SALVATION AND THE SWORD OF THE SPIRIT,WHICH IS THE WORD OF GOD. AND PRAY IN ALL OCCASSIONS WITH ALL KINDS OF PRAYERS AND REQUESTS.WITH THIS IN MIND, BE ALERT AND ALWAYS KEEP ON PRAYING FOR ALL THE SAINTS(EPHESIANS 6:10-18)

i love anchorman.

so, yeah. my life has been pretty good since the last time i updated this.

 = )

i went to formal a few weekends ago...

it was extremely fun!
-------

anyways.
i met this really cool guy this week...
and most likely he is going to be he only one to read this, since i havnt been using this thing since july.

soo...
JOHN IS LEAVING...tear...

Pray for me please. My head is killing me, it's been a reasonably stressful week and isnt going anywhere but downhill.

Unpleasant and unhappy :-(

But hopeful, optimistic, and wishing for the best. Things always turn out okay.

I'm feeling like a dare devil today;   Like I could go do something crazy.  Something way out of charachter for me.  Don't know what though. 

Got a tattoo...bet you can't find where it is!

Senior Skip Day...

what joy... :)

um...hey um...jus wanted to visit dis dumb thang....ok ...byez..

>>>Ladii Smilez<<<

...started seven hours ago.

And so far I have been asleep for four of them.

Didn't sleep well this week.  Hopefully getting a good night's sleep tonight will help me catch up.

Well, tomorrow I leave for Mexico so this will be my only post over spring break.  I'm going with my church on a mission trip.  Just pray for us as we go do the Lord's work.  Also please pray that all the people there will accept us with open hearts and have a yearning to learn. I love all of you guys. Just call my cell phone and leave me lots of messages.

-the beast-

omgoodness...i'm leavin tomorrow. i'm so scared about the plane ride. i just don't trust planes. school was pretty great today. i had a sub in Algebra II, history, and Spanish...the spanish sub even baked us cookies! how cute. even ms. petrone was nice today! (?) weird. i think i'm in love guys. i know i say this alot, and i'm sure you think i'm stupid. but i am. but it is really stupid. because all i'm setting myself up for is getting upset, because i just don't know if the feeling's mutual. but he acts like it is. i don't even get him. but that's ok. well, i gotta go.! i guess it'll be a while before i post again! much love to you all! ---Cari 

For everyone's information: JUSTIN HAS ARRIVED!! I'm pretty darn happy right now! pictures are sure to come later!

Also, Josh's band, Damascus Road, is on their way to Kentucky tonight. They will be back on Sunday afternoon. so, please pray that they do well and get back safely!

A truck pulls up, and I guide him inside the bay. After grabbing a pen and clipboard from the counter, I walk to the man to get his information:

Man: Who do I talk do? Do I talk to you?

((my inner self thinking)) No you dummy, I'm just standing here with pad and paper for no reason

Me: Yeah

Man: Okay, I want just the oil changed. Just the oil and nothing else, okay?

((inner self)) I heard you the first time.

Me: Okay.

So we get his oil and filter change-- he drove a truck that takes seven quarts of oil, and I went inside to ring him up.

Me: Sir you're ready. It'll be $36.18.

Man: Just for the oil?

Me: Yes. . . it took seven quarts.

((inner self)) You've had this truck long enough to know that there will be an upcharge on anything more than five quarts. Besides that, you stared at the prices for five minutes where it blatantly states that those prices cover up to five quarts of oil.

Man: Do I get a receit?

((inner self)) What kind of place does he think we are? Duh!

Me: Yes.

I print out the receit, and hand it to him. He looks at it.

Man: Did you change the filter?

((inner self)): Whaaa?

Me: Yes. . .

Man: Did it need it?

((inner self)) *practically falls to the ground* Are you KIDDING ME?!?!?!?!

Me: ((very slowly)) Uh-- you're supposed to change the oil filter each time you change the oil. . .

Man: Oh.

He walks outside in the bays to his truck. I follow and raise the door. Before shutting his door, he waves at me to get my attention.

Man: Is he (referring to Jeff down in pitt)) done?

((inner self)) What?!

Me: What?

Man: Is he done?

