what a crazy day.

These are two of the people that I met in Trinidad. They are really cool. I like this whole SnapShot photo thing

if i hear one word of gloating....i will be a very unhappy bunny.

besides that.

life is fairly good.

looking forward for a trip to the "big city" tomorrow [ie nashville].

woop.

have a lovely day.

<3

jen

So yeh my spring break is over, and I went to my beautimus lakehouse with my best friend Liz ,and her cuz , also my good friend, Rebecca. It was really fun , but really cold. So  mostly everyone on phusebox is on spring break right now, bc all of you are mostly from Tennessee, excpet me and my friends. I have been praying for the youth group of Belle Aire Baptist Church all week, and continue to do so. I hope you guys are having an amazing time in MEXICO!!!  I hope God is speaking through yall, and I hope the people listen to what yall have to say . I am ready for particular ppl in the youth group to get back , bc I miss u and talking to u :(. haha. Anyway I have recently grown close to God , my walk with him has been on fire. I know now what it means to really be overflowed with Gods love.  Yes, there are sad things going on in my life, but I have never been so happy in my life. Bc I know that God is with me , and with him I can get through anything. I praise God for life, bc without him my life would be worthless. I am filled with his joy. People, humans can hurt each other, but God can never hurt us. One of my friends has recently accepted Christ. And it is definately a Praise. Everyday I try to be more like him , we are all sinners, but it doesnt mean we can just be like " oh well God will forgive me , so its ok to do this or that" , we should all try to live like him .

Romans 8 :9 " Those controlled by the sinful nature cannot please God".

Recently my music stuff has progressed. I have a new song that I just wrote about how we should seek for God , and be his follower, and not be afraid to show our religion and beliefs. Singing is my passion, everyday I thank God for this blessing.  

In christ ,

Indie103.1  is an awesome radio station. no we (people in TN) dont get it. it is in California.

Andrew

So my car is back and I am happy about that. That is about all I have to say.

OMG!  I'M GONNA B IN TN 2MRW!

So, for those of you who don't know already...

MY SPRING BREAK IS NEXT WEEK! ....

AND I HAVE A REALLY BIG SURPRISE! ...

GUESS WHAT IT IS! ...

I'M COMING UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Schedule=

Friday- coming up, staying at our friends bnb

Saturday-church? ...

Sunday-church

Monday-coming to school, Bellacino's Eat-with-the-Vehar's (time???????)

Tuesday...leaving  :(

CAN'T WAIT TO SEE ALL OF YA'LL!!!!!!! 

GOD BLESS,

THE VERY EXCITED CHRISTINA RUTH!!!!!!!

I'VE BEEN SO EXCITED EVER SINCE I FOUND OUT...I'M LIKE COUNTING DOWN...LOL!

Tomorrow should go by fast cuz it will be fun...I'm having an Honors Algebra 2 Study Session at my house 2mrw...with Heather and Hannah  (we're sad cuz Kate can't come...she's leaving early for spring break at the beach...) (we're sad Taylor the nerd can't come...he has tennis practice and he didn't go last week so he'll get in trouble this week if he doesn't go...lol)...hopefully Friday morning will go by fast too...lol..I can't wait!  :)

These are the children I go serve every Monday for the Inner City Ministry here in Nashville. It has been such a blessing to have this opportunity to be apart of this ministry. Tonight was the Fish-Fry funraiser for this ministry and the money they raise goes to help support the summer camp they have for the children.  I think they are having one in Murfreesboro next week as well actually.  So yeah, my night consisted of eating lots of fish and seeing some family I haven't seen in a little while too. So, it was a fun evening.  Oh, and me and my friend Katie went on a Target Run after classes.....yaaaay for Target Runs! uhm, nothing much else going on.... need to get off this thing so I can work on some other homework and such.

GEEZ!!! WHY IS SPRING BREAK GOIN BY SO FREAKIN FAST?!

SO....... Spring Break.!  Its been pretty fun so far..

spending time with  Josef

and GG

but alas... it is almost over.  and school will resume on Monday.. ew.

Beks is still gone, and i still miss her terribly

but im hanging in there i know how much fun she is havingand that i am being selfish for wanting her back home. even though if she was here she would be in Maryville and not with me anyways... so oh well

i love her regardless

Travelling somewhere... could be anywhere

there's a coldness in the air

but i dont care

we drift deeper, life goes on

we drift deeper... into the sound

God has really been kicking my butt about how comfortable I
am. God has kept reminding me lately of 1 John 3:17-19 which says this: If
anyone has material possessions and sees his brother in need but has no pity on
him, how can the love of God be in him? Dear children, let us not love with
words or tongue but with actions and in truth. Pretty intense huh??? Yea that’s
what I thought.... After reading these verses I began to wonder if they
describe me... You probably know what the answer was. Yes. So this is kinda
what God has been putting on my heart: Let me start with what I already know -
I am blessed. Materially. Spiritually. and Relationally. What do I do with
these blessings? I relax in them. I sit back and say "Life is great."
So knowing these two truths obviously raises some problems in accordance to
these verses. Here is the problem - I push what I know is true out of my mind
in order to fully enjoy what God has given me. This truth I neglect is that
around the world people are suffering uncontrollably and I sit within American
soil and say all is good. Why!? I am called as a child of God to love the world
as Jesus did. So is my apathy here in the states doing just that? I would say
no. Do I have "pity" on the hurting. To an extent yes but do I
accomplish the second part of the verse by loving with actions and truth? Most
the time not! You see this is what I'm boiling it down to: My relationship with
Christ Jesus should be intimate and real enough to propel me to the action of loving
people in need even if I don’t know or even see them.  I should be so in
touch with God’s heart to be moved by what makes him hurt. I know that God
hurts for the his children that are hurting here. He also hurts for Christians
that miss what joy and passion comes from helping our hurting brothers and
sisters. So I ask myself. Am I in touch with God’s heart so much that I will
stop at nothing to fulfill his wills and passions and feel his hurt??? If not I
should be striving at all cost to grow our relationship in a way that that
describes me. We as Christians are called to seek God no matter what the cost!
Do we live according to that calling? Do we abandon all for the love of God? Do
we have pity on the hurting of this world we so often ignore? I confess to you
I have lacked in all of these. What is God telling you?

We had a soccer tournament this past weekend.  We played 3 games.  I started all 3 as right mid.  Sunday's game we played short 2 players w/ no subs, and at Friday's and Saturday's games I played all but like 5 min. of each.  I think we did decent (sp) considering most of those teams have been playing together for years, and we have only been playing together for a few monthes.  I didn't even know that one of the girls was even on our team untill the first game.

