Aaron Massey
Relationship Status
Single
Highschool
Siegel High
College
TN Tech
Interests
Music, Baseball, Video Games
Favorite Music
Blink 182, Angels and Airwaves, 311, Plus 44, Taking BAck Sunday, Yellowcard, Rancid, Rage Against the Machine, Clash, Three Days Grace, Brand New, Relient K, Gorillaz, Transplants, Box Car Racer, Keane, Fall Out Boy, Motion City Soundtrack, Green Day, System of a Down, Jars of Clay, Switchfoot, Beatles, Sum 41, Dashboard Confessional, Third Eye Blind, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Pink Floyd, The Flaming Lips, Mae, Thrice, Sex Pistols, Breaking Benjamin, Adam Searan, Panic! at the Disco, Finding Steve Cunningham, The Roosevelts, Ramones
Favorite Movies
Big Fish, Edward Scissorhands, Requiem for a Dream, Forrest Gump, Spider-man, Saving Private Ryan, Corpse Bride, Nightmare Before Christmas, Minority Report, Pink Floyd's The Wall, That Thing You Do, Dumb and Dumber, Ace Ventura, Happy Gilmore, Office Space, Napoleon Dynamite, American Beauty, Harold and Kumar go to White Castle, Cast Away, Wedding Crashers, Dodgeball, Major League, Bull Durham, War of the Worlds, We Were Soldiers, Dead Poets Society, Jack, Momento, Star Wars, Lord of the Rings, Harry Potter, Band of Brothers, Lost in Translation, Groundhog Day, What About Bob?, The Last Samurai, Waiting, Signs, Batman Begins, Mission: Impossible, James Bond, Anchorman
Other Websites
http://www.xanga.com/oosnake45
"Inspiration to the Souls Found Lost"
April 07 2006
I'll look back to see your face
And say I remember when all was lost
When we both sat in that horrid place
To say life just sucks
Lets just run away
Lets escape it all
and then there we'll stay
But no we fought on through the epic war
And made it through, and we're there no more
So lift with me this toast to life
And live with me, let's say we'll try
No, I can dream
If you can dream
And I can say
What you can say
And I can feel
What you can feel
But only life can prove
That love is real
It seems today is just day one
And I can see your smiling face
And still I remember when all was lost
But we left that horrid place
Where dreams are lost
And hope is gone
Where all is said
And then never done
But we opened up our eyes to finally see
There's someone there to go through with me
Someone there who's not afraid to fight
Someone to hold you close all through the night
No, I can dream
If you can dream
And I can say
What you can say
And I can feel
What you can feel
But only life can prove
That love is real
Untitled
April 06 2006
And while you're gone I'll sit and wait
And worry all the time
Though you may not be mine
I care for your soul
My friend, my love
My breath, my life
Just know that I care about you
Untitled
April 03 2006
That you've heard many times before
I feel it, and I fear it's drawing near
The day you shall be near me no more.
I just pray before then you realize my thoughts
You truly understand what goes through my mind
And how I think of you all the time,
With a love that's of the most special kind
A kind you might never be able to find again.....
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Well I must have passed this spot
A thousand times
The carpet stares, grown thin
I guess when someone's in love
They can make a profession
Out of thinking about that special someone.
I can't help but feel you'll never understand
I can't help but think I'll be like this forever
Not to say my heart be wasted
But not ever able to love someone else
Only God knows what you mean to me....
Untitled
March 31 2006
One last taste of what life brings
I'm so sick of always feeling like this
I'm breaking off from all my chains
I can't stand this silence ringing
I can't wait for it all to leave
I'm just contemplating what to do
You don't understand all that you mean
I'm thinking up all excuses
While covering all my bruises
I'm trying to see you here with me
Though I feel all I have is me
And I guess I'll make the most of it
Yeah I guess I'll make the most of it
Now...
The Mission
March 29 2006
Cool and moist on a Tuesday night....
It was One in the morning
When suddenly, I had the urge felt to go...
I found myself standing beneath
Your window....
Standing with pebble in hand
Ready with the next one to throw...
