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I'm supa bored....

February 27 2006

well, i'm like totally bored...i'm in my boring technology (E.A.S.T.) class... and i decided to write a blog...


well, school's been such a drag lately. A lot of my friends are mad at eachother, and everything seems to be going wrong. I guess it's just another big "rut" that I'm stuck in...


(cuz i've been housing all this doubt and insecurity...and I've been locked inside that house, while you hold the key, and i've been dying to get out...that might be the death of me, and even though there's no way of knowing where to go, i guess i'm going cuz, I-I gotta get out of here..cuz i'm stuck inside this rut that i fell into by mistake..and I-I gotta get out of here..and i'm begging you...i'm begging you...i'm begging you to BE MY ESCAPE!!!!-be my escape by Relient K)


You see, one of my greatest friends was getting irritated of my other guy friends because he kept following her around...and yeah. so, she decided to hang out with a different group of friends for a little while, just to get some space...and then, my guy friend was really offended cuz yea...anyways, so, i played "PEACEMAKER" and was the "messenger" between them...(bad move)...and just to cut this story short, now we're all mad at eachother, all because of gossip and misunderstanding, and miscommunication and just plain out-bad choices!!! i knoe...it sucks.


And, one of my other really good friends, who was just recently saved, thank you Jesus, just got a boyfriend! AHHH. and i don't think he's that good for her, but it's not my choice, it's her's. but anyways, i haven't got a chance to talk to her about the whole "true love waits" situation. I really need to talk to her about that. I don't want to see her get hurt the way I did---giving your heart to someone who isn't "the one" and getting your heart broken really bad. for those of you who've experienced that, you knoe what i'm talking about. yea...it hurts.


but, you knoe what? You'll always have God by ur side...just trust Him!!! :-)



luv ya'll always,


meg

Sky Sailor

March 02 2006
sorry.. i didn't mean to make you feel that bad.. this is war between him and me .. really don't care.. anymore..