mmk... so this situation NEVER happens to me....

i seriously feel like im stuck between a rock and a hard place... and whats killing me even more is that its still all uncertain... thats one thing i hate more than anything.. uncertainty...

 i hate feeling like im leading someone on... like really thats the worst feeling in the world... but i just dont know what to do... 

i dont think i can choose at this point...

this is going to take some intense thinking... and hope when all i have is doubt....

to the nights of uneasy thinking...

and the days of worry hearts...

<emily>