Michael Cavopol
Social
Relationship Status
Single
Highschool
Homeschool
College
MTSU
Interests
God, Computers, Games(xbox), modding, music, friends, cars (300ZX Twin Turbo), HTML, C++, Computer Science, college, work(Computer Renaissance).
Favorite Music
Rammstein, Silvertide, Nickleback, 10 Years, Audioslave, Alter Bridge, En Medias Res, Breaking Benjamin, Celldweller, Coldplay, Creed, Crossfade, The Crystal Method, Default, Disturbed, Godsmack, H.I.M., Hinder, Infected Mushroom, Institute, Linkin Park, Muse, POD, Papa Roach, Rage Against the Machine, Paul Oakenfold, Rob Zombie, Switchfoot, Thousand Foot Krutch, Thrice, Trapt, Staind, The Used, Roadrunner United, Weezer
Favorite Movies
Starwars Sextology, Blade Trilogy, Pitch Black, The Village, Signs, The Sixth Sence, Unbreakable, Man On Fire, Black Hawk Down, Remember the Titans, Serenity, The Last Samuri, The Fast and the Furious
Favorite Books
Too many to list LOTR is the best though
balance
January 23 2006
So I'm in on the phone last night with a friend, and I realize something. Life inherently sucks. I'm not trying to sound depressed of anything but life's a bitch, and the only way that were going to find any happieness is to not let it get is down. I'm sick of being the infinitly nice person who never dislikes anyone, but inside I'm torn between letting people know that they're being asses, and need to change, or just doing what I always do, and act like im OK with everything.
There is not universal equality in the way that we think of fairness. You love someone, and they may be indiffrent to it, go out with someone else that is a totaly superficial self centered ass, and then come back to you when they realize that their not happy. On the other hand, because you are absorbed in said person that you will never have a chance with (logically speaking), than all the other people that want to go out with you are screwed. Soo out of this we get a whole bunch of unhappy people, and only one happy one......the self centered drama queen that has the personality of a paperclip.
Yea...not cool if ya ask me.
Now this all sounded very ego centric, and homo-superior...so let me finish with this justification.
Happieness cannot be gained in anyway from earthly things. You need to find joy in loving somone, even if they cant be with you. You need to find a higher purpose than just getting a really cool car, and a pretty girlfriend. People we need to stop being so effin shallow, wake up and smell the reality.
</end rant>
P.S. I still want a 3000 GT..............summer job here I come.
There is not universal equality in the way that we think of fairness. You love someone, and they may be indiffrent to it, go out with someone else that is a totaly superficial self centered ass, and then come back to you when they realize that their not happy. On the other hand, because you are absorbed in said person that you will never have a chance with (logically speaking), than all the other people that want to go out with you are screwed. Soo out of this we get a whole bunch of unhappy people, and only one happy one......the self centered drama queen that has the personality of a paperclip.
Yea...not cool if ya ask me.
Now this all sounded very ego centric, and homo-superior...so let me finish with this justification.
Happieness cannot be gained in anyway from earthly things. You need to find joy in loving somone, even if they cant be with you. You need to find a higher purpose than just getting a really cool car, and a pretty girlfriend. People we need to stop being so effin shallow, wake up and smell the reality.
</end rant>
P.S. I still want a 3000 GT..............summer job here I come.
