i'm done trying with everything.
anything, and everything that i seem to want.
i can't come close to having.
and i'm so sick of my heart being ripped out.
thrown on the ground, and being torn to pieces.

i just. i don't know what to do about anything anymore.
j thought about me&&justin so much last night.
then jeremy called. and he made me smile.
i love that he can do that for me.<3