i'm tellin ya to loosen up my buttons babe.
but you keep frontin
sayin what you gonna do to me.
but i ain't see nothin.


so. i had a civil conversation with justin last night.
it made me really happy.
just to know that we are taking steps towards being okay again.
that we can be friends.





then my other boy called.
and he's having problems with his girl.
it kills me to see him go through this time after time.
he doesn't deserve to be hurt like that.




sigh. work this morning.
but i got my first pay check. 162 dollars.
plus 100 in tips.
i think i can deal.



florida on july 11-13.
excited? slightly.

<3