Though found you were not coming
The thrill wasn't over
But away to home I had flown....
But not before, left evidence
A note beneath the angel block
Left of the door,
It'll be known......
I love you...
Untitled
March 27 2006
In the corner,
You don't see me cry
Before I sleep....
No one sees me grab the floor,
Crying in agony
Before I weep...
Oh these tears fall all the time
And you don't know...
You can hear it in my voice,
I'm prepared to go...
Upon that hill, I swear I'll finally see
That all the peace was in the valley
While I sat alone, amongst the shadows
Of the forest..
Untitled
March 25 2006
I see your face when I'm pained
I see your smile when I'm weak
I pray that you're right here with me
When it comes time to wake
So life will be dreams once again
"The Thing's You Know, But I never get to say"
March 23 2006
There's the strangest feeling, it grew up from the ground
It grew to my heart, and from there spread all around
And now I feel that I'm panting, and I'm wanting to say
These words from my heart, if I can just find a way
To fight it off... This deep feeling of doubt
And start it off... Even if I have to shout..
Just as long as you know it, this feeling I have
I'm wanting to share it, and give you your half
Of my heart.... Of my soul
You can always hold it
Yes, you can always know...
Just hold tight.... don't let go....
I'll love you forever,
Yes, It's the one thing I know...
Untitled
March 20 2006
photo from oosnake45
Take the time to examine yourself...
look in your own eyes...
Are you dead, or grown up?..
Are you truth or all lies?..
Do you live what you say?..
Do you give or you take?..
Do you hide away in darkness...
Or do you stand up for the days?..
Do you cry yourself to sleep?..
Or laugh away your sorrows?..
Do your wounds hide deep?...
Or lie in sight to be seen?..
We should live what we say,
We should shout and proclaim,
What we all know is right..
Though none feel the same...
We should share all our worth..
We should share all our souls...
We should hide behind nothing...
And fill our hearts' holes...
Take time to examine,
what you think is the truth...
Cause we all confuse judgment,
while young and in youth...But it won't be an excuse for
Our lives when we stand....
In front of our Savior,
When we lie in his hand...
He'll guide us through darkness,
If we give him our faith...
But until that time he watches...
Just lying in wait...
We should live what we say,
We should shout and proclaim,
What we all know is right..
Though none feel the same...
We should share all our worth..
We should share all our souls...
We should hide behind nothing...
And fill our hearts' holes...
You're my Fortune
March 14 2006
Where my thoughts are all I've got
These feelings in my heart
Lead me back and forth, and not
This situation doesn't change
With every pace I take
It's something I can't let go
And something I can't make
Dear friend I hope you know
That I don't pretend
These feelings I have are real
And don't plan to end
You're like a fortune from a cookie
I just decided to keep
Something I hold dear because
You mean something deep
To my heart...
All I Have
March 10 2006
photo from oosnake45
Swinging from these rooftops,
There's but one thought on my mind,
I swear that I could never find
The courage deep inside
No, all my web is spitting dry
And my tears are fallin' out
There's but one hope that I have, but
Even it's been filled with doubt
No, maybe you're not the girl next door
But you're the one that's in my heart
Yes you - You are, My one dream girl
You're the reason I fall apart
Swinging from these rooftops
You're all I seem to know
Another desperate situation
Where I refuse to just let go,
Now my head is spinning round,
Though I never seem to lose my faith,
And with heart that sits as full as mine,
I'd say this love of mine is fate
No, maybe you're not the girl next door
But you're the one that's in my heart
Yes you - You are, My one dream girl
You're the reason I fall apart
I'd spin a web for you, my friend
Just to catch you
When you're down....
You always set my spirits free
Even when I
Wear a frown....
You always seem to make me better
though at night, I sit and cry.....
You always seem to get the best of me
But I don't wanna say goodbye...
No I don't want to say goodbye..
(You're all I have inside)
No I don't want to say goodbye..
(You're all I have inside)
No, maybe you're not the girl next door
But you're the one that's in my heart
Yes you - you are, My one dream girl
You're the reason I fall apart
free write!
