i pretty much hate scholarships. like the essay parts, yeah they suck. but i have to get it done cuz i have like no time when i have school. sooo much stuff to do! senior year is about 4 times as busy as all the other three years of high school combined. btw, if anyone knows of a good scholarship please let me know cuz i desperately need some for mississippi state.

on another note, i love the feeling that theres someone i can trust and they can always make me feel better. its wonderful.

school starts back on monday...if only i could have another week. this week ive had work to do everyday. not much of a break if you ask me. but its better than bein at school