A lot going on lately...

Spring cleaning most of the week.

I am so ready to go to D.C. it will be a nice get-a-way

Paige is gone, with church for the rest of the week. our house is very different without her here.

stress have once again filled my venue.

a friend of mine is sick... no physically but mentally. it is hard to deal with because you know you have know someone for sooo long and then .....

BAM!!!!!!!!!!!!

theey go off... and get sent to the hospital because they are uncontrollable. I feel so bad because i cant go see her, talk or anything. but i know if we had a chance to talk then she would open up to me. because i love her like a sister.

so this spring break didnt turn out that bad, i did get fired from my job, but it happens. as long as i had fun this spring break its cool with me, here are some crazy photos of me and what i did this spring break

me destorying the evil monsters

rambo style bitchs

yeah well thats all i did nigger all i did

...Speaking of things blowing up.

Me and holly are doin fine now.

Ok everyone,free concert tonight.

6-9 pm.

Sports Com pavillion. Look for the crowd :)

It's free with free food and drinks as well. Amazing music talents too. Josh Phiffer and All For Nothing are the 2 main acts with 3 others.

I'll be there in jeans and a skynyrd shirt,if ya see me just say hey!

Things have seemed different for the past week, and the thing is I know exactly why, you know what sucks, when you give your best to someone, you know he is giving his best to others, but your not good enough to get his best for you. it makes you feel like your not good enough for them know what i mean?

however, on a lighter note, i know I'm getting the best from this guy that is so sweet, he lives in gallatin, and the best part is he is going to mtsu next year, so yea, i'm excited!

WHO: Jump, Jive, and Swing!

WHAT: Swing dancing, with a liiittle bit of salsa and ballroom thrown in for good measure.

WHEN: This SATURDAY {the day after tomorrow}.  The lesson starts at 7:30, goes 'till 8:30.  Then we have generic dancing 'till 11:00!

WHERE: Otter Creek Church, formerly known as Living Word Community Church, formerly known as Brentwood Baptist Church {dang -- it beats Prince/Artist Formerly Known As}!

HOW MUCH: $8, for the live music -- Pete Roze and the Swing Asylum!

WHY: Um, to daaaance?  And have fun?  And meet new people?

I'll see you kids there.  *HintNudge*

 flyleaf...she sounds like avril, kinda has the same style...but she's real...

 saving jane...

 i luv my sex-e-!!!!! too bad he's with a pouser barbie...

today rocked
went out.. finally
went to potery
then to koles(sp)
then  to the mall
then out to lauch w/ mother and father

tomorrow is going to be better
going to opry mills
kaylah is coming too
then going to here house between 5:00-6:00
and camping out^^

saturday is lo's and ley's party

sooo woot for the weekend^^

 my sexy dave navarro......and carmen electra

he needs no introduction....

 my grl pink...rox

zac efron!!!!!!!!!!!! high school musical star...

 kurt cobain...inspiration...nuff said....

 gotta luv amy lee...total inspiration...

so.... Elissa and I went to The Bridal and Formal Shoppe to look for me a prom dress. and we found this beauty:

itz even on sale! it was $238 but itz HALF OFF! >.< how great is that?? the good Lord DOES take care of you ^^ lol AND it matches this really pretty mask i have... and the prom theme is MASQUERADE!

oh, i got accepted into the school of music at MTSU w00t!

and i got in my tickets to see Wicked! ^^ double w00t w/ a whamy!

hmmm... wanted to go to the drive in movie tonite but... itz only Friday, Saturday, and Sunday nites.. >.<

Ross (DePriest) gave me a new nickname last night when we were all out to eat after church with the college and career group and now alot of the guys are calling me it......
   - Can you guess what it is?

      

FAKE-N-BAKE........ ::JERKS!!:: (this is what the tanning bed has done to me.... lol )

so the weekend before spring break we had a rowing competition. we won a medal. it was tight.

thats the boat that won.

i'm loving the rowing team right now. it's the only thing thats keeping me in school actually.we have a competition in oak ridge this weekend, it should be tight. it's like half way between murfreesboro and knoxville. kinda

my partner and i finished the lab in record time today. it was awesome. i didnt sleep much last night. and the night before. i think i'll go to sleep early tonight, maybe. i'm loving this weather.

one of these days i'm going to come up with a way to make it rich. with out college.

any ideas?

for some reason things have seemed different these past couple of days. i dont quite know what it is? you know what sucks, when you give your best to others, but it's not good enough for them. it makes you feel like your not good enough for anyone. know what i mean?

piece

It is just absolutely GORGEOUS outside. It kind of makes me think I’m out of school. I wish. I want to get my cd player installed and I’m getting aggravated because I want it to be done sometime today and I don’t know who could possibly do it. I could get Kyle to do it, but he’s just a little too lazy. Lol.  Hopefully I get my cell phone back today. Last night was just amazing.  Even though I had to work it still was a pretty damn good night. Spring Break has like flown by. I haven’t really done much besides work a little here and there and go tan. I haven’t exactly been too social. I’ve talked on the phone, but haven’t done anything or gone anywhere with anyone. I’m kind of enjoying it. Shockingly it hasn’t bothered me that much about not having my phone until today. I haven’t had to worry about texts or people calling. It’s been quite and I’m liking it. Lol. I probably going to go to Sonic or something in a few minutes. So I hope everyone has a   WONDERFUL day

Today marks a great day...a turning point, the end of a chapter in my life...that's right I am turning in my 2 weeks notice to wal-mart today...i cry tears of joy...new job in 2 weeks...more to come

your mom walks in and says,"whats that noise!". awww mom your jealous! its the beastie boys!

ahhh listening to the beastie boys always seems to lift the spirits. lol

...........

          I'm in class and very bored... I should work on hw for my next class but I set aside a chunk of time to do that later so I'm not really motivated at the moment. School has been so much better since I dropped design. I still have work, but it is much more managable. Other things are going well. I love my group at fwc. You guys rock!! If anyone has any suggestions for a new name, we happen to be looking. Two people in my group said that they wanted to be the flibbertiggets. When I thought it only meant silly I was cool with that, but now I read the def. and part of the def. is "Given to excessive and often trivial or rambling talk; tiresomely talkative"... I don't think that that should be our aspiration... anyway suggestions of somthign fun are welcome.

Letting you in...

I met this guy and we have been talking for awhile now. He's the most beautiful creation that I have ever laid eyes on. He has an arua that is bright and beautiful. I believe I could live the rest of my life with him.

You kno the whole shaa baam:
Marriage
Kids
Old Age
Death
Afterlife

That. He's incredible. No.. not just incredible.. but, when I find that Super word to describe how greatly fantastic :), he is... I will let you kno!

