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December 17 2005


This picture = love to me lol

la dee da

December 17 2005

So life lately is amazing. I got my lip pierced, I am in a wonderful relationship with a beautiful person and I wouldn't change anything except for the amount of time we don't get to see each other. But for you, whether it's two weeks or two years ..I will wait. I went to Katie's part Friday night and suprisingly had lots of fun. The only reason I got mad at you was because when those other two people came you blew me off and the only thing I really wanted was to spend time with you. But outside, looking at the so-called "moon" even though it was fogged up up there, with just you and me, as we kissed. I wouldn't change that for anything. I love you


Highlights of my night


1. You


2. Friends


3. You saying "How could you fix your hair at a time like this? " lol probably the funniest thing I have heard in a while.

Check it Out

December 05 2005


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          <3 <3 <3 <3

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December 05 2005

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Blah...

December 05 2005
So I am at home today but I had fun his weekend. First I ran from the cops with the coolest guys in the world. Then last ngiht I went shopping at Opry Mills with Bre, Ashley, and Abby Dee.....needless to say that was amazing. I miss everyone though and I love you, you know who I'm talking to

((hahh))

November 30 2005

errr... I am in love, and it's wonderful. Trying to get my mom to let me go to a party this weekend.


Life Lately

November 23 2005

Life Lately...


Last day of school was yesterday. So I spent all of the time I could with my favorite person. I should have skipped and had there lunch too. Wow it sucks b-cuz usually I would love to be out of school but being that's the only way I see them..I want to go back. I find it weird how love really does make you do crazy things.


Now, I've got a couple things to say:



  • I love you all and have a great Thanksgiving

  • I probably can't do a whole lot b-cuz my parents want us to spend time together

  • ((to the people that  like my lover <3)) They are mine, so give up. I have worked hard to get us to where we are and I love them with all my heart. So with that said...go find your own!

  • I love you and can't wait to see your  face agian. I hope you have a good Thanksgiving and everything goes ok. My day hasn't started yet, and I guess no day of this week will b-cuz I can't see you.

((you have my heart))

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November 21 2005
Is there a word you'd like to say?
even in this old-fashioned way,
go make your move girl, I'm not coming home.

Would things have changed if I could have stayed?
would you have loved me either way?
dressed in the blues day to day with my collar up.

Decision sits so make it quick,
a breath inhaled from an air so sick,
I curse the day that I heard of the web you've spun.
You had to hold 'til bleeding.

(Hey, hey)
If it was up to me, I would have figured you out,
way before the year clocked out, oh I hope you're waiting, oh I hope you're waiting.

Listen well, will you marry me? (Not now)
And are you well in the suffering? (you've been)
The most gracious of hosts,
you may be invited girl, but you're not coming in

Listen well, will you marry me? (Not, now )
And are you well in the suffering? (You've been)
The most gracious of hosts,
I may be invited girl, but I'm not coming in

(Hey, hey)
If it was up to me,
I would have never walked out
so until the sun burns out,
oh I hope you're waiting.

Would we have lived as a child would care
with this vial to drink, I dare.
(Oh where have you been, oh where have you been.)
Only to cry all alone with your taste and tongue.
(Oh where have you been, if it hurts to be forgiving, bye.)

Should we try this again with hope?
(Bye, bye)
Or is it lost, give up the ghost?
And should I die all alone as I knew I would.
(Then burn in hell young sinner.)

(Hey, hey, come on!)
If it was up to me, I would have figured you out,
way before the year clocked out, oh I hope you're waiting,
oh I hope your waiting.

Listen well, will you marry me? (Not now )
and are you well in the suffering? (You've been)
the most gracious of hosts
you may be invited girl, but you're not coming in

Listen well, will you marry me? (Not now)
And are you well in the suffering? (You've been)
The most gracious of hosts,
I may be invited girl, but I'm not coming in

(Hey, Hey)
If it was up to me, (you had your hopes)
I would have figured you out,
(Oh where have you been, oh where have you been.)
way before the year clocked out, oh I hope you're waiting.

(Hey, hey)
If it was up to me, (give up the ghost)
I would have never walked out
(Oh where have you been, oh where have you been.)
so until the sun burns out,
(Oh where have you been, if it hurts to be forgiving.)
oh I hope you're waiting.

Listen well, will you marry me? (Not now)
And are you well in the suffering? (You've been)
The most gracious of hosts,
you may be invited girl, but you're not coming in

Listen well, will you marry me? (Not now)
And are you well in the suffering? (you've been)
The most gracious of hosts,
I may be invited girl, but I'm not coming in

Listen well, will you marry me? (Not now)
And are you well in the suffering? (you've been)
The most gracious of hosts,
you may be invited girl, but you're not coming in

Listen well, will you marry me? (Not, now )
And are you well in the suffering? (You've been)
The most gracious of hosts,
I may be invited girl, but I'm not coming in
and you're not coming in

shyeeah

November 18 2005

Hey, so it's 2'o clock and have you ever missed someone so much you would rather be sick and see them, or feel like crap and still go to school just to see them for like 5 minutes??? Well that is how I feel. I miss them like I miss my own heart


anyways.