((inner self)) No, dude, I just took your money, gave you a receit and am standing in the freezing doorway just for the heck of it

Me: Oh yeah.

yeah. . . . whatever.

so it's finally spring break and so far i've

gotten locked out of ashleigh's car by the conspiratorial tune brothers.
gone to the grocery store.
cleaned the house.
and gotten on my puter.

isn't it so exciting?

I am restarting on Phusebox, I stopped there for a second because it is spring and Big Brother demands conformity.

am i predictable?

i leave tomorrow morning at 10.

i come back the next saturday at 3 or so in the afternoon.

i'll miss all of you terribly.

So Thursday's surgery went good. I did better than what they say is normal. Except for when i got home i was very nausiated. But today Im feeling very good and back to normal. Did take it easy today though.

The interesting thing is they sent 1600 shocks through me to get them broken up. They couldnt get to the third. But I thought that was interesting.

   Anyways Its Spring Break!! Finally.. Hope everyone has a great one!

wow! it has been forever since I last wrote! Hope all of you that caught the flu today are feeling better :) I am soo happy that it is Spring Break! I am leaving oober early on Monday morning for NEW YORK CITY!!!!!!!!! yay! so i hope everyone has a great spring break and be safe! love u all ~Brittany

to the beach tommrrow morning!! heck yes!! i am soooo excited!!

& the best thing is...i will be 16 when i get back!! yeaha!!

i love you all...and all of the kids that are going on the mission trip! have a great time!!

Hey everyone. I signed up for my own Phusebox so that I can comment on other peoples Phusebox's. If you want to read my blog, go to www.kenwendland.com. I post there fairly frequently. I will not be posting here.

♥ Got this from someone else

--Goth--
Do you wear black eyeliner?: ya ... lots of it
How much black clothing do you own?: uhh ... juz about everything in my closet is
Do you think about death often?: not my death ...
Do you want to die?: not really
Are you a social outcast?: NO
Are you pale?: NOOO
Do you cut?: Nope ... kinda a weeny when it come to pain
Do you like Hot Topic?: Yeah!

--Skater Punk--
Can you skateboard?: Wish I could ... I know how to fall off pretty good
How often do you go into Pac Sun?: All the time
What's your sneaker brand?: etnies
Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?: hells ya
Are the long skater cuts hott?: sure
How much do you get in trouble?: all the damn time
Do you listen to the bands who are considered
"posers"?: some of them are
How many piercings do you have?: 9

--Prep--
How often do you say the word "like"?: haha ... like all the time
Do you shop at Abercrombie and Fitch?: sometimes
Are the A&F models hott?: some of them are ... the others are juz ... ok
How many purses do you own?: hmmm ... maybe 10
Is lipgloss a must?: absolutly
How often do you wear makeup?: EVERYDAY
Ever had a manicure?:ya ... get em every now and then
Rock music is bad, right?: are you crazy???
Are you ever ditzy?: I have my moments ... but I'm a blonde
Do you own high heels?: sure do
Have you ever said "Oh my gosh"?: normally its Oh my god ... but pretty much the same thing
Are you a cheerleader?: used to be

--Hippie--
Is your hair long?: yup ... very
Are you a vegetarian?: nope
Do you own a tye dye shirt?: ya ... some of my work shirts
Do you want peace?: I guess ...
Do you want to save the animals?: Ya ... I love animals
What do you think about the war?: its going on ... and I know SOME people over there ... not much about it
Have you ever made a peace sign with your two
fingers?: haha ya

--Gangsta--
Are you from the ghetto?: not really
Do you own "bling bling"?: haha ... I'm the queen of bling
What do you think about do-rags?: sometimes they're ok ... I mean for like football games and stuff
Do you like rap?: its good when youre dancing ... and sometimes its good to juz goof off to in the car
How about hip-hop?: again ... good to dance to
Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?: didnt really listen to him
What do you think about afros?: haha ... I think they're cool
Have you ever said 'fo shizzle'?: lol ... fo shizzle bizzle
How about 'oh, snap son'?: nix on the son ... juz oh snap

--Frat--
Is life a party?: hell ya
How often do you get drunk?: every so often ... not exactly an every weekend thing ... could change one I go off to college though
What's the point of getting drunk anyway?: juz to have fun
Do you care about your grades?: I actually do ... gotta get in a good school
Do you need attitude adjustment?: haha ... of course
How far have you been?: LOL ... I'm an angle ... or am I???