History...
Lets see... His name is Eduardo "Edu" Aurelio Herrera Garate. Now thats a name..^^ and I want it all. You kno back when you were in middle school the girls would write there boyfriends last name after theirs. Tsk.. tsk.. I am ashamed to call myself a hard ass, but he makes me feel so warm and mushie.. I have been doing all the little girly stuff.
>>...
<<...
I'm  starting to loose my edge. But this is a good thing. I cant be all mean and sour all my life, right. This love feeling looks kinda nice on me and it feels good too! ^^
He told me that in spanish countries, they take the mothers last name and the fathers last name too, thus having 2 surnames. I said no. My last name has so many bad memories and experiences attached to it. I dont want that carried into our new life. So I will be Kaleena Herrera Garate. <--- Sounds pretty cool, eh? I'll just go by Herrera. Herrera sounds cool.

Love feeling...
People should feel what I feel. This love thing is great! He makes me so happy! ^^ Yeh.. I gonna quit because I think a few people have gotten sick.

Cya- Lemonade

ok so slept til like 11 so i got like over 12 hours of sleep.  still sick...dang it.  im hungry now, maybe ill go eat some frosted mini wheats.

...................................

Wutz^ ervy1... so far spring break has been awsome... i havetn stayed in my house for tht long yet... cant wait till LQ diz weekend.. been waiten 4 it all year... but hope evry1 else iz haven a purty good SP..well holla and leav somthin...

Don't you guys think she's pretty?



Don't you guys think he's weird?


Don't you guys think she was hyper? I feel sorry for Hooper...

 Well I figured it was time to update again!!...I have been having a really good week!! Everything is going well now...so i'm happy about that. It finally mostly worked itself out...maybe not completely, but mostly!! The only thing I am worried about now is school! There are 2 classes that i am worried about possibly failing!! I am trusting God that he will help me and I won't fail cause I can't lose my scholarship!! I know that God will take care of it though...so i'm trying not to stress over it to much!! Well thats all for now!!...love you guys!!

Leave me comments and make me happy!!!...

hola people right now I am putting in an application to TSU ( were my mom works) I dont want to go to this school but my mom thinks I should anywho I am so happy that aaron and I are getting closer then we were before so I am good right now I need something to do but oh yeah I forgot aaron and I went to the movies tuesday and we saw The Hills Have Eyes and it was funny as hell aaron was scared as a baby but what do you expect but I scared the mess out of him and when I got home I turned all the lights on and locked my room door because my family went to east Tennessee for the break so I am alone for now (except for my mom)!!!!!!!

hey hey

well today should be pretty awesome. babysitting and then going to practice which should rock im really excited. haven't practiced in a long time and this should be interesting.

well i better go i have to get the girls something to do!

i love you all and God Bless!

...Leah...

Midnight Phone Call

 

We all know what it's like to get that phone call in the middle of the

night. This night's call was no different.  Jerking up to the ringing

summons, I focused on the red illuminated numbers of my clock.  Midnight.

Panicky thoughts filled my sleep-dazed mind

as I grabbed the receiver.

 

Hello?"

 

My heart pounded; I gripped the phone tighter and eyed my husband, who was

now turning to face my side of the bed.  "Mama?" I could hardly hear the

whisper over the static.  But my thoughts immediately went to my daughter.

When the desperate sound of a young crying voice became clearer on the

line,

I grabbed for my husband and squeezed his wrist.

 

"Mama, I know it's late, but don't...don't say anything, until I finish.

And

before you ask, yes, I've been drinking.  I nearly ran off

the road a

 

few miles back, and..."

 

I drew in a sharp shallow breath, released my husband and pressed my hand

against my forehead.  Sleep still fogged my mind and I attempted to fight

back the panic.  Something wasn't right.

 

"And I got so scared.  All I could think about was how it would hurt you

if

a policeman came to your door and said I'd been killed.  I want..to come

home.  I know running away was wrong.  I know you've been worried sick.  I

should have called you days ago, but I was afraid...afraid..."

 

Sobs of deep-felt emotion flowed from the receiver and poured into my

heart.

Immediately I pictured my daughter's face in my mind and my fogged senses

seemed to clear. "I think--"

 

"No! Please let me finish!  Please!"  She pleaded, not so much in

anger

but

in desperation.

 

I paused and tried to think of what to say.  Before I could go on, she

continued, "I'm pregnant, Mama.  I know I shouldn't be

drinking now...especially now, but I'm scared, Mama.  So scared!"  The

voice

broke again and I bit into my lip, feeling my own eyes fill with moisture.

I looked at my husband who sat silently mouthing, "Who is it?"

 

I shook my head and when I didn't answer, he jumped up and left the room,

returning seconds later with

the portable phone held to his ear.  She must

have heard the click in the line because she continued, "Are you still

there?  Please don't hang up on me!  I need you.  I feel so alone."

 

I clutched the phone and stared at my husband, seeking guidance.  "I'm

here,

I wouldn't hang up," I

said.

 

"I know I should have told you, Mama. But when we talk, you just keep

telling me what I should do.  You read all those pamphlets on how to talk

about sex and all, but all you do is talk.  You don't listen to me.  You

never let me tell you how I feel.  It is as if my feelings aren't

important.

Because you're my mother, you think you have all the

answers.  But

sometimes

I don't need answers.  I just want someone to listen"

 

I swallowed the lump in my throat and stared at the

how-to-talk-to-your-kids

pamphlets scattered on my night stand.  "I'm listening," I whispered.

 

"You know, back there on the road, after I got the car under control, I

started thinking about the baby and taking care of it.  Then I saw this

phone booth and it was as if I could hear you preaching about people

shouldn't

drink

 

and drive.  So I called a taxi  I want to come

home."

 

"That's good, Honey," I said as relief filled my chest.  My husband came

closer, sat down beside me and laced his fingers through mine.  I knew

from

his touch that he thought I was doing and saying the right thing.  "But

you

know, I think I can drive now."

 

"No!" I snapped.  My muscles stiffened, and I tightened the clasp on my

husband's hand.  "Please, wait for the taxi.  Don't hang up on me until

the

taxi gets there."  "I just want to come home, Mama."

 

"I know.  But do this for your mama.  Wait for the taxi, please."  I

listened to the silence in fear.  When I didn't hear her answer, I bit

into

my lip and closed my eyes.  Somehow I had to stop her from

driving.

 

"There's the taxi, now."

 

Only when I heard someone in the background asking about a Yellow Cab did

I

feel my tension easing.

 

"I'm coming home, Mama."

