joy tends to hold you with the fear that it eventually departs.

June 26, 2006i miss this weekend.

because it was pretty great.
and monday's got me down.

the seasons change with indifference.

June 21, 2006t's only the first day of summer.
& i've decided to rearrange & alter my summer mix.
not so much "summer mix: vol. 2" as " summer [re]mix".
some things will stay the same, but much will change.
as in life.

anyways,
i brought in the new season with all things summer-y.
sundresses, lemonade, & frolicking in green fields.
well, not so much frolicking.
but i blew bubbles. that's 10 times better.

[p.s. & the whole "blog it: photos thing" never works for me, so if you want to see the 3 pictures i uploaded you'll have to go to my photos]
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i think i need a new heart.

June 10, 2006i heard that the movie theater hires everybody.
so i applied.
[two weeks later, i haven't heard a word]

apparently, i am nobody.





[it's okay, i'd rather not.]
i would like to live this summer.
i have the rest of my life to work.

oh, joy.

summermix oh!six.

May 28, 2006i had a fun weekend, camping with kellye&nick and kayla.
i swam at the base of a waterfall and played with fire.

but now i'm home, tired and lonely

it's not even technically summer,
but i've made a summer mix.
[after much elimination contemplation,
i managed to fit it on one disc]
and collaged it's cover
[though i know nothing of summer love or kissing in the grass]:

http://www.phusebox.net/users/photos/mids/4074971858bab5782e3e89a9558a6b8fa.jpg

1] "Summer in the City" -The Lovin' Spoonful
2] "Girl" -Beck
3] "Loose Leaves" -Bright Eyes
4] "Crabbuckit"- k-os
5] "Nights Of The Living Dead" -tilly & the wall
6] "Let Me Tell You About My Boat" -Mark Mothersbaugh
7] "a summer wasting" -belle & sebastian
8] "Kissing In The Grass" -Of Montreal
9] "june on the west coast" -Bright Eyes
10]"Photobooth"- Death Cab for Cutie
11]"Summer Lies"- The Magnetic Fields
12]"Up"-The Lucksmiths
13]"Long Distance Drunk"- modest mouse
14]"Summerbaby"- Polaris
15]"my slumbering heart"- Rilo Kiley
16]"Under The Rotunda" -The Lucksmiths
17]"100,000 Fireflies" -The Magnetic Fields
18]"California 2005 (Acoustic Version)"- Phantom Planet
19]"Your Legs Grow"- Nada Surf
20]"The Way That He Sings"- My Morning Jacket
21]"1979"- Smasing Pumpkins

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i'm done with high school forever!

May 16, 2006finally!

"...but i remember counting down the days until the year could be done, so i could scatter all my notebooks on the prep school lawn and disappear again into a summer's bliss of staying out and sleeping in & getting drunk with my friends..."

[from "loose leaves" by bright eyes]

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