--Emo--
How often do you cry?: its hard to make me cry ... every now and then
Do you have an ex?: yup
Do you have an acoustic guitar?: yup
Are you emotional?: sometimes
Do you like soft music?: ya ... but mostly when it rains
Do people understand you?: only my closest friends
Do you write your own songs?: sure do
Is your hair dyed dark?: underneath is

--Jock--
Do you play any sports?: used to play volleyball ... bball ... and track ... but not anymore
How important are they to you?: obviously not that
How important is your reputation?: I dont care what people think of me
Do you pick on the geeky kids?: haha ... no I'M a nerd
What do you think about football?: i LOOOOOVE football
Are you considered a bully by anyone?: not that i know of

--Geek--
Do you wear glasses?: yup
Do you get good grades?: yup
Are you smart?: I guess
Do you use an inhaler?: nope
Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt?: I did until one busted and got all over me ... LOL j/k no
Does your mom buy your clothes?: some of them
How often are you on the computer?: All the time
Do you get picked on?: only but some of my guy friends

Oh and this ...

... is my prom date ... Spenser!!!

* The day of impulse.
* 'Interesting.'
* Making vegan waffles.
* Little old lady from Pasadena.
* Driving past our beloved educational institution.  Heartlessly mocking those trapped within.
*Going to Starbucks.  Seeing Luke Wilson v 2.0.  'Wedding Crashers.'  Making a list of all the places in the world we're going to go.  Take up entire page.
* Walk from the Haynes Drive/Thomson Lane Greenway exit to the Square.  Proceed to stand on/climb on/walk over interesting rock formations.  An island.  A fallen tree.  Fort Redoubt Brennan.  A 'local plant reservation.'  See convicts.  Walk on historic railroad tracks.  Walk on modern railroad tracks, paranoid the entire time.  'Was that a whistle?!'  Walk across a series of four-lane roads.
* 'So we're on a rock/tree/island/fort.  Interesting.'
* Survive our trip to the Square.
* Marni&Liz.
* Outreach Thrift.
* Grand Palace Records.
* A gumball-machine at Grand Palace that dispenses chocolate-covered coffee beans.
* Leslie's Shoppe.
* Anastasia&Sean.
* Realise that walking back to Thomson Lane/Haynes Drive would be painful on a good day.  Call for help.
* Cameron comes to rescue.  ThankyouCameron!  You're our #1 pirate. <3333
* Barbara@Panera.
* {{Megan looks from her apple core to my whole applewithsticker.}}  'I really hope my apple didn't have a sticker on it.'
* 'The Greenway is dangerous.  You should carry mace.'  'You tell us this AFTER we walk all over it?!'
* Macbethtonightohjoy.

ONE DAY TILL MEXICO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Welp this will probably be the last time I update for a week.....so everyone be blessed and keep us in your prayers.....

                                     IN CHRIST john

Fade:  Staind
I try to breathe
Memories overtaking me
I try to face them but
The thought is too
Much to conceive
I only know that I can change
Everything else just stays the same
So now I step out of the darkness
That became my life 'cause
I just needed someone to talk to
You were just too busy with yourself
You were never there for me to
Express myself
I just stuffed it down
Now I'm older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems the surface
I am scratching
Is the bed that I have made
So where were you
When all this I was going through
You never took the time to ask me
Just what you could do
I only know that I can change
Everything else just stays the same
So now I step out of the darkness
That became my life 'cause
I just needed someone to talk to
You were just too busy with yourself
You were never there for me to
Express myself
I just stuffed it down
Now I'm older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems that the surface
I am scratching
Is the bed I have made