There was a click and the phone went silent.  Moving from the bed with

tears forming

in my eyes, I walked out into the hall and went to stand in

my

sixteen-year-old daughter's room.  The dark silence hung thick.  My

husband

came from behind, wrapped his arms around me and rested his chin on the

top

of my head.  I wiped the tears from my cheeks.  "We have to learn

to

listen," I said.

 

He pulled me around to face him.  "We'll learn.  You'll see."  Then he

took

me into his arms and I buried my head in his shoulder. I let him hold me

for

several moments, then I pulled back and

stared back at the bed.  He

studied

me for a second, then asked, "Do you think she'll ever know she dialed the

wrong number?"

 

I looked at our sleeping daughter, then back at him.  "Maybe it wasn't

such

a wrong

number."

 

"Mom, Dad, what are you doing?"  The muffled young voice came from

under

the

covers.  I walked over to my

daughter, who now sat up staring into the darkness.  "We're practicing," I

answered.

 

"Practicing what?"  she mumbled and laid back on the mattress, her eyes

already closed in

slumber.

 

"Listening," I whispered, and brushed a hand over her cheek.

Im in Texas right now, having a hell of a lot of fun. :-) So far we've went down to the boardwalk at Kemah, and went malling and such.

Tuesday we hung out with Alex!! And being the bad influences we are on each other, we convinced each other to get some new peircings. Yay. And then we grabbed a bite to eat at CiCi's. Had a damn good time.

I look like a clam....I was outside for about 7 hours yesterday and my face got burnt...really burnt...now it's all swollen and puffy. How lovely....

Alicia and I walked 15 miles yesterday at the Greenway.

I got a job at the Peanut Gallery Toy Store over by Jason's Deli and Marble Slab. I'm happy because the owner is wonderful, sweet, and gave me the perfect schedule to work with and I start next week.

God is amazing and proves to me over and over and over that He has so many wonderful surprises in store.

It's an amazing feeling to know I'm right where I'm supposed to be in life.

wow i had some fun tonight

tomorrow is a kinda busy day... i have to go to two places.

first off, the dentist. i hate dentists. i dont know why. i think its because they schedule appts. at 9 AM!

next, i have to go... to another dentist! but, this one is farther away, and for my mother. i have to go because i know how to get there. if i didn't go, she might get off at the wrong stop.

then, we have to clean. clean clean clean. why cant the house clean itself? that would be so much better. i guess its something to do, though.

wow, i just found out that TheBus, honolulu's bus transit system, is offering WiFi internet access on the express route from UH. yay, sprint!

i have to go to sleep, because of dentist trip #1.

[A]L0H[A]

Matt

...im marrying james darcy.  step back elizabeth bennet.

If you could see me right now, you would see that I am now making to face of "ohhhhhhhhhcrap."

Went to turn in job applications today.  I was expecting a smile and nod, and then an eventual call saying, "Um you suck" or "Come in for an interview."

Apparently Buckle is too efficient to look at applications first.  They took it from me, and then without looking at it, scheduled me for an interview.  So yeah.  I have my first job interview ever tomorrow night at six pm.  At a store whose clothes I never wear.

*mildly panics*

i love when God brings past situations to my mind....

i sit here in complete awe of God's faithfulness to me. sometimes i cannot fathom it... how God got me here... and changed my path so drastically. it is amazing. to even begin to think where i might be... it is so far from where i am now and i couldn't be more thankful.

ahhhh praise God!!!

Name: oriania escheon




Birthdate: April 23, wouldn't you like to know




Birthplace: murfreesboro,tn




Current Location: my living room




Eye Color: dark hazel or brown.........it changes




Hair Color: dark, dark brown



Height: 5" 7' and a half


Piercings: Ears




Tatoos: I'm getting an Amy Borwn when I'm old enough




Overused Phraze: anyways....



FAVORITES


Food: heck yes!!! nam wahn all the way




Candy: ummmmmmm.........snickers




Number: r u serious????a favorite number....... let's see......hmmm 13?




Color: it changes a heck of alot.........forest-y green colors or berry colors......like purples or cranberry, or crimson




Animal: there's sooooooo many but I'd have to go with the clouded leopard




Drink: english toffee double frothe cappucino




Alcohol Drink: ummmmm...... red burdoix




Bagel: honey pecan cream cheese.........kraft makes some good stuff




Letter: heh........a letter........ capital A because it's cool looking when i write it




Body Part on Opposite sex:  the eyes



This or That


Pepsi or Coke: whichever is closest.........




McDonalds or BurgerKing: Ronald McDonald all the way




Strawberry or Watermelon: watermelon...........because seed spitting contest's woul never be the same if you used strawberries




Hot tea or Ice tea: hmmmmmmm.....thats a hard one......but i'll have to go with some cold southern sweet tea




Chocolate or Vanilla: CHOCOLATE!!!!




Hot Chocolate or Coffee: Cocoa is the bestest




Kiss or Hug: Depends on the person......




Dog or Cat: dogs



Rap or Punk: Punk


Summer or Winter: Fall




Scary Movies or Funny Movies: well....personally i think alot of "scary" movies are funny...........like the excorcist for example........laughed through the whole thing




Love or Money: not telling..........;]



YOUR...


Bedtime: when i feel like it




Most Missed Memory: when i almost suceeded in running away




Best phyiscal feature: eyes




First Thought Waking Up: how late can i sleep in and not be late




Goal for this year: i'm supposed to have a goal?




Best Friends: right..........




Weakness: too many to name




Fears: stinging/ biting insects especially wasps




Heritage: 1/2 asian, 1/16 cherokeee.............and who knows what else



HAVE YOU...


Ever Drank: water........lots of water




Ever Smoked: nope




Pot: nope




Ever been Drunk: nope




Ever been beaten up: nope




Ever beaten someone up: does punching a person in preschool count?




Ever Skinny Dipped: nope



RANDOMS


Number of Regrets in the Past: as many as the sands in an hourglass...




What country do you want to Visit: ireland, rome, laos, egypt.........do i seriously have to pick one?




How do you want to Die: anything but growing old and decrepit........




Been to the Mall Lately: ummmm.........last saturday




Do you like Thunderstorms: i looooooooooove thunderstorms




Get along with your Parents: heh.........




Health Freak: right..........let me just get my triple churned caramel brownie ice cream and get back to you on that one




Do you think your Attractive: ummmmmmmm.......no




Believe in Yourself: not particularly




Want to go to College: yes




Do you Smoke: no




Do you Drink: no




Shower Daily: yea




Been in Love: no




Do you Sing: yea




Want to get Married: maybe




Do you want Children: i want to adopt




Have your future kids names planned out: somewhat




Age you wanna lose your Virginity: when i get married




Hate anyone: yes

Life picks you up
Takes you on a joyride
You think "It can't get any better than this"
Then life decides to chew you up
And spit you out...
Then you lay on the payment
Wondering, "why the hell does life do this to ya"

The ups and downs of life's rollercoaster.

