=] holding hands, taking walks, [this amazing guy] fireworks music, dance, indie, rock, alternative, fashion, shoes, dior, vanilla bean, to be in love, pictures, skaters, musicians, guitar, drummers, dance, acting, big sunglasses, long necklaces, the city, vintage, hearts, big earings, photography, the city, summer & fall, bands, concerts, hairbrush singing, friends, life, love, white tulips.
Pavement.muse.the meantime.matt costa.Alexi Murdoch. Jason Webley . city and colour .Andrew Bird. Gary Jules .joseph arthur.Mute Math.Unwed sailor.Ray LaMontagne.jonathan clay.Ryan Montbleau.Joshua Radin.Adrina Thorpe.Over The Rhine.Scott Matthews.Susie Suh.Rogue Wave. Eels.family force 5.postal service.Ivory.Ben folds.Beck.Colin Hay.Teitur, Blesk.relient k.the softies.ryan adams.mesh-29, colin hay, nick drake, caribou, the elliot project, Benjamin Gibbard, the weepies, amos lee, corey crowder, gregory and the hawk, rookie of the year, mazzy star, missy higgins, the A.K.A's, jack johnson, Sufjan Stevens, the fray, sigur ros, rilo kiley, Dating Delilah, the smiths, death cab for cutie Panic! at the disco, yeah yeah yeahs, Eisley, Tracy Chapman, October Fall, Rocket summer, Fiona Apple, Damien Rice, Tori Amos, Frou Frou, Jann Arden, Lamb, Sia, Beatles, The Bangles, dashboard confessional, brand new, The Scene Aesthetic, Blues Traveler, Iron and Wine, Sister Hazel, The Shins, Tegan and sara, Hellogoodbye, cold play, anything Alternative or rock or folk or acoustic... ..so on!
October 04 2006
im tired of being hurt
im tired of crying
im tired of not understanding
im tired of loosing what i had.
i just want everything to work.
Just tell me how i can get that.
September 17 2006
things turn on you..
just like that [snaps fingers]..
one moment.. you think its fine..
then he comes and screws you over..[not literaly.. geeze]
or how whenevr u use to hear his name and smile.. then one day you feel like crying..
be careful how u give your heart up.. its not great when your always the nice one.. and they know it and they think they can do anything with you heart.. and they turn on you and find someone else..
what ever happened to not having to worry all the time..
actually despite how sad i sound and feel.. im glad and happy how things are.. i have a greater self respect and im not acting the way i did anymore... im not deoressed and i feeel so much better..
i mean i give advice to people about dating and how its not the end of the worlld. and how you dont need a guy or girl to be happy.. but after going through it.. i think i believe it even more.. im gllad i dont need another persons happiness to make me happy.
just be carefull..
life is to short to waste it on a lost llove..
September 06 2006
im a free spirited girl with a big heart, i just want you to love me... run away with me please....
i care for you so much.. but sometimes i feel like i just cant.. the way you smile at me makes me hurt. i just want you more and more.
sometimes i sing... but i wont ever let you hear me ... im afraid that you will understand me.
i just want love.. maybe i look for it in the wrong way..
but its the way you look at me..with those pretty boy eyes of yours.. its the way you smile. its the way you say those sweet things that makes a girls heart melt.
i just want to run away from it all... trying to forget that i mean so much to you. it makes me hurt inside.
but your simply beautiful.. its your voice that makes me come running back, and now i seem like im hopeless.. because i refuse to understand that im actually important...to someone.. maybe its time for me to realize...the real me.
should i listen to my heart or go with what they all want... just to make "them" happy..?
i have always cared for those who need me...but that love cant close up that hole i have.. i need yours..but i cant have it...
we have these flip flop emotions.. like a typical teenager would... wanting to be older than we really are.. wanting to get out of this hurt we have caused.. but as soon as it comes around... its the only thing that keeps us going..wanting to stay out all day and all night...just to look in our eyes.. searching for that spark.. or that tear in side... knowing whats going to happen will hurt us..
im tired of my teenage emotions getting the best of me...
i seem to not make any sense to some people.
just look deep in my heart... you will unserstand why i cry.
August 03 2006
Phusebox has been taken over by myspace..
and thats a very sad thing,
i dont get on here that much anymore...
school starts soon... and i dont wanna go back,.. but at the same time.. i do.. to see some more of my long lost friends of mine
Summer was absolutlly AMAZING
Vegas,charleston,dance camp,the pool, friends,partys
just sumpy amazing
So i have decided
As soon as i graduate im moving to Charleston South Carolina or somewhere in North Carolina.... and Alexanna said shes comming with me.
Tennesse is just so boring.
plus that place is gorgeous.. [charleston that is]
but who knows... i might wind up staying here.. which i DONT WANT! but i never know yet.
Alot of thinking has been in action....
and i must think some more..
June 22 2006
So This Saturday I leave for Vegas!
Nationals will be alot of fun!
Then the day i come back i will be going to Charleston with Alexanna! YAY! [does crazy jumping screaming dance with alexanna]
and were gonna take lots of pictures!
it shall all be fun!!!!
so i might not be the best at relationships.. but i do know what it feels like to love.. and i do know that love hurts sometimes..but in those good ways....
friends mean the word to me and its hard to keep them... but i have managed not to screw up this past year.. and i love every single one of them...
I [heart] you
June 14 2006
Dear Time Traveler....
I miss you...Why did you have to leave me?
I will be here waiting...
I Love you with all my heaart.
Forever and always
June 13 2006
well so 11 days[i think] untill Las Vegas! yay
AHH and THENNN
I come back July 1st... and July 2nd.. i go to CHARLESTON WITH ALEXANNA MURPHY!omg this makes me extremly excited! ciz she is the best ever and Charleston is gorgeous and we will have the best time ever! So much fun'
so summer should be lots of fun
and i dont know what i would do without alexanna! if u dont know her.. then your worthless lol!!