Falling:  Staind
You
In your shell
Are you waiting for someone to rescue you
From yourself?
Don't be disappointed when no one comes
Don't blame me you didn't get it
Don't blame me you didn't get it
Don't blame me you didn't get it
I already told you that falling is easy
It's getting back up that becomes the problem
Becomes the problem
If you don't believe you can find a way out
You've become the problem
Become the problem
You
All alone
Are you waiting for someone to make you whole?
Can't you see?
Aren't you tired of this disfunctional routine?
Don't blame me you didn't get it
Don't blame me you didn't get it
Don't blame me you didn't get it
I already told you that falling is easy
It's getting back up that becomes the problem
Becomes the problem
If you don't believe you can find a way out
You've become the problem
Become the problem
I already told you that falling is easy
It's getting back up that becomes the problem
Becomes the problem
If you don't believe you can find a way out
You've become the problem
Become the problem
Falling is easy
It's getting back up that becomes the problem
Becomes the problem
And if you believe you can find a way out
Then you've solved the problem
You've solved your problem.

For You:  Staind
To my mother
To my father
It's your son or
It's your daughter
Are my screams
Loud enough for
You to hear me?
Should I turn this up for you?
I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you said
The silence gets us nowhere
Gets us nowhere way too fast
The silence
Is what kills me
I need someone
Here to help me
But you don't know
How to listen
And let me make
My decisions
I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering what you said
The silence gets us nowhere
Gets us nowhere way too fast
All your insults
And your curses
Make me feel like I'm not a person
And I feel like
I am nothing
But you make me
So do something
'Cause I'm fucked up
Because you all
Need attention
Attention you couldn't give
I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you said
The silence gets us nowhere
Gets us nowhere way too fast
I sit here locked inside my head
Remembering everything you said
The silence gets us nowhere
Gets us nowhere way too fast

It's Been A While:  Staind
And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I first saw you
And it's been awhile
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
And it's been awhile
Since I could call you
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've stretched myself beyond my means
And it's been awhile
Since I can say that I wasn't addicted
And it's been awhile
Since I can say I love myself as well
And it's been awhile
Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do
And it's been awhile
But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered
I've gone and fucked things up again
Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day!
And it's been awhile
Since I could look at myself straight
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry
And it's been awhile
Since I've seen the way the candles light your face
And it's been awhile
But I can still remember just the way you taste
And everything I can't remember
As fucked up as it all may seem to be I know it's me
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me
And it's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been awhile
Since I said I'm sorry

Outside:  Staind
And you
Can bring me to my knees
Again
All this time
That I could beg you please
In vein
All the times
That I felt insecure
For you
And I leave
A burning path of flame
I'm on the outside
I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
Cause inside you're ugly
You're Ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you
All this time
That I felt like this won't add
It's for you
And I taste
What I could never have
It was from you
All the times
That I tried
My intentions
Full of pride 
But I waist
More time than anyone
I'm on the outside
I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you
All the times
That I've cried
All that's wasted
It's all inside
And I feel
All this pain
I stuffed it down
It's back again
And I lie
Here in bed
All alone
I can't mend
But I feel
Tomorrow will be okay
But that I'm on the outside
I'm looking in
I can see through you
See your true colors
Cause inside you're ugly
You're ugly like me
I can see through you
See to the real you

Schizophrenic Conversations:  Staind
Are you afraid, afraid of the truth
In the mirror staring back at you.
The image is cracked but so is the view, here.
And the strength of a tree begins in the roots
That I tend bury into you
At least now the storm can't blow me away.
So crawl inside my head with me.
I'll show you how it feels to be,
To blame like me.
Should I be afraid of this face that I see
In the mirror staring back at me?
So cold were the days when I listened to you.
And you say that I'm weak so show me the proof
Because I still exist in spite of you
But I won't compete with you every day.
So crawl inside my head with me.
I'll show you how it feels to be,
To blame like me.
Schizophrenic conversations that
I'm always having with myself.
I hear these voices in my head competing.
Maybe I could use a little help
I still have schizophrenic conversations
Where there's no one else around to hear.
I long for solitude and peace within me
Void of all the anger and the fear.
So crawl inside my head with me.
I'll show you how it feels to be,
Fucked up like me.
I'll show you how it feels to be
To blame like me
Ashamed like me