            H.

tomorrow's gonna be freakin amazing.

i'm exccccciiiiiited!

So I thought I had everything for prom together, date, dress and a group to go with..Well an hour ago, my supposed date leaves me a text message saying that he is going with someone else. So it apparently takes a week for someone to figure out that they already have a date. He even said that she asked earlier that morning, how hard was it to say no? He didn't even call me later, he had to text message me.. That is a jerkest thing ever! I as so excited. I just don't know what to do...

I am in need of some PhuseBox users to test out a new PhuseBox service called SnapShot.

If you have a camera phone and would like to test the ability to send photos from your phone directly to your PhuseBox any place and anytime, message me and let me know.

I need testers from all the major carriers including (but not limited to) Verizon, T-Mobile, Cingular, Sprint/Nextel, etc...

Instructions: Message me and let me know:

     {1} what you would like your incoming SnapShot email address to be. This will be in the form of:  yourusername.whatever@phusebox.net. Bascially, the "whatever" portion serves as a password (that you choose) so that ONLY YOU can upload photos to YOUR PhuseBox. (example: mine would be something like nathan.secretword447@phusebox.net)

    {2} what carrier you are with (verizon, t-mobile, etc.)


I will confirm when I set your account up for SnapShot and then you will be able to send photos directly from your camera phone to your PhuseBox. If you do not MESSAGE ME, your tester account will not be set up.

** I am only allowing a certain number of tester accounts, so make sure you get your info to me ASAP if you wish to participate. **

Note: If you were a tester of the moblogging system several months ago, please know that SnapShot is an entirely new moblogging system. In order to be a tester, please let me know again.

Check out my photo box for photos that have been sent directly from my camera phone.

{nt}

mmm i love lost. you should watch it sometime. good show.

i work 5 days in a row this week. someone please shoot me now.

do you remember when the convienece of having a hot water heater in your house was created..?

well im sure my grandmother does.

and i on the other hand have had the experience of having to boil my water for a bath and to wash my hair like you used to way back when.

so today, we finally got a new hot water heater and had it installed... :D we went out for a celebration dinner and then i went home and took a nice hot shower with new fresh hot water. talk about the joys in life. (:

on to other news. :D my case was dismissed in court. i went up to the judge, had my pictures ready to show as evidence and etc but i never got the chance because my officer said to the judge that he had written on his copy of the ticket that he was going to ask the judge to dismiss it because he had pulled over the wrong car... and they had caught the other car after mine. so it was all good and i didn't have to pay anything :D

and my cop was nice afterall. but he did still look like a prick. mom on the other hand was hoping that the girl who pitched a fit and argued with the judge the last time was going to show up for entertainment. :P (which she didn't but thats beside the point)

well im off to bed.. i have work tomorrow. i think im pretty much dreading it... : should i look for a new job yet lol...

Why can't I do what's right when it's hard. I ALWAYS mess it up.

so anyways!!! i saw tj tonight. we met at kmart and went to little ceasars and grabbed us some pizza. then we went back to kmart parking lot and ate it. then we went inside and walked around. after we got tired we went to the truck and talked!!! he is thinking that he is fixing to get his license taken away. he will have 9 points on his record since he had this accident. it makes me so mad. well, i am going to go now. love you all,

hannah

I am not skilled to understand
What God has willed, what God has planned
I only know at His right hand
Stands one who is my Savior

I take Him at His word and deed
Christ died to save me; this I read
And in my heart I find a need
Of Him to be my savior

That He would leave His place on high
And come for sinful man to die
You count it strange, so once did I
Before I knew my Savior

Chorus (2x’s)
My Savior loves, My Savior lives
My Savior’s always there for me
My God: He was, my God; He is
My God is always gonna be

Yes, living, dying, let me bring
My strength, my solace from this spring;
That He who lives to be my King
Once died to be my Savior

That He would leave His place on high
And come for sinful man to die
You count it strange, so once did I
Before I knew my Savior

-Aaron Shust

GOOD SONG.

Seriously.

Name:


Birthdate:


Birthplace:


Current Location:


Eye Color:


Hair Color:


Height:

Piercings:


Tatoos:


Overused Phraze:


FAVORITES

Food:


Candy:


Number:


Color:


Animal:


Drink:


Alcohol Drink:


Bagel:


Letter:


Body Part on Opposite sex:


This or That

Pepsi or Coke:


McDonalds or BurgerKing:


Strawberry or Watermelon:


Hot tea or Ice tea:


Chocolate or Vanilla


Hot Chocolate or Coffee:


Kiss or Hug:


Dog or Cat:


Rap or Punk:

Summer or Winter:


Scary Movies or Funny Movies:


Love or Money:


YOUR...

Bedtime:


Most Missed Memory:


Best phyiscal feature:


First Thought Waking Up:


Goal for this year:


Best Friends:


Weakness:


Fears:


Heritage:


HAVE YOU...

Ever Drank:


Ever Smoked:


Pot:


Ever been Drunk:


Ever been beaten up:


Ever beaten someone up:


Ever Skinny Dipped:


RANDOMS

Number of Regrets in the Past:


What country do you want to Visit:


How do you want to Die:


Been to the Mall Lately:


Do you like Thunderstorms:


Get along with your Parents:


Health Freak:


Do you think your Attractive:


Believe in Yourself:


Want to go to College:


Do you Smoke:


Do you Drink:


Shower Daily:


Been in Love:


Do you Sing:


Want to get Married:


Do you want Children:


Have your future kids names planned out:


Age you wanna lose your Virginity:


Hate anyone:

Britt spent the night last night... we had fun... and took lots of pics!!! LOL.... well i hope that everyones spring break is going good... mine is ok i guess.... just workin a whole lot!!!   n e ways heres SOME pics...!
~tRISH

just got back from trish's house a while ago and i hade guitar practice...i had fun trish...dominick is soooo adorable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...we should do it again sum time soon...dont put any awful pix up there k....put the peace sing one up there tho...anywayz...how has everyones spring break been???????? well, i guess im gonna go...

im off like a cheerleaders skirt

</3 britty

so yeah, after new york spring break just isnt that exciting.  ive been babysitting & ive been to cheekwood ( where i bought a bonsai tree!) & had d & kael over & thats about it.  so yeah things have been uber exciting.  if anyone wants to come over & entertain me feel free!

