July 31 2005
For most people, tomorrow is just an ordinary day. Most will go to work as normal, and will just live their day without any life-changing events to occur.

However...this is not the case for me. True, I will go to work at my normal time of 7 AM. But my activities after I get off at one will not be so ordinary. In fact, they will decide the rest of my life.

Tomorrow, I have a doctor's appointment. Doesn't seem to life-changing, does it?? But in all reality, this appointment is the most terrifying appointment I've ever been to. I wish I could get into details about it, but I can't.

I have more emotions going through me than most can even fathom. The most prominent being fear. I am so terrified about the results of this doctor's appointment that my insides are shaking. Chances are that everything will be okay. But there's still that small percentage that everything will be terribly, terribly wrong.

Prayers are much needed for my doctor's appointment. I really wish everything will turn out okay. I don't think I could handle it if everything turned out badly. I'll keep an update of how it went. Thanks for allowing me to pour out my heart!

Lauren Beasley

July 31 2005
i shall be praying.

lisa marie

August 01 2005
i will definitely be praying for you.. and if you ever need to talk, i'm always here! be blessed -- lisa marie


August 02 2005
Our God filled the oceans with water, and told it's waves where they were to stop. He spends time painting the sunset each day. He put every star in the night sky and knows it by name! He also loves you more than you could ever imagine and you are right in the middle of his hands! He has control, rest in Him!


August 02 2005
I hope your doctors appointment went well.