I HAVE A SEXY UNICORN CURSOR!!!! AND AN AWSOME BACKGROUND!!!

it changed all my words to italics, tho. that's odd. If you scroll over a link (which are now pink!!!!) it turns all sparkely. YAY!!

 

I can't take much more. Everybody I know is yelling something different at me. All the jumbled up noise makes me want to jump off a cliff. It keeps me up till 1:30 in the morning, so tired, but unable to sleep because I have too much to think, too much to do. Sometimes I would really pay to shut up the voices. To shut up the world. To shut up everyone who wants me to change or do things different, when I'm perfectly happy where I am. Shut up Mom. Shut up teachers. Shut up friends. Go away and never come back. Never hear those voices again. Should I be worried?

A true piece of visual genius

 

Money cant buy you back the love that you had then

Well nothing is going on with me. Exept for the fact that high school has sucked all the joy from my soul. I don't have as much fun with my friends anymore. Actually, I hardly ever have fun, but I try really hard to pretend I do. Sometimes stuff actually is funny, I laugh, but it's not the ROTFL stuff that 8th grade held. Do I really have to indure 4 years of this!? No, I have to endure a lifetime of this. Because last year isn't coming back, and I have to much homework to even attempt to 'live' again.

K, so i got a layout. It's really weird and rather scary, but I love it. Something about the eyes.......it just seems me, witch showes once and for all how strange I am. The words are kinda hard to read. It says:

Open my grave and let the sun shine in.

I am just a lost soul.

Help me to grow, show me the way to your heart.

Oh, can’t you see I’m dying.

I’ve got  no reason to be proud, drink the water around me before I drown.

 

 

Ok, so i officaly love transition to high school cause when we finish our work we can do whatever we want!!!! So I'm here with you kids!!!!!!! Idk what to say. I havent been here 4 so long, there is too much life to catch up with!!!! I started writing in a journal again, i didnt realize until right now that it was my replacement for phusebox. Weird. So now i haf to figure out how to get a layout. i guess ill go have fun with that.

Its been 2 long! my internet is down so im on here first time in at least a month. Im at school and if i get caught on here im in so much trouble but i dont care. i miss phusebox so much. it really is sad. im having withdraw symptoms. i better go b4 i get suspended. i love yall so much.

 

 

 Switzerland

 

Part of a song. I really need to apply this to my life. Don't we all.

 

 

Don't blink, just like that

Your 6 years old and you take a nap

And you wake up and your 25

And your high school sweetheart becomes your wife

Don't blink

You just might miss your babys growin, like mine did

Turning into moms and dads, next thing you know, your better half

Of 50 years is there in bed

Your prayin God takes you instead

Trust me friend, 100 years

Goes faster than you think

Don't blink

Why are fire trucks red?

Fire trucks have 4 wheels and 8 men.

8+4=12

There are 12 inches on a rular.

Queen Elizabeth the 2nd was a rular.

The Queen Elizabeth 2 is one of the largest ships in the sea.

Seas have fish.

Fish have fins.

The Finns fought the Russians,

Russians are also known as Reds.

Fire trucks are always rushin'.

Therefore, they are red.

 

 

 

 

OMG OMG!!!!!! IM GOING TO NEW YORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THIS SPRING!!!!!!!!!

 

 

 

NEW YORK!!!

Some awsome advice from Mexico!!!!

 

 

 

Drink nothing without seeing it; sign nothing without reading it.

Spanish Proverb

 

Our friend Zack from The Car Wash bothering people at the Disney store.

A video by my new best friend.......Zack Scott. It is so hilarious!!! 

One for today and one for yesterday.

 

 

 

 

RUMOR, n. A favorite weapon of the assassins of character.

Ambrose Bierce , The Devil's Dictionary

 

 

 

 

"Big ol', flat-headed, ugly catfish. Catfish are so ugly."

 

 My Dad

OMGosh. This made my day, I laughed till i cried. LOL

I've never known any trouble that an hour's reading didn't assuage.

Charles De Secondat

 

 

This one is for book nerds like me.

 

 

 

AWOOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm starting a daily quote thing.

 

He that climbs the tall tree has won right to the fruit.