* I wish I knew how to witness to Mormons effectively.

* I wish I knew everything about history so I didn't have to study for tomorrow's test.

* I wish I could just go out and make a movie.

* I wish school was out.

* I wish I could keep hanging out with people from school even when school is out.

* I wish I had more time, and that I knew how to use it effieciently.

* I wish I wasn't so judgemental and critical of people.

* I wish I would just completely devote myself to Christ and not worry.

* I wish I had more options, or better options, for my classes next semester.

* I wish I had some answers.

* I wish people would understand me.

* I wish I did not have two tests, a project, and a speech on Monday.

What do you wish for?

the darkness grows inside
this night is overwhelming
we've got to find the light
but the closer we get to it
the larger our shadows become

so wow. i am so effing tired.

yesterday my mommy and i went to Hotlanta to the Lenox mall. we were shopping for no joke, more than 8 hours. or almost that.
i finally got to go to URBAN OUTFITTERS!!! amazing store. my mom and i had a little tiff over money, but we worked it out. i got some really nice stuff.
and i bought myself a shirt in Hollister. haha - my mom got a sweater there. =] precious.
we went in a lot of cool stores: Anthropologie, Oakley, Macy's, etc etc.

then today i went to the Zoo with my mom, my sisters, and my nephews. MAN talk about a day.
it was a lot of fun though. i got some pictures that i'll put up later.

and i've really been wanting a guy lately. maybe two. not really a boyfriend, but someone to go on dates with. that's all i want is dates.

ah well.

mmm.
spring break.

1. First name: Ali, but some know me as Duck
2. Do you wish on stars?: if im bored....
3. When did you last cry?: when my dog died
4. Do you like your handwriting?: i guess so.....
5. What is your favorite lunch meat?: umm.... that's a stupid question..... bacon?
6. What is your birthdate?: feburary 12, 1992                                   7. What is your most embarassing CD?: the shrek soundtrack                                                                                            8. If you were someone else, would you be friends with you?: heck yes!                                                                                                 9. Do you have a Diary/journal?: sorta..... no, no i dont
10. Do you use sarcasm alot?: duuuh! lol
11. What are your nicknames?: the most common one is duck, but im not gonna list them all 
12. Would you bungee jump?: i plan on it
13. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?:  i think so.....
14. Do you think you are strong?: i have very little upper body strength, but im strong mentally, if that counts
15. What is your fave ice cream flavor?: chocolate chip cookie dough. yuuuuuuuuuuuuuuum.............                                                           16. What is your shoe size?: 7 1/2
17.Red or pink?: ..... pink i guess? i dunno, these are stupid questions.....                                                                                   18. What is your least fave thing about you? nose, legs that used to be pretty but got stupid scarred up.....
19. Who do you miss most? if i told you i'd have to kill you..... 
21. What color pants and shoes are you wearing?: blue jeans and i am shoeless....                                                 

22. What are you listening to right now?: Apathetic Way to Be, by relient k
23. Last thing you ate?: did i eat today?.... um..... oh yeah, a cookie. i dont think i had any real food today and it's 4:30......
24. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?: a pretty one? i dunno, im not a crayon....
25. What is the weather like right now?: sunny with a high of 75! perfect weather and im on the computer....                                      26. Last person you talked to on the phone?: kirby.... no, tyler.... i dont know!....
27. First thing you notice about the opposite sex: sadly, if they have nice hair or arms....                                                                         
29. Favorite drink?: DR.PEPPER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!30. Favorite sport drink?: lemon lime gatorade
31. Hair color?: brownish......
32. Eye color?: a really pretty greenish blueish grayish brownish purpleish....
33. Do you wear contacts?: noo
34. Favorite food?: junk: anything chewy   actual food: i have no idea
35. Last movie you watched?: Stay Alive, it was freakin GOOD!!!
36. Favorite day of the year?: so far? uhmmmmmmmm........ that day at the rally was fun but prbly not my favorite, i dunno.....
37. Scary movies or happy endings?: scary..... ooooh......
38. Summer or winter?: summer!!!!!
39. Hugs or kisses?: hugs ar great, but sadly i never kissed a guy....
40. What is your favorite dessert?: it's all good, it's all good....
43. Living arrangements?: were i live now? i dont have my own house.... it's a two-story brick house.....                                          44. What books are you reading?: i think it's called Snake Charmer or sumthin.... 
45. What is on your mouse pad?: a whole lot of blue....                   46. What did you watch on TV last night?: does halo count?
47. Favorite smells?: guys smell good.....
48. Favorite sounds?: ripping velcro or music.... preferably relient k 
49. Rolling Stones or The Beatles?: yay for beatles!!!
50. What's the farthest you've been from home?: denver, colorado
51. Do you have a special talent?: i can dance good and i can make my tounge huge without it touching my teeth or anything, it's really sick.....                                                                                           52. Do you like cookies? random..... yeah, cookies are cool

So we have a new little friend.

 

He’s pretty cool. He mostly just hangs out and doesn’t really say much. He’s pretty laid back and just kinda a go with the flow kinda guy. I guess that’s why we get alone.

-Hodge

gosh!  i just want to stop being sick!!!!!!!  I HATE ALLERGIES!

Once again, I've found myself sitting in the box office, almost doing nothing.  Oh, the fun of it all.  However, we did find ourself with 5 people crammed in here, so that was great. 

So I have a players performance tonight but I haven't memorized the newest skit and I'm doing it with Trent and he doesn't even own the skit.  So we are going to try to work on this later before the performance.  Should be interesting.  We're going to be cutting it close...performance wise tonight.

In other news, a while lotta stress has been taken off my shoulders.  Woohoo.  I finished another website that I was freaking out about for the last week or two. 

I get my stitches out on Friday by Gene Parr, the campus minister.  That's super fun.  And then I'm running to Georgetown, OH with Trent to get his license and registration.  Should be fun.  Then maybe there will be a good movie for the free movie.  That would be great. 

I wanted to work workcall this saturday but there isn't one, so I don't know what I'm going to do.  I need to get my hours in but I don't know when I'll be able to get that done.  Things are going to get really crazy here soon.

One Acts have not started yet so it'll be exciting and chaotic to see how well it will work.  Who knows.  Anyway, I need to go to class.  I'll talk to ya'll later!

4-string bass, traditional

5-string bass, cool

6-string bass, nice

7-string bass, impracticle

8-string bass, pointless

So far spring break has proved pretty pointless, but in just a little while my parents and I are gonna go goof off in Chattanooga and then head over to Cleveland. I get to go to LEE tomorrow. Kinda sad I'm just now seein my collge and I start there in like 5 months or so. Oh well, at least I'm gettin to go!

