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July 29 2006

once again. my world has been turned upside down.
by a boy.
i didn't sleep good last night.
and i have to work tonight.
so that'll be. not so good.
i don't know what to feel
or think. and i don't know
why i am going through this
again. i knew this was going to
happen. i knew it.

i just. i wanted things to
be different.

there's still a chance.
but i can't decide whether
it hurts more to hold on
or let go.

he's my bestfriend.
i can't just stop talking
to him.


i don't know.
it hurts.
and she won.
again.</3

Ben Moser

July 29 2006
mmm. i am really sorry cort. again. i want to hear what happened...