Soooo...I only have 2 more days of exams and Im threwwww, haha yesssss!!!

Life's A Garden , Dig IT !!!

I put new pics up

Ok... I am soo upset. Ok I just had the biggest cry / not breathing ever. Ok I have been watching this show from the very first episode, so its like part of my life. Sorry that sounds lamn, but its true, and same with liz.  Well we just bawled the whole  show, and someone died in the show , that just ruined everything. And now I am soooo upset, bc there not together , and they have no chance bc this person died. Im sorry Im venting about a dang show . And Im not going to say who died, just in case someone reads this , and watches the show and didnt see it. But the song at the end was the same one when someone died last season , and its the prettiest song I have ever heard. Go look it up , it's called "Hallelujah" . I just want to know why she friggin wanted to leave the show, she shouldnt have, bc now i have no friggin show to watch that I <3 , and it wont be the same. Why do shows have to change, when life already does.... I dislike change most of the time. Especially right now , when the friggin senior class at my school  are leaving, and Im going to miss them like crazy. And now everything is going to be different, and I dont want it to. . I hate this, hopefully it will get better.Amen...blah.... im going to miss my friends :(

<3 all of u guys :)/:(

Umm... our last day of school was today :( . We have exams, but we are done with the all day thing. haha. But yeh Im going to miss the seniors like crazzzzzy, but I know I will see some of them next year, when I go with liz up to bama, and when i visit my sis in Auburn. Some of my senior friends are going to each. Anyway I hope eveyrones week has been good, mine hasnt been so great, but like my amigo john says " Fight the good Fight Of Faith" ... trying to do that . Anyway

<3 u guys

~sarah

OK.  so summer is so friggin close, but first I have to do well on

school , so I will be ok on grades.... dangit. But you know I love life

right now, things are going great, I hope it stays this way.

Life is a garden ...DIG IT !!!!!

weird but cool song... pretty

Im teaching myself right now to play it on the guitar... not hard chords

at all. But anyway , I am bored, and ready for summer.

<3 yall

This past weekend was

AWESOME!!!

 My ball was so much fun , and I felt all pretty in my dress, and

everyone looked AMazing... but I had a blast. And this week

so far isnt to bad, it is only Monday , so we will see how the

rest of it goes. Im putting up pictures of the ball , and my friends and I

later so yall can see em. So I hope everyone has a wonderful week.

In John's vocab...

BE BLESSED !!!

<3 yall

Well this weekend has been great so far,

I miss my best friend though  , she is in Louisiana Cajun Dancing ...hahaha.

I hope everyones day is amazing, and I cant wait till the SUMMER !!!

OMG IM SO EXCITED !!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHA

<3

Happy Easter!!!

12 people were baptized at my church , and contemporary worship this morning was AMAZING! Jeff, our youth minister, was talking about how we need to take a deep breath, and breathe him in . And it reminded me of the Thousand Foot Krutch song( Great Song). Some thing my friends and I talked about, is how Good Friday and Easter aren't celebrated more than a holiday like Christmas. Like I think Good Friday and Easter should be the biggest time to celebrate . Dont you ?. Also another thing, I guess it depends on the church, but when people get baptized , dont you just want  a huge gospel choir to come in and everyone get up and scream AMEN!!! Cause I do , I really wanted too when all 12 people were baptized this morning. And today for the first time I saw someone get baptized with swimming goggles, she's like 6 years old. haahhah it was the cutest thing. Anyway today is awesome, I just had the usual family brunch with my wonderful family . I hope everyone has a great day .

in christ

This song is soooo pretty , and I <3 it ... so everyone should definately listen to this song... the words are sweet too, so read them !!!

Lyrics:

You never looked so good
As you did last night
Underneath the city lights
There walking with your friend
Laughing at the moon
I swear you looked right through me
But I'm still livin' with your goodbye
And you're just goin' on with your life
Chorus:
How can you just walk on by
Without one tear in your eye
Don't you have the slightest feelings left for me
Maybe that's just your way
Of dealing with the pain
Forgetting everything between our rise and fall
Like we never loved at all

You, I hear you're doin' fine
Seems like you're doin' well
As far as I can tell
Time is leaving us behind
(Leavin' us behind)
Another week has passed
And still I haven't laughed yet
So tell me what your secret is baby yeah
(I wanna know, I wanna know, I wanna know)
To letting go, letting go like you did, like you did
Chorus:
How can you just walk on by
Without one tear in your eye
Don't you have the slightest feelings left for me
Maybe that's just your way
Of dealing with the pain
Forgetting everything between our rise and fall
Like we never loved at all

Did you forget the magic...ohh
Did you forget the passion
Did you ever miss me
Ever long to kiss meeeee....

Ohhhh ohohh ohh Baby, baby

Maybe that's just your way
Of dealing with the pain
Forgetting everything between our rise and fall
Like we never loved...at all....

Ok . Life is hard, so you gotta get through it.