March 08 2006
i watched you venture
the pass looked so tempting
standing tall, above waters
standing still, and there glistening
but little did i know
you'd reach the middle then jump
i stood and watched helpless
and my throat grew a lump
i wish God gave me wings
to catch you....
words from a broken boy
March 05 2006
I'm just a boy,
that's used as a toy
as something you beat up
something you chew up, spit out
and then forget all about
when you decide to grow up....
it's screwed up
i hate it
how i never seem
to get inside of a dream
i always tend to wake up
just when life gets good
6 question quiz on how well you know me... check it!
March 03 2006
Hey guys, got this quiz made for you. It's only 6 questions... nothing fancy. just stop bye and take it. see ya!
The Mask
March 02 2006
Your attitude reaks of an unshown problem,
One minute you're smiling, the next
"Leave me alone"
All I wanted to say was
"I noticed was you watching your shadow"
You laugh with the others but talk softly with me,
You once smiled when I rolled over to say hi,
Now I'm left with a sigh, a face that says
I'm ignoring you, friend
Go away..
I once recorded something
You were going to miss
You drove over and picked it up
I once could call you and talk about anything
Now I'm left with a dial tone
Dear friend
What hides behind that face of yours?
I swear I mean no harm
I wouldn't have run over in a spidey costume
For just anyone
I would not have burnt a cd
Of Jap-Pop videos for a monkey
Or for myself, but I did for you
You, who once laughed along with me
My friend
30 secs of rap
February 23 2006
this is just another day
you'll want to live to die
cuz you can't get rid of
all that lies in your mind
you wanna be free
but we're holdin' you down
you're eatin' your dreams
holdin' your head to the ground
keep eating and consuming
all that the world holds out
the hand that feeds
is really feeding your doubt
believe in your mind
and think for yourself
and don't worry about
the world you've been dealt
I had a dream last night (A Break from the Norm)
February 19 2006
The Book of Life
February 15 2006
What place is this?
Swear I've seen it before
Somewhere inbetween
Life and death
The bright light
I swear, consumes me
Just like I had never
Been at fault
If this is peace
What is Heaven?
I never wanna
Go back home
Keep me here
For now and ever
Never send me back
To that hell
What life is this now
The life I lead
I swear what is
This book of Life?
I claim, my life
Will never be the same
Nothing close to
What I was before
If this is peace
What is Heaven?
I never wanna
Go back home
Keep me here
For now and ever
Never send me back
To that hell
I've been here before
Somewhere between life and death
And this time
I'd love to stay
The First Step
February 08 2006
i could never imagine life spent sane
nor could i hope for a life of love
i can only walk in place
following all in front
could i please find peace?
in a world that doesn't care about the
Lives of anyone but themselves
I can only stare at space
Is there Someone higher,
Who will send us peace?
Come on, Come on
Everyone join up
We're taking steps towards
A Life, held up
We're making way
To a life worth living
Free from suffering,
And one that will
Never end...
I never thought I'd find me here
driven by hope for something
is it really there,
true, and does exist?
can my wrongs be erased?
i had this dream where I finally smiled
all was gone, but only for a while..
but even so, can i dream again?
won't you come,
please hold my hand?
Come on, Come on
Everyone join up
We're taking steps towards
A Life, held up
We're making way
To a life worth living
Free from suffering,
And one that will
Never end...
With You, (With You)
And only you,
I will never end, (never end)
Though I'll never really
Understand
You're were for me always....
A Day in the Life
February 05 2006
I lay here, and wonder
Why even get up?
All my life's dreams are gone
Goodbye..
Another step should be
My very end
I hope you'll save me from
The pain of life...
I wanna know
Where will this go
This day
In a life like mine?
I just wanna see, my face again
And feel I haven't
Waste-ed
All my time........
(chorus)
Another day..
A-gain...
I need you now,
I need a friend....
Another day.. here
A-gain...
I need you now,
I need a friend....
(instrumental)
If I were To die
Here today,
I couldn't go to hell!?
No chance! No way!
I've always been the
Nicest guy I know,
I hold doors and say "Friend..
