--sighs

November 23 2005

have you ever had one of those days where..
you just do not feel yourself at all
I'm having one of those days today
actually, I had that day yesterday too.
usually I am ready to wake up in the morning
and I am happy..
but yesterday and today I didnt even want to wake up
no, I dont mean like I want to die
it's just I wanted to stay and bed all day
I am so happy at church
because that's where all my friends are
I am okay at school
because I dont know what I would do without laura or rachel
but I still feel by myself when I'm not with them
and at home, geez, I dont even want to be there anymore
that's why I try to be out all the time
and I joined dance again..
because it give me another reason to get away
and the three people who make me laugh
like actually laugh until my stomach hurts
they are people I dont get to see everyday
and it's them who I need at times like these..
my head has been hurting, I think I am sick
:/ ick


thanks and I love yaa.



I cant resist the day, no, I cant resist the day.



reis.

November 23 2005
we're amazing. we both posted our xanga entries, hah. it's the easy way out.

reis.

November 23 2005
[by the way, you don't have a playlist on here.. lol]