Ok... I am soo upset. Ok I just had the biggest cry / not breathing ever. Ok I have been watching this show from the very first episode, so its like part of my life. Sorry that sounds lamn, but its true, and same with liz.  Well we just bawled the whole  show, and someone died in the show , that just ruined everything. And now I am soooo upset, bc there not together , and they have no chance bc this person died. Im sorry Im venting about a dang show . And Im not going to say who died, just in case someone reads this , and watches the show and didnt see it. But the song at the end was the same one when someone died last season , and its the prettiest song I have ever heard. Go look it up , it's called "Hallelujah" . I just want to know why she friggin wanted to leave the show, she shouldnt have, bc now i have no friggin show to watch that I <3 , and it wont be the same. Why do shows have to change, when life already does.... I dislike change most of the time. Especially right now , when the friggin senior class at my school  are leaving, and Im going to miss them like crazy. And now everything is going to be different, and I dont want it to. . I hate this, hopefully it will get better.Amen...blah.... im going to miss my friends :(

<3 all of u guys :)/:(