guess who's happy?! ♥

August 13 2005

In lieu of recent events...the mourning period is over. I want to date again.I need a cute boy, one that enjoys acting on impulse. because that would be great.


I'm putting out a request. Someone take me on a date. (: kiss me on the forehead. Build sandcastles with me. Go to hastings and just sit down and talk to me. Do something for god sakes.

Now, for some lyrics. They make me really really happy. ♥


In one fell swoop it became clear to me,
that I despise you entirely,
but the good news is I'm gonna keep you around
And so your lust is just convenient now

Crack open a bottle of red
Let's toast to this here bed
Offer up your hand
My one night, two month, three year stand

And all at once it became clear to me,
that you're allergic to honesty

And you don't even have a friend around
And so my lust is just convenient now

I'm on my knees,
but so are you
Unfortunately for the wrong reasons
I keep incessantly believing that you're pure,
but you know it's not true

There's nothing wrong with being lonely


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Hung out with the cutest boy ever tonight. ♥

ryan.. ahh.


I think he likes me... and If I play my cards right.. we might get to hang out tomorrow.


I just have to get ahold of the boys number.

[vf]

l a u r e n b e a s l e y.

August 13 2005
dont be sad :(

Abby Dee

August 13 2005
i want to date too...

l a u r e n b e a s l e y.

August 14 2005
dear phusebox.. thanks for sending a blank "remark".. hate you, lauren... anyways.. glad your happy again.. good luck finding a guy.. my is well.. in Kansas.. took me awhile to track the kid down.. lovelovelove