i went to the game with Carmen Pooch E.A!
It was a lot of fun. Although i didn't get to see the whole game and preceded to walk back and forth....it was still a lot of fun.

I was kinda sad though :( i'll just sum it all up in saying "i miss tyler" yeah that pretty much sums it up in a nutshell!

WELL....
I am so so so tired so i think i shall go to sleep now.

MOOD: Slowly fading

Church was Amazing again. I pretty much just broke down but....now that i am home and sitting here i feel like i'm fading, slowly dieing (in a way), losing something but i dont know what.
I know i sound so weird and kinda stupid but.....i'm not confused persay, actually i feel like i am in control. But i'm fading away, everything is turning black and white, everything is getting bleary. It is weird, i've never felt like this.Anyways i've got to keep a smile on so... :) Happy Face Happy Face! :)
I suppose i shall go...talks to you people later

MOOD: Bad Kinda BLAH
*and yes there is more then one kidn of blah*

So my people hows it going?
I have a question for you smart people.
What is one thing that makes you happy?
Now i have a few things.... like riding horses, ice-cream, hanging out with my friends & swinging.. + many more
I'm random i know.
i'm just feeling like the bad kinda Blah and its not cool, so i want to think of happy things :) ... so yeah please just keep me in your prayers and have a FANTASTIC rest of this fine monday night.

MOOD: Tired/Tired/Tired
(oh and these are 3 DIFFERENT kinds of Tired! #1 - Sleep kinda Tired #2 - Tired of Drama #3 - Tired of things i want to forget about always coming up)

Today i got to go to the movies! i saw one of my new top 10 favorite movies, its called Sydney White. LOVE IT!
But there were all this kids in the theater that i suppose had never gone to the movies without their mommys b/c they were ALL over the place, Yelling & talking REALLY loud. And OMGosh i have never seen so much Drama in less then 2 hours. At one point i think this one kid that thought he was Mr. Cool Guy was going to beat up this over guy that made some girl cry. It was CRAZY! Anyways the movie was FANTASTIC!
Oh yeah and i think i am haunted with a stupid little state called HAWAII! OMGosh Hawaii stuff is EVERY WHERE! its getting to be a pain in the rain! I cant go ANYWERE without seeing something that has to do with Hawaii, its quite sad i would have to say.
Well sorry for boring you people, suppose i'll talk to you later.

MOOD: Tired

Hey my people. As you know it is FRIDAY! THANK THE LORD! i am so happy i can sleep in tomorrow and not freak about school! Yaaaa Me! Tonight Sam and i are going to the movies..i'm not sure what movie but Sam said its going to be good so hey i'll go! I'm not sure if Sarah is going but i hope she does :P And MAYBE i'll get to ride this weekend (hint hint to Lilly WE NEED TO RIDE) Well i'm bored so i'm going to put random sayings on here! oh yeah you know you like it!
*Either you stand or you fall* 

*I am home enough to know i am lost*

*The sun, how it still comes up and goes down, and the days pass...and life goes on the way it always does...even though MY world is standing still*

*Jesus came not "once upon a time" but at a specific point in history*

*You dont have to chase me, i'm not running away*

*At the moment, I am living life*

*Hope is a powerful medicine*

*Look at it with your eyes, instead of your memory*

*If life is a journey, the bags sure do get heavy sometimes - but laughter is the porter who helps us carry them*

*If you want me to fall for you, you must give me something worth tripping over*

LOL this just makes me smile every time i read it so i thought i would put it on here :P its off of Pirates of the Caribbean
*Me? i'm dishonest. And a dishonest man you can always trust to be dishpnest. Honestly! Its the honest ones you want to watch for, b/c you can never predict when they're going to do something incredibly stupid*

*Ask not what God can do for you, Ask what you can do for God*

*You'll never stand taller then when you stoup to help a child*
Well sorry if i bored you. But since i am already bored it doesn't faze me.

