I think there comes a time in everyone's life when they are just content. I am content. I love my friends, my life is going somewhat smoothly, and I couldn't really ask for more.....

And then you mess it up....

I messed it up

Friday night was SO much FREAKIN FUN! The Play went great, and I hung out with Emily.

Saturday was GREAT! Hung out with Emily, had a blast doing random and pointless things.... *here comes the point where I mess it up*

The Cast party... I am just not a "party" person... large groups sincerely scare me... and I got pissed off for some odd reason and took it out on Emily. Poor thing- even though what I said was completely true, I said it completely wrong and without a cool head.   UGH UGH UGH... then there was that awkward- I know your mad but we are both going to pretend everything is OK!!

Yikes.

I love her, she's my best friend. I hope she knows that. And we both need to work on our ISSUES/PROBLEMS together.