Don't Let Go.."
I'm so scared,
This life I hate,
I'm lost and I feel
So alone....
I just want to hold time
In my hand
Hold it close
And not let go...
(chorus)
Another day..
A-gain...
I need you now,
I need a friend
Another day..here
A-gain...
I need you now,
I need a friend....
(bridge)
Hold me close (another day..)
Hold me near (a-gain...)
I'm so alone (i need you now,)
This life, I fear (i need a friend)
Hold me close (another day..)
Hold me near (a-gain...)
I'm so alone (i need you now,)
This life, I fear (i need a friend)
(all echoish)
(instrumental fade)
Hold me close
Hold me near
I'm so alone
This life I fear
Another day,
In this life again...
I need someone,
I need a friend...
Untitled
February 02 2006
I stared out, upon a dark sunset
The light I saw, but with deep regret
As I watched it fade away
And with the disappearance
Left my smile for the day
And so I turned and slumped off
What happiness is there with no light in the world?
When all you had is stripped in the dark?
I swear it, you'd once felt something
Even if so slight.......
And I prayed and I focused
We smiled and we laughed
Perhaps it was my fault
And we weren't built to last....
but all I ever said was I love you
The Buttonbaums
February 01 2006
it's a damned of a lie,
and a dull one at that,
to say that Misses Buttonbaum
Died because of her cat...
why it's plain to see,
Just who caused such a horror,
Twas' her husband, Sidmund,
Who made the decision to floor her..
For you could see him,
Strolling the garden he helped to grow,
but long now he's trotted, and
He's traveled so slow
Only a fool could ignore,
The aura of his eyes glow,
And act like the "trouble"
Was nothing possible to know...
I say it again,
I've seen it coming,
At pace of a marching boy
Who's stands in front drumming
Slowly, slowyly
I watched it approach
Did I say anything,
No no, not this lonesome roach
For I never seek interest
I stay locked inside my room
But I laugh at the thought
of someone's own gruesome doom
Like a school boy for a girl
I idolized the Buttonbaum event
Watching daily for even the slightest
Of the Mister's attempt to "vent"
Nawing at my mind
Like a cat for a yarn ball
I could not help but let myself
Scratch the happenings in my wall
Though now I can not satisfy
the inkling of an itch
I feel that no nails
is but a price, or a stitch
it will not keep me
from seeing this show
no no no, this is an event
perhaps that only I will know!
Oh here it came,
The fist with the knife
Mr. Buttonbaum swang
And then murdered his wife!
The blood rain like
God's forty day flood
Then grew hard, to chips
of solid, crimson mud
Oh and then came his,
He took his own time,
Minute by minute,
He let the rope climb
Oh and his was much worse
Just like his wife
For he hung himself high,
There ends his life
Hanging from a fan
Above the remains
Of where our story
Started out sane
But little did you know
Just what would unfold
Amongst the lines
Of this story I've told
I sincerely hope
You have a great, fine day
Please don't become
another story for me to say...
Or maybe you should....
Girl on the Bridge
January 31 2006
Nameless girl,
Lit up on a bridge, Lost her mind,
and then fell off,
If only an answer
had sooner been found, perhaps then
She would've walked
But instead her doom was sealed
On the day that she was born
Where the idea to ignore her came to rest,
An ideal now long since worn...
If only someone had cared enough
Just to ask, "What's wrong?"
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Another day in my world
The darkness is thickening
All of these headstones
Seem to be creeping in on me
Let me know that all
Is not real
Let me know that all
Is okay
This is my place
This is my home
And yet I wish that I'd been found
Somewhere else
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Buhahahaha
January 24 2006
Pizza pie and chili burger
Chicken sandwich with a booger
I could love you but I love butter
I love it all, can I have another?????????????????
What the heck am I on?
i just post poetry : )
January 22 2006
I saw a canvas
it was left blank for so long
it became art, itself
Perhaps the image was me.
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I sing a song that knows no tune
Or popular artist
Or that will gain me fortune
But I sing it
With every chance I get
Because it makes you smile.
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