This'll be one of those times where you just want it all to come out?
June 08 2008
This is just a good day,
today my best friend Ashely came over.
And she's just made me feel amazing.
Like she always does, I kinda wish that I could
clone her into a male form. So that'd be the man that
God would want me to be with. But until they make a
clone machine, I'll always have my best friend. Even if
they make a clone.
She's always gonna be there.... she's never confused me.
Always been 100% honest, no matter what.
I love that girl, I wonder if God makes boys like that?
If so, do you have to order them? Do they come in a box?
Or is there just the kind I like that never like me back?
I shouldn't say that. But I do.
I'm tired of being the girl guys just lean on.
I want something real. Not like my previous relationships.
I don't want lies. I don't want reruns of the same bull.
I've been praying that God would tell me when I'm
gonna meet him, like when I'm older? Like 30?
Or 20? 40? I just wanna know? But hey....
I'll always have Ashely.