So this is the end of a conversation between Jenna and I at breakfast one morning....
Jenna: I'm gonna punch you in the face
Me: Well I hope you fall in a hole!!!!

"Yea i've tabulated the score and it does look like...you won the bet!!!" Me to Jenna at breakfast on 3-24-06

Me: I gotta find my other water
Jenna: did you just say your other walrus???
Me: no my other WA-TER!!!

last nite, i pierced my ear (safely w/ a do it yourself kit that Linda and Jackie got me for my birthday)

My brother and I are spending the nite at the Weber's tonite. Elissa and I are gonna cook dinner ^^ w00t! and we're gonna watch Memoirs of a Geisha and The Pest ^^

I hope today is a beautiful day!

"What journey will you make
in your limited time?"
-Ayu (Beautiful Day)

P.S. Happy 20th Anniversery, Mom and Dad!

Man I could do with some of this right now

ok, so i just tried a sobe green tea.  it was really awesome.  do you guys like sobe?  do you have a favorite flavor?

Man I got this amazing CD at walmart today. Its Alan Jackson Hymnals. Oh gosh ! I knew every word to every song that has played so far. Its absolutley amazing. Its what I've been wanting for along time. Thanks AJ ! Can't wait till summer to roll down my windows and play "I'll Fly Away " ! Hahaha !

Being Bored SUCKS ASS!!!!!!

When worshipping, try to imagine Jesus walking among us... listening to each of us with one of those stethoscopes that doctors use that filter out all the noise and AMPLIFY the heart...BUT Jesus doesn’t put his stethoscope away when the singing finishes on a Sunday or Wednsday night. He’s listening to the sound of the heart at work on Tuesday morning; he’s listening to the sound of the heart when we’re out with our friends on a Friday night. He's listening to the heart when your in that class that lasts forever. He listens to our heart when we are alone in the stillness or loudness as you read this now. He listens to the heart constantly as we should be in constant prayer....so long after any songs you sing come to an end, the sound that continues to echo around the throne room in heaven is the sound of your heart.

Ahh so this Spring Break
officially started Friday after school,
but my Spring break starts tomorrow;
I'm heading down to Ft. Waldon Beach.
I'll probably be the whitest person there.
I need a tan desprately..lol
My Great Uncle Bill died last night.
I didn't know him but I'd met him a few times.
But atleast he's not hurting anymore.
My Aunt is down from South Dakota.
She's really cool.
She's younger than my brother,
but she's 21 so it's cool.
I love hanging out with her=)
I had to babysit 2nights in a row,
and one of the nights included
me waking up at 4:30 in the Am
to clean up puke...not pleasent.
but yeah, I got a hundred $ for it;
which was hella sweet.
but yeah that's what's been goin on.

Hope you guys have a great end of
SPRING BREAK!

well incase you hadnt noticed...
i got a new profile picture.
yes indeed.
do we like it or not?
cause i think i do.
aight.
peace.

Oh Lord My God, when I in awesome wonder, consider all the works thy hands hath made....

So begins one of my favorite hymns, and this morning, I have beheld some of the beauty up close and personal.  The petals on flowers---they are each so different, so personal--just like we are.  And as I was scratching up some soil to put grass seed down, and in some places just putting the seed down without scratching the soil, I thought of the Parable of the Soil----what kind of soil will yield the best grass?  It will be interesting to see.  Yes, God is always teaching me through everyday life.

So, what kind of soil am I planting His Word in?  Am I allowing the sun (Son) to light and nourish the seed?  Am I watering the seed with the Water of Life that never leaves us thirsting for more?  Only if I do those things can I be assured of the beautiful petals that reflect the beauty of the Creator.  Oh, Lord, My God, when I in hurried lifestyle, take not the time to tend the seed you've sown...Yes, I think a song is on the horizon to a tune I know so well.

im getting comcast internet today yay.

&& i have new pics.

comments would be nice =]

Yesterday was our 15th anniversary.  Fabulous.  While ya'll are "shopping" around for someone to call your own make sure you only consider people you can be happy with for a really LONG time.  :o)  We're blessed!!!

Still husky in the my throat.

i am sorry i could attend the "top of the cloud" any more. one of the reasons is due of my rustiness now. i just feel like keeping silent now. it is increadible. all of my friends say that i am a clubby girl, but not now any more. sometimes i think maybe it is from God's lesson, which requires me to be a quiet and calm person. i don't know. but i am praying for the opening of my voice, hoping God will help me. I just don't like this.

   

Well it was
Cool and moist on a Tuesday night....
It was One in the morning
When suddenly, I had the urge felt to go...
I found myself standing beneath
Your window....
Standing with pebble in hand
Ready with the next one to throw...
Though found you were not coming
The thrill wasn't over
But away to home I had flown....
But not before, left evidence
A note beneath the angel block
Left of the door,
It'll be known......

I love you...

Since I am in town, my family decided to celebrate my birthday tonight (even though my birthday was in Feb.)...



my brother gave me a mushroom


I also got a really cool book about real facts and stuff... Anyone that knows me knows that I would enjoy a book like that... thanks Matt. I also got like $22 from my dogs... or my dogs gave it to someone to give to me... errrr... or something? They even signed the card. I had never received a gift from the dogs before. I don't even think Sandy knew what was going on...

I ate at Toot's today. That was fun.



this is my brother stuffing his face.


This is Rachael, my fiance. She is beautiful and her hair was pretty today!


Anyways, Rachael also took me out to the Olive Garden for my official birthday dinner the other night... it was great.

I am so tired. I have been running around like crazy, but I think Rach and I decided on where we want to live after we get married.

I head back to New York City tomorrow night and get back to work, but this week has been a great recharger for me and my personal ministry in New York...

{nt}

its spring break!!!! wanna hang out? call me!!!
653 8616

I got to drive an '06 Lexus today! It was awesome...the smoothest ride that I have ever had...lots of fun.

Been extremly busy lately between working and school. Closing on a house tomorrow and another on friday. Been helping Jeff lay tile in his house, I have been teaching him how while laying it, this has resulted in three nights of working on his house till midnight after a long day of school and work, and still having to get up at six either for school, work, or church the next day. Yeah....long week. Have relatives coming in for the wedding, for those who don't know my older brother Jeff is getting married on saturday. Here is a pic if any of you are intereasted

Was supposed to start running with Ken last friday but I had football practice thursday...and will have football games for the next three thursdays so I will have to put that off for a little longer

The Easter Trilogy starts on sunday, I have the tech rehearsal for it on thursday and will miss the dress rehearsal on saturday becasue I will be at a wedding. It is three different dramas
The first "The Life and Miracles of Jesus" is this Sunday (April 2) at 8:30am, 11am, and 6:30pm. The second "The Death of Jesus Christ" is the folowing Sunday (April 9) at the same times. And the third "The Resurrection of Jesus" is the Sunday after that (April 16). They are good and I think that you all should try to make it.