So you might as well get through it with not just your friends

and family but with God. Recently I think I was going a little over

board about something, and sometimes, its best not to speak

about things , and let God lead you and I pray that I

have ears to hear and listen to what he is telling me, and words to

speak . Thats what people like myself need to go over in my head,

before I speak.So ... I hope everyones day tomorrow is fabulous

and that you walk the way God would want you to .

in christ

Weekend is finally almost here.... AMEN!!! And yeh Summer is almost here, starting next Monday... only 6 more weeks ... AHHHH!!!! Scary , but exciting, bc thats just another day closer to come to see you Tennessee homies... haha.Welllll I am "pooped" ( slang of John Barron) haha... that goose...anyway ... I hope everyone has a better day than they did today , and live godly.

be blessed

Romans 12:12

"Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer"

So yeh my spring break is over, and I went to my beautimus lakehouse with my best friend Liz ,and her cuz , also my good friend, Rebecca. It was really fun , but really cold. So  mostly everyone on phusebox is on spring break right now, bc all of you are mostly from Tennessee, excpet me and my friends. I have been praying for the youth group of Belle Aire Baptist Church all week, and continue to do so. I hope you guys are having an amazing time in MEXICO!!!  I hope God is speaking through yall, and I hope the people listen to what yall have to say . I am ready for particular ppl in the youth group to get back , bc I miss u and talking to u :(. haha. Anyway I have recently grown close to God , my walk with him has been on fire. I know now what it means to really be overflowed with Gods love.  Yes, there are sad things going on in my life, but I have never been so happy in my life. Bc I know that God is with me , and with him I can get through anything. I praise God for life, bc without him my life would be worthless. I am filled with his joy. People, humans can hurt each other, but God can never hurt us. One of my friends has recently accepted Christ. And it is definately a Praise. Everyday I try to be more like him , we are all sinners, but it doesnt mean we can just be like " oh well God will forgive me , so its ok to do this or that" , we should all try to live like him .

Romans 8 :9 " Those controlled by the sinful nature cannot please God".

Recently my music stuff has progressed. I have a new song that I just wrote about how we should seek for God , and be his follower, and not be afraid to show our religion and beliefs. Singing is my passion, everyday I thank God for this blessing.  

In christ ,

ok so this summer is sooo close!!!

And I am soooooo excited, bc the summer=free time

   meaning it includes coming to Tennessee....wooooooooohooo...

im soo excited... who else is ??? haha

<3 yall

So tonight, my best friend Liz and I are giving two of our friends bibles, and sharing the word to them. They have never owned a bible in their life. So I ask if everyone will pray for Liz and I , and that God will speak through us tonight, and that Gods word will speak to them. I know that in the bible it says not to be a weak christian, and not fear. I was afraid , and kind of scared at first about this, but now its in Gods hands , and I know he will be with Liz and I every step of the way. And its either they choose to except it or they choose not to .

" What would people do if they knew that IAM a JESUS FREAK ?????"

Wow I havent heard this song in forever...and everyone listen to it bc its and awesome song  and I <3 it !!!

So I was thinking about how  God lets everything happen for reasons. And how God puts people in your life to realize things. I hate that we don't know the reasons of why things happen, but thats just how life is. I am really confused of something thats going on in my life, and I wish it would all go perfectly , and back to how it use to be, and all of us back together. This scripture in Proverbs about dont be a yoke with the non believers. That is the scripture that's really killing me right now. And I keep on praying about it, but nothing is happening. Im so bad with being patient, but I need to try to be. I just wish she would just believe. I wish she would just be one of the believers, so I would have that spiritual connection with her, bc I know her life would be so much better with God in her life. But my friend Liz and I have done all we can do , and now it is in Gods hands. But I hate this , and Im scared that she will never believe. Because Im scared for her, and I know there is a time limit on things, and I want her to believeeeee so badly. And I want her to be in my life forever, and I am scared for her future. So im going to keep on praying about it everyday ...and hopefully God will change her heart :/

"What would people do if they knew that im a Jesus Freak?"

So I just got back from San Francisco, California. And the trip was Amazing!!!!!!I was there for 5 days. I went with my singing group and we performed at Grace Cathedral, and I met the famous priest there. It was awesome! And the rest of the time I just hung out in Cali. I went to Carmel where I saw the famous Clint Eastwood and his house, and beautiful beaches. I <3ed the famous Pebble Beach.  I saw Robin Williams home in San Fran.It was massive.  I went to  Alcetraz ( the jail) on the little island and it was spooky, but very cool. I went to Chinatown. I shopped a looooot, I ate so much good food. I went to the origianal Ghiradeli Chocolate store...yumm.I encourage everyone to go to San Francisco because it is one of the most beautiful places I have ever been, and I will be updating pics later of it... hope peps missed me :) ....and I sooo want to live there when I get older , but it is the highest price place to live in United States...the houses ( mostly apartments and lofts) are sooo expensive, even if its a crappy place. I thought the boat houses were pretty cool. Never seen one before. It was a real house on the water...sooo cool. And I wish I could wake up every morning and see the ocean and beautiful bridges. I <3 the movie Sweet November, that movie reminds me so much of San Fran. Like the setting. I loved the whole tripand I will never forget it, and I cant wait to go back this summer to Cali, even though it will be going to LA, but who cares all of Cali is different, but beatimus  :) This is a really long message so yeh I hope everyone has an awesome day tom.

<3 always

Sarah