you never know how much youll miss someone until you have to live with out them.  especially if its someone you care a lot about.  so three weeks shall go by with out them in my life.  i didnt realize how much hed become etched into my life til he told me hed be busy for like 3 weeks.  so during these three weeks i will try to ease him out of my life.  not completly of course but so im not so dependent on him being there.  so today shall begin this process. and tomorrow shall be a brand new day.