That's all for now...I'm gonna go to bed

So I just started working out again, and my arms feel like wet noodle...and I don't exaggerate. I don't think I have lifted weights in about a year and a half. Although I am in pain, I don't say that to draw attention to myself, but to say that I have seen a huge correlation between me exercising daily and being in/growing in the word. Not to say that growth doesn't happen when we are not working out, but it says that we are to honor him in our bodies, and that means exercising and eating right...only putting things of worth into our bodies, just as we have been called to do in our spirit. I think there is something also about routine that pulls us into a daily communion with God. That's not to say that our time with Him becomes routine...far from it...because in routine, just like when we adhere to a monetary budget, we find that there was lots of free time that we were using to accomplish absolutely nothing. I know God is calling us into a deeper time with Him to worship him with all of our heart, soul, mind, and strength, and if any part of this equation is lacking, there is no fullness in Him. Its not something I have succeeded at, actually, it's not something I am even good at, but I think it is important for us to encourage each other in spiritual and physical health.

http://ia310117.us.archive.org/1/items/Sweet_Country_Grammar/SweetCountryGrammar.mp3

Do you want to know what it schwas?

It is sooooo good to hear it.

And I bet you I can tell you faster than you can say:

POOPTY PEUPTY PANTS.

I know.

HOW to count.

ALL THE WAY:

To Schifty Five.

Yardwork has created a deep vendetta within me against all plant life.

It started out innocently enough -- weed this patch of dirt by the garage.

No problem, right?  I can weed.  I can yank plants from their life source with ease and aplomb.  Piece o' cake.

One dirt clod and two sticks to the eye, and unseemly amounts of my own blood later: Everything's a weed.

Salads never tasted so good.

Rawwwwwwwr.

In other news, I have finished the Bum Roll.  This lovely little thing helps Elizabethan skirts stick out and transfers the weight of the fabric.

....It looks like a burnt croissant on steroids.  Kid you not.  {{What I get for making it out of black canvas.}}  My God, this thing is HUGE!  Is it supposed to be that big?!  I could serve drinks on it.  There's enough stuffing in this thing to confidently knock someone out {or decorate a haunted house -- we ran out of stuffing, so I resorted to faux-cobweb-in-a-bag.  It was great suddenly coming upon a massive black arachnid when I thought I was still in regular stuffing *insert high-pitched scream here*}.

All in all, a very fulfilling day.  Days without school tend to be.

this is what an emily bed looks like after only 5 and a half hours of sleep..... im a kicker all right!!

(only reason i put these up is cuz i was bored- and hopefully maybe i could get a first remark from someone!!!!!!!)

emily<><

Read Only If You Are Willing To Understand...

Hail to nonconformity!  For that which proves my innocence in life, the very fibers being blessed upon with grave yet glorious cause, has proven most excellent the very death and destruction of my stead.  In
the stead of truth, derelict words, harsh words at that, nature of my flesh, precluded all sense in the words much better spoken at times untold, and my dreams lie all the same, providing no apartheid from reality to fantasy.  I am my own prophet, yet having died and
risen many times, just to shame my heritage, prophesying only a fool's destiny!  While unrequited love abhors my hormonal imbalance, surging blood to the unintelligent head of all decisions, I forgot my teachings even to others in advice, while regarding my selfishness as worthy
gain.  Am I psychotic?  Would even Freud himself shun the analyses
behind the piercing eyes of such a lunatic?  On that night, nothing halted the exigency behind saving the good ship ego from eternal darkness in its righteous depths.  Reducing myself to layman's terms, I brutishly meted out injustice to undeserving parties, only managing to copulate
the bitter ecstasy of hatred.  Now, on to the question lying ahead, should apologetics for man's nature form the further nature of communication in this regard?  But what should one say in this black hole?  Furthermore, words preceding, precedents, have impacted none—well, no propitiation for heinous crimes--while the truth I
do speak lacks an audience, cacophonous or other; yet I can state none other facts than my regret; and contrition dwells in a humbler, far more placid place because of these events.  If your wish is discourse, let it be known, for on my own end, the matter is settled.  I send my love and best wishes, if you choose to understand my meanings in this penance. 
Would people have cared for a more unknown victim of circumstances  I question in pride; but in truth, I have given up the ghost of my misgivings and allotted time for you to answer, whether forgiveness and mercy be the priority of your palette.  In God's art, may I find peace, despite my misfortune to fleshly desires.  As an individual must determine his course in the hail to nonconformity, I have forsaken my conformity in narcissistic ruins and have progressed in self by courage, by love, and by virtue of the past as guidance for my incredible future. 
Evidence relies on the facts, as its law condemns, and I have my
condemnation in your hands even with this apology, but more importantly, in God's hands, in His wisdom and Spirit.  So this decision is yours, whether your beliefs belie my wishes for peace or otherwise.  I have commended my spirit to higher court.  Your testimony to these facts have not been forsaken.  Poetically, and fervently, I ask for forgiveness.

no, the hopelessly romantic thing was GOOD! I was saying that I was NOT hopeless anymore...

have a nice day.

So yeah, I woke up this morning around 9:45 and was like well, I guess I'll go ahead and get up. So I did. Luckily, I left when I needed to anyway, after cleaning my room and making sure I packed everything. I

At 10:30 I went to Old Time Pottery, talked with the manager, and I start on Monday after I get out of my horn lesson. Yay for money! Now, we just have to talk about my work schedual. She said that she'd only need me on Fridays, Saturdays, and Sundays, but I want to have atleast one day on the weekend off, but if I worked Sundays, I would get off at 11. Oh well, the manager that refered me in the first place said he would work around my schedual so I'm not really worried.

I left there at 11, still on time, and drove for the next 3ish hours. NPR is great.  I got to Abby's house around...2:45 and then la Madre took me to the school and I got to play with the band. It was cool, everyone knew who I was, lol. The choir director is a BEAST! But yeah, we played duets and I hung out with Sierra in the office during jazz band.

After that, we went to eat Chinese, woot woot. Sierra's boyfriend is weird, but in a good way. I have pictures.

 That's me and Madre.

 Me playing with my chop sticks.

 Abby looking like a rabbit.

 Sierra and Zach (the boyfriend)

 Zach drinking soy sauce.

The end!