So Far Away:  Staind
This is my life
Its not what it was before
All these feelings I've shared
And these are my dreams
That I'd never lived before
Somebody shake me
Cause I, I must be sleeping
Now that we're here,
It's so far away
All the struggle we thought was in vain
All the mistakes,
One life contained
They all finally start to go away
Now that we're here its so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive and I'm not ashamed to be the person that I am today
These are my words
That I've never said before
I think I'm doing ok
And this is the smile
That I've never shown before
Somebody shake me
Cause I, I must be sleeping
Now that we're here,
So far away
All the struggle we thought was in vein
All the mistakes,
One life contained
They all finally start to go away
Now that we're here so far away
And I feel like I can face day
I can forgive and I'm not ashamed to be the person that I am today
I'm so afraid of waking
Please don't shake me
Afraid of waking
Please don't shake me
Now that we're here,
So far away
All the struggle we thought was in vein
All the mistakes,
One life contained
They all finally start to go away
Now that we're here so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive and I'm not ashamed to be the person I am today

Right Here:  Staind
I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face
But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting
I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending it's as much as i can take
and you're so independent
you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break
But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting
I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you
Why can't you just forgive me
I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way
But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting
But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if I chose to walk away would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep me right here waiting

just wanted to check in from boston...heading back out to see more of the city in a few minutes.  glad to see lsu beat duke!

well, yup, one more day and then i am off to Mexico.  and ive been hearing people talk about what all they are ganna do this spring break.  its ganna be soooo hard for us to stay strong.  but do it anyways,  stay close to God. 

stay strong and close to Christ,  even if you are the outcast.  we are not chosen to be christians just so we will fit in.  we chose this to honor our father.

and you may not always feel the support of others, but stay strong in christ.  you may be shunned by the world, but just know,  ur father is smiling down on his trusting, faithful child.  so stay strong, and enjoy your spring break.  its ganna be an awesome one. 

o yea, one more thing that i thought of.  why does it take something this big to get me on fire for God.  that is something i def have to watch out for.  we should always be this excited for God.  because he can always work,  not just in Mexico, but even here.  yes yes, even here. so go out and do it.  STAY STRONG!!!!!!!

DROP D E A D

all of my friends
are going somewhere
cool this week..

i can't seem to be
in a good mood...

*yay*  It's finally Spring Break.  Have a good one, kids... & keep it safe... <3       -Chelsea

spring break.

me and ben dover are gonna have some fun.

lots of chad and hopefully claire :)

what about you?

today was boring again but i finally got done with that office work that i was talking about yesterday. It sucked so bad but oh well its alright. yeah my spring break wasn't too bad i got to hang out with my friends alot and we had fun. well hope you guys had a good day...

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cleaning]:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[know how to drive a standard]:</td><td align="left">uhhh...sure </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[own a cell phone]:</td><td align="left">no cant get one till i start driving </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[collect anything]:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" align="center"><b>--HAVE YOU EVER--</b></td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[been in a fist fight]:</td><td align="left">almost </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[considered a life of crime]:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[considered being a hooker]:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[been in love]:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[made out with just a friend]:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[hurt someone you love]:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[kicked someone in the nuts]:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" align="center"><b>--CURRENT--</b></td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[clothing]:</td><td align="left">a brown striped shirt pants w/ a butterfly on the butt and navy blue flip-flops </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[hair]:</td><td align="left">ponytail </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[song you are in love with]:</td><td align="left">idk </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[cd in your stereo]:</td><td align="left">none </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[mood]:</td><td align="left">i have 2 pee </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[thing you ought to be doing]:</td><td align="left">nothing </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" align="center"><b>--LOVE--</b></td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[first crush]:</td><td align="left">idk </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[first kiss]:</td><td align="left">w/ a guy named brandon at the YMCA </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[first love]:</td><td align="left">idk </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[do you believe in love at first sight]:</td><td align="left">yep </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[do you believe in "the one"]:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[are you a tease]:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[would you ever commit yourself to someone 100%]:</td><td align="left">idk </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" align="center"><b>--ARE YOU--</b></td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[honest]:</td><td align="left">sometimes </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[sarcastic]:</td><td align="left">always </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[a daydreamer]:</td><td align="left">yep </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[up tight or laid back]:</td><td align="left">laid back </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[messy or organized]:</td><td align="left">messy </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[shy our outgoing]:</td><td align="left">outgoing </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" align="center"><b>--RANDOM--</b></td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[nervous habits]:</td><td align="left">idk </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[are you double jointed]:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[can you roll your tongue]:</td><td align="left">yep </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[do you make your bed daily]:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[which shoe goes on first]:</td><td align="left">whichever one i find first </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" align="center"><b>--IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU--</b></td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[bought something]:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[been sick]:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[sang]:</td><td align="left">in the shower </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[missed someone]:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[gotten drunk]:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[gotten a haircut]:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[watched cartoons]:</td><td align="left">yep </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[been kissed]:</td><td align="left">no </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[lied]:</td><td align="left">yep </td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" valign="top" align="center"><b>--LAST PERSON THAT--</b></td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[you spent the night with]:</td><td align="left">chelsea </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" align="right">[spent the night with you]:</td><td align="left">idk </td></tr><tr><td valign="top" 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so i slept in this morning for the first time in forever: weekdays i have school and weekends i babysit so i never get to sleep in!   it was pretty nice... nice dreams...