Mood: Happy (at the moment)

So today went pretty good. School went good and then i got to hang out with some FANTASTIC people at my church. It was a lot of fun and Church was AMAZING! I cried..oh so sad, it was really good i finally i broke down and went up to get prayed for. And i FINALLY have forgiven my dad. I am over what he did and how he hurt me and my family. I have full heartedly forgiven him. Its so good! I feel really good for finally saying "I'm done walking around with this hurt"
Then we went out to eat ... i was wearing Seths swet-shirt and had the hood up..they were calling me names :P lol it was fun
Other then that Lilly and i went to the park and had a bunch of fun swinging! Then we got some smoothes and went back to swing some more. Over all it was a really good day! Gots to go talk to you guys later

MOOD: Trying to Laugh

 

Laughing at yourself is probably the most fun thing to laugh at:) Have a nice day

MOOD: Sick Of Drama

 

Yeah so my MOOD says pretty much everything. I'm tired of DRAMA! I'm tired of people talking about other people. I'm tired of people saying one thing one minute and changing their story 2 seconds later. Aren't friends supposed to be nice to each other and stick up for one another, not hurt them and stab them in the back. I dont know much about people, i've only been here on this earth for 14 years and i have only started to think about life for 3 of those years. I'm just saying Drama is not good and does nothing but drive people craZy! and no this has nothing to do with all the crap that has gone on on PhuseBox. I was just thinking about some stuff and thought WOW Drama seems to be every where! and its sick! Well just thought i would put my 2cents in about Drama! *Sorry i know i posted 2 times in 1 day, i'm sorry! i try not to but this was bothering me and i thought i would share it with all the people that actually read this ( estimating around 0 ) ~Don't Be Messy~

MOOD: Weird

Translation... 

Mood:Weird

 

Ok so today has been weird. I dont know any other word that would describe today. Last night i finally got a FULL nights sleep. AMAZING i know, and you would think if i finally got some sleep today would be good and i could get my school done without falling asleep during History again. But NO! I woke up and felt like crap so my mom gave me some medicine and that didn't help AT ALL. It made me all weird where i couldn't ( & still cant ) concintrate on ANYTHING. And that made doing school pretty much impossible. I CANT MISS A DAY OF SCHOOL! i already have enough, and missing a day is going to kill me. So Pretty Much i'm not gona get all my homework done and you guys know me, i am the kid that ALWAYS gets their homework in ON TIME. And if i get ANYTHING less then a 100 and there is an option to REwrite a paper or do extra credit i'll do it! Ahhhhh ( i just felt like yelling ) So yeah you can tell i'm a freak when it comes to my school. You know what i need, to go riding (hint hint Lilly we should go riding soon, that is IF i can find time to...)Well i shall go, sorry for boring you with this STUPID post.  

well i'm taking a break from school and thought i would do this b.c there is nothing else to do :P oh yeah i'm coolJUST TWO THINGS...Two Names You Go By 1. Grace  2. Macy Gray (my sisters call me that for some RANDOM reason)Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now1. A Comfy T-Shirt2. And some Comfy Jeans ( i like to be Comfy)Two Things You Would Want (or have) in a relationship1. Someone that can make me laugh (i like to laughing) 2. And i suppose, someone that would think before they actedTwo of Your Favorite Things to do1. Pretty Much Anything With Horses2. Play at the play-ground ( oh so much fun )Two Things You Want Very Badly At The Moment1.  To Be DONE with School  2. To hang out with my oh so fantastic friendsTwo pets you had/have1.  Stanly (dog)2. Kate (Horse)Two people who will fill this out:1. No 12. No oneTwo things you did last night1.  School2. Went out to eat with some FANTASTIC people from my youth groupTwo things you ate today (yesterday)1.  Food... lol i dont know2. probably some more foodTwo People you last talked to1.  My sister (sarah)2.  My other sister (sam)Things You're doing tomorrow1.  school2.  and MAYBE camping (IF my mom says yes)Two longest car rides1. we drive every where we go..i'm not sure how long all the drives were so.... i'm not so sure 2.  Favorite Holidays1   Thanksgiving 2.  ChristmasTwo favorite beverages1.   WATER2.   Sweet Tea

MOOD: HAPPY .. at the moment

OMGosh i love horses but it can hurt when you haven't riden in so dagum long. But Lilly and i had a LOT of fun riding the other day! I L-O-V-E the weather! it makes me so so so so so happy. I think i'm just really happy b/c i got to ride! Yeah my horse wasn't fantastic, BUT i haven't been riding her so she's not in shap so i'll give her some slack. I really and truly think God gave us horses so we could have a taste of Heaven. Well i wont make this long and boring, just thought i would tell you fanastic people what i've been up to :)

