hm. so.
me && that boy.
oh god.
why do i dig myself into these holes?
i do believe they are unavoidable now.
heh. but i do like him.
i shouldn't. but i do.
he calls me just to say hey.
and to tell me goodnight.
that kills me. i love it so much.
it just makes me feel like at least someone cares.

hm. he makes me smile.
we'll see what happens.


oh && i've decided.
that mine & justin's memories
aren't going to control me anymore.

we are over.
and when he realizes what he's lost.
it'll be his fault. and not mine.
and i won't wait around for him.
and i won't go running back.
no. i just won't. no matter what.