it was never part of my plans to end things

i thought we could make it work.

i tried.

you didnt.

you said u still liked me.

but never bothered to follow through with actions

out of all the times...how many days did i call you?

that you didnt call me.

how many times was i willing to tell you everything

when you told me nothing?

how many unanswered messages where i tried to get an answer?

i dont even understand what happened...

we started perfectly.

you were amazing.

youd call to say goodnight

say sweet things to me

talk to me

you even stayed on the phone with me when i was sick.

and then...

you were busy.

always.

not a minute to spare.

not even to call to say good night

there was no reassurance

no light at the end of the tunnel

no light reflecting off the dark clouds above.

all was dark

no hope to come.

i put faith in you

you broke it in two.

it's like you didnt care about me the way you once did.

yet...i was still the one to say the words

"we need to take a break"

you shouldve been the one to say the words.

not me

now the memories feel like dreams

an untouchable dream

that you run towards

but never get to

now im here alone.

but who knows where you are.