так возможно я сделал ошибку. я только думаю, что он не должен ждать на мне, когда я не думаю, что я чувствую тот же самый путь. я был неправильно?

THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH PHUSEBOX. MY EMAIL IS BEING RETARDED AND WON'T LET ME SEND IT TO IT SO I HAVE TO SAVE IT TO PHUSEBOX. TOMORROW I WILL DELETE. JUST THOUGHT THAT I WOULD SAVE EVERYONE THE MONDO WASTE OF TIME IT WOULD HAVE BEEN IF U HAD READ IT.

31% of the female workers claimed to have been harassed at work

7% of the male workers claimed to have been harassed at work

62% of targets took no action

100% of women claimed the harasser was a man

59% of men claimed the harasser was a woman

41% of men claimed the harasser was another man

A woman by the name of Ruth Simpson said that she brought up charges of sexual harassment against her boss because of the way he treated her. Her boss, she claims, would yell at her just to see if he could get a reaction and would continue to yell at her until he got one, then he started to get physical by grabbing her arm and then finally one day he shook her very hard. Her boss said that she was a no good, lazy slob. He does admit to grabbing her arm but said that he apologized immediately.

Now, sexual harassment is not limited to just females. Males are also sexually harassed. The difference is that nobody takes them that seriously. After all, men are supposed to be big, bad and tough. They are supposed to stick up for themselves. Men don’t want to any one to know if they’ve been sexually harassed because in a way its like they are losing a part of their masculinity. Take the case of Tony Hazelton. He was sexually harassed when he went to his teacher for help in one of his classes. The teacher told him that he knew what he had to do if he wanted a good grade. Tony immediately got up and left. When he came and got his grade later it was an f. The school took action and removed the teacher from the campus.

Unfortunately, it is getting a little difficult to tell which cases are true and which cases are for revenge. Many a case has been brought up just to get back at a boyfriend who broke up with them or a teacher who gave them a failing grade. One such case was a student asked a former teacher for a ride home. He agreed and on the way to her house she invited him to come in and share a drink and do other things. He declined and pulled over at a gas station and called her a taxi. Because she was mad about the rejection she cried harassment and charges were brought against him. Another person went to their boss, wearing a wire tap, and started to talk and describe sexual things that she would like to do with him. He agreed and afterwards she brought up charges of sexual harassment and sexual assault. The tape she had been wearing was brought out and listened to. There was only a slight change, all of the provoking things that she had said were erased so it sounded like he had indeed harassed her. Luckily these things were found to be trumped up so the case was thrown out. Unfortunately, it often causes career ruins for the people whom have been charged with it.

Sexual harassment is not just limited to adults. It also happens to children of all ages.

However, some people will get ridiculous. A six year old was suspended from school because he kissed another child on the cheek. They made a bigger deal over that then over little LaShanda. She was continually harassed by a fellow school mate and brought it to the attention of many people all of whom ignored her. “LaShonda reported him to a gym teacher, another classroom teacher, and suffered his advances in the presence of still another teacher. When LaShonda and a group of friends tried to bring her case to the attention of the school principal, she was sent away with instructions that she would be contacted if anyone felt the need to talk with her. Despite follow up calls to school administrators from her mother, nothing was done to protect LaShonda until GF was prosecuted by local authorities for sexual battery, to which he pleaded guilty and of which he was convicted. Meanwhile, LaShonda suffered severe emotional distress, which lead her to threaten suicide and caused a marked fall of in her grades”

This just cries out that our system is screwed up. But anyways, lets get back on track shall we.

There are support groups for people whom have been sexually harassed. SACC ( sexual assault crisis center) is the most popular one. You meet with others who have been sexually assaulted and help to overcome the pain and trauma.

Troy:
We’re soarin’, flyin’
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach

Gabriella:
If we’re trying
So we’re breaking free

Troy:
You know the world can see us
In a way that’s different than who we are

Gabriella:
Creating space between us
‘Til we’re separate hearts

Both:
But your faith it gives me strength
Strength to believe

Chorus #1
Troy:
We’re breakin’ free
Gabriella:
We’re soarin’
Troy:
Flyin’
Both:
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
Troy:
If we’re trying
Both:
Yeah, we’re breaking free
Troy:
Oh, we’re breakin’ free
Gabriella:
Ohhhh
Troy:
Can you feel it building
Like a wave the ocean just can’t control
Gabriella:
Connected by a feeling
Ohhh, in our very souls
Both:
Rising ‘til it lifts us up
So every one can see

