k, so it seems like these lyrics seem to apply to my life and me. 

Play for keeps by switchfoot

Do me a favor
Would you sing this to me slow
Cuz I'm thinkin' its my song

Do me a favor
Would you tell me when to let go
Cuz I think I'm holdin' on

Would you do it for me
Would you do it for me
Cuz I'm playin' for keeps

Tell me tommorow has come
With open arms
Open arms
Open arms
If you say it's time to move on
Then I'll stop holdin' on
Holdin' on
If you say that its time for movin' on

(Yeah ....time for movin' on ....yeah)

Do me a favor
Would you tell me which way's up
Cuz I dont know where I fit

Do me a favor
Would you tell me when to stop
Cuz I dont know how to quit

Would you do it for me
Would you do it for me
Cuz I'm playin' for keeps

Tell me tommorow has come
With open arms
Open arms
Open arms
If you say it's time to move on
Then I'll stop holdin' on
Holdin' on
If you say that its time for movin' on
Yeah
Time for movin' on

Do me a favor
Do me a favor
Cuz I'm playin' for ...... keeps

Tell me tommorow has come
With open arms
Open arms
Open arms
If you say it's time to move on
Then I'll stop holdin' on
Holdin' on
If you say that its time 4 movin' on
(if you say)
Yeah, time for movin' on
(if you say)
Yeah, time for movin' on