it feel kinda crappy

once again im at home on a friday night i wanted to go to the show @ sports com so bad but erin said no she was afraid of getting caught cause we wernt gonna tell the rents cause it would be way to difficult to get a yes 

so i sit here drinking a sugar-free green apple jones which hasnt made me feel better

tomorrow i may go to danielles house for a not goin to prom party thing i dont really want to go cause itll be a danielle kael and milly thing and as much as i want to hang out with my FAVORITE couple ever i dont really feell like hanging out with them together.... ever

i want to go grab my ipod and go ride my bike in the dark out to the section where they are doing all the construction and there is a stream behind barbed wire but its broken in a few places and i can get in

its amazaing its like a little piece of something nice preserved on accident iv only been there once but i love it but before i blink going back there wont be possible for it will be covered by just another house i hate all this bulidling i need a good long 3 weeks in minnesota where the population of backus is 311 and the nearest walmart is over and hour away

i think i may go lay in the front yard...... or not.... mosquitoes suck.... quite literally 

o well i still love you and so does Jesus