June 09 2006
Deeeaaaaarrrrrrr [insert your name here]
I Loooooovvvvvvvvvveeeeeeee you,
June 04 2006
My Camera broke again!! GAH!
im putting some memories in these [ ] things to let u know...
Love i a hard thing to find... and i mean really hard...some people are just lucky....and well i dont like them lol...
Summer ha been amazing.. so many memories already...
[ spin the phone....? for hugs??] that was umm great!!!!
dance recitals are All the time... went to danceworks last night with Kelsey Brittan Chelsea and Kelley! fun stuff! Jamie and alexanna... u guys were amazing! and all of dance works ! [ 1,2,3... TRUE DAT!]
my dance recital is this Friday.. fun fun.. then i do Annie Saturday
Las Vegas June 24th-july 1st
maybe Charleston july 1st -like the 7th.. prolly not tho
heartbreak is comming sooon... =[
May 20 2006
YESS! only 1 more day of school left....
i only have 2 take 1 exam... so really its 2 days for me.. but tuesday is a half a day for me..
summer is finnaly here...
Recital June 9th at 7:00 pm at Blackman middle... u better COME!
Nationals June 24-July 1st in LasVegas.... then off to Los Angeles!
Maybe charleston with alexanna
and ALOT of hanging out with my friends.. and friend in particular.. lol
lots of music...
maybe a concert
then back to school for next year... *sigh*
you will always be my star....
May 12 2006
life has been ok... nothing special
Competiton tommorow at 2.. come and watch me!!
dance is good i guess..
only a week left of school! YESSS
still no guy.. but i have decided to take Jamies advice and stop looking for one... the right one will come along... i dont need to look for anyone..
hmm thats about it for now...
leave me lots of comments...
May 07 2006
so crazy stuff here
1.Got a Video i-pod
2.im freakin tired
3.had a really long wekeend
4.had dance competition this weekend... it went rly good..
5.recital June 9th i believe
6.nationals (Las Vegas) june 25-july 1st
7.Alexannas Birthday-June 25th
8. going to Charleston with alexanna (july 1st- well i dont know when
9. actualy spend time with my friends for the summer
10.dads getting a new job... yay!
egh i have lots of pictures.... i am not sure when i will put them up
still no luck with a guy yet.. hmmm
May 03 2006
wow so i havent updated on this in a while...
finally got my texting back on my phone! yesssssss
dance is pretty much amazing..... we have a competiton this weekend so tell me if u wanna come...
no luck on boys yet..... hmmm
well i thinki might go...
April 30 2006
so Tom Sawyer is alot of fun.. last show tommorow at 4:00.... im actually upset! i grew close to them.....egh
Tonights show was amazing! around 200 ppl came i heard!
sydney,kristi,kendall,jarren,cristin,shane,corey,mrs.marino,mrs. robin, mr. phil, moe,trey,alexanna,tonya,steve,sara beth, olivia, my aunt patsy and uncle vick ,my dadd-o,rachel,jamie,mr. allen and one other person i think all came tonight.. it was crazy
affter tis weekend im putting up all the pictures soooo yea
im gonna go
April 09 2006
So Tom Sawyer is comming out in like 2 weeks!! U BETTER COME! Or i will be mad!lol
Dance is amazing!
Competiton May 5th and 6th and then a little one then NATIONALS! Las Vegas baby!
no updates on boys yet lol...
ah im leaving
March 13 2006
SO theres this Boy....
and yet i cant stop thinking of him....
and NO one could even guess who it is either...
Dont you just love how that works? You dont give the name so a Bijilllion people start asking you who it is ....
i dont even think my best friend knows who im talking about either....
But all that will come in time...
for now.. things are just..normal...
dance is still the same...Church is still the same... School is still the same ( with a few exceptions) and The Play is still the same....
I havent seen my best friend for like 3 weeks before this past weekend.... i never get to talk to that girl...
and i ave set Goals for myself.. but no one wants to know about that so i wont bore you with that....
So right now my life is just Average...things come here and there but never stick....
well i better leave this thing.. comments maby?
i love you
February 13 2006
AH ok soo alot has happened
Of sourse we had competiton and that was fun.. me and Cody broke up but we still good friends so thats good...
Competiton Next Friday in St.Louis! yay!!
Pretty sure my Valentines day is gonna SUCK! But its gonna be ok.. i guess
It Snowed today!!! YESSS! But ofcourse im sick.. EWWAHHH!
I think im gonna go Cuz im tired! leave me lots of G-reat Comments!
I Love you all! and Check out my new pictures
November 26 2005
Ahh.. well i havent udated in a while... Umm Thanksgiving was AMAZING! soo was HARRY POTTER 4! ahh i so loved that! i have had a great break.. dont wanna go back to school but o well.. did alot of shopping......
I will put pictures up tommorow!
I Love You ALL!
October 22 2005
Well lest see This week has been pretty good!
Dance is good,friends are good, Cody is good,Family is good,Church is goodand God is AMAZINGLY great! School is ok.. loL! but besides that everything has been great!!!!
Alexanna did leave us.. shes now at Smyrna.. so thats sad... But i still get to see her a little....
Last night was realy fun... We suprised alexanna.... lol! Tyler did come!But Over all the night was GREAT! we lost... really bad .. to Smyrna but its cooll.. we always loose! loL!
Now i just got ready for dance and i have 2 go to my brothers Soccer game first then dance then a party...
Well I think im going to go but i love you All!!
<33 La La La Laura
wow i Love this new Phusebox! yesss!