But i did forget our girls Bible study @ Chik-fil-A this morning...>.<

and i meant to go shopping and stuff today but i got a late start and was lazy...

i did finish making egg salad for the Tri-M Cabaret. which everyone should come to tonite.

Tri-M Music Society Cabaret @ Siegel High tonight @ 6-8
$3 for food and music!

P.S. I saw Pirates of Penzance last nite and it was pretty good. good singing, amazing set, very funny.

I stayed home today and cleaned my room.. Unfortunately I didn't find my graduation list I had already made... I started on a new one the other day and I've already started doing my invitations. I got my prom dress yesterday and I'm absolutely in love with it. My cousins are staying the night tonight and I'm trying every way possible to get out of the house tonight. I'll probably go hang out with Kyle whenever he gets off work. I decided not to go to my grandparents because it's going to be cold and possibly snowing...My girl Brittany is leaving next Friday for another job and that just sucks completely. She is just awesome. I'm gonna miss her. Everyone will probably go out next Friday night and party or something. All of a sudden everyone is deciding to get tattoos when they turn 18 and I'm kind of getting to where I don't want one period. I'll get my tongue pierced, but that's probably about it. If I do decide to get one it's going to very different and unique.

I feel like I'm under so much pressure about Graduation. My mom is saying that I shouldn't send my Dad's parents an invitation saying where graduation is actually at and just send them one that says I'm graduating. To be honest I really don't want his mom down here because she will try to start shit. BUT... If they did go they possibly wouldn't let their presence be known until afterwards and when my mom or whoeever wasn't around me.This sucks.... Geeze. I just kind of wonder what it's going to be like when I turn 18. Makes me wonder what they are going to say or do, if they even do anything.

Then there's all this shit with my mom and her older brother and his crack-addicted wife (seriously). He bought her some weed knowing that she just got out of rehab that she wasn't even in for a damn month. People are so stupid. I can't stand either one of them. Sometimes I think my mom get in their life just a little too much, but I can understand why considering they have a 13 and 4 year old. They were better off without her.

I realized that Freshman year was actually good. All of the friends you had were the same they were the year before. As we progressed through the years, everyone changes and you become distant. Maybe for the best or the worst. One day your just sitting there wondering what happened with that friendship. Was is something you did? Was it something you said? Then you'll hope that one day things will become better and you'll get that friendship back.

Ah.. enough of that... I gotta go somewhere.....

*Love ALways*

^^ i love this movie

ok its office...