this weekend = 1st one ungrounded and mall ;heart heart

...((this is the new emo))

November 17 2005

....bizzored....heartxcore


JUNE LYRICS

"Our Escape"

The skin dragged on the floor that night
your reasons and alibis lights off
and a knock at the door.
They've been watching you don't know
but they are.
Knock down the door
you don't know but they are.
Send the S.O.S. meet me at the bridge
make sure you're not followed
our secrets can't be kept
At the scene of the crime
hear the victims and the echoes
of the stories they told
when they said ready set go
(let this book be read).
The bodies have been found
with a note the door
you can still hear their cries out.
We climbed up the stairs
it wasn't long until they
found us keep quiet
they'll hear us now let's keep our heads down. Take us by surprise
this pact that we made.
We won't go alive.
This act of the story
these unjustified endings
lead us to the front door.
They've been watching you don't know
but they are coming
knock down the door
you don't know but they are
(Send the S.O.S. meet me at the bridge
make sure you're not followed
our secrets can't be kept)
Send the S.O.S. meet me at the bridge
make sure you're not followed
our secrets can't be kept
This is our escape run for the structure.
Five hundred feet above the end of our story
the fastest way is down we have no choice but to.
Clenching the ledge as we balance on the edge this is the act the jump to save our lives.
Water hits our skin fills our lungs
and we are done.
We'll hide forever in this river
as we drift away.



The skin dragged on the floor that night
your reasons and alibis lights off
and a knock at the door.
They've been watching you don't know
but they are.
Knock down the door
you don't know but they are.
Send the S.O.S. meet me at the bridge
make sure you're not followed
our secrets can't be kept
At the scene of the crime
hear the victims and the echoes
of the stories they told
when they said ready set go
(let this book be read).
The bodies have been found
with a note the door
you can still hear their cries out.
We climbed up the stairs
it wasn't long until they
found us keep quiet
they'll hear us now let's keep our heads down. Take us by surprise
this pact that we made.
We won't go alive.
This act of the story
these unjustified endings
lead us to the front door.
They've been watching you don't know
but they are coming
knock down the door
you don't know but they are
(Send the S.O.S. meet me at the bridge
make sure you're not followed
our secrets can't be kept)
Send the S.O.S. meet me at the bridge
make sure you're not followed
our secrets can't be kept
This is our escape run for the structure.
Five hundred feet above the end of our story
the fastest way is down we have no choice but to.
Clenching the ledge as we balance on the edge this is the act the jump to save our lives.
Water hits our skin fills our lungs
and we are done.
We'll hide forever in this river
as we drift away.

The Starting Line

November 15 2005


"Stay Where I Can See You"

For months you've been away
You're here a couple days
I've got all of the time in the world
To do with what we please
If it were up to me
We'd have all of the time in the world

Just stay right where I can see you
When you go away I get so low
Like temperatures when they're at their coldest
When you go away I get so lonely
And I'm stranded by the side of the bed


I can name all 50 states
48 get in the way
From me being next to you (From me being next to you)
If it were up to me
We'd have everything we need
You'd have me, and I'd have you

Just stay right where I could be-
Anyone you want
I'm glad I got the job
We've got something in mind
And I've got all this time


When you go away I get so low
Like temperatures when they're at their coldest
When you go away I get so lonely
And I'm stranded by the side of the bed

Just stay right where I can see you
Just stay right where I can..where I can see you
When you go away I get so low
Like temperatures when they're at their coldest
When you go away I get so lonely
And I'm stranded by the 1! 2!

When you go away I get so low
Like temperatures when they're at their coldest
Once you go away I get so lonely
When you go away I get so lonely
And I'm stranded by the side of the bed

"Stay Where I Can See You"

For months you've been away
You're here a couple days
I've got all of the time in the world
To do with what we please
If it were up to me
We'd have all of the time in the world

Just stay right where I can see you
When you go away I get so low
Like temperatures when they're at their coldest
When you go away I get so lonely
And I'm stranded by the side of the bed


I can name all 50 states
48 get in the way
From me being next to you (From me being next to you)
If it were up to me
We'd have everything we need
You'd have me, and I'd have you

Just stay right where I could be-
Anyone you want
I'm glad I got the job
We've got something in mind
And I've got all this time


When you go away I get so low
Like temperatures when they're at their coldest
When you go away I get so lonely
And I'm stranded by the side of the bed

Just stay right where I can see you
Just stay right where I can..where I can see you
When you go away I get so low
Like temperatures when they're at their coldest
When you go away I get so lonely
And I'm stranded by the 1! 2!

When you go away I get so low
Like temperatures when they're at their coldest
Once you go away I get so lonely
When you go away I get so lonely
And I'm stranded by the side of the bed

...to you who I love so dahm much.

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November 15 2005
Wow, I love this place already, and I love you ..you know who you are!

...just another song you dont know

November 14 2005


 lol the kid.



My heterosexual life mate that none of you ohs kids know C-town <3


We All Know Who This Is 4


((insert emo lyrics here))

November 14 2005
Hey everyone stop complaining . I actually got one of these things I will use. I am in LOVE, and very much. They are almost as good as my oxygen.