Purer than snow
Whiter than a dove
It fades like the morning sun
Innocence lost.

            - Me

I think I've finally realize what this year is about...

      Its not about grades
      Its not about clubs
      Its not about college
      Its not about scholarships

Its about determination, its about experiences, its about perseverance,  
              Its about friends. 
         
  

HARRY POTTER this weekend!! I can't WAIT.. On saturday... after ROCKY HORROR!!! Heck yes. Busy weekend.

I think there comes a time in everyone's life when they are just content. I am content. I love my friends, my life is going somewhat smoothly, and I couldn't really ask for more.....

And then you mess it up....

I messed it up

Friday night was SO much FREAKIN FUN! The Play went great, and I hung out with Emily.

Saturday was GREAT! Hung out with Emily, had a blast doing random and pointless things.... *here comes the point where I mess it up*

The Cast party... I am just not a "party" person... large groups sincerely scare me... and I got pissed off for some odd reason and took it out on Emily. Poor thing- even though what I said was completely true, I said it completely wrong and without a cool head.   UGH UGH UGH... then there was that awkward- I know your mad but we are both going to pretend everything is OK!!

Yikes.

I love her, she's my best friend. I hope she knows that. And we both need to work on our ISSUES/PROBLEMS together.