February 05 2006
i LOVE stupid people.... they crack me up... like the ones who dont know what "love" is and u know they dont considering the amount of times they've "fell in love" .... i mean if every relationship u get in you "fall in love" and then the relationship goes to crap  then ummmmm FREEKIN HELLO!!!!! shouldnt that tell you something... wow... this is why i told dave that i love him ALOT ... but i dont know if im in love w/ him... ive only been IN love once i mean truly in love... b/c when i look back on that relationship EVERY thing was perfect and we didnt break up b/c we didnt love each other any more it was b/c we were forced to be apart... i hope that dave doesnt dissapoint me i hope hes stays like this forever...and i hope i dont dissapoint him... i think i like the fact that he'll be away from me the first couple of months of our relationship... it will give us a chance just to get to know each other w/ out physical things getting in the way... oh well... so far hes perfect ... i couldnt ask for more... he ALWAYS tells me how much he misses me and how much he loves me and hes sending me money to help me out... like i sed PERFECT... and hes sexy!!! i love my davey!!!   well im out i guess!!! happy superbowl!

G() STEELERS!!!!!!


February 01 2006
i talked to dave today... he called...i was suprised... happy... and every othe GOOD emotion u could possibly feel...
Miranda: "trish... phone!!!"
Me: "who is it?"
Miranda: "who is this? ..... ITS DAVE!!!"
me: "phone now hurry...     HELLO ... OMG .... hey sweetie.... omg.... how are you... I MISS YOU!!!
Dave: "... im doing good... just bored.... and i miss you too..."
 and Ect... just thought u should feel the excitement... LOL...

... yah so... for those of u who have been askin... hes good and he cant wait to come home...  he hasnt even left for his training thing... so hes basically just sitting around doing nothing as of now and he probably wont get a chance to come home till like april... oh well... i'll wait... i mean i am waiting... he told me that he almost just wants to leave b/c him being there is pointless till he leaves to go to training... he sed he thinks about me every day... WOW... im just speechless... what more could i ask for... oh i know ... him acctually being here in my arms...  OH....  another phone convo....

Me: dang i miss you sooo much
Dave: I-I love you
Me: huh?
Me:..... i love you too.... alot....

  yah i love him... but am i in love w/ him... i guess we'll find that out when he comes home... if we're ment to be then i WILL wait for him... and so far i am....

oha and i have a new name... its Susie rotten crotch... or so thats what the marines refer to their girlfriends as...

*background noise*   "creasy lets go"... but we still have like 10 minutes... "no we gotta go, so tell susie rotten crotch u miss her, u wanna bang he,r and u love her and lets go...." ... then they carried on a short convo discussing the size of my breast... hmmm...  funniest junk in the world!!!!      good night guys!! sweet dreams... i know mine will be!
AkA... susie rotten crotch
.... i love you sweeetie!!


January 30 2006
he will never know how i feel about him
i could never tell him
he would never understand
he will never know
i could never tell him....


a girls first time...

January 29 2006
A Girl's First Time

(Assume you are a girl if you are a boy)

It's your first time. As you lie back your

muscles tighten. You put him

off for a while searching for an excuse, but he

refuses to be swayed as he

approaches you. He asks if you're afraid and you

shake your head bravely.

He has had more experience, but it's the first

time his finger has found

the right place. He probes deeply and you shiver;

your body tenses; but

he's gentle like he promised he'd be. He looks

deeply within your eyes

and tells you to trust him - he's done this many

times before. His cool

smile relaxes you and you open wider to give him

;more room for an easy

entrance.You begin to plead and beg him to hurry,

but he slowly takes his

time, wanting to cause you as little pain as

possible. As he presses

;closer, going deeper, you feel the tissue give

way; pain surges throughout

your body and you feel the slight trickle of

blood as he continues. He

looks at you concerned and asks you if it's too

painful.Your eyes are

filled with tears but you shake your head and nod

for him to go on. He

begins going in and out with skill but you are

now too numb to feel him

within you. After a few moments, you feel

something bursting within you and

he pulls it out of you, you lay panting, glad to

have it over. He looks

at you and smiling warmly, tells you, with a

chuckle; that you have been

his most stubborn yet most rewarding experience.

You smile and thank your

dentist. After all,it was your first time to have

a tooth pulled.

Naughty, !

What were you thinkin' ?


I know what you were thinking! !



January 29 2006

we r way KOOOOOLER then you!


January 26 2006
...love kills slowly....


January 25 2006

damn mirror...... TODAYS #1 BAMF (yes i stole that from sara) .....ASHLEE!!! LOL.... god im tired!!


January 23 2006
WOW.... i soooooooooo wanted to get out of skool today... oh well life sux!!  ... me and sara went prom dress shopping today after school.... yah NO luck! our mall SUX on the BIG!!! .... then on the way home we stopped at krystal's HAHA... jon was workin... yah fun stuff... then went to get andrew.... then to my home YAY (ha).... me and miranda had fun playin sims... i made dave, andrew and aaron's house... nifftyness!!  then me and sara's house... YAY.... wo i need a life!! 26 more days till military ball!!


January 21 2006
so i went dress shopping today... and i tryed on dress....

after dress.....

after dress....

after dress....

after dress....  and i was just about to give up....

then there it was.... it was love @ first sight.... hope u like let me know!

DANG... i cant wait till military ball!!!    have a fun weekend guys!


January 19 2006
ouch.... so... me and dave broke up... but its the happiest break up ive ever had... if that makes since... he doesnt know whats going to happen to him as far as the marines... and figures if theres a future for us then it'll be here when he gets back and trust me... i'll be righ here waiting.!... i cant say i dont agree w/ him tho b/c i do... i miss him so much already... pray for me and him... i just cant wait to hold him in my arms...! i love u guys!!

will u be my valentine

January 18 2006
hey hooch nuggets!! i hope everyone had a GREAT day outta school i know i didnt... i had to si @ home and listen to ALL 5 of my little bros and sisters screamin all day!! SCHOOL TOMORROW YAY!... oh and will u be my valentine?

me an mama havin fun @ Rose's!


January 15 2006
i dyed my hair!!


January 12 2006
why is it when you break up w/ some one its like they expect you to hang around and still want to be w/ them... i mean isnt the whole purpose of u guys breaking up be b/c u dont want to be around each other any more... now under some sircumstances u stay friends... ok UnDeRsTaNdAbLe... but u both know that there is a small chance of you getting back to gether.
After getting out of a relationship how l-o-n-g should u go till u start dating again?
Just b/c u guys b/r/o/k/e u^p does that mean u should go and tell EVERY thing the other ever told you to EVERY one... (yah know revenge is sweet?)
i just dont know what to do n e more... me and "him" (since im not allowed to say "his" name n e more.... his rule)... b/r/o/k/e u^p almost TWO months ago and me n dave started going out 2 DAYS ago...and  now "he" is saying that i "ripped his heart <3 out" and im a whore : /.... ect.... do u think i was wrong... should i have waited more then just 2 months to start dating again... ....
i have 2 particular friends who say im stupid for dating a marine... b/c he would be gone for l-o-n-g periods at a time... but im willing to make it work and so is he... but are we stupid for doing this... i mean how else is he going to know who he wants to marry (not saying me)... but hes always going to be gone for periods at a time... and i just dont know... am i stupid or what?


January 11 2006
Hey guys... phusr box was down for so long that i forgot my password IM A DUMMY.... so i got a new site!!! and here it is read it love it and leave me love!