So today I was faced with a big slap of reality. I realized friends don’t last forever and sometimes they dup you like your nothing. I don’t want this to be a "oh look at me...I’m so pitiful" kinda post. I just want to be over all this, I make on mistake and it changes EVERYTHING. I think back on it and if I hadn’t have done one thing...one simple thing... everything would be the same. Yeah I would be faced with this later on in the rode and I don’t regret what I did per say, I just wish things would have gone differently. Today was one of my top 20 worst bad days...yeah that might not sound all that bad, but I have had a LOT of "bad days" in my past 3 to 4 years so the top 20 is BIG. I sat in the car ( riding home from spanish with the Bakers and the twins ) and as soon as I get in that car....so MANY MANY good memories flashed back to me, baby sitting, times Lane and I dressed up and told the kids stories, times we run around the house singing as loud as we could and laughing but I also remember all the bad stuff. It was a lot to take in and then I realized it was all in the past, and when I look into my future, I don’t see any of those good times or bad times happening again. Pretty much almost all my friends from the past few years have ether stepped away or have pushed me to the outside of everything. Its not any of you guys on PhuseBox...just other people I know and have been friends with for so long time. I get the picture, I have to move on and start a new chapter in my life. I used to love starting a new chapter, but now, closing this chapter means saying good bye to some really good times.

Well I sound really stupid and you probably don’t agree with most everything I said, but I personally am over the whole people pleaser thing.

So tonight, i went with
Seth
Milla
Nana
Jake
Josh
Lilly
and some adults to the High-school football game. It was a lot of fun. Personally for me just to be out of the house and not worrying about school was FANTASTIC! We won! yaaaaaa use...but we won like in the last 40 seconds! it was really good!
Here are some random pictures i took....

 Ok Ok i know i already posted ONCE today but i was like MAN i have changed the past year or so. And then i went back to the first few pictures i put on here and then looked at the last few ones i put on here! lol it was pretty funny!

 

BEFORE

AFTER

haha

MOOD: Dieing from to much HomeWork

 

I lost my voice (sad face) BUT i am still talking, although i sound really weird :P ha today at MOPS (something i Volunteer for @ my church) and Chandler was making fun of me b/c i sounded funny...  But he is a fun kid so i dont care :P haha i make fun of him for being short so we are cool. And then i got the 1 room i didn't want to work in. It was the 4 and 5 year olds! OMGosh when we went to the gym to play...all the little kids chased me and when i gave up they started beating me. I was like "GOSH your all evil" Their looks are deceiving. But it was fun. Then Devin wouldn't work...he thinks valunteering with the kids is boring. ( i think its dangerous )
But Last Night (yeah i'm going backwards) i got to hang out with the cool kids (they think they are cool that is) no i hung out with Devin, Chandler and Daniel. It was so a party....lol no but Devin did run into some guys car with is bike....haha it was funny (you would have had to been there to understand) Anyways, i'm just taking a break from school and thought i would tell you guys whats up with me.
Talks to you people later
"Don't Be Messy"

So this is my song of the day .. week... ! lol i just like this song :P haha it makes me smile. Anyway, i'm taking a break from school and thought i would put it on here :) Talks to you people later

MOOD: Crying

Ha isn't amazing how one day you could be so happy and the next so sad. Well yeah all i have to say is for 3 months life will be VERY VERY different for me. You dont need to know why, its nothing big or bad, but its something i dont want to do. Yet i fell God has asked me to. SO.... i have to
Please keep me in your prayers! Thanks

MOOD: Smiling

Whats up people?
So yesterday was a really good day for me. My whole family came out (aunts and uncles and all that big shabang) it was so much fun! Well i just thought i would let you people now i had a FANTASTIC day yesterday! Yaaaaa Me!
How are you people?

lol this makes me laugh.....hahahahaha :)

MOOD: BORED

Grace + Boredom = BAD

So i am bored tonight, like awalys. But instead of wallowing in my boredom i thought i would post to you boring people.