my family is falling apart...

today my mom called me at 5pm almost in tears... my uncle was checked into the ICU today, he seems to be doing better at the current moment but his lungs are full of fluid and they arent working properly so his brain and heart arent getting the amount of oxygen that they need....

to make it worse my dad left to go to canada today for work... i talked to him a few hours ago and hes optimistic... but i could kinda tell that it was just a front... its hard to see someone that close to you hurting, and then not being able to be there with them...

my grandparents (his parents) are with him and my other uncle are there and of course his kids and wife... so he has tons of ppl with him... but my dad said that it also has been freaking him out...

i can kinda understand.. i mean you get put into the icu and next thing you know your brother from chicago has jumped on a plane and in hours is in the hospital room with you... it kinda freaks you out thinking things could be worse.. 

i know my uncle just wanted to be supportive... so its not bad... its just the last thing we need is him to give up....

i just hope and pray that he will make it through this again...

i wish sometimes that i didnt have school so i could just be there... i hate not knowing... but there really isnt anything i can do...

till next time...

"I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven"

peace and love and fast healing....