i hate this...

September 11 2007

how can this happen....

 why does this happen...

 

i just got off the phone with my dad... and my uncle's cancer is back but it has spread to his liver and lungs... he is still in the ICU and probably wont leave....

my dad said with the cancer he could live 3-6 months... but he has been having some complications with his blood pressure and heart rate and breathing so you just don't know what could happen...

 

it just sucks... hes such a great person with such a huge heart... i cant imagine our family without him....

 

i never imagined this year being easy... but i never imagined it sucking this much....

 

whats left of me....

 emily