I think i'm confused. ok, so maybe I know i'm confused, but whats new. Went bowling last night, had a blast and a half!! WOO HOO! Haha layne and graham we're talkin some serious smack to each other, it was kinda funny to watch. Today has been a random day. Woke up at like 6:30...which isn't good. Then I soo totally like forgot the one book I actually needed. Oh well. Ha then on the way back to my friends dorm to hang my phone rang so obviously I answered it. I wasn't expecting it to be who it was....it was...odd. I mean I haven't talked to him in I don't know how long and he all of a sudden calls....hmm...oh well. I'm off to go finish gettin ready for work!!! TTEL!!! ByE!!!

my car died....this isn't good. This is like the 2nd or 3rd time. If anyone loves me enough to take me to Intercession tonight I would love them very much....:-(

All I can say is....
...I want you, but i'm not giving in this time!!! Goodbye to you, goodbye to everything that I knew...

This weekend was awesome!!! The new student retreat rocked!! We played Capture the Flag friday night so that was cool. We looked like a bunch of aliens running around up there cause we used glow sticks to tell who was on what team. My quiet time saturday rocked!!! I sat out on the porch of the place we we're at and jus looked out over God's beauty!! It was B-E-A-UTIFUL!!! Football game Saturday night...lets not go there. Then I went over to Jades and hung out with them for a little bit. Sunday morning church was really good!!! I played ultimate frisbee with some friends that afternoon so that was cool then I attempted to go fishing but changed my mind. Last night was cool to. Had a friend over for dinner then we went to this cool little concert to benefit Hurricane Katrina victims. I went to Intercession last night...and all I can say is WOW!! I'm soo glad that I went. God is sooo amazing!! I got a lot of things right with God last night and I'm glad I did. Oh yea, yesterday afternoon...def not good for me!! But lets not go there on here. If you wanna know come ask me and I might tell. Well this is long enough so i'm out!!! TTEL!!! ByE!!!

So I'm gettin ready to head over to church to leave for the New Student Retreat. I'm really excited about it!! I hope God does some awesome things. Jus pray that we get there and back safely and have a good time!! Have a great night everyone!!

You said, ask and I'll give the nations to you
Oh Lord, thats the cry of my heart
Distant shores and the islands will see,
Your light, as it rises on up


I want to give all of me
I want to give all of me
I want to give all of me
I'm giving You all of me!!!!!
Bless the Lord, let all thats in me Bless the Lord
May kingdoms fall, and rulers crawl, before Your throne!!!!

Theres a white flag
Wavin where my colors used to fly
You win
Theres a white flag
I'm givin up and givin all of me, I give in
I'm Yours to reign and to rule, I'm just a fool with a white flag

Jesus I'm giving it all up to You. My life is now completly in Your hands. Mold me into what You want me to be!!!

AO is gonna rock!!! I'm soo excited!!!! I've met some cool ppl and I can't wait to really get into it and find a J-group and a sunday school class.
Oh yea, I start college tomorrow...pray for me....

tonight was good. Went to a friends church to hear him preach then hung out with him for a bit. Played basketball, lost...as usual against him, then we jus talked....gah it was good to see him. I hate that he leaves tomorrow...maybe I'll get to see him before he leaves...it'd be nice...

I miss you Bruce....

Sooo I went to the job fair with ashley today. I filled out an application and they offered me a job. WOO HOO!!! I then went by Krogers and kindly turned in my 2 weeks notice!!! YAY!!! I'm sooo happy!!! I'm ready to get out of there!!!!

I guess I know who my true friends are. You all know who you are and I love you all!!!

All I need
is You, Lord
is You Lord
All I need is You

photo from BeautyFromPain
I miss him...soo much. I can't believe it's been almost a year. He is always in my thoughts though. I miss you my friend....



photo from BeautyFromPain

This isn't something I'm looking foward to do it, but I know it needs to be done. Tuesday Anna and I have decided to go see Bruces gravesite. We're thinking about meeting at Belle Aire at 5 and then going over and then goin to eat at La Siesta to talk and such. Leave a comment on here or on Anna's phusebox if you wanna go.

Church tonight. I'm goin but I don't think I'm goin to the raid....maybe starbucks or somethin...hmm....not sure.

last night was soo much fun. I spent the night at beckys in honor of her bday. Hahaha we all have pretty decorated cars now. Well mines not....my parents made me wash the windows...oh well. Me and Leah went and...nevermind can't say....lol. Well I'm off to finish gettin ready. I hope everyone has a great day!!!! TTEL!!! ByE!!!

I had a really good conversation with a friend tonight. He and I seem to have a lot in common when it comes to certain things. I feel a lot better now that I've talked about some things. I'm very glad to have him for a friend.

So yea, I've discovered a love for the song Collide by Howie Day. It's jus a really cool song.

~Collide~
The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

do do do do x4

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometime
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

do do do do x4

I'm quiet, you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometime
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind

do do do do x8

Even the best fall down sometime
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

do do do do x2

Finally find
You and I collide

do do do do x2

You finally find
You and I collide

do do do do x8

Sooo pretty sure I went to the Shaun Groves concert tonight and it was AWESOME!!!! He is soo talented and totally blessed. I got his new cd for 5 dollars which made it even better. After the concert me and Rach went to Steak N Shake so that was cool. Haha all those lil kids...lol. Well I'm tired...goodnight. Oh yea, there are some pics from the concert in my lil photobox thingy. Jus for you Leah...lol

"Majesty" is an amazing song. Thas all I can say.

Nothing feels right anymore. Not even the music I used to like feels right. I used to love Jason Mraz....that jus doesn't sound the same anymore. I hate it. Why doesn't it?

photo from SingAHappySong

pray for me. things are so confusing right now. I know God will get me through it though. He is all I need.

today is my bday! I'm very happy!!