Sir Walter Scott

Moses was stupid. He wondered in the wilderness for 10 forevers, and all that time God blessed him and stuff. How did he repay God? He thwacked His rock. That's right. God says: Talk to this rock. Do not thwack it. But instead Moses walks up and thwacks it. So God killed him. I mean really, how stupid is Moses? God says "Do not thwack rock" and what did he do? He thwacked the rock!!!!! Is it really so tempting? Is it really that hard to resist thwacking a perfectly thwackable rock? Aparently it was for Moses. And what happened to him? God struck him dead. This teaches us many things. 1) If your walking down a sunny lane on a windy Thursday after having a nice chat with God about rock thwacking, and all of a sudden a rock says to you "Don't thwack me" DO NOT THWACK IT!!!! 2) Follow the rules. If you don't break the rules, God won't kill you. Moses broke the rules, so he had to die. 3) PUT ON SOME PANTS!!!!!!

 

 

Waaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!! This is a new Carrie Underwood song and i LOVE it, OMGosh. Here are the lyrics:

 

 

What you got if you aint got love?
The kind that you just wanna give away
It's okay to open up
Go ahead and let the light shine through
I know it's hard on a rainy day
You wanna shut the world out
And just be left alone
Don't run out on your dreams

Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing
Is just a grain of sand
What you've been out there searching for forever,
Is in your hands
When you figure out love is all that matters, after all
It sure makes everything else
Seem so small

So easy to get lost inside
A problem that seems so big, at the time
It's like a river that's so wide
And swallows you whole
While you sittin round thinking about what you can't change
And worryin' about all the wrong things
Time's flying by, moving so fast
Better make it count, cause you can't get it back

Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing
Is just a grain of sand
What you've been out there searchin for forever
Is in your hands
Oh, When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
Seem so small


Sometimes that mountain you've been climbing
Is just a grain of sand
What you've been out there searchin for forever
Is in your hands
Oh, When you figure out love is all that matters after all
It sure makes everything else
Oh it sure makes eveyrthing else
Seem so small

 

 

 

 

 

I. Hate. Homework.

 

Alot. it is so gay!!!!! i can't do anything because of homework!!!!!! Ug!!!!

i hope i don't get alot on wensday. between drama and church, i just won't get it done. My teachers are gonna have to get over it. They always say "Get involved in school" but then they give us so much homework that we don't have time!!!!!!!! Gah!!

 

ok, rant over. besides the fact that i have enough homework to fill two semis, i had a good day. Exept Carmen left school so i didn't have anybody to talk to outside @ car riders. I had to stand in the hot all alone Carmen, so i hope you feel good about yourself. But, really, i do hope your wrist gets better cause YOU HAVE TO COME TO SCHOOL TOMORROW!!!! the doctor better fix your stupid wrist because i will not roam the halls in the morning alone looking like an idiot!!! i never get to see you anyway and it just makes it worse when you don't even come to school. so mug. But, really, 100% serious, i hope it's not broken or anything cause that would hurt......ya.

 

Ya.

I got my hair chemicaly straightened and cut. It's sholder-length.......and straight. Really straight. Not a wave to be seen. They burnt my face with the chemicals. It made my hair smell really bad. I can't wash it for 48 hrs. I love it. 

I'm feeling bright and beautiful today........and no longer confuzed. So, yay!!! Everybody have a happy, sunshiny day!!!!!

 

 

My brain is too scattered to even come up with a title for this entry, so be creative. This has been an eventful friday. I recived some interesting news today. i found out that my math teacher is the spawn of Satan and loves to give weekend homework. I bet your math teacher isn't related to the Devil. HA!! I got more interesting news after that. I found out that two of my close friends have A:Sold there souls or B: Attended an Ivy Leauge lieing school. And then i found out even more interesting news, which has left me..............conbufluzed. It was an interesting day. 

 

By the way, im getting a perm. It's gonna look so 80's but i don't care.

I finish the book. I'm oddly void of emotion. I want to talk to someone. I want to scream(or type in all caps.) But i won't. I won't say anything exept that it was an overall disappointment for me. Worse than New Moon in some ways. To quote Shakespeare:"I am amazed, and know not what to say." The quote at the begining of the book is nice. "Fire and Ice" by Robert Frost. A little too appropriate.

 

Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice.

My first thought upon reading this was: "It dosn't matter if it's fire or ice that does the job, the world is still destroyed."