Chorus #2
Troy: We’re breakin’ free
Gabriella: We’re soarin’
Troy: Flyin’
Both:
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
Troy:
If we’re trying
Yeah we’re breaking free
Gabriella:
Ohhhh runnin’
Troy:
Climbin’
To get to that place
Both:
To be all that we can be
Troy:
Now’s the time
Both:
So we’re breaking free
Troy:
We’re breaking free
Gabriella:
Ohhh , yeah

Troy:
More than hope
More than faith
Gabriella:
This is true
This is fate
And together

Both:
We see it comin’
Troy:
More than you
More than me

Gabriella:
Not a want, but a need
Both:
Both of us breakin’ free

Chorus #3
Gabriella: Soarin’
Troy: Flyin’
Both:
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
If we’re trying
Troy: Yeah we’re breaking free
Gabriella:
Breaking free
Were runnin’
Troy:
Ohhhh, climbin’
Both:
To get to the place
To be all that we can be
Now’s the time
Troy: Now’s the time
Gabriella: So we’re breaking free
Troy: Ohhh, we’re breaking free
Gabriella: Ohhhh

Both:
You know the world can see us
In a way that’s different than who we are

i can't wait to see the Eragon movie. it is supposed to come out in december. i loved eragon and eldest and i can't wait for the third book to come out.

кого я люблю? я имею чувства для рьян, но он возвращается ашлей, и Бен любит меня, но я не знаю, люблю ли я его.

Tim Burton Rules!!!!!!

i feel like i am waiting for a sign of something to end my problems. amber and i are going to go to hastings and talk over a lot of things. knowing her, i'll have half of my problems solved by the end of the day.

life kinda sucks doesn't it? i am facing demons that i thought i had gotten rid of a long time ago. i just want to scream or run and cry, but i can't. weakness is what ends up getting exploited in a person and i shan't let that happen to me again.

When I was just a little girl
My mama used to tuck me into bed
And she read me a story
It always was about a princess in distress
And how a guy would save her
And end up with the glory

I'd lie awake  and think about
the person that i wanted to be
Then one day i realized
a fairy tale life wasn't for me
Chorus:
I dont wanna be like Cinderella
Sitting in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody to come and set me free
I dont wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
on a horse of white
and we're riding side by side
don't wanna be no one (no one else)
i'd rather rescue myself

Someday I'm gonna find someone
Who wants my soul, heart, and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand
I'm happy just the way I am
Don't need nobody taking care of me

I will be there for him just as strong as he will be there for me
When I get myself that it has got to be an equal thing

(Chorus)

I can slay my own dragons
I can dream my own dreams
My knight in shining armor is me
So I'm gonna set me free

so i'm in history class and i can't think of anything to write, so i ask mi amiga lisa what i should write about, and she says everything from blue suade shoes to how to evade a stalker. that just goes to show u that we are really bored.  except for when mr. cing teaches b/c he keeps this clas entertained.  :)

One draft of the horror film Freddy vs. Jason involved Pinhead appearing at the end of the film, where he stops a fight between the two title characters: "Now, gentlemen, what seems to be the problem?" 

                         

so many emotions are running through me right now. i want to scream. i was going to type a poem or a song on here to describe how i felt but i could find none that even came close. "don't let your emotions effect your judgement" i am watching pain killer jane on sci-fi and that is something that they just said. it is soo true.  we just need 2 realize it.

trying to figure stuff out while things are in the dark trying to pull me down.  not easy but i will try to tough it out. went to the game last night and we won.  yeah. found out that i have a new favorite villian. pinhead from hellraiser and the demon guy who is there from the waist up, doesn't talk but his teeth make a chattering sound like he was really cold. he moves really fast for someone who moves with their arms. i like pinhead because he takes the form of others and has long needles in his head.

i love the mystical mermaidness.

i loooooooooooooooooooooove x-men. x3 is coming out soon and i can't wait. i plan to take mi brother b/c he has gotten interested in it also.  ummmmmmmmm. lets see. i went to youth last night. it was pretty fun. i got to see danny and amber again. :)

a paradise. thats what i need right now. for the last half of last week and the start of this i feel as if the energy has been sucked out of me. i feel horrible. it kinda sucks b/c now i can't concentrate on anything. :(   on the up side, i saw the pink panther yesterday. it was one of those comedy's that was funny all the way through and not just in some parts.                                                                                      

i guess i just have a lot to think about.

koolness

that is how i feel inside. semi peaceful but with some rough feelings moving in.

adorableness
photo from satan jr.

What's up? I'm finally back home :)  i had a mondo busy weekend. hmmmmmmmm. nothin new at the moment. when i think of more i will blog it. :)