SPRING BREAK!!!!!!!!!!

hmm so yeah .. past week has been real rough .

but now i know who my true friends are

so i said my good-byes

&&

now im done

for good

<3

yeah im also done with this ...

check me out at myspace ..

http://www.myspace.com/xlizabethx

is melancholy

what is up everyone I am so bored right now and I have to work during spring break and that sucks I need to get a dress for prom and a date but I dont know if I am going yet so what do yall think

Well guys, tomorrow we are off to Mexico. Your prayers for this trip will be mucho appreciated, and we can use all we can get. God is gonna move down there, and I can't wait for it. !Yo soy muy feliz!
In Christ,
        ~ Garrett

Being single gets old.

damn its been months since ive posted something on here

well lets see its SPRING BREAK!!

yeah thats right so u know im gonna be keeping it real

um nothing big has happend to me, ive got a new job working at hickory falls, its a resturant, pretty sure it sucks too. but i need the money

i got a video camera that bought not to long ago, ive made a few movies u should check them out

go to my myspace and watch dance dance!!!

www.myspace.com/edkid

click the picture of me playing guitar with my friend standing next to me.

but yeah u'll die laughing!!

yeah im pretty sure im gonna make movies for the rest of my life.

im going to college to become a awesome FILM MAKER!!!

lol

i really am

but seriously idk what else to post so u niggers leave me them comments

here are some things ive been doing since u last saw me

thats me fishing:)

......

thas about all ive done thats been cool

so u know keep it real fo shizzle!

So i have a phuse box.  I am really confused so if you have any tips just let me know. Everyone have an awesome spring break. Peace! <><

So we have to come a point in phusebox in which the teachers have decided "hey! i dont think i like what those children are saying!" So i guess i need to make sure i dont slip up and say a dirty word..pft. So i might never write on this thing again soo that sux..but,anyways whatever those teachers dont even know who i am...well they probably do now...haha well i hope they like the information they got...haha shyeah well anyways im going to go do something bad muwahahaha (JUST KIDDING!!) dur dur dur!! Well i better go later, -Walker T. Boone jk......Step Rad

So yeah...............this is my last post before I venture to the "Sunshine" state, atleast I hope it is sunny.............gonna be "sleepin all day, stayin' out all night"............lol....yeah right, if you believe that you dont knwo me too well...............just gonna be goofin' off the whole time with my bestfriend, probably play alot of golf.................can't wait!  I hope ya'll have a fun and safe SPRING BREAK!!!! God Bless!!!!

In Christ,

Allen

-" Never drive faster than your guardian angel can fly."

I want to breathe again..

But my throat is swollen.
And I've forgotten to breathe.
My heart is broken.
And I can't seem to bleed.

I don't want to hurt anymore..

But I'm writhing on the floor.
Everything inside of me is crying.
Yet no tears hit the floor.

I want to breathe again..

God, help me to understand your ways,
Even through the pain of a thousand wounds.
Lord, please let me see your good,
Even in the midst of a sea of evil.
I'm sorry to question you and your infinite wisdom,
But my scars scream too loud.
God, please deliver me from my plight.
That I may declare your praises!

I want to breathe again.

By Adam.

Okay Phusers...It's time for me to get on my soapbox and as usual, that means someone is gonna get burned...Well, Tom today's your day!! I read an article for my current events assignment and in it a 28 year-old schizophrenic stabbed his mother to death. Now you might be thinking "What the hell does that have to do with Tom Cruise?" Well, I'm going to tell you..The 28-year-old was a scientologist and he was told to take vitamins instead of getting psychiatric therapy by the church....well, he stabbed his mother to death.Now why would the church tell him to take vitamins? Because they believe that modern psychiatric medicine is the plot of an ancient alien race to drug and enslave humanity. Well, now that I know that...WHAT THE HELL?!!?? How about this, Tom you and your church leave the psychiatric diagnosis to professionals not actors who don't know crap about that kind of stuff?

How far are you, how close am I
I know your words are true and I don't feel them inside
Still I believe you'll never leave
So where are you now

You're all I have, You're all I know
Your breath is breathing in my soul
Still I am gasping, aching, asking
Where are you now

Cause I just wanna be with You
I just want this waiting to be over
I just want to be with You
And it helps to know the Day is getting closer

Every minute takes an hour
Every inch feels like a mile
Til I won't have to imagine
And I finally get to see You smile

My journey's here, but my heart is There
So I dream and wait, and keep the faith, while You prepare
Our destiny, til You come back for me
Oh, please make it soon!

