MAN does it feel good to FINALLY be happy from the inside?!
i mean true joy that ONLY God can give you?!
i'm experiencing that right now & this is probably the BEST i've ever felt...

i know its hard.. i mean gosh it took me 15 years hah... but if you trully, really, whole-heartedly with everything you have give your life to God.. HE WILL DO AMAZING THINGS! & i'd known that all my life... i just never believed it... & then... all of a sudden things just fell into place & here i am! following God & putting ALLLL my faith into Him... because if he doesn't know what He's doing.. then none of us do... so i think i'm letting God take control of my life for once

& i never really understood the definition of faith & until you trully understand something you can never really put it into practice. but a couple months ago someone gave me this definition of faith & its probably the BEST definition ive ever heard--

FAITH--putting trust into something that you have no idea how the end will turn out

& thats basically what you do when you give your life to God... i mean i have NOOOO clue how my life or what i'm going through right now is going to turn out... but no way am i concerned with that! i'm not worrying, stressing, or upset about any of it! like i said,God's going to handle it & do an amazing job!

well.. i just thought i'd share with you my new found joy.. even though its not new found.. its been there for about.. 2 years... it just took a little break... but its definitely back now!

"I won't worry my life away."