i love my friends. ^_^

October 27 2005

this entry is to Claire. <3


I dont know but I was thinking about this today
and I think it's something you need to know.
maybe about 4 years ago, you asked me
"what would you do if I died?"
and I responded something like "I dont know"
being the drama queens we were, we got mad
but I know the answer to that question now
and I wanted to tell you.
if something bad happened &
me and you didnt get to grow old together
like we have planned our whole lives lol
I would be lost, at first.
for a few months..or even the whole year
I wouldnt know what to do
& I would probably call your house &
you wouldnt be there or I'd wait to see your s/n
& you would never get on..it would devastate me.
I could never replace you, that's for sure
but then I would try to live my life as normal as possible
because I know you of all people wouldnt want me
to be all depressed and moppy twenty-four, seven.
I will always miss you & think about you.
but I'll wait to see you again.
that's what I would do if you ever
left me here alone Claire.
but hopefully, it wont happen anytime soon
& we'll just keep growing together


I love you.


p.s congrat nathan & rachel ^_^

Nathan Moore

October 27 2005
thanks for the congrats! we appreciate it! have a great night!

yellow

October 28 2005
haha awe. that made me smile. just thinking about how we REALLY were drama queens... haha i guess that's just how 5th graders are haha I LOVE YOU.