I feel all crazy all of a sudden.

I don't know what's got me screwed up, but it's bad.

I feel like there's no point in trying at all, even though I know that if I just push myself these last two or three days that I can pass Latin and physics and get the year over with and start over fresh in the fall.

But if I don't... Then I'll fail.  Yes, I will fail both Latin and physics for the semester. And since I only made something like a 70 or 71 in each class the first semester, I will also fail the year, meaning I would have to repeat those classes.

And last I checked, physics and Latin aren't offered over summer school.  I dunno, maybe for some reason the school just assumes that only smart and dedicated non-apathetic students would take intellectual courses.

I have to keep going.  I have to do makeup work.  I have to do projects.  I have to study and pass my exams.

If I don't, my entire senior year will be ruined.

I the consequences are so bad, how come I'm not motivated?  How come I want to give up and watch myself fail?