Cause I just wanna be with You
I just want this waiting to be over
I just want to be with You
And it helps to know the Day is getting closer

Every minute takes an hour
Every inch feels like a mile
Til I won't have to imagine
And I finally get to see You smile

I just wanna be with You
I just want this waiting to be over
I just want to be with You
And it helps to know the Day is getting closer

I just wanna be with You
I just want this waiting to be over
I just want to be with You
And it helps to know the Day is getting closer

Every minute takes an hour
Every inch feel like a mile
Til I won't have to imagine
And I finally get to see You

Every minute takes an hour
Every inch feel like a mile
Til I won't have to imagine
And I finally get to see You smile

by Chris Rice....

Check this out..this guy's name is Julian Beever and he does chalk drawings and gives them an amazing 3-D effect.  They are unbelieveable!













What that looks like from the side...it is 40 ft. long


And best of all...



Crazy, huh?

yeah, the last day before spring break i am so exited cause i get to "sleep in" if McDonalds don't call at like 8:30 and make me come in. ok so what if there was no life only people no material things like makeup or jewlery or anything just people just existing to love. I think the world would be a better place because no one would be better than anyone else and they couldn't treat others bad because they were all the same. I mean because there are so many peole who judge and look down on others cause they don't have what others have they may not be as pretty or they may not have a lot of money but in my experience they usually turn out to be the coolest and best friends they don't turn there backs on u they don't judge you for the mistakes you made in the past. They don't talk about you, I mean don't you hate having friends who would turn on you in an instance they are so much better than you so they can talk like they now everything about you when all they see is the person you pretend to be around them . I dunno i think the world should focus on more than material things they won't last forever, but friendships will and the ones you make determine who you become so don't live your life to be popular hang out with the kids that aren't cool to, they may be the best friends of your entire life they will be the ones by your side when you get married of have kids everyone needs friends but don't look at the material things they have.

brandi

yeah, the last day before spring break i am so exited cause i get to "sleep in" if McDonalds don't call at like 8:30 and make me come in. ok so what if there was no life only people no material things like makeup or jewlery or anything just people just existing to love. I think the world would be a better place because no one would be better than anyone else and they couldn't treat others bad because they were all the same. I mean because there are so many peole who judge and look down on others cause they don't have what others have they may not be as pretty or they may not have a lot of money but in my experience they usually turn out to be the coolest and best friends they don't turn there backs on u they don't judge you for the mistakes you made in the past. They don't talk about you, I mean don't you hate having friends who would turn on you in an instance they are so much better than you so they can talk like they now everything about you when all they see is the person you pretend to be around them . I dunno i think the world should focus on more than material things they won't last forever, but friendships will and the ones you make determine who you become so don't live your life to be popular hang out with the kids that aren't cool to, they may be the best friends of your entire life they will be the ones by your side when you get married of have kids everyone needs friends but don't look at the material things they have.

brandi

ONE DAY TILL MEXICO!!!!!

"Send us with fire to go love the world"

::edit:: LAST DAY OF SCHOOL BEFORE SPRING BREAK AND I AM SOOOO BORED!! THERE IS NOTHING TO DO!

michael buble.....need i say more?

This thing called love I just can't handle it
This thing called love I must get round to it
I ain't ready
Crazy little thing called love

i love how i update my phusebox approximately every three weeks. my xanga owns this.

senior skip day today,
meaning i am sitting at home putting another record on my itunes.

but at nine sulli is coming over and we are making waffles,
then taking over the middle tennessee area.
[or at least the commercial districts]

we shall see.

So, I am back in Murfreesboro for the next week or so... fun times filled with wedding plans and conferences...

On a different note, if Gonzaga had not blown it in the second half of tonight's game against UCLA, I would have gotten all four picks for tonight correct... not on my original bracket though... I was bored the other day and started making new predictions after each round...

These are my predictions for the Sweet 16 games...
(Today's games)
LSU over Duke ... correct.
Texas over W. Virginia ... correct.
Memphis over Bradley ... correct.
Gonzaga over UCLA ... wrong. Gonzaga blew it in the 2nd half and lost by 2 pts.

(Tomorrow's games)
Washington over UConn
George Mason over Witchita St.
Boston College over Villanova (This one could be wrong or extremely close)
Georgetown over Florida

I am happy I got to see my fiance for the first time